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do you ever just want a hug from your bias? just a warm hug where they tell you everything’s going to be ok? that all the pain will go away soon.
that’s what stray kids’ music does to me. it feels like the most familiar hug.
SHIBUI // 渋い・日本
Felix x Pixie
“Sometimes you need to distance yourself and create alone time so you can really discover what you want out of life.”
— Unknown
THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. It may save a life, It may save your life.)
An Article from Neena Susan Thomas
“Through a rapist’s eyes. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interview…ed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.
3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.
4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.
5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.
6] Number three is public restrooms.
7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.
8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.
9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.
10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.
POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:
1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.
2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.
3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.
4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner thigh – HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.
5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.
6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.
7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.
FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….
1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.
2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!
3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.
4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.
5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .
b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)
6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).
7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!
8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.
Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.
If u have compassion reblog this post. ‘Helping hands are better than Praying Lips’ – give us your helping hand.
REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOW AT LEAST PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.
THIS COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.”
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Just like Slughorn, Albus Dumbledore collects people. Only, instead of focusing on those with influence, he looks to the outcasts.
The expelled half-giant. The young werewolf. The repentant Death Eater.
He protects them and gives them a second chance. All he asks in return is their loyalty.
And, if on occasion he requests that they undertake a certain task, invoking their debt of gratitude - well, that is no more than he is owed.
He once thought to add a certain disowned Black to his collection, but quickly realised his mistake.
Sirius is not an outcast, but a rebel. He knowingly chose his path, and chooses what price he is willing to pay for it. He refuses to be used.
So Albus Dumbledore abandons him.
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Kuina: ow!
Chishiya: what’s wrong?
Kuina: I have this weird pain right above my eyebrow.
Chishiya: it’s called a stress headache. I got my first one when I was 4.
AIB Executives as Incorrect Quotes!!
Hatter: Everytime I hear someone talking about updog, I’m torn between not wanting to fall for it and wanting to help them complete their joke. Aguni: Okay, but what is updog? Ann: Updog is a long sausage in a bun, often served with ketchup, mustard, onions, and/or relish. Chishiya: Not, that’s a hot dog. An updog is when a new version or patch of an application is released. Kuzuryu: No, that's an update. You’re thinking of the fourth largest city in Sweden. Mira: Surely, that’s Uppsala, where’s updog is the giant spider in Harry Potter. Hatter: That’s Aragog. Updog is a symbol conventionally used for an arbitrarily small number in analysis proofs. Chishiya: You’re thinking of epsilon. Updog is an upward-moving air current. Ann: No, that’s an updraft. An updog is the modern version of a henway. Aguni: What’s a henway?? Hatter: Oh, about five pounds. ----------------------------------------------------
Hatter: We need to distract these guys Chishiya: Leave it to me. Chishiya: Centaurs have six limbs and are therefore insects. Discuss. Ann, Aguni, and Kuzuryu: *Immediately begin arguing* Mira, watching in horror: Oh this. I don’t like this. I don't like this at all. ----------------------------------------------------
*Everyone is standing around the broken coffee maker* Hatter: So. Who broke it? I'm not mad, I just wanna know. Everyone: Aguni: ...I did. I broke it. Hatter: No. No you didn't. Ann? Ann: Don't look at me. Look at Chishiya. Chishiya: What?! I didn't break it. Ann: Huh, that's weird. How'd you even know it was broken? Chishiya: Because it's sitting right in front of us and it's broken. Ann: Suspicious. Chishiya: No, it's not! Kuzuryu: If it matters, probably not, but Mira was the last one to use it. Mira: Liar! I don't even drink that crap! Kuzuryu: Oh really? Then what were you doing by the coffee cart earlier? Mira: I use the wooden stirrers to push back my cuticles. Everyone knows that, Kuzuryu! Aguni: Okay let's not fight. I broke it. Let me pay for it, Hatter. Hatter: No! Who broke it!? Everyone: Kuzuryu: Hatter... Ann's been awfully quiet. Ann: rEALLY?! *Everyone starts arguing* Hatter, being interviewed: I broke it. I burned my hand so I punched it. Hatter: I predict 10 minutes from now they'll be at each other's throats with warpaint on their faces and a pig head on a stick. Hatter: Hatter: Good. It was getting a little chummy around here. ----------------------------------------------------
Hatter: Aguni... How do I begin to explain Aguni? Ann: Aguni is flawless. Chishiya: I hear his hair's insured for $10,000. Kuzuryu: I hear he does car commercials... in Japan. Mira: One time he punched me in the face... it was awesome. ----------------------------------------------------
Hatter: Time for plan G. Aguni: Don’t you mean plan B? Hatter: No, we tried plan B a long time ago. I had to skip over plan C due to technical difficulties. Ann: What about plan D? Hatter: Plan D was that desperate disguise attempt half an hour ago. Chishiya: What about plan E? Hatter: I’m hoping not to use it. Kuzuryu dies in plan E. Mira: I like plan E. ----------------------------------------------------
Hatter, walking into his house: Hello, people who do not live here. Aguni: Hey. Ann: Hi. Chishiya: Hello. Kuzuryu: Hey! Hatter: I gave you the key to my place for emergencies only! Mira: We were out of Doritos. ----------------------------------------------------
*Squad reactions to being told ‘I love you’* Hatter: Thanks fam! Aguni: oh no Ann: *cries* I love you too Chishiya: Sounds fake but okay Kuzuryu: *A flustered mess* Mira: can i get a refund. ----------------------------------------------------
'Can I copy the homework?' Hatter: I can help you with it! Aguni: Yeah, sure. Ann: Bold of you to assume I did the homework. Chishiya: lol nope. Kuzuryu: Wait, we had homework?!?!?! Mira: *Read 5:55pm* ----------------------------------------------------
Hatter: Croissants: dropped Aguni: Road: works ahead Ann: BBQ sauce: on my titties Chishiya: Shavacado: fre Kuzuryu: Miss Keisha: fuckin dead Mira: Mira, grumpy: I didn’t understand a single word of that and I hate every single one of you.
alice in borderland season 2 out of context
hatter: if you were to die what would your last words be?
aguni: finally
hatter: no—
I only play these games ‘cause you’re playing them, too | Suguru Niragi; part iii
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“He was practically fucking you.” Niragi hissed, you laughed. He was such a hypocrite. What did he even want from you?
“What do you want, Niragi? I thought you and I weren’t on speaking terms.” You refused to speak in Japanese for this conversation, you didn’t want to give him anything else to give you shit about.
“Why, did you miss me, sweetheart?” He cooed mockingly, the words cutting you deeper than he realized. You scoffed.
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THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. It may save a life, It may save your life.)
An Article from Neena Susan Thomas
“Through a rapist’s eyes. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interview…ed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.
3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.
4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.
5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.
6] Number three is public restrooms.
7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.
8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.
9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.
10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.
POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:
1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.
2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.
3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.
4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner thigh – HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.
5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.
6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.
7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.
FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….
1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.
2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!
3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.
4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.
5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .
b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)
6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).
7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!
8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.
Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.
If u have compassion reblog this post. ‘Helping hands are better than Praying Lips’ – give us your helping hand.
REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOW AT LEAST PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.
THIS COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.”
profiles: avengers assemble
CHANGBIN — he/him. he's had an on and off crush on Yn since they met, a few years ago. he's carefully made sure that she doesn't know anything he doesn't want them to know, and then he tried to do the same with Seungmin except he's dumb and doesn't know when to shut up around pretty smart boys. music major.
MOMO — she/they. she has officially adopted all of the kids and is raising them with Chan. she met Chan at work and since then has become the kid's step mum. they also pulled Seungmin out of a toxic friendship group and is the reason he's in theirs now. graduated as a fashion major.
SEUNGMIN — he/him. was friends with a group that were toxic but he didn't have anyone to fall back on until Momo spoke up and let him meet her friends. immediately asked them if Changbin was into guys because he's into buff dumbasses. Chan took him and the others to a club for 'bonding time' in the first two weeks of them being friends. english literature major.
CHAN — he/him. the straight friend™. he is the only person in the immediate close friend group that is straight and cis. he dipped his toes into having fun with guys but it wasn't for him. protects all of his little scrunklies because if anything ever happened to them he would cease to exist. loves teasing and annoying Seungmin by clinging onto him, everyone calls him a koala now.
note — changbin's priv is... is thots...because im a thot for seo changbin and seungmin's is a day6 fanacc because we love day6 in this household!!!!
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IMAGINE getting a dog with Bangchan
It has always been Chan’s dream to raise his own dog. With the two of you having shared a flat for almost a year now and enjoying the time together immensely, you’ve decided that the moment has finally come. You also love dogs, and since both of your birthdays are in October, you decide to make it a joint birthday gift. After careful consideration, you decide on a little rescue puppy, a curious small girl whose breed is somewhat of a mystery but whose huge dark eyes immediately stole your heart.
It’s the day before Chan’s birthday – because you want him not to suspect anything – and your new flatmate and you are playing on the floor of your apartment. The puppy has a small bow attached to her collar, and she seems delighted, trying to chase it.
When the both of you hear keys turning in the lock, your rescue wags her tail in curiosity before bounding over to the door to meet a new friend. Oh well, there goes the chance of her becoming a guard dog. Chan’s shout, “Baby, I’m home,” is cut short when your puppy rounds the corner. You can’t see the two of them from your position in the living room, but you can hear Chan pausing. “Oh my gosh,” he says lowly. “And who might you be?” He apparently drops his backpack before his voice raises a whole octave. “Who are you, my gorgeous little girl?”
You can’t wait any longer, so you get up to peek around the corner. Chan is on the floor, almost at eye level with the little dog, and his smile is better than you could have imagined. It’s just as happy and pure as when he looks at you. He is baby-talking at the little dog and scratching her belly, and the dog seems to have ascended straight to dog heaven.
“The shelter named her Astronaut because she’s such a little explorer. I like it.”
Chan glances up at you, and his dimples deepen as he beams at you. “She’s ours?” he asks breathlessly, his happiness dominating both of those syllables.
You can only nod, needing to clear your throat, moved as you are by his reaction. “Happy birthday to us,” you whisper.
In a second, he is on his feet, lifting you up in a hug, and you wrap your legs around his waist as he kisses you fiercely, putting all his happiness and appreciation into the gesture. “God, I love you,” he breathes in between kisses, peppering your face with them. “I love you so much. This is the best surprise ever. I promise I’ll do half of the work and pay should she ever need a vet and-“
You silence him with a kiss. “I know, babe. You’re going to be the best dog dad ever.” You smile at him.
Chan leans his forehead against yours. “Oh God. Are you going to call me daddy now?”
Your smile turns cheeky. “Only if you want me to…” you purr. Chan’s hands find your ass. “Hey, not in front of the baby!”
Your boyfriend glances at Astronaut. “Reckon she’ll be okay for a few minutes without us? I need to show you how much I appreciate my gift.” You sigh. “You nerd.” He pouts. “Okay, sure, but if she ruins anything in the meantime, it’s your fault.”
His smile is menacing as he tightens his grip on your ass and moves you towards the bedroom door. “Oh baby… I’m about to ruin YOU.”
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Here is my masterlist! As of right now there isn't much, but hopefully with time it'll become more complete.
STRAY KIDS
BANG CHAN:
nothing yet
MINHO:
love and war ; social media au (ongoing)
y/n has her life and future all planned out living a comfortable and predictable life. but all of that changes when lee minho comes into her life like a hurricane and shows her what she’s been missing all along
1 - 2 - 3 - 4 -
CHANGBIN:
nothing yet
HYUNJIN:
nothing yet
JISUNG:
nothing yet
FELIX:
the mixapes ; social media au
y/n is a coward that is in love with her bestfriend. what other way to express yourself than posting mixtapes about your love on twitter?
1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 (epilogue)
SEUNGMIN:
nothing yet
JEONGIN:
nothing yet
BTS (BANGTAN BOYS)
NAMJOON:
nothing yet
SEOKJIN:
nothing yet
YOONGI:
nothing yet
HOSEOK:
nothing yet
JIMIN:
nothing yet
TAEHYUNG:
nothing yet
JUNGKOOK:
nothing yet
SO SICK
Pairing: Felix x f!reader
Genre: smut (a bit), angst, fluff
Summary: “Sex without commitment” was what you agreed to with Felix a year ago. You didn't know then that you were going to fall head over heels in love with him, and even more so you didn't know that you were going to get pregnant. What to do now and how to tell Felix that your "let's just enjoy each other without any problems" has turned into "you're going to be a father soon"?
Words: 3,9k
Warnings & tags: sex (soft-dom!Felix), unplanned pregnancy, fear of loneliness, mentions of physical illness
It was just sex for both of you at the beginning. You liked how good-looking Felix was, how polite and respectful in life and how hot and dominative in bed. And he liked you back, especially your legs, hair, lips, and waist. When you were together you looked like a real couple, but the fact was that he wasn’t interested in serious relationship (as you did too initially) and when you both felt a mutual attraction, he offered to enjoy spending time with each other without any obligations. An approval was the biggest mistake of your life.
Even if initially, you didn't have romantic feelings for him, then in the year that you "helped" each other, whether you wanted it or not, you learned a lot more about him, and he about you, than just your favorite sex poses. You were like… friends, maybe?
He was too busy with his work and didn’t pay much attention to any kind of feelings anyways. But you really liked the days when you got very sick and he found out about it, cooked brownies and took care of you so softly that you didn’t even know he could be such a gentle man in closer relationship. You wanted to think that he was really worried, and not just dreamed of bringing down your temperature so that he could fuck you again as soon as possible.
By now, the status of your relationship with Felix has gone from "we have good sex without commitment, and everything suits us" to "You’re in love with a person who is in love with your body". How bad does it sound from 10 to 10?
On the one side it was just another night as dozens earlier, on the other it was quite different. You were lying on your stomach, resting your head on the pillow which absorbed your long moans while you were feeling Felix moving inside you. You didn’t know what happened for real, but the way he cared about you this time, the feeling of his palms gently stroking your back and his tender movements just made you crazy. He was often different but never so tender, and, honestly, you liked it so much. Maybe that’s how women feel during the sex when they know the men love them?
“How does it feel, baby girl?”, you heard his low voice over your ear, that made goosebumps run down your spine. Your body, shuddering with pleasure, responded with a deflection in the lower back and your voice was making soft, gentle meows that Felix loved to listen to every time he drove you into a frenzy. Your short moans meant more to him than any possible screams, and if you pronounced his name with your tiny voice lying naked under his body, then he was ready for absolutely anything. Especially tonight.
“Felix”, your breathing was ragged, “It feels so good. Can you… be a little faster?”, you sighted and closed your eyes, trying to enjoy the full of him inside as much as possible, “please, I’m close”
“How can I refuse when you ask like that?”, he whispered, then gently kissed your neck, “but I want to see your face, beautiful”
You nodded and Lix turned you to your back. A second later, he hovered over you, leaning on his elbows, and slowly, completely entered. Warm, full lips touched yours as you moaned right into his mouth.
“You like this?”, the softness of his voice and body moves deprived you of the ability to think brightly.
“So much…”, your eyes were closed, mouth opened, and the head leaned back more heavily on the pillow as the body trembled, “just a little faster… please, Felix…”
Gently kissing your earlobe, he left his head there so that you could hear him growling and moaning as close as possible to you, picking up the pace. Your body trembled harder, while Felix's voice and moves were bringing you closer to the peak. As far as you reached it, his name fell from your desperately mewing lips right into his ear, which just drove him insane and brought to the highest moment of pleasure with you.
“You were so special tonight”, you told ten minutes later, when both of you calmed down and were lying on the bed. He stood up on his elbow and looked at you, gently stroking your cheek with his arm.
He grinned, “want me to be like that more often?”
You nodded, smiling shyly, “but only with me”
“What do you mean?”, he raised his eyebrows, “do you think I sleep with someone else?”
“I don’t know… we haven’t talked about it ever”
“Yeah, because it wasn’t important. But if you want to be aware, I’m not interested in having sex with anybody but you”
It should have sounded nice, but something just collapsed inside you. You hoped to the last that you were causing something more than just sexual attraction in him, but you were too afraid to ask. You didn’t want to lose even this time with him if you told about your real feelings. You wanted to ask, “Is it important now?”, but you just shut your mouth and smiled.
Maybe one day he would ask you on a romantic date. THREE WEEKS LATER
You have never felt so bad at the mornings. You were sick all night, and when you finally managed to fall asleep, you hoped that it would get better in the morning, but apparently you were wrong. The first thing you did after you opened your eyes was run to the toilet, feeling vomiting again. As you were able to stand up on your weak legs, you called to your work and took a day off. Felix wanted to stop by your place in the evening after you were supposed to be free. You haven't seen him for a week and for the first time in a year both of you agreed not to have sex, but to watch some movie and order pizza. Moreover, it was his suggestion, and he knew that during these days you must had your period. He didn’t know when exactly, but he still wanted to just come.
The only thing you didn't tell him was that your period was already a week late. Your cycle, in principle, was not regular and you got used to it, so you never sounded the alarm ahead of time. Only today your intuition suggested that, most likely, you had huge problems.
Trying to fight the dizziness, you came back to your bed. You closed your eyes and sighed heavily. Black and white spots walked before your eyes as soon as you opened them. You were afraid to get up because you felt like you could faint at any moment. And the phone rang. Felix.
“Hey, Lix. I’m so sorry, I…”, you sighed again. You had no strength to speak as fast and loud as you generally did, so you needed some time to take a breath and continue, “I feel extremely bad, it seems like I got poisoned with something yesterday. Can we maybe delay our movie-pizza-evening?”
“Of course, kitten. Can I help somehow?”
God, please, don't make it worse than it already was. This soft-caring Felix made you fall head over heels in love with him several months ago and it was melting and ruined your heart at the same time.
“Maybe I can bring something for you to feel better? I can go to the pharmacy”, he continued.
Oh lord.
In fact, you wanted to see him very much, to feel his care, to enjoy how he would make you tea, ask about your well-being and adjust the blanket, but you couldn't afford it now.
Because something told you that you weren't sick, but maybe pregnant. However, you'd rather faint and die on this bed than ask him to buy you a pregnancy test.
“You don’t even realize how much I appreciate that, Lixie”, you wanted to start crying on how bad the situation was, “but I have everything I need. You could spend your time with friends, last time we saw each other Hyunjin was calling you so-o-o many times. He obviously needs your attention very much”, you tried to chuckle.
You heard him smirked, “Okay then, but if you feel worse or if you need something, you can call me, and I’ll be right there”
“Thank you”, you smiled, and after the call ended, drank a little water.
Thankfully you lived in a 21st century and you bought three, just in case, pregnancy tests with delivery to the door. You weren’t that scary about the situation when you made a purchase, but real fear came to you when you held it in your arms. Three pregnancy tests. Was it exactly the thing you were dreaming about in 23 years old? He was also 23, so you could say that you were swimming in the same boat like young and potential future parents. 90% of yourself wanted to believe that this was another failure of your body, and another 10% were scared by thoughts that you were pregnant.
Throughout your entire life you were quite sure that you would find a man who would love you and who you would love back, and you would make a child because you wanted and were ready to become parents. What you had actually: you found the man you fell in love with (not mutually) and, probably, became pregnant because of the inattention and neglect of both of you. You always used the condom and only once it broke. It happened towards the end, and, apparently, approaching the peak, you were simply not able to notice any special changes in feelings. You thought of how it could happen and you didn't understand what the problem actually was, but you and Felix were sure that finally you made everything carefully. You even drank contraceptives, and that what you ended up with: triple hit on the first attempt.
But deep inside you would be happy to have a baby from Felix. However, would he feel the same?
You were thinking about it for more than an hour, trying to gather your strength and do the first test. When you finally did, quick thoughts came into your head while waiting for the result.
Will you be happy if it is positive? And what is even more important, will you be sad if it is negative?
15:06: “Pregnant”
Your hands started to shake, and tears were ready to fall. Your knees buckled, forcing you to sit on the edge of the tub. But you had two tests more, maybe this one was the mistaken.
20:17: “Pregnant”
The next day
13:51: “Pregnant”
Fuck.
You were sitting on the bed trying to understand what to do next. 100% you must visit the doctor and completely rethink your life and plans. Then you must tell Felix that he was going to become a father. And maybe to lose him forever.
He called you two or three times this day, but you were not ready to talk at all. You answered with the message, that you’ve slept all time and lied that you had a fever, and you could infect him so that he wouldn’t decide to come suddenly. You've already been scheduled for an ultrasound one week later – the closest free time.
A WEEK LATER
Felix called you the moment you were near the cabinet, waiting for your reception time. He called you often, but you always dropped it and answered with the messages. You told him that you felt too bad for all days, but honestly you just needed some time with only yourself and some strength to think of how to tell Felix about everything.
“Hi, Lixie”, you decided to answer finally because it was too strange to ignore his calls and meetings for a week already.
“Hi doll, I can hear you feel better”
“Yes, thanks god”
Hearing his voice after you knew for a week that his baby was inside you right now made you feel even more warm to him than before. You’ve already missed him.
“I’m sorry, I know you told me not to come to your place, but I was too worried after your messages and just brought some brownies and medicines for you. I’m at your door now and see you’re not at home”
Alarm. Your heart started to beat faster, and eyes became bigger.
“Oh, I…”, you sighed, trying to figure out what to say. Suddenly maybe the brightest of thoughts came to your head. He was the father of your future child, and you must tell him that and the earlier the better. Maybe the fact he was standing right now beside your flat was the sign it was the best day to tell him the truth? “there is a cafe on my street, just 100 meters away. You can wait for me there; I’ll be back in an hour, and we’ll go to my place”
“Okay”, he kept silence for a little, “y/n?”
“Yeah?”
“You’re not mad at me?”
Your eyebrows shot up. You were so concerned about your condition that you didn't pay attention at all to the worries from him even at a distance for the whole week.
“No, why should I be mad?”, you asked quietly.
“I don’t know”, he sighed, “you haven't talked to me at all these days. Of course, you explained that you felt too bad, but I was worried anyway. And I came without asking, sorry. And just for you to know, I… um… came not for having sex with you. I just wanted to see you, to know how you feel and maybe help somehow”
Something incredibly warm flowed inside you from his words. You couldn't help but smiled, “Thank you for saying these words, Lixie”, you saw the lamp “next” blinked over the cabinet, “is that okay for you to wait in the cafe? I just need to go now”
Your heart started to tremble nervously when you took the door handle in your arm.
“Of course. See you in an hour. Take care”
You opened the door and made a deep sigh when you saw the couch and then looked at the smiling doctor. You smiled too.
“Good morning! You can sit here” she showed at the chair near the table, “what is your name?”
“y/n”, you sat quietly.
“Nice to meet you, y/n. Don’t worry so much”, she smiled again, “what is the reason you came?”
“I had three positive pregnancy tests, and… yes, that’s the reason. Sorry, I’m really too worried”
“That’s alright, you did the right thing by coming”, she smiled again looking in your eyes and this smile calmed your nervous down a bit, “I need you to answer some formal questions and then I'll examine you”
You nodded and few moments later you were lying on the couch, while the doctor was making all the procedures she needed. Five minutes later you saw the smile again, but this time it was different.
“Congratulations! The gestation period is 4 weeks”
You heart froze the second you heard these words. You were completely sure you were ready to hear it, but you weren’t. You didn’t know what you felt, just… you will be a mother. So soon. So unbelievable.
“A month already”, the only thing that came from your mouth. You closed it with your hand. Did it mean that only 8 left?
“Yes. The embryo is too tiny now, but I can see a fetal egg”
“Can I… look?”
“Of course,”, the smile became wider, and the doctor turned the screen to you and explained everything.
You didn’t know what changed inside you after you saw it, but you were one step from crying. Your hand was covering your mouth and you were just looking at this little round on the screen trying to understand that it was your future baby, and you’re not alone anymore and never will be. Now you were responsible for two, you and your child.
“You can take the father with you and come together in week 8, we will conduct a full ultrasound examination and already see the baby”
Father.
You nodded and smiled.
The doctor gave you all the recommendations and told when you need to come again. On your way home you felt amazingly magical, even though you still felt sick from time to time. Thank God you didn't throw up on the street, because all last week you literally suffered from vomiting and, perhaps, you will suffer and suffer from it for a long time. However, suddenly the baby began to make much more sense than all the troubles that your body was facing right now.
You called Felix ten minutes before you arrived, so you met him near the house and both of you came inside your flat. The thing that caught your attention firstly was the beautiful bouquet of flowers. Felix gave it to you as soon as you saw each other. You were shocked a bit because he never gave you flowers or just anything. Never.
“Thanks”, you smiled widely and understood that your sense of smell had sharpened. Good that you liked the smell of these flowers.
“I wanted to talk to you, y/n”
You looked at him with a frightened glance. Flowers, serious talk… did he want to end your “sexual partnership” and say goodbye?
No, no way.
“I wanted to talk too”, you were obviously nervous, “and I think that after you hear what I am going to say you’ll be out of your words”
And perhaps out of your life too.
“Maybe we should say it at the same time?”
You looked at him and decided that his idea was perfect. You would hear each other and if he even wanted to break up everything you had, he would know he would become a father.
“I agree. On the count of 3”
Both of you counted and said together:
“I love you”
“I’m pregnant”
“What?!”
You looked at each other, stunned by the confessions.
“You love me?”, you were the first, who made a step closer to him and looked in his eyes as never before.
“I…”, he sighed and continued, “yes. These months I… started to miss not the sex, but you. So much”, he came closer too, “And I began to worry in your presence, like a schoolboy in love. When you didn't keep in touch with me normally for a whole week, I was really scared that you decided to end everything and decided that I had to admit what I really feel before it was too late. I don’t want just your body, I want you… to be with me. As my girlfriend. And… did I mishear, or did you really just say you were pregnant?”
There were so many emotions raging in you that you didn't know whether you should kiss him right now and confess your mutual feelings, or whether it was worth answering his question first. You chose the second option. Instead of words you brought him three positive tests you did earlier. He immediately picked it up.
“It is one month already. I was at the doctor just when you called me today”, you told it quietly, seeing him standing with these tests and looking at them without any movements. Five seconds later he looked at you and said, “one month… does it mean that only 8 left?”
You chuckled, remembering your thoughts in the cabinet, and nodded.
“When did you find out about this?”, Lix asked.
“The day I told you I was poisoned…”, you looked down, “I’m sorry, I was so afraid to talk to you after I made these tests that I decided just to ignore your calls and sent one message a day. I wanted to tell you after the doctor confirms my pregnancy. Actually, that's what I did”
“Oh, now I see… but…um… you know, we discussed only my partners that night…”
“I’m in love with you for several months already, Felix”, he looked at you with his eyes lit up, “even before and especially after I understood what I feel to you, I hadn’t got other sexual partners. This child is 100% yours. Moreover, I think it happened exactly that night”
“Wow…”, he ran his eyes all over the apartment and covered his face with hands, “I wasn’t ready to hear it, honestly, but… I don’t think I could hear something better than this in my life. I’ll become a dad, oh my goodness. No…”, he looked at you again, smiled widely, and took your hands into his, “we’ll become parents. Can you believe it?”
You, surprised by his reaction, could not restrain your smile in response, "You know, I've been trying to believe this for a week, and I'm still not doing very well. You... so, are you happy?" you looked at him, blinking your eyes and not believing that everything went so well. It seemed like you were in a dream.
“Are you kidding me?”, he put his arms on your waist, “of course I am happy”
“But we don’t know each other very well and we are so young and…”
You didn't have time to finish listing the reasons why it seemed worth worrying about, because Felix shut you up with a kiss. A kiss different from all the others. Your first kiss, which does not portend sex and the kiss filled with tenderness and anticipation of living together with hundreds, thousands, millions of kisses are even better than this one.
“The main is that we love each other, princess. Fixing the rest is not a problem”, he gently tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear, making you smile. “We can start right now, by the way”
“How?”
“Will you go on a date with me?”
You smile became wider and you wanted to kiss Felix, but the feeling of nausea returned. “Oh… let’s take it as a “yes” from both of us”, after that you ran to the bathroom.
In 15 minutes, Felix came and knocked at the door, “baby, can I help you?”
“The best you can do is to close your ears and go as far away from bathroom as you can”
You returned 5 minutes later, “I’m sorry, I just feel weak again”, you sighed and wanted to put the flowers in the vase, but Felix took you to the bedroom.
“Tell me what to do and I’ll help. Don’t torture yourself. It’s better for you to rest if you feel bad again”
He helped you to reach the bed and as far as you touched the pillow with your head you felt extremely sleepy, “Felix…”
“Yes?”
“Don’t leave, please. I might fall asleep”
His full soft lips touched your forehead, so you felt extremely comfy.
“I’ll never leave you, pretty. Sleep quietly, I’ll be at the kitchen just thinking what we need to take to my place from your flat and when to move”, he kissed your arm, “hope you don’t mind that. My place is bigger and all three of us would feel good there”
You nodded, “I agree. I love your home”
Felix smiled and kissed you again, “perfect. Sleep, y/n, you should rest. If you need me, just call my name, I’ll hear you”
Instead of an answer you closed your eyes and fell asleep proudly being eventually the happiest person on Earth.
Agree 100% besides I’m American and have a hard time😂
how are you, as a white american, going to make fun of an asian man’s english proficiency (who is fluent in english as his second language btw) when you know how your country is notorious for making fun of asians immigrants and their children for their accents, appearance, and even mere existence?
like how are you going to do that, and STILL call yourself a kpop fan? you do realise the irony of being racist to same people you claim to support, don’t you? 🤨
Game of hearts || C.S
A Alice in Borderland smau, no boderlands au, and there also in college, I hope you all enjoy this <3
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