Just A Little Sketch

Kirk was saved from Tarsus IV by Vulcans when he was fourteen, but the memory of Kodos the Executioner and his child soldiers still haunts him. It takes another Vulcan to save him when a man resembling Kodos comes aboard the Enterprise, reminding Kirk that he never truly escaped his past.

Based on ‘The Conscience of the King’ from Star Trek TOS. Mentions of trauma, panic attacks, and starvation.

By Phyona (ao3).  This was supposed to be 2 paragraphs.  3200 words later, these two butts own my soul.  (reading it on ao3 might be easier since it’s kinda long)

James Kirk is thirteen years old, and his world is ice, and bile, and terror.

Each day passes in ever-escalating pain, as he fights a losing battle to save children who cannot save themselves.

James Kirk is thirteen, and he is being hunted on Tarsus IV.

He shepherds starving kids on his back, holds their frigid, bony hands and hides them in caves or shrubs that are never safe for long.  He feeds them bitter roots and berries, steals from camps when he can, and takes none for himself.  His body devours what remains of muscle when fat runs out.  He hurts everywhere.

Predators lurk in the shadows.  They are children too.

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Happy New Year ☺️🥳 In celebration of the day, I present to you a picture inspired by a fun AOS AU fic called ‘Next Best Destiny’ by @rabidchild67 in which a lovably nerdy science officer called Jim Kirk gets assigned to the Enterprise to serve under Captain Spock.

Wishing you all a happy and prosperous 2024 🖖

Prime-fix-it tag update? I'm begging on my knees here, if that helps?

Some of these are more generations fix-it stories

Last Breath by Djinn

What do you say to a soul mate you forgot? This is a challenge fic. The challenge details are at the end of the story.

Your Trouble Is In You by druxy_kexy

Spock relies on his memories of Jim to cope with being stranded in an alternate universe. But after he is poisoned by an unknown substance, his ability to remember his past begins to fade. The crew of the Enterprise joins him in his search to find a cure before all of his memories are gone

Warnings: brief suicidal thoughts

THIS. It is one of the Spock Prime Big Bang fics, has wonderfully original plot and is so well written. I had the honour of doing art for this in the big bang.

Starlight by Brian J Christopher (ikudou)

Spock always considered trying to locate the Nexus illogical, and futile. He didn’t come looking for it; one universe over, it found him. And it was hungry.

Never Parted by Tlema

What if Picard managed to revive Jim Kirk before Spock set out to save Romulus?

I was so sure I had recced this already, but realized I had put link for different story with this summary. The shame…

the aos multiverse fic is DONE!!! thank you so much for reading, i hope y'all enjoyed!! :) <3

each coming night (20121 words) by flipthebits Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock (Star Trek), Nyota Uhura, Leonard "Bones" McCoy Additional Tags: Post-Star Trek: Into Darkness, POV Multiple, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Not Actually Unrequited Love, When you're so in love w each other but so oblivious you manage to piss off an omnipotent being Summary:

At the start of the 5-year mission, Jim is still unsteady from the fallout of the warp core and its impact on his friendship with Spock, but he’s doing a decent job of pretending like he isn’t. Until an omnipotent being decides he could use a day trip to an alternate universe, that is.

Or: A desperately pining Jim crosses paths with a desperately lonely Spock.

💛💙SPIRK FIC REC💙💛

A superb AOS short story by @cate-adams, in which, having lost his own T'hy'la, Mirror Spock comes looking to claim the Jim of the Kelvin timeline as his own to soothe his broken bond.

The Spock of the Kelvin universe objects...quite fervently! 😂 An action packed fic full of idiots in love and evil doppelgängers! Enjoy 😉

could you please update the top!spock tag? (I just like me some bottom!jim <3) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING <333

The tag has gotten lo’s new fic since this ask was sent. Also the pon farr tag is mostly Top!spock stories.

Prehensile: An Alien Love Story by Pamdizzle

That trust was the only reason he was here, Jim reminded himself. Spock had come to him, unlearned in the demands of physical need, and confided that he could not seem to ‘alleviate the symptoms’ of his physical arousal on his own. He’d come to Jim for pointers, for Chrissake.

Call Me Brother by Deanna Gray

Based on the TOS episode “Whom Gods Destroy”.  When Kirk tells Garth that Spock is his brother, he has no idea the connotations of that word when it comes to Vulcans.  But he’s about to find out.

Happy Anniversary by sunshine

Jim seduces Spock.

I Have Mapped the Curves of Your Body by Atilol

Kirk makes Spock lose his logic.

A Different Past by Kerchan

Spock x Kirk. Perhaps they are not so different after all. TOS!Spock x TOS!Kirk, nu!Spock x nu!Kirk.

Dom/sub

Loving You From Top to Bottom by verizonhorizon

Bedroom activities between the lovers spark conflict and (orgasmic) resolution.

Emergency Sex Pollen Contact by TheShinyLizard

“Yes, Spock?” Kirk asked, drowsy with sleep.

“There is a message on my terminal, asking me to be your MDM-Alpha2b emergency contact. Please clarify.”

Encircled by Rynne

Spock has a ring kink, which doesn’t exactly help his control when Jim decides to buy a wedding ring. And wear it. In public.

Pen I used

💛💙SPIRK FIC REC💙💛

This is probably a bit of a Marmite fic... (and for those of you who aren't from the UK, that's a reference to an old marketing campaign that stated "you either love it of you hate it" lol)

It a pretty intense AOS Pon Farr fic, which delves deep into the writers interpretations of Vulcan biology and what goes on during their Time. If you like Feral!Spock then there's a lot to recommend it. And if you like your smut GRAPHIC then you're in for a treat!

If you're of a more sensitive disposition then this one may not be for you, but I enjoyed it and hope a lot of you will too! 😊

hi, fic to do with merlin self harming ? ?

Yesss I do have quite a few. I’ll admit I haven’t got round to reading them all yet, so I’m sorry about that. I hope you like them (: *Some of them contain suicide attempts/thoughts I will give warnings to those ones*

Be My Escape

When his best friend dies, a little bit of Merlin dies with him. He’s struggling with self-harm, Hunith’s struggling with alcoholism and everything seems hopeless. Then he meets Arthur Pendragon, someone who might be able to put him back together. Except Arthur’s got problems too, and not everything is that simple. Can they make it work?

High School AU

Eating Disorders

Suicide

Bullying

Minor Character Death

*This ^^ is probably my personal favourite*

Healing

Arthur has never mentioned Merlin’s scars.

Hurt/Comfort

Angst

Turning Page

When Merlin, best loved singer/songwriter in the UK, tragically loses his parents in a car accident his life is turned upside down. Depressed and alone he’s ready to give up and leave it all behind, but then he hears a voice.

Angst

Modern Au

Depression

The Dying Type

Merlin tries to end his life for unknown reasons. Arthur swears he should have seen some sort of self-destructive signs, but what if there hadn’t been any?

Suicide Attmept

Angst

Gwen/Arthur

Merlin/Arthur

You Cannot Leave Me Behind

Merlin’s failed suicide attempt.

Suicide attempt

Before Dawn

When Arthur stops his father’s men from abusing a Druid captive, he sets into motion a chain of events that will bring him face to face with his destiny.

Canon AU

Slavery

Hurt/Comfort

Attempted Rape 

Dub-con

Short Fics:

Running Scared I Was There, I Remember It All Too Well

After Morgana kills herself, Merlin and Arthur have to go on. Merlin just doesn’t know how.

Suicide Mentions

Death Does not Embrace You

Arthur can’t hang him for sorcery if he’s dead.

I Will No Other To Follow Me Where I’m Going

The guards in the higher towers have additional training - in talking jumpers down from ledges if need be

*All Merlin/Arthur and Self Harm*

Kirk bod appreciation #6: The Curves. The Front. The…chest. AND THE AMAZING GREEN WRAP

Bread and Circuses. This…vision appears. The hips, again. You know that thing where you see a really nice curve on something, and it’s just…pleasing? It’s just…nice. There’s harmony in the world and it’s calming and right. It could be the s-curve of a car, or a meandering river viewed from 30,000 feet, or the simple arc of a leaf. Or Captain Kirk’s hourglass. Look at his lines. We celebrate this on the feminine form a lot, but masculine curves? This is where Kirk is wonderful. There’s this whole dance of masculine-feminine and what is masculine or feminine anyway? Who gets to define that? And look at the…chest. Look at those shadows from a distance. Aren’t they just. I mean seriously. And the pinnacle. The Tum™. The tum is very important, and important that we stand up to the people who put him down for The Thicc, and say back the heck up here. Back right up. How DARE you. Let’s just all take a moment to love this bod, and love anyone who has this kind of bod, you are lovely and perfect. 

Let’s talk about this wrap now. This wrap is brilliant. The wrap is one of the greatest items of clothing from the 20th/23rd century. Look at how this is the absolute perfect thing to dress this man in. Look how flattering it is, how it shows off all his beautiful things. Thank you, William Ware Theiss, for this legacy. The wonderful gay costume designer for Star Trek. Thank you, wherever your energy now resides in the universe. And screw you, world, for making it impossible to find clothes like this irl. Interestingly, wrap tops can be found but tend to be exclusively in the femme section of clothes stores. Now there’s another fun gender thing, which adds to the theory of Kirk being expressively non-binary.

Extra: lol at McCoy for looking just like Mr Bean in these hilariously unfortunate screencaps. He’s beautiful too, of course, but in a different way. I’ll leave the Bones-love to someone else…

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Collect them all!

Kirk bod appreciation #5: The Paws

Kirk bod appreciation #4: The Curves. The Back. Poetry in motion.  

Kirk bod appreciation #3: Season 3 (Part 1)

Kirk bod appreciation #2b: The Gluteus Maximus

Kirk bod appreciation #2a: The Gluteus Maximus

Kirk bod appreciation #1: The Tum