I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

people be calling me insane like cmon man just let me have my dry ramen

Guys do you thinks this good slaps or nah?

but I wanna help more

please

turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it

I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)

I blocked any guys on my main DMs

drinking water

eating full meals

not planning on relapsing and burying my blades

oh my god FUCK THIS SHITTYWUSGISGIWHS

*screaming and beating my head against the wall*

AT LEAST SHES NICE SOMETIMES

I haven’t I don’t know what I’m gonna do I’d rather it be instant but I don’t want my parents seeing my brain scattered in my room even if they’re part of the problem

If my heart doesn’t stop beating ISTG.

I won’t

I’m embarrassed I even know what the water sports tag is I’m crying bro

HOW DO YOU HAVE CAMERAS IN MY HOUSE??? UHM SCALLS

I CANT HAVE A PARASITE BECAUSE I AM THE PARASITE YOU HAVE A PARASITE BECAUSE YOU HAVE MEE

someone grab me a #age regressor beverage to go with these posts.

I have come to the conclusion I am the problem in this house

Im so cooked tomorrow, dad is not gonna be happy