don’t read this rahrahrahhhhh
I find it quite funny that people think I really ever tried to hide my pain, I get told I’m bad at hiding the accounts I use for vile things, I’m horrible at hiding the emotions I feel but that’s because I quit trying
christmas morning, happy as could be, I had tried to kill myself the night before
going to a museum, excited and giggly, wrists wide open
I love everyone around me but I’d lost the energy to hide, my vulnerability a product of the loss of my motivation
I have a whole other blog nobody knows about
I feel things I’ll never tell people
I just wish, with all my being, that everybody would quit underestimating how disgustingly horrible I am and leave me, leave me when I’m expecting it
real shit actually
I regret to inform you I’m #ftm trash.
SODA IS ALIVE WOOO !!
live soda and grease meetup reaction 🙏🙏
preferably do not lick my arm
tw: physical violence ig??
I would really appreciate it if you’d tell me how bad I am and beat me the tell me how bad I am again so I could like, stop thinking I’m good ever again, back to when I was five and convinced I wa the worlds biggest problem
Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself
Sometimes a good amount of you will come together and like a random post of ours and it just makes me curious as to what on earth is going through your mind as you read it
disgusting
I hate that half if not more of the things that come up when I want a drawing ref for a fat person is just memes
I am not your spectacle to laugh at. I am so done.
also I warned you guys now because I don’t know WHEN all of this is gonna finalize, I could be on here for two more months or like two more minutes, so if I disappear don’t be worried, just know you can reach me on Minecraft and roblox
for anyone that has other means of contact with me (address) please don’t send anything before discussing it with me first, my mother WILL be reading anything you send
what’s tarturus
is it bad I kinda get serotonin when I see people getting upset at my mother
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds