Today Has Been Absolute Shit

why are you sad I’m gonna die you were supposed to rejoice that I’m finally gonna be gone

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

tw: idk violence again???

genuinely I need to be hurt so I can learn a lesson again, it’s clear that’s the only way I learned, I mean I couldn’t sit for days my lower back stung, it was frightening and I deserved it, every single yell and every single tug on my arm to drag my unwilling body to the porch, I deserved it all and I still do

ok I think my moms opinions should burn in a comically large electrical fire

they’re tryna tell me self diagnosis is completely invalid every time because they’ve suffered when they didn’t get their accommodations as a diagnosed person because apparently that justifies their opinion that’s hurting people by gatekeeping entire communities from people who are in situations that prohibit them from getting a proper diagnosis

I hope they come to their senses (THEYRE 17.)

Oh my god I am SO pissed off.

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS VALIDD!!

huge huge reminder YOU DESERVE YOUR ACCOMMODATIONS EVEN IF YOU CANT GET A PROPER DIAGNOSIS!!

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS NEVER JUST DOING A QUIZ SELF DIAGNOSED PEOPLE DO THEIR RESEARCH!!

huge huge reminder ANYBODY WHO FAKECLAIMS YOU IS JUST A BITCH!!!!!!!!

YALL NEED TO FRIEND ME ON MINECRAFT AND ROBLOX SO WE CAN TALK IF I HAVE TO LEAVE!!!!!

user (on both): Toeslaw5489

@curlys-blade @scalls @b3st-sunday-dr3ss @mr-freakyboy-curtis

@daddy-dallas-winston

please @ anybody else who I forgot

for reference I use my dad phone to access tumblr and my mom is making me use my extremely restricted phone instead :((

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

OH MY FUCK IVE BEEN REBLOGGING ON THE WRONG BLOG

I love you too, alot

Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

you’re good :3

Soda clocking your ass is hilarious and very hypocritical of him

i know I might use those exact words against him word for word copy and paste

love when the lesson is about technology and the preacher turns it into a lesson about women’s rights, queer people, and communism

dear preacher, die, in a Tesla fire

die with your stupid fucking orange man and his dumbass minions