Cutting Myself Is Not Enough I Need To Abuse Prescription Drugs And Drink Hard Liquor

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

EXACTLY??? I mentioned all of this and two people came at me about how I was stupid and like scum of the earth for self diagnosis

like bitch. BITCH. Come live in my house for a day and then look me in the eyes and repeat yourself.

Oh my god I am SO pissed off.

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS VALIDD!!

huge huge reminder YOU DESERVE YOUR ACCOMMODATIONS EVEN IF YOU CANT GET A PROPER DIAGNOSIS!!

huge huge reminder SELF DIAGNOSIS IS NEVER JUST DOING A QUIZ SELF DIAGNOSED PEOPLE DO THEIR RESEARCH!!

huge huge reminder ANYBODY WHO FAKECLAIMS YOU IS JUST A BITCH!!!!!!!!

could’ve been fire, gave up on it, kill me

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

Scalls please- really you aren’t horrible or lazy or anything like that, I love you so much, and you’re way better than you think you are, they signed up to have you as a CHILD until you’re AT LEAST 18. They did sign up for that when knowing they’d have a kid

please listen to me this time, they’re the bad people not you

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

I love you soda <33333333

love you too :)

Saw someone else do it so alter name & role list for the funsies

Starry (Alex/Elijah/stardust): our host, fronting most of the time

Little: obviously a little, bro is traumatized out of his mind

Thistle: protector, prosecutor, and a traumaholder aswell

Sunnee: caretaker

Spek: gay clown who yearns for his husband

Lurker: I have no notion about this guy he just lurks

Ignoring how much trouble I’m in with dad

(please don’t stir fry me or tie me up 🙏🙏)

I need you to hold me

Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

nonono you’re all good I was just abt to message you abt it because BRO IF THATS HAPPENING TO YOU REPORT ITTTT

Staring at him, knowing you’ll never see him the same and god it makes me sick