Had A Crashout And Soda Blog Got Deleted.. Again

I’d really appreciate if she wouldve aborted me

Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

someone grab me a #age regressor beverage to go with these posts.

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

my negativity is making their life worse

turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it

I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)

I blocked any guys on my main DMs

drinking water

eating full meals

not planning on relapsing and burying my blades

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

Exhausted and headache and knee pain

I’m sorry dad I’m so so sorry genuinely I’m sorry

NOPE NOPE DONT CHECK ON THE ALT BLOGS BEFORE BED

Staring at him, knowing you’ll never see him the same and god it makes me sick