Getting Tested For Adhd Soon But What If They End Up Telling Me The Problem Is That I’m Just Constantly

i’m so pissed off. anyone else come to realizations over time that in the moment could have changed a lot of things. like GREAT. good thing i realize this a WHOLE YEAR later. smh. 🤦‍♀️

after only being in one relationship, i have decided i can’t do that over and over and over again so the next person i date i will be marrying. i’ve made up my mind. how people are constantly in and out of relationships will never make sense to me. like how do you do it??? how are u not traumatized???

sitting in my 10 AM writing class, hungover as shit, dissociating heavily, trying not to throw up, listening to girl i’m gonna miss you, which i can’t decide is comforting or not, my pants have a mysterious stain i just noticed, am i even a real person. is this my first original experience?

Get free🎀

people are very fond of giving away what they need most themselves.

-the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde

trying to be nonchalant in class but start tweaking out and end up attracting more unwanted attention to myself

i have to get up early tomorrow but i’m scared to fall asleep because the nightmares are coming back

i wish i could explain the feeling i get when i listen to hozier. it’s a feeling in my chest, i feel like i could levitate, i want to scream, i want to sing, i want to dance, i want to cry, i want to cease existing at the same time. it’s everything all at once.