I’m Ugly Crying Rn

I’m ugly crying rn

Wrap Me Up

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A/N: This is more of a self indulgent fic than anything else. Been going through some things and figured people who were feeling down or anything else could probably use it too. Just really want Hawks to wrap me up in his arms at the moment. I hope you all are doing well and I’m very thankful for every single one of you. Thank you all for sticking around, I’m so thankful you all enjoy my writing so much. 

Words: 1K

Warnings: Cussing and they change in front of one another but that’s literally it. All wholesome and SFW here. 

You felt numb. Could numbness really even be a way to describe the painful emotions you were feeling right now? You felt as if nothing was going right for you, that things were crashing down around you. No matter how much you tried to pick up the pieces and put the broken shards back together, how painful it was for you to do so, it didn’t matter. Nothing made sense, and it was if you couldn’t get a win. You just wanted one win, just one. All your life, you always tried so hard to do the right thing, to be a shining light for people. But you felt like it was fizzing out, you felt like the light was becoming dim. 

You felt yourself get up but didn’t really process it. You felt yourself walk to the bathroom before shedding your clothes and turning the shower on, again not really processing as you sat down to let the water run off of you. You didn’t realize how long you had been in the shower until you heard the door to it open up, seeing a pair of tan boots in your line of sight before you looked up to see your boyfriend, Hawks. 

“Keigo….” you croak out, realizing that you haven’t made a sound all day while being home by yourself. 

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2 years ago

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4 years ago

ahh thank you so much🥺 I hope you stay safe and that you’re okay in this time too!!💓

It’s no problem! And thank you! Also my dms are always open if you ever wanna talk! (Given sometimes I’m dead asleep)

4 years ago

im sorry to hear that but I’m sure you got this! my week is gonna be very busy too😫 also I totally meant to send that in anon I am so sorry -💓

There’s no need to apologize, you’re alright love! I hope you stay safe and well while you’re busy!! 💙


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5 years ago

Heyy, could I have some general cuddling headcanons for Bertholdt? I love my boy so much and would love to cuddle with him ❤️ Thank you!!

Apologies for this being short and late, I couldn’t really think much for it but I hope you enjoy!!

Cuddling with Bertl! HCs!

After a long day of training, he just tends to plop onto the bed face down literally spreading to the length and width of the bed. Around this time, you’re usually showering so he just waits until you come back 

Once you finally join him, he lays his head against your stomach with his arms wrapped around your waist, eventually he dozes off like that

However when the weathers chilly, he loves it when you rest on his chest, snuggled into him! It helps keep the warmth between you two and he loves the feeling of you being close to him!!

Following your cadet graduation into the Survey Corps, you two rarely get to spend time together since you’re always on the move! But this makes your nap/cuddling sessions even more valuable since you’re both missing each other when you’re expediting!

He enjoys being the big spoon immensely but some days are just really difficult compared to other days, and that’s when you two switch roles and you hold him while he sleeps the stress away!

4 years ago

Hiii Mons! Can I request some HCs of Bucci gang with reader who is a mommy like Bruno? But Bruno is more of like, “I’m gunna whip these kids into shape” mom energy and reader is a “are you hungry? Heres a snack! Are you tired? Lay on me and sleep my babies 🥺” energy. Will fight anyone who tries to hurt her babies. Also might or might not be in love with Bruno hahahHhaAAA okay ty ily

Oh, I love this so much!! I hope you enjoy it! Ily2 (Also I use ( 💙 ) as (Y/N) bc I’m tired of typing it all the time not gonna lie, it's easier to do it as ( 💙 ))

Bruno & Reader Motherly! HCs

 At the very beginning of the gang when there were only a few members, you and Bruno met under strange circumstances but have been drawn to each other ever since. Although, he only decides to ask you to join his gang after your 5th casual meeting. He trusted you immensely and the two of you had a strong bond.

 When the two of you ran into Fugo, you both had the same reaction. The need to take him out of the dark place he was in and give him purpose. It ended up becoming the mindset of the two of you every time you went to recruit someone. 

 Before a big mission, you and Bruno make sure that all of the members are prepared for it. However, you both have different ways of doing things. In the end, you both have good intentions. ( 💙) makes sure that everyone has gotten enough rest and enough food. Bruno on the other hand makes sure that they’re up to date on the mission details and that they’ve been training with their stands. 

 During missions, ( 💙) tends to stay behind the group while Bruno leads at the front. This way, you can ensure that nobody gets left behind or goes missing on your account. If someone gets severe injuries, you and Bruno are both quick to act. Both delivering an attack, you all make it out of the mission in one piece. 

After the mission, ( 💙) tends to the injured first and foremost. “Does it hurt? Do you need anything else?” ( 💙) is very caring and nurturing, and will go as far as helping them with physical therapy if they’re recovering from a major injury. 

Once the injured are taken care of, ( 💙) makes sure that all of your boys get the best nutrients in whatever meal you decide to make for them. After they’re all fed, you check in on the younger ones in case they need to rest or if they need to vent about what happened. Their health is your number one priority.

Then finally, you turn them back over to Bruno who helps them train before they get a free break. He generally doesn’t bug them that much after a mission unless they get sent another one. 

With Bruno’s caring hand and your own, you two have created a close-knit family that you’ll both continue looking after. 

4 years ago

Temerate (Mirio x Reader P2)

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Fic Type: Oneshot Fandom: My Hero Academia Pairing: Mirio x Reader Prompt: N/A Word Count:1,029 words Authors Note: There may or may not be a part 3 in da works 💙

"How are the preparations going?" Shigaraki inquired. "They're coming along. We ran into a slight problem, however." You responded to your boss, scrolling through the tablet you had. The room grew quiet as they turned to you. "A hero happened to sneak in. His quirk is Permeation.'" Shigaraki adjusted the hand on his face before sighing out. "Dabi, accompany (💙) from now on." The burnt man rolled his eyes but followed Shiggy's instructions, nonetheless. "Make sure it gets finished." His voice is grating to your ears. His grip on your shoulder made you tense up, forcing you to respond. After the short meeting was over, Dabi followed you back to the room that served as your cell. You stopped in front of the door hesitating a bit, but he shoved you in, locking the door behind you. You tried so hard to gain their trust but, Shigaraki still had everyone on guard. 

Deeming the tablet now useless, you tossed it onto the dresser. As you took a seat on the mattress, that was considered a bed, you thought back to your encounter with the hero Lemillion. "Come back with me. We can make your new everything together." You desperately wanted to go with him. But you knew there would be severe consequences if Shigaraki caught you. You laid down on your side, curling into a ball, drifting off to sleep. 

"(💙), what do you wanna be when we grow up?" Mirio asked as the two of you walked home together. "Hmm. I'm not sure yet. What about you?" He jogged in front of you to strike a pose. "I'm going to be the best hero ever!" You giggled, and he grabbed both of your hands with his own. "Will you be my partner when I'm a hero?" You tore your gaze from him as you felt your face heat up. "You want me to be your partner? But what if things change?" His hand gently tilted your head towards him. "Even if things changed, and we went down different paths, it doesn't matter. As long as we meet each other at the end." He beamed at you. You smiled back at him as a few tears streamed down your cheeks. "Hey..." His voice was soft and kind. He wiped away the tears and embraced you. For those few moments, you in his arms, you felt safe.

You stirred awake, being face to face with Toga. "Time for the final prep!" She said smiling widely. You knew that messing around would be pointless because of how seriously demented they are. You followed closely behind Toga as she led you to the car. "Dabi will take things from here!" She slammed the door, and you hugged your figure tightly. Thinking about your dream, you wished you could experience that warmth again. "(💙)" You glanced up at Dabi. "Do you know that guy who broke in?" You knew it would be pointless to lie. "Yes..." "Why didn't you go with him?" You clenched your jaw and remained quiet. His blue eyes bore into you through the rearview mirror. The answer was clear. You cared for the hero. Choosing to go with him would only cause harm to him. If you had to be the bad guy to protect him, then you would. 

"Alright, get out, we're here." Following his instructions, you got out of the car and followed him inside the abandoned building. Dabi leaned against the entrance of the building, as you brought out your table and began tapping away. Unknowing to the two of you, heroes lurked in the shadows. The group of heroes looked at each other before nodding. Currently, you stood in the middle of the room. In a second, the heroes jumped out of hiding and began attacking Dabi. The scent of soot caught your attention, and you turned around. Blue vivid flames encircled the front of the building. Dabi happened to be fighting heroes off. "Wait..." You staggered backward realizing that Mirio had come back for you. "(💙)!" Turning to the source of the sound, Dabi yelled at you to call for reinforcement. You started shakily typing on the screen, as your eyesight became blurry. Before you managed to contact Shigaraki, the tablet flew from your grasp. Mirio struck it away from you. "(💙), you don't have to do this anymore." Sky blue, kind eyes met your own (e/c) ones. "We can leave together." He extended a hand out to you. Pausing to take a glance over at Dabi, he remained carelessly fighting off the group of heroes.

 You reached out to grab his hand, but a knife darting out from the shadows struck your hand. "I knew something would be up." Your blood went cold, hearing Shigaraki's disembodied voice. You tightly held your injured hand, looking at Toga. "Sorry, I was hoping to see a lot more blood." Her smirk remained frightening. "Dispose of these heroes. (💙), come with me." Shigaraki spoke with you. Absentmindedly, your legs began to move on their own towards him. "Now!" Mirio shouted to his companions and ran to sweep you up in his arms. "Mirio..." You gripped his attire. "Please stop..." The heroes lept into action and a fight erupted between the two sides. You tilted your head down to hide your face. "(💙), you don't need to cry anymore. I'm here now." He placed you on the ground and stroked your hair. A hit resounded throughout the building. You had hit his hand away. "You're not my friend anymore, remember?" His grin faltered, and he took in your appearance. Your words stung but, he knew you had to be lying. "I'm getting you out of here whether you like it or not." 

"Mirio, they're getting away." The two of you turned towards the League. Kurogiri had activated his warp gate. Shigaraki's stare seemed to go through you. The rest of the League, including Shigaraki, went through the portal. They had vanished and left you behind. You lost yourself in your thought about what could mean for you now. "Hey." Mirio's tender touch brought you back. "Let's go home." Despite what you said, he needed you by his side.  


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4 years ago

Aw, thank you so much! I love baking and making desserts, I just have a thing for those! How about you, do you like cooking? also I hope you don’t mind these asks! -💓anon

I don’t mind at all!! Honestly I have a big sweet tooth so desserts would be #1 on my list but it’s a bit tough to eat sweets all the time since I’m pretty active. I do enjoy cooking! I tend to make dinners more than anything though!


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5 years ago

You don’t owe your parents a relationship.  We’re coming up on the holiday season right now, which means a lot of you are currently dealing with the overwhelming anxiety of having to spend a lot of time with families who mock, belittle and degrade you for the person you are and the life you choose to lead. Quite a few of you are sitting in dorm rooms or apartments, staring at your suitcases and boarding passes and wondering why you have to keep spending time and money and energy to go see parents and relatives who never seem to approve of anything you do.  And the honest answer is, you don’t.  As adults, a lot of us feel like we have to give our parents as much of our time, attention and energy as they want, because we think we “owe” them for raising us. They might belittle you for your appearance, criticize your job or make horrible comments about your partner. They might list off all the things they had to give up in order to raise you, and make you feel like you need to lead your life a certain way to “repay” them for their lost dreams. Many of us feel like we have a duty to keep coming back for more of this, even if we consistently walk away from these interactions feeling drained and worthless. But the truth is, we don’t have to keep enduring this. And we don’t owe abusive people anything, no matter how they might be related to us.  The fact that your parents successfully avoided going to prison for child neglect does not give them an unlimited license to treat you poorly. Potty-training you 22 years ago does not give them the right to call you homophobic slurs now. They are the ones who made the decision to have you and raise you, knowing that children don’t come with guarantees; no parent has the right to demand that their child turn out straight, abled, cisgender, wealthy, highly educated, or that their child follows the specific life plan laid out by the parents. Children are their own people who follow their own path in life, and if your parents can’t accept that, they are the ones who are kidding themselves - not you.  When you reach adulthood, your parents have to figure out how to have an adult relationship with you. Period. It is no longer their role to discipline you or make you ask for “permission” to do the things you want to do. That time is over - now, the two of you need to find a way to build a relationship built on mutual respect, appropriate boundaries, and recognition of autonomy. Your parents can give you guidance, advice, comfort, protection, support and voice their concerns, but you are not their pet, their plaything or their punching bag. If you are able to build a relationship that involves gratitude for the effort they put into raising you, that’s a wonderful thing - but you are not expected to endure continued abuse as a show of “gratitude”. Ultimately, it’s up to you to decide who you want in your life, and in what capacity. If you can put up with your family during the holidays, that’s great. If you’d rather spend the holidays with a family you built out of friends, that’s great too. You have a right to happy, healthy relationships, and you don’t owe anybody your sanity and self-esteem, no matter how many times they changed your diaper. 

4 years ago

Forbidden Series

Title: Forbidden

Genre: Fluff  (angst in the future), (possible smut in the future)

Fic Type: Series

Chapter: 1

Words: 900+

Status: On-going

Fandom: My Hero Academia

Pairing: Bakugo x female!reader

Warnings/Tags: Some angst, possible smut in the future a little bit of cursing, the reader is Deku’s sister, Bak and Deku hate each other (they’re enemies) Forbidden romance, it also has it’s fluffy bits that are really cute, Soulmate AU

Prompt(s): N/A

Summary: Everyone has a soulmate out there somewhere, the only way to know who to look for or to help find being the tattoo that appears on everyone’s wrist on the day of their 18th birthday. Y/N wasn’t really worried about who her soulmate could be, she was far too busy to worry about a soulmate, plus she wasn’t gonna give up her dreams and goals of becoming a pro-hero just to worry about a soulmate. Although she wasn’t worried about finding her soulmate, it doesn’t mean she didn’t want one, she just didn’t mind waiting. You’d think that the universe would be kind enough to give Y/N a soulmate who would appreciate and respect her goals without a problem. You’d think that the universe would give Y/N a soulmate who she’d get along with and her family (especially her twin brother Midoriya) would love, but unfortunately for Y/N things never go her way. Fate loved to mess with her, and the last person she would ever think would be her soulmate just had to be Katsuki Bakugo…her twin brother Midoriya’s rival and sworn enemy. Oh, how cruel fate could be.

First Chapter under the cut! ((:

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5 years ago

Lacuna (Reiner x Reader)

(n.) A blank space. A missing part. 

Fic Type: Drabble

Fandom: Attack on Titan

Pairing: Reiner x Reader

Prompt: “Who the hell do you think you are?” “Well-” “That was a rhetorical question…”

Word Count: 293

(Y/N) was warming up by herself as instructed by Chief Shadis. Today was conditioning and sparring. It was by no means your favorite time since you hated the bruises and strains you felt the morning after. But it was simply something you had to deal to get stronger as a soldier. The commander began pairing cadets by groups of two, until a few of you were left unpaired. “(Y/N)! You’re with Braun!” You mentally smacked yourself. Out of all the people you could’ve been partners with. It had to be a literal beef train. Something tells you that you’re going to feel the aftermath of this spar for at least a week. 

You and Reiner got into position, as the knife was handed to you first. You eyed the blonde nervously while he gave you a cheeky grin. He immediately charged at you, causing you to widen you eyes in surprise. Not long afterwards, you were tackled to the ground. He got off of you laughing and walking away. “Maybe next time!” He called to you. You laid there for a little longer trying to process what just happened. Regaining your breath, you locked your legs around his and knocked him down. The entire training grounds became silent as everyone stopped to look at what just happened. It wasn’t everyday that someone could best him. Not even Eren could. You stood up and dusted the dirt off your uniform and returned his cocky grin back at him. “Who the hell do you think you are?” He said bouncing back to his feet abruptly. “Well-” You began, “That was a rhetorical question.” He cut you off. He picked up the wooden knife and tossed it back at you. He admired your determination. “Round two?”


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