Sitting Across The Study Room From A Girl I Hooked Up With And Her Ugly Boyfriend Like O_0

Miniature jade mosaic mask, Mayan, 600-900 AD

from The Virginia Museum of Fine Arts

post bender nothing day

terrible dream triple feature in one night. chipped my tooth, a strange sex dream and then the worst, my headphones broke!!! all of them felt so visceral too. like damn i cant even find peace when im sleeping.

i have not had good sleep since tuesday

pepper jelly!

she and i both leave each other again and again knowing full well we are very likely going to see and do things with other people. said people and experiences occupy her mind as well as mine. does this mean we are just that confident in our paths crossing once more, or that we simply dont care that much about each other? havent figured this out. maybe both.

sometimes i wish i was cat or a raccoon, they probably dont worry about this sort of thing. or maybe a toucan, i think i would make a good toucan.

girls like my long and pretentious name, not my charming wit and character

Every month or so my mom tells me of a relative i have never heard of. yesterday I learned about this guy, an apparently wealthy man who divorced his wife of 25 years because he realized he was gay, who now lives in the Arizona desert. apparently he does not like wearing shoes. his glasses kinda eat tho

i yearn for the sun on my skin