Foaming At The Mouth For This… But I Need A 4th Class. I Dont Actually Need One, Im Ahead Of My Degree

i asked her if she wants to hang out again but i kinda want her to say no… i could have just not texted her. whatever.

i have heard enough STEM entitlement for one day

“we should do something next weekend! :)”

yes we should! we should also delete the pictures of your ugly ex boyfriend off your instagram!

the need for glasses grows ever apparent :/

you guys are so annoying. why do i have to see discourse every year that's like "was tolkien really a woke king or was he your conservative uncle?" the guy was a devout catholic and a genteel misogynist who maintained lifelong friendships with queer people and women, and this isn't even paradoxical because that was part of the upper-class oxford culture he was immersed in. tolkien told the nazis to fuck off (and in doing so demonstrated a real understanding of what racism is and why it's harmful, beyond simply "these guys are bad news because they're who my country is at war with right now") but his inner life was marked by internalized racism that is deeply and inextricably woven into the art that he made. he foolishly described himself as an anarcho-monarchist, and it's kind of crazy to see people on this website passionately arguing that he likely never meaningfully engaged with anarchist theory, because...yeah, no shit, of course he didn't. tolkien didn't have to engage with most sociopolitical theory because as an upper-class englishman of his position, he was never affected by any of the issues that this theory is concerned with. what is plainly obvious from reading both his fiction and letters is that tolkien's ideal political system was that the divinely ordained god-king would rise up and rule in perfect justice and humility; he didn't want a government, he wanted a king arthur, even though (obviously) he was aware that outcome was impossible. why is it so hard for people to accept that he was just some guy! his letters aren't a code you have to crack. no amount of arguing or tumblr-level analysis is going to one day reveal a rhetorically airtight internally consistent worldview spanning jrrt's fiction, academic work, and personal writings, thereby "solving" the question of whether he was a woke king or your conservative uncle. his ideology was extremely inconsistent because, at the end of the day, he was just some guy.

i feel akin to a lizard lying on top of a rock in the sun…

sometimes all you can do is sit there and think about your dead pets

emojis are a slippery slope, a misty veiled forest a vague quagmire of sex jokes and misinterpretation. that being said this one is so awesome 🐦‍🔥

do i want emotional intimacy or is it just a terrible and boring time of year?

what the hell are animals going to use parking lots for when we go extinct?