Jazzminđž 19âïžLiam Dunbarâs Personal Slut
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JJ Maybank x Reader x Rafe Cameron
Warnings: NON-CON, DUB-CON, abusive relationship, domestic violence, mentions of violence (+ gun violence), gun kink, dacryphilia, attempted murder, blood, semi public sex, jealousy, manipulation, infidelity, underage drinking, drug use, canon ages, kook!reader
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summary: Youâre charmingly spoiled. Youâre too kind for your own good. Youâre the princess of Figure 8 âŠand youâre way out of JJ Maybankâs league, but when he realizes that Rafe Cameronâs pride and joy is actually a bruised and battered damsel, heâs determined to save you.
Your rescue just comes with a price.
You hadnât seen nor talked to JJ in three weeks.
That hadnât been your goal, having every intention of seeing him again after that day at The Wreckâeven if only to officially break it off between you. Things hadnât worked out that way though and before you knew it, a week went by and then another and another. It was a combination of things reallyâRafe being around a lot more above all elseâbut you also didnât think you had it in you to look JJ in the eyes and reject him again.
The day at The Wreck had been hard enough, and youâd only succeeded then because you were so overwhelmed by Kieâs words, desperate to get away and think. She hadnât said anything untrue, anything wrong, and thatâs what made her words sting the most. Sure, JJ talked a big game about figuring out a way to safely get you away from RafeâŠbut in practiceâŠ? Youâd been with Rafe for over two years and still hadnât been able to come up with a scenario that wouldnât come back to bite you.
JJ wanted to save you, and you wanted to let him, but it was unrealistic. The only chance you had would be to move halfway across the world and even then⊠Rafe could be scarily determined to see something through, and it wasnât like he lacked the means and resources to simply follow you. He hated to lose.
Sometimes you wondered if JJ really understood just how dangerous Rafe was.
âŠor if he simply enjoyed sneaking around with his girlfriend more.
Such a thought seemed so unfair to youâespecially since there was no doubt in your mind that JJ cared about youâbut youâd told him the same thing before all of this even started. Youâd had no problem telling him that you dating Rafe Cameron had a hand in his aggressive pursuit of you. You still believed that actually, and it wasnât like you minded all that much because you were getting something out of this too and JJ was making you feel things you hadnât felt in a long time.
âŠbut Kie was right.
She was so right. You either had to leave Rafe or put an end to your ârelationshipâ with JJ. Anything outside of that wasnât up for consideration, and between you and JJ, only one of you had what it took to do the rightâand smartâthing. So, you hadnât seen JJ in weeksâŠand it hurt.
You didnât know why, but you hadnât expected it to hurt this much.
This person who had become this cliche bright light in an otherwise dark life was no longer there. You didnât look forward to the following day anymore nor anticipate hearing from someone who never failed to put a smile on your face. The nights that Rafe spent with his father or at home were no longer filled with a familiar presence to keep you company. When Rafe left the other side of your bed emptyâŠit stayed that way.
âŠand against your will, you found yourself crying a lot more these days.
âSweetheart, you really need to get more sleep,â your mother cooed as she gently touched your face. âEverything okayâŠ?â
You nodded at her as you stirred your creamer into your coffee.
âYeah,â you assured her. âJust having trouble sleeping lately.â
She hummed at that, pressing a kiss to your temple.
âIâm going to give you something for that,â she told you, rubbing your shoulder. â...and something for those bags under your eyes too. Itâs making you look ill.â
You didnât have a response for that other than a soft âthanksâ. She hummed at you before your father pulled her attention away, both of them getting caught up in a conversation about the broken garbage disposal. Their voices faded to the background as you continued to stir your coffee, even when it had long blended into an even toffee color. You only stopped when your name was called.
Your parents were looking at you expectantly when you glanced up.
âSorry?â
Your mother chuckled, albeit throwing you an odd look while doing so.
âI said youâve gotten a dress for Rafeâs party, right? Itâs the big twenty-one, and you canât go wearing something you already have,â she said, sounding like it was the most ridiculous thing in the world.
You swallowed at the mention of his birthday, unable to forget about its approach even if you wanted to.
âRafe bought a dress for me months ago.â
Your motherâs smile made your stomach turn.
âOf course, he did,â she commented, gently squeezing your arm. âHeâs always so sweet to you.â
You werenât able to keep looking at her as a fondness settled on her features as she thought about your relationship.
âIâd ask to see it, but I want to be surprised, and plus he never disappoints,â she chuckled. âHe always knows just what to pick, and you look so radiant every time.â
Her parting words made you sigh, and for the umpteenth time, you imagined how theyâd react if they ever knew the true nature of your relationship with Rafe. They doted on him because he seemingly doted on you. Like any decent parents, they were skeptical of him until he proved himself, and now years laterâafter heâd long started putting his hands on youâthey still thought you two were the best thing to ever happen to each other.
If they knew the truth, you had no doubt it would break their hearts for more reasons than one.
âI donât know why Iâm surprised to see youâŠâ
Sarahâs voice pulled you from your thoughts, and you were forced to pull your gaze away from the picture they had on the wall. You didnât doubt that it was some piece Rose had brought into the house.
âItâs Rafeâs birthday, so, of course youâre going to be here, but I feel like I havenât seen you in weeksâŠâ
She hadnât seen you in weeks, and just like with JJ, it hadnât been intentional, but you still felt bad. In an effort to distance yourself from the younger blond, youâd pulled away from anything that had to do with him. You didnât know if you just didnât want to chance seeing him or hearing about him, but that had included making yourself scarce around Sarah too. Considering that you were dating her brother, it was almost an impressive feat.
âAre you okay? Because as Iâm saying this I realize it has been weeks since Iâve seen you, and when Pope asked about you the other day, I realized I couldnât tell him how you were because I donât know myself.â
You didnât know how to respond, unable to tell Sarah that you felt like you were constantly outside of your own body, experiencing everything indirectly since youâd unofficially broken things off with one of her best friends. You missed himâmore than you thought you wouldâand you were back to the reality of what your life was likeâand would forever be likeâwithout JJ in it.
So, you simply said:
âIâm fine.â
Sarah didnât look like she believed you, and you watched as she pulled her lip between her teeth.
âNone of us did anything, right?â you were already shaking your head. â...because everything seemed fine and then-.â
âNo, of course not,â you said with a light chuckle, trying to reassure her. âItâs just stuff at home that Iâve been handling. Nothing serious, but itâs kept me really busy lately.â
The younger girl slowly nodded at that, still looking unsure.
âIf you say so,â she commented. âWeâre still down whenever you can pull yourself away.â
It was a very basic gesture, but it both warmed your heart and made your stomach sink. You knew that youâd either have to man up and face the possibility of running into JJ despite the fact that you were now over, or tell Sarah you didnât want to be friends anymore, and the latter you couldnât ever bring yourself to do. You enjoyed being around her and her friends, and one could argue that you should be taking advantage of your new free time now that you were no longer seeing JJ.
âŠbut the thought of facing him so soon after essentially ghosting him made your chest hurt. You were self aware enough to admit that you didn't think you were strong enough to face him and walk away again. With JJ out of the picture, you were quickly reminded of just how awful your life was before he decided to kiss you that night, and it was so easy to just let yourself go back to what made you happy.
You were afraid that your resolve would crumble with just one look.
How easy it would be to tell yourself that you deserved this and that your relationship with Rafe was hardly a relationship, at all. It wasnât a hard argument to make either. Rafe had beat you and threatened to kill you and even put you into the hospital. Anyone in their right mind wouldnât blame you for what youâd done, but it wasnât just a matter of right and wrong and who considers what's classified as either of those things.
Rafe would kill you.
That was something you knew for a fact. Heâd threatened to do so on several occasions, but you knew that if Rafe ever found out about you and JJâeven in a sense of past tenseâthere would be nothing to talk about. He would kill you and more than likely JJ too. Sneaking around with JJ just for the hell of itâwith no actual foolproof plan to safely get away from Rafe for goodâwas a death wish.
It was beyond foolish, unfair to JJ, and dangerous for you both.
It was why you greeted Rafe with a gentle smile when he finally found you some time later, reaching for you and threading his fingers through yours. Keeping him happy would keep you safe. You knew that, and somewhere along the way, youâd gotten comfortable and allowed JJ to make you forget that. Your only viable options were RafeâŠor death, and anything in between was just a longer and complicated way to achieve the latter.
âI figured Iâd find you gossiping with Sarah,â he drawled, tone light-hearted.
You attributed his good mood to this dayâand partyâbeing entirely focused on him. You smoothed down the eggshell dress he bought for you, relieved that it was still blemish free. You grimaced as you recalled the last dress youâd spilled some wine on while attending yet another party his parents had thrown.
Rafe took note of the action, and he paused to admire you.
You watched as his blue eyes roamed over your frame, drinking in everything from your perfectly styled hair to the baby pink polish on your toes. The house held that moderate hum that came with a full guest list, but Rafe was entirely focused on you. It felt like one of those rare moments when he was genuinely happy with you, and the look on his face was reminiscent of when you both were eighteen and in love and he was sweeping you off of your feet.
Rafe moved closer and fingered an errant piece of hair before putting it back in place.ââ That seemed to satisfy him, and you watched as the corner of his lips curved upwards just the slightest. His fingers fell to your chin where he gently grazed your skin, and Rafe straightened, looking you over again.
âYou look perfect.â
The way in which he said it broke the spell, and suddenly the look in his eyes was so clear. You felt shiny all of a suddenâmetallic and heavy and like you belonged on a shelf. Your heart sank, and you didnât know why because you knew that. Youâd long accepted that to Rafe, you were some prize, molded perfectly into his ideal girlfriend who would never dare leave him or speak out against him, and whoâd be his support no matter what.
For a split second, youâd really forgotten that, and you gave him a small smile.
âIâm wearing a perfect dress.â
Rafe only smiled at that before pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips, pulling you along.
Everyone was moving outside to cut the cake and lavish Rafe with even more attention. You held his hand tight as they did, playing your role and thinking about the many years to come in which youâd have to do this. Youâd long resigned yourself to it, but for some reason it was getting to you today more than usual. Perhaps it was because you could see it.
All over their faces.
They all looked at you and Rafe with such fondness and hope and happiness. They saw Ward Cameronâs only son with your fatherâs only daughter and pictured the future generations of Figure 8 and who would start it. They looked at you two and saw two sons and two daughters and a white picket fence and maybe even a dog. It caused a shiver to travel down your spine, and just when you considered excusing yourself, your boyfriend spoke.
Everyone quieted down as he gently tapped a glass, and you were forced to remain exactly where you were.
Rafe stared into the glass for a moment before leisurely setting it aside. You knew that this was his typical speech in which he thanked everyone for coming and showed endless gratitude to Ward and even briefly mentioned you, but there was a look that passed over his face that you couldnât name. He looked happyâas expectedâbut there was a hint of haughtiness in that smile.
âIâm thankful that all of you came to support my family and I to not only celebrate my birthday, but to usher in this new era as I officially join my fatherâs business as wellâŠâ
Hums of appreciation and congratulations reached your ears, and you threw Rafe a smile when he glanced at you.
âI pretty much have everything I want, soâŠâ he waved his hand around. â...gifts and all that typically donât mean anything to me at this age.â
You kept your eyes on him, wondering what direction this speech was going in.
âHoweverâŠâ Rafeâs smile grew. âThere is one gift Iâm hoping my wonderful girlfriend will give to meâŠâ
The gasps and commotion around you sounded more horrifying to your ears than exciting as Rafe turned to you and lowered himself to the ground. He was on one knee and reaching into his pocket, and despite the fact that you knew what that meant, you were in complete denialâfrozen where you stoodâup until he said the words.
â...by telling me âyesâ when I ask her to marry me.â
You heard your mother cry out behind you, and if there was any thought that she knew about this, it was quickly gone. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Rose covering her mouth in excitement, and you wanted to look around to see if anyone felt as horrified as you felt, but you knew the answer.
If you dared to look around, everyone would be smiling and looking on in awe and anticipation as they watched Rafe Cameron propose to you. You were sure that if you were met with the sight, it would terrify you, making you feel like you were knee deep in an episode of The Twilight Zone. You glanced up anyway, and only confirmed your suspicions, and you had the sudden urge to cry.
Why was everyone so happy? Why wasnât anyone else petrified?
It took you an embarrassingly long time to realize it was because no one else knew. No one else knew that Rafe choked you when he felt you were getting too smart with him. No one else knew that the man on one knee before you was also the very same to break your nose and put you in the hospital. No one knew that the man proposing to you had once put the barrel of a gun in your mouth and threatened to kill you.
None of them knew that, and the one person who did didnât look nearly as horrified as you felt.
You felt like youâd been in your head forever, but in reality, it was probably only a few seconds. Rafe was still knelt before you with that haughty smile and satisfied gleam in his eye, and you knew it was because he knew heâd won. You wouldnât dare tell him no in front of your families and their friends and put a crack in the perfect picture you two had created.
The ring was a marquise solitaire with a yellow gold band, and if you were guessing correctly, you knew it was at least 3 carats. Tears spilled over as you looked at it, recalling a time where youâd told Rafe that was your dream engagement ring, but that was back then when Rafe was your dream man, and you were in your dream relationship. Both him and the relationship were a nightmare, now, and being presented with that ring of all rings made you sob.
When those blue eyes of his dimmed just a tad, in an effort to protect yourself, your mouth spoke before your brain could catch up, desperately telling him what you knew he wanted to hear.
âYes.â
The word came out of your mouth and was said in your voice, but you didnât approve of it, and you broke down again as cheers erupted from around you. Your vision was blurry as Rafe slid the ring onto your fingerâa perfect fitâand he was quick to stand and pull you against him. Someone was loudly crying, and it sounded a lot like your mother, but the both of you were crying for entirely different reasons.
Rafe wrapped his arms around you, burying his face into your hair as he rocked you both from side to side. You could feel yourselves being closed in on, everyone wanting to come and personally congratulate you, and you shrunk in on yourself, wanting to be as far away from here as possible.
Rafeâs lips grazed your ear.
âYou just made me the happiest man on earth.â
You turned away from your bruised reflection, thinking that the evolution of your relationship seemed to bring out a side of Rafe that even scared him a little. You thought that he couldnât keep his hands off of you before, but it was nothing in comparison to now that he could call you his fiancee. It rolled off of his tongue whenever he was inside of you, and it made it impossible to disassociate and try not to live in the moment of what your life had become.
You didnât know if he was excited because he was so close to tying you to him forever, or if the ring on your finger increased the sense of ownership that he felt he had over you, but too many times had Rafe left you a little more battered and bruised every time he got you into bed as of late. Thinking about the harsh feel of his teeth on your back only days ago brought tears to your eyes, and you reminded yourself that you knew the trajectory of this journey the day you lied to the police.
After the successful proposal, the party had gone on for another two hours, every individual guest wanting their own solo moment to congratulate the happy couple. Rose and your mother endlessly fawned over the ring, and when you finally got a moment alone with your father, you discovered that heâd known for weeks.
After all, it was weeks ago that Rafe had formally asked for his permission.
âI donât think any man will ever be good enough for you,â heâd said. â...but he treats you right and respected me enough to come to me.â
The tears in your normally stoic fatherâs eyes only served to remind you that everyone else was living in an entirely different reality with an alternate version of your relationship. You were feeling more trapped and cornered than ever, and everyone else around you wasâŠelated.
All except one.
âOh my God,â Sarah had said the moment she'd been able to get a moment with you.
She took your hand and just stared at the ring, and you hadnât needed to be a genius to know that she wasnât as over the moon as everyone else. It was all over her face, but despite that, she attempted to be happy for you, and you appreciated the gesture.
âYouâre getting married,â she breathed. âTo my brother.â
Youâd pulled your hand away, swallowing, and beyond all of the overwhelming emotions you were feeling, you still remembered someone whose face you hadnât seen in weeks.
âCan youâŠcan you not tell anyone else, please?â
Sheâd looked at you like you were crazy, an incredulous scoff escaping her.
âAll of Figure 8 will know by tomorrow morning, you canât be serious,â she shook her head at you with wide and confused eyes.
âYes, but we both knew there isnât really anyone from this side of the island you could possibly tellâŠâ
Sarah seemed to understand that you didnât want her friends knowing, and although you could see she wanted to know why, she eventually nodded.
â...okay. Sure,â she whispered, tilting her head at you. âAre you happy?â
You had opened and closed your mouth, prepared to lie when she continued.
âYou justâŠdonât seem all that happy.â
âOf course, I am,â youâd said with a deep breath. âRafe and I are getting married. Why wouldnât I be?â
It was a loaded question, one you hoped you would never have to answer honestly.
With the heaviness of the ring on your finger and Rafeâs suffocating presence and your motherâs choking enthusiasm about the eventual wedding, you took full advantage the next time Rafe and Ward went out of town, telling Sarah youâd love to come over and hang out with her and Cleo and Kie. You desperately needed a break from the constant reminder that the rest of your life was about to begin.
You had left the ring in your bedroom because you just wanted one night without thinking about it, but you appreciated your decision all the more when the boys had unexpectedly shown up. Nevermind the fact that you werenât quite ready to face JJ, but you really weren't ready to face him with a huge rock on your finger, and the words on your tongue explaining to him what it meant.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â Cleo had half heartedly apologized when she answered the door, pressing a kiss to Popeâs cheek. â...but the house is empty, yeah?â
It was true.
Wheezie was staying with a friend and Rose was on an overnight girlsâ trip. You couldnât even find it in you to be nervous about being around the guys with Rafe none the wiser. You were at his house, and it would take nothing to just drive home, but most importantly, oddly enough, you were more concerned with being face to face with JJ again, at the moment.
Like a coward, you were unable to look him in the eye when you heard his voice for the first time in a month, and you were thankful that too much was going on for your uncharacteristic silence to be noticeable. You felt his gaze on you though, goosebumps erupting over your skin and feeling much hotter, but your eyes remained on your lap.
You only looked up just in time to see him brush past Kie to find a seat, and your brows furrowed as you looked between them. You had never known JJ to be cold, it just wasnât like him, but there was no doubt about it that he was giving Kie the cold shoulder. The dark-haired girl saw your frown, and she merely shook her head.
âI feel like we havenât seen you in years,â Pope said to you, reaching out for a high-five.
âSure feels that way, donât it.â
JJâs comment made you grimace, and when you dared to look over at him, his gaze was already on you.
Coming face to face with him after what felt like forever made your heart skip a beat, and you struggled to look away.
âSorry,â you eventually apologized to Pope, ignoring JJâs comment. âRafe and family stuff just took up so much time.â
He waved off your apology, assuring you that he was joking, but you knew that JJ wasnât, and when the blond got up to get a drink, you impulsively followed. The rest of themâsans Kieâwere none the wiser, and you briefly glanced over your shoulder before going into the kitchen. JJ was standing in the fridge, and it was only hitting you in that moment that you hadnât seen nor talked to him in weeks.
You already knew that you missed him, but it was hitting you much harder as you stood so close to him while being unable to touch him. He looked like he was doing okay, and his hair was just as blond, and when he straightened, you were reminded of what it felt like to have those arms wrapped around you. You missed the feeling, and you missed running your hands through his hair and falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat whenever you had the chance.
In this moment, it was very hard to remember why you had left him. However, you reminded yourself that you hadnât followed him to talk about you two. There was no âyou twoâ anymore.
There was just you, and there was just JJ.
âWhy are you treating Kie like that?â
JJ didnât respond at first, merely turning to you and staring you down for a few moments before a mocking smirk graced his pink lips.
âThatâs all you have to say to meâŠ?â
You didnât respond to that, and when it became clear that you simply wouldnât, JJ scoffed. He shook his head, opening a beer that was meant for Ward, no doubt, before leaning his back against the counter.
âYou know why,â was what he said with a straight face.
Now, it was your turn to scoff.
âItâs not her fault,â you defended, continuing when he started to shake his head. âShe didnât say anything that wasnât true, anything that we didnât already know. We were just choosing to ignore it.â
âYou told me you werenât going to let what she said get to you. You nodded, you assured me of that, and then I donât hear from you for a month.â
Heâd dropped the cavalier facade, and you could see the anger and hurt passing over his features.Â
âYou donât answer my calls, you donât answer my texts, and if it wasnât for Sarah, I wouldnât have even known you were alive.â
âJJ-.â
âWe were happy-.â
âWe were delusional,â you quietly hissed. âKie was right. Donât hate her for something that was inevitable.â
That word seemed to bother JJ, and you watched as his features hardened. Your former lover stared at you for what felt like a long time before glancing away. You watched him press his tongue to the inside of his cheek, and you didnât like the look he fixed you with.
âDid you forget the deal we madeâŠ?â
When you frowned at him, he continued.
âThat I would keep quiet about Rafe so long as you let me be there for you?â
You shifted your feet, feeling uncomfortable at the mention of that. You didnât say anything, not wanting to acknowledge that, but JJ merely nodded with a hum. He took another swig of beer, and you really hated the look he fixed you with then.
âIf youâre not going to hold up your end of the deal then why should I hold up mine?â
Your heart sank to your gut at that, and you blinked at JJ in disbelief, unable to believe that even he believed he was capable of what he was insinuating. Not only that, but it was such a cruel thing to even bluff about, and you let out a dry chuckle.
âJJâŠthatâs⊠No,â you mumbled, shaking your head. âWhat is wrong with you?â
He didnât answer your question, choosing to gesture to the living room.
âWhatâs to stop me from pulling Sarah aside and telling her exactly why you hardly have a life outside of your relationship with her brother?â
Your lips parted, and you just stared at himâŠunable to believe what you were hearing.
âYou wonât let me be there for you,â he spat out with a shrug. â...and someone has to be.â
You finally found your voice, and you blinked back tears.
âThatâs not your decision to make,â you quietly bit out.
â...and I disagree,â he argued, crossing his arms over his chest and tilting his head. âWeâre not talking about the typical asshole boyfriend here. Your life is in danger every time youâre around him.â
You furiously blinked, looking towards the ceiling.
âAs long as heâs happyâŠIâm safe,â you breathed, lips trembling as you looked at JJ again. âI just have to-.â
â...and when Ward pisses him off again? When youâre not as cold as you should be to some strange man? When he decides Topper was a bit too nice to you? Then what?â
JJ moved closer with every question, a sneer on his lips as he stared you down.
âThereâs no way to keep a guy like that happy.â
You flinched, leaning away from JJ as he leaned in. He looked between your tearful eyes, and while yes he was angry and hurt over how you decided to end things, you could see clear as day that JJ was also scared. He was scared for you and whatever future was available to you now that youâd decided to completely submit to Rafe and what he wanted for you both.
His face softened the longer he stared at you, and just as he lifted his hand, footsteps reached your ears.
You were in front of the open fridge just as John B. came in, handing him a drink when he asked for one. You stared at the food in front of you while you attempted to fix your face and get your emotions in check. Your heart was racing in your chest, and you wondered if you were just about to fall back into old habits had it not been for the brunette. You slipped out of the kitchen while John B. brought up something from the other day with JJ, and your smile was half hearted as Cleo pulled you to sit beside her.
You tried to engage with them, but it was hard. You couldnât get JJâs words out of your mind and how right they were despite your denial of them. Keeping Rafe happy and discouraging him from hurting you would only work for so long at a time. Eventually a day would come where Ward pissed him off and heâd take it out on your body in some form or another. It was inevitable that Topper or Kelce or some other guy would slip and dare to treat you like a human being, something that Rafe would no doubt interpret as a line being crossed.
It made your heart sink to think about.
So caught up in your thoughts, you paid no mind to JJ and John B. returning from the kitchen until you felt liquid spilling all over you and the part of the couch you were sitting on. It smelled too strong to be anything other than beer, and you heard everyone scold JJ just as you jumped to your feet.
âWhy were you trying to carry so many?â Sarah loudly tore into him, alternating between looking over you and looking over the stained couch. âNow Y/N has to change, and you have to fix this couch.â
They briefly went back and forth while you tried to keep your shirt from sticking to you, assuring Sarah it was fine before making your way upstairs to do just as she said you would. You hurried into Rafeâs room, peeling off your shirt and your shorts the moment you were through the threshold. Your skin was already feeling sticky, and if heâd gotten beer on more than just your back and shoulders and arm, then you wouldâve admitted defeat and hopped in the shower.
You were half dressed and wiping off the last of it when you heard Sarahâs voice in the hall.
âYou have clothes here, right?â
âYeah,â you called, grabbing one of the many shirts you kept in Rafeâs drawers.
âOkay, because JJ felt bad and wanted to be sure you had something to change into, and then that made me unsure-.â
You were facing her and fully dressed the moment she cut herself off, swallowing the rest of her words. She was just inside of Rafeâs room, hand still on the door handle as she stared at you. Something passed over her face that youâd never seen before, and her brows knitted together as she gave you a strange look.
âWhat was that?â
Now, it was your turn to frown.
âWhat was what?â
Her mouth opened and closedâlike she was doubting herselfâbefore she tucked some hair behind her ear.
âOn your back.â
You felt your skin grow cold at her words, heart sinking as you quickly realized what she was referring to. Now, your mouth opened and closed as you struggled to respond. Your genuine confusion had quickly morphed into something that you normally only felt around Rafeâfear.Â
Giving her a soft hum, you pulled on your shirt and twisted around.
âNothing. The shirtâs clean,â you told her.
Sarah gave a soft chuckle, but sounded offâuncomfortable.
âNo, under your shirtâŠâ
You stepped away when she reached for you, and the blonde took notice, that frown returning. It deepened the longer she stared at you, and you attempted to lighten the mood.
âIt was probably just the lighting, my backâs fine,â you assured her.
She rolled her eyes at you.
âThat didnât look like a shadow. I know what a shadow looks like-.â
âSarah, come on, my back is fine,â you waved her off, moving out of her reach. âLetâs just go back downstairs.â
Your attempt to get past her was successful, but your efforts to leave the room were halted when Sarah pulled up on the end of your shirt.
The gasp that she let out was loudâhorrifiedâand when you hurried to turn your back away from her, she had both of her hands over her mouth. Her wide eyes were frozen exactly where your back just was, and it took her a few moments to lift her gaze. All the while, your heart was threatening to jump out of your chest. You stared at her and she stared at you, both of you silentâher with horror and you with fear.
âWhat the hell is that?â she whispered when she finally uncovered her mouth.
âSarah, itâs nothing-.â
âThat doesnât look like nothing,â she breathed. âThere are bruisesâthat was a bite mark!â
You worriedly looked over your shoulder, scared her voice would carry.
âWhere did that come from? Did Rafe do that?â
âItâs not what you think-!â
âThen what is it? Tell me what it is since itâs not what I think,â she spat.
You struggled to come up with an answer, resigned to admit that the truthâwhile badâwas the best thing you had up your sleeve.
âThings get a little rough sometimes in bed-.â
Sarah cut you off with a scoff, shaking her head at you.
âI donât believe that,â she cried. âEven if I did, that looks disgusting and painful!â
She hurried to get past you, and you struggled to stop her.
âWhat are you doing?â you asked her, voice panicked.
âWhat do you think Iâm doing? Iâm calling our father-.â
âSarah, stop!â
She twisted out of your grip, and you chased her down the hall. Your mingled voices were loud as you argued, bouncing off of the walls as you chased her down the stairs. You didnât pay any mind to her friends and what they were witnessing, only concerned with stopping Sarah from picking up her phone. You could feel their eyes on you as you grabbed her again, Sarah fighting to get you off of her.
âWoah, woah, hey!â John B. yelled, jumping in to separate you two.
âSarah, leave it-!â
âAre you crazy? You expect me to just-.â
She was cut off as John B. successfully pulled her away from you, a hand on your own arm pulling you away. The problem arose again when John B. let her go, and you pushed your hand against the person behind you to get to her phone before she did. You both fought over it, you on top of her on the couch as you tried to yank it out of her hands.Â
You could feel several pairs of hands between you, attempting to separate you again and keep it that way. JJâs voice was in your ear as he pulled you off of her, your legs kicking out as you pointed at her phone.
âJJ, stop her,â you tearfully spat. âSheâs trying to call Ward.â
When he made you face him, his own was twisted into confusion, and he kept his arms wrapped around you.
âWhat are you talking about? Why is she trying to call Ward?â
âOkay, both of you calm down,â Cleo spoke up, and when you looked over you saw that she was holding Sarahâs phone up and out of reach. âWhatâs going on?â
âSheâs hurt! Itâs all over her back,â Sarah choked out, chest heaving and face distressed.Â
At those words, JJ tensed against you, and you gave him a pleading look when his eyes finally met yours again.
âShe tried to give me some bullshit story, but I donât believe it,â the words tumbled out of Sarahâs mouth, and JJ let you go. âJJ, she-.â
âI know,â he said as he neared her, Sarah speaking to him the moment she noticed his approach.
âNo, you donât know. There are bruises all over her backâŠâ you felt several pairs of eyes on you at that. â...andâŠandâŠâ
âSarah, I know-.â
âNo, you donât understand-!â
âSarah, I know,â JJ finally screamed, taking her shoulders and gently shaking her.
The entire house was quiet as his words lingered in the air, and you swore that you could hear a needle drop. Your entire body was trembling for so many reasons, and you wrapped your arms around yourself as Sarahâs eyes widened, her gaze never breaking from JJâs. So many emotions passed over her featuresâconfusion, understanding, shock, betrayalâbefore finally settling on two.
Sarah was horrifiedâŠand angry.
âYou know?â she whispered. âWhatâŠ? What does that even mean?â
She looked between you two, and you werenât able to hold her gaze, your eyes landing on the floor. You were the center of attention at the moment, and you certainly felt it.
âH-how long have youâŠ?â
JJ didnât answer her unfinished question right away, sighing.
âI found out months agoâŠâ
He trailed off at the audible reaction he got, and when you looked up, Sarahâs lips were parted. John B. was behind her, and he was looking between you and JJ with an expression that rivaled his girlfriendâs.
âMonths?â
Sarah turned her gaze to you again.
âMonths?â she choked out. âMonthsâŠâ
She repeated it like she couldnât believe it, and JJ took advantage of her shock to get his point across.
âSarah, you cannot call Ward,â JJ slowly told her.
âWhy the hell not?â John B. wondered, and you were sure youâd never heard him sound so angry.
â...because heâs with Rafe.â
Kie whispered it, coming to the same conclusion and realization that you and JJ were trying to lead Sarah to. The blonde girl in question looked at Kie in shock as if she herself just realized that, and she furiously blinked, shaking her head.
âKieâs right, okay? Heâs with Rafe, and you cannot call him about this. Not now, not everâŠâ
Only you and JJ knew that Ward was well aware of his sonâs nature, and neither of you seemed eager to break that news to Sarah who was so sure her father would be the person to call because heâd do what was right.
âI donât believe this,â she shakily whispered, twisting a hand into the hair at the top of her head. âHeâs hurting you, and Iâm just expected to-.â
âYes,â JJ snapped at her. âYou donât understand-.â
âYouâre right, I donât understand!â they were in each otherâs faces. âI donât understand how Rafe has been hurting her for months apparently and Iâve been in the complete dark about it. I donât understand how you knew and didnât say anything!â
JJ sharply inhaled.
âI donât understand how youâre standing here and telling me not to pick up the phone, and sheâs agreeing. I donât understand any of this,â Sarah tearfully said, shoving JJ.Â
You stumbled back before turning away and searching for your purse. The sight of them arguingâbecause of youâand the feeling of everyone staring at you and knowing the truth was making you lightheaded and nauseous all at once, and you desperately wanted to be anywhere but here.
Kie called your name first, and then Pope, but you were already at the door when JJ finally chased after you. You could hear Sarah and Kie going back and forth as you stepped outside, and your vision was blurry when JJ finally caught up with you.
âTheyâre going to talk to her, okay?â
You sniffed, hurrying towards your car.
âSheâs confused and scared and mad, right now, so she doesnât get it, but she will,â JJ assured you. âWeâre gonna talk to her.â
JJâs hand was on your arm as you reached your car, and you stared at your reflections in the window for a few moments before a sob escaped you. JJ pulled you into his arms, gently shushing you as you cried into his shoulder. He didnât offer any words of encouragement because this was an unprecedented situation, and neither of you knew what was going to happen from here. Nobody else was ever supposed to know.
âŠbut especially Sarah.
JJ held you for the longest time, and resolute in your decision to end things with him, you allowed yourself to bask in the feeling. You deeply inhaled and relaxed at the familiar scent that was JJ Maybank. You allowed yourself to find comfort in the warmth of his arms, and you could feel JJ doing the same.
When he started to pull away, he kept his arms around you, and when you glanced up, your eyes met his. He looked sad for you and scared for you but above all, he looked like he missed you, and when JJ started to lean in, you swallowed.
âRafe asked me to marry himâŠâ
The blond froze.
â...and I said yes.â
Your lips brushed his as you spoke, and he remained there for a moment or two before finally leaning back to look you in the eyes. If you thought JJ looked horrified before, it was nothing in comparison to how he looked after hearing that you and Rafe were getting married.
â...and if I asked you not to?â
You gave a humorless chuckle.
âIâd say that a girl can dream.â
JJ softly said your name, and you shrugged.
âI wanted you to hear it from me,â you whispered. âHe asked me in front of our families and all of their friends, so itâs not like I could say no.â
You watched as JJâs expression hardened.
âThis was never fair to you,â you said to him.âPlease, stop hating Kie for pointing that out.â
âI can make my own damn decisions,â JJ threw out, and you swallowed down a sigh. â...and right now, Iâm telling you that Iâm not letting you marry him.â
It was a good thing that you didnât know how to respond to that, because JJ continued.
âIâm not letting that happen,â he sneered. âThe thought of you marrying that asshole makes me sick.â
You moved away from him, pushing his hands away when he reached for you.
âJJ, itâs over. Iâm actually saying out loud this time,â you sadly told him. âStop calling me, stop texting me, and⊠I wonât stop you from staying in the pool house, but I told you that my father-.â
âIâm not abandoning you. You canât make me,â he cut you off, and you swallowed as he looked between your eyes. âThis isnât what you want, and Iâm not gonna let you do this.â
âJJ, itâs done,â you firmly said to him. âRafe and I are engaged. He asked my fatherâs permission, my mother is beside herself planning the whole weddingâŠand you and I are over.â
You looked between his eyes.
âThatâs how things are supposed to be.â
The silence that stretched between you was thick and tense, and you swallowed at the way JJ ran his gaze over you. When he reached behind you to open your door, you sharply inhaled, moving closer to him to allow him to widen it. The blond leaned in then and pressed his lips to your forehead, lingering there for a few seconds. You closed your eyes, and he breathed you in.
âIâll talk to Sarah.â
He assured you of that when you slid into the driverâs seat, but he didnât acknowledge anything you said, and that made you nervous. He shut your door for you, and as you started your car, you were having a hard time believing your own words when you told him that you were over.
summary: prompt fill. Wally's been your best friend since the Grade 4 puppet show. a disaster that brought you together for life. only now, years later and months away from graduation, Wally needs to get something off his chest. he just...didn't exactly plan to do it this way... (request)
pairing: Wally Clark x fem!reader
warnings: smut. friends to lovers. protective behavior. AU. silliness & fluff. Simon and Wally are bros (fight me).
bon reading, frens
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Best Friends Club
Wally's chatting with Maddie and Charley before school, has his arm around your shoulders as you focus on your phone, laughing and joking and smiling wide until:
"Holy crap, Jake Tremblay just asked me to go out Friday," You announce, pretty eyes wide, blinking in shock at everyone.
Wally goes still, smile sliding off his face as his stomach drops and his heart ups and lodges itself in his throat. God, this hurts.
See, the thing is, you're Wally's best friend. And while he has his arm around youâis always reaching for you, hand on your back, arm, shoulder, whateverâit's never been anything but friendly. Best friendly. Because you and he are f r i e n d s. And it sucks. Royally.
Why? Yeah, no one needs three guesses to figure out that Wally's been in love with you since Grade 4. That massacre of a puppet show the kids put on for their parents during Spirit Week. You and Wally spent the entire performance using sock puppets to have a dialogue about who'd win in a fight: Goku or Sailor Moon. Didn't even notice the blood vessel about to pop in Mr. Toast's temple when things really started to spiral.
Wally only comes down to earth when you say his name for what must not be the first time, everyone's eyes on him. Yours, especially, beautiful and concerned as you stare at him expectantly.
"What was that?" He asks, feeling simultaneously dumb and unable to function.
You repeat, "I asked you what I should say..." and turn to face him fully. Still close enough that your body heat soaks through his hoodie. Fuck, how can he say anything negative when you're giving him that sweet, earnest expression? Seeking advice from someone you trust implicitly.
Against his better judgmentâor maybe for itâWally slaps on a smile and says, "Yeah. You should go for it."
This isn't the first time you've been asked out. Of course, those last few times you didn't look so keen on accepting the offer. When you turn back to your phone, Wally's face immediately falls. He doesn't look at Maddie or Charley, can't handle the pity he knows he'll see in their eyes.
Everyone in the circle knows about Wally's crush on you (fuck, it's so much more than that), but apart from insisting he talk to you, no one points it out. You're the only one who hasn't caught on, Nicole having informed Wally that you giggled over popcorn, what are you talking about? Wally's always like that, when everyone was at the APEX for a midnight screening of some scary movie Wally couldn't have cared less about.
And, sure, Wally is 'always like that': Goofy, charming, flirtatious; standing in line at concessions for you and holding your bag when you go to the bathroom... What you don't seem to grasp is that Wally isn't like that with anyone else. And now you're saying 'yes' to Jake Tremblay and Wally has to muster the strength not to punch a wall.
ââąâ
Simon closes his locker only to jolt backwards. Wally appeared out of the fucking ether, what the hell? He has his forehead pressed against the locker beside Simon's, shoulders slumped, looking all-in-all miserable to exist.
"Yoouu okay?" Simon ventures, raising a brow.
Slowly, Wally turns his head and nothing else, eyes puppy-dog sad and lower lip pursed in a pout, "No." And then, after turning to face the locker again, "She said yes to Jake Tremblay."
"Dude, I've told you a thousand times, talk. to. her." Simon says like a mother insisting Wally clean his room.
Pointed, "Oh, you mean like you talked to Maddie?"
Simon takes a moment to reevaluate his life before, in a placid, neutral tone, declares, "I regret this friendship."
"No you don't." Wally says, but he's still glooming into the locker. "What do I do?"
"Aside from talk to her?" Simon shrugs helplessly. How's he supposed to know? He and Wally have been paddling the same sinking boat for approximately the same number of years. "Do you...wanna threaten Jake?" Simon asks in a pitch similar to that used when asking children if they want to go for ice cream after a tantrum.
Wally seems to seriously consider it but glumly decides, "No. I want her to be happy." A heavy sigh. "Even if it's not with me."
"This isn't going to make you some kind of martyr, you know."
"I know."
Simon doesn't think Wally does know, but fine, he'll play along. "Maybe it'll go so bad that she swears off dating forever."
"A guy can dream," Wally mumbles as he straightens, and, Jesus, he looks like every kitten in the world just got launched at the sun and he was forced to watch.
Simon can see beneath Wally's utter despair to the gears turning in his brain. Can sense what ill-advised plan Wally is cooking up (because this isn't the first time he's done something stupid to ensure you're safe). In an effort to, a) avoid criminal charges and, b) make Wally feel better:
"What if I happen to be in the same place at the same time? I could keep an eye on things for you." Simon suggests and he already wishes he didn't say anything.
Wally brightens, "You'd do that for me?"
"Apparently..." Simon says, questioning himself. "Look, better me than you, right? Otherwise, it'll be exactly what it is and she'll never talk to you again."
"Why? What would it be if I do it?"
"Stalking, Wally," Simon states as he heads into History, Wally at his heels.
"Hey!" Wally protests, "It's not like that!"
Taking his seat, Simon just gives Wally a pointed stare, "Buddy, I know you read those BookTok romances, but following your BFF on her date with another dude isn't a romantic gesture. It's creepy a-f."
"But...you'll do it for me?" Wally wants to confirm, his eyes all wide and pleading.
Simon sighs, thinking this is a terrible idea, but seeing Wally so sad breaks Simon's heart and he can't bring himself to take back the offer. "...Apparently."
ââąâ
Friday comes. It's all you've been talking about since Monday and Wally has had it up to here with Jake This and Jake That, and if he hears one. more. thing. about Jake, Wally's going to burst into a million pieces of ragehate and take the whole school with him.
But he smiles and nods and teases you like he would in any other situation, bumping your ass with his hip when he finds you bent over at your locker at lunch. You don't even need to look to know it's him, simply continue to shove your backpack in your locker and grab your jean jacket.
"Diner?" You give him a sunshine smile that Wally returns, almost forgetting about your date and Jake and how you're not actually Wally's girlfriend.
Not in this lifetime, his brain reminds him bluntly.
His blood stings.
Over lunch at the diner down the street, you outline exactly what Jake has planned. Dinner at the Italian place beside the Arcade (it's fucking Olive Garden, Jake, do better) and thenâJesus, really?!âstargazing on the roof of the old cigarette factory. An organized thing. The planets will be in some kind of super rare alignment or something, and local enthusiasts have banded together to share their telescopes.
"No offense, but since when do you care about the planets?" Wally wonders as he dips his fries into your ketchup.
You shrug, "I mean, it's something to do, right? And you're always telling me to 'branch out and try new things, dorkface'," You exaggerate the last part in a parody of Wally's voice before continuing as yourself, "so, why not astronomy?"
"Because it's outside and you hate outside things before May." Wally chuckles and shakes his head, "You're gonna get cold and complain and steal Jake's hoodie like you've stolen five of mine."
Wally loathed the idea of you stealing another guy's anything, but he smiles through the jealousy. Perhaps a little too intent on smearing more fries through your ketchup as his knee bumps the underside of the table in quick, nervous intervals.
Oh, he is not doing well.
He instantly notices how you've gone still, how you're studying his expression, words, behavior like a zoologist at the gorilla enclosure because Wally can't fucking keep his cool when he's forced to think about you being cozy and cute for someone who isn't him-shaped.
Wally keeps his eyes on his plate for a few moments; long enough that you gracefully change the subject and ask Wally what his plans are for tonight. As if they don't involve hanging out with his phone while he obsessively waits for Simon's updates throughout the course of your date.
"Nothing special," He says, patting himself on the back for keeping his voice even, "just hanging out at home."
ââąâ
It's 8:43PM when Wally's phone lights up with a call. As promised, Simon kept Wally abreast of every. single. thing. you and Jake did on your date. From flirty conversation over unlimited breadsticks to shifting to one side of the booth to split dessert.
It's only been an hour and a half since you and Jake were seated. What on earth could Simon have to tell him that couldn't be texted?
"Don't freak outâ" Wally promptly freaks out "âbut something happened."
Wally shoots up in bed, where he's been whiling away since he got home from school, and is immediately on alert. Heart pounding, blood pumping, ready for war.
"What's going on? Is she okay?"
"Oh. She's fine." Simon reports. He sounds like he's hiding, voice a harsh whisper just loud enough for Wally to hear. "Jake might be in a permanent body cast for the rest of his life, but she's totally fine."
Wally breathes a sigh of relief, although he's still confused, "What happened?"
Simon clears his throat, "She's probably going to call you in, like, a minute, so you have to act...just...be cool, okay?" And then, finally, he reveals, "Jake tried to stick his hand under her skirt. And I mean, he went for it. Full grope from behind."
At that moment, Wally sees fucking r e d. He's off the phone and in his car faster than a bullet, tearing out of his parents' driveway with a screech. Burns rubber around every corner; breaks several traffic laws; and pulls up just as you're about to get into an Uber. There's no sign of Jake. Unfortunate, since Wally has a surplus of adrenaline thrumming through his veins, and the only cure is beating the guy's face to a fucking pulp.
You look confused for all of a second before your face crumples. Wally gets out of the driver's seat and hurries toward you. Gathers you in his arms as soon as you're within reach, and holds you as you shake. He rubs your back, soothes you with soft words; managing to simultaneously shoo the Uber driver away with a polite nod and a gesture.
"Are you okay?" He asks after a minute. "Do I need to kill him?"
"...No," You mumble into Wally's chest. "I already did that."
Wally grins, though it's sad at its edges. You shouldn't have had to.
"That's my girl," He murmurs into your hair after he places a comforting kiss on your head. "Come on. I'll drive you home."
You go without resistance, even allowing Wally to fuss over you and buckle you in. As he settles behind the wheel, he glances at you again and realizes, "Whose jacket is that?"
You press your lips together and stare at your lap, "I got cold... Besides, after what he did, I think I earned it." You end firmly, crossing your arms.
"Did you take it before or after you kicked his ass?"
"After, duh." You say like it's so obvious, "We were inside before. But I didn't want to wait for my Uber in front of everyone who saw what happened. So...I made him give it to me."
Wally barks a laugh as he takes your hand, holding it in that platonic way, fingers not laced how he wants them to be, but he'll take what he can get. Your knuckles are raw where they made impact with whatever part of Jake you punched. Wally smooths the pad of his thumb over them. Gentle. Loving.
"Where to, sweetcheeks?" He asks, "Home or ice cream?"
"Home." You decide with finality which makes it hard to swallow around the lump of disappointment in Wally's throat.
Call him selfish, but he hoped you'd want to let him comfort you. Regardless, he does as he's told and pulls away from the curb, pulling a uey to head toward your house.
ââąâ
On Monday, Wally finds Jake in the boys' locker room after swim practice, his black eye looking like it needs a twin. Wally punches Jake hard enough that even he sees circling birdies.
He shakes out his hand as he leaves without a word, hardly feeling the pain through the smug satisfaction warming his belly.
ââąâ
It's the next weekend when you invite Wally over for a casual afternoon kick back. I need Best Friend Time, you said, all adorable and gloomy, wanting to put all thoughts of ever dating again behind you (thanks for putting that out there, Simon, you da man!). Wally's in, of course he is, on the road as soon as you hang up.
Your parents are having a late lunch with friends a town over, so it'll be just you and him for a while. Games and snacks and Domino's on the menu for dinner. When you answer the door for him, you've got some of that sunshine glow back in your eyes, your smile making Wally's heart flutter.
You lead him to the basement, everything already set up: coffee table pushed aside for the nest of blankets and pillows on the floor, bags of gummy worms and twizzlers (Wally's favorite) and those Canadian chips you like in a pile beside cans of Dr. Pepper and Coke Zero.
Wally wore his cleanest sweatpants for the occasion, matching your chill vibe. And damn those low-slung yoga pants and that fucking tight-as-sin tank top, no bra because you love to drive Wally crazy.
"Ready to have your ass handed to you again?" You joke as you get comfortable on your side of the nest.
Wally claps back, "Hah! You haven't won in three months, sugarlips, what makes you think today's the day?"
You just smirk and hand Wally a controller, "I have a plan." And that's all there is to it. You don't elaborate, don't hint, don't give Wally any indication whatsoever what this plan might be.
Fishy...but effective. You're already in Wally's head. Hmm, maybe that's the plan? Wally shakes himself to attention and starts the game, grinning like a shark as he gets the lead right off the bat.
Just as he's about to cross the finish line, "So much for your plaâ" the world suddenly tilts sideways. He can't finish his thought, barreled over by your weight crashing into him as you grab the controller right out of his hand.
You squeal victoriously, the sound rebooting his brain, and he realizes what just happened.
"Hey!" He tries to grab the controller, but you hold it up and away from him, big smile on your face as the screen announces Wally's demise. "Not fair!" He wraps his arms around you and flips you onto your back; presses his weight into you as he uses the advantage of his longer limbs to snatch the controller back.
Apparently not taking this lying down, you band your legs around his waist then surge up, somehow summoning the strength of five Wallys to roll him onto his back again. Stunned, he stares up at you as you wave the controller victoriously.
"You were saying?" You chuckle, smug as ever, slightly out of breath.
Oh, but Wally isn't done yet, miss ma'am. He snaps his hands up, clamping his fingers for the controller which you arch your back to hold away from him, crying out when he takes advantage of your off-balance position to knock you backward. Once more, he has you squirming beneath him.
He grabs one wrist and then the other, transferring both into the grip of one of his large hands while he plucks the controller from you with the other. That's about the moment he realizes, uh-oh, he can feel your breath on his lips. Your face is such a beautiful shade of pink, and your thighs are on either side of his hips. Wally's body is completely flush against yours. All of him. Every. Last little bit. of him.
Wally should move. Definitely. He should move right now; just get off you and pretend everything's normal and you're not gazing up at him like that and his lips aren't so fucking close to yours, and the air hasn't been sucked out of the room that no longer exists around you and him because there's only you and only him and fuck. Shit.
"Wally~?" You say, voice a whisper tinged with something that makes Wally's cock twitch. Heat, maybe. Or need. You swallow, the sound audible, and, oh fuck, Wally watches your eyes flicker to his mouth then back, like you're finally on the same page, like you want it, too.
His hand flexes around your wrists, body settling more firmly on yours, and he stares at your face as he rocks his hips, just once, experimental, just to see what you'll do. He knows you can feel him, stiff and hardening further, all his inches against the heat of your pussy through your thin as fuck yoga pants.
Your reaction almost explodes Wally's brain. That sweet little whimper, how your eyes glaze over and your lips part; how you mimic the action with one of your own, sending sparks of electricity through Wally's nervous system.
"Fuck," He chokes out, grip loosening around your wrists, but not letting go. He drops the controller. Instead uses that hand to brush his fingers across your cheek and down the slope of your jaw. His breath mingles with yours, the heat in him rises, his heart beating a frenzied tattoo in his chest. Is he really going to do this?
"Please," You say, so soft, so perfect, that, yes, Wally is absolutely going to do this.
He gently bumps the tip of his nose against yours, smiles in wonder that this is really about to happen, and then slowly, to give you a chance to turn away if you don't want this, he leans in, stopping only to tease, "One more time, princess." His voice low and husky.
He feels you tense and then release before whispering, "Please, Wally..."
That's all he needs to lean in and kiss you for the first time, his lips capturing yours with years of hunger and desire and fucking love. So much love it threatens to go nuclear if Wally doesn't share the burden right this minute.
He moans, grinds his hips against yours, his cock throbbing against you, God, he needs you so badly. Has needed you so badly since he first discovered how his dick works and probably even before then. He lets his hand roam down down down, then up under your tank top, fingers caressing the soft shape of your breast.
You keen and arch into the touch, and, holy shit, he can't do this slow. Next timeâplease Jesus, let there be a next timeâhe'll do this right. He'll do candles and rose petals and Barry Manilow, but right now, he has to know what it feels like when you come around his cock.
His kisses turn urgent, his movements more hungry, and you match his crazy like a mirror. His shirt first, thrown behind the TV, then yours, tossed somewhere near the coffee table. Wally takes a second to admire your bare chest, licks his lips, and then descends, starving for a taste. He sucks your nipple, twirls his tongue around it, moaning as if it's the best thing he's ever had in his mouth.
Which, as soon as he peels your yoga pants off and resituates himself between your spread-wide thighs, he knows isn't true. This is the best thing he's ever had on his tongue. He spears it in and out of you, moaning and panting as he kisses your pussy deeply, brings one, two fingers into the mix; pumping into you over and over until you shake and beg and arch so fucking pretty for him.
"Fuck, baby, I need to feel you come," He groans, shoving his sweatpants and boxers off and throwing them somewhere to find later.
You agree enthusiastically, reaching for him as you hook one leg over his hip, the other over his shoulderâGoddamn, were you always this bendy!?âand cry out like a heavenly chorus when he drives his cock into you. Fuck, God, his eyes roll back in his skull, it's the most incredible feeling, an indescribable euphoria flushing through him from scalp to soles.
"You feel so...big, Wally, oh my god," You gasp when he begins to move, and doesn't that just rub his ego the right way?
He genuinely can't even find the brain cells to reply, too busy losing himself to the sensation of being inside you, finally, so much more intense than any and every fantasy he's had of you and him entwined like this.
"Baby," He moans, hips pumping faster, fat tip hitting your sweet spot over and over and over until he feels you tighten around him, hears you gasp, and then moan in ecstasy.
He wishes he could last, that he could keep going until you come again, again, again, but he's waited so long for this and it's overwhelming, he can't do it. With one, two, three more quick thrusts, Wally tenses and then groans, grinding his release into you; leaning down to take your lips in a feverish kiss.
As you and he recover, he rests his forehead against yours, releases your wristsâoopsâand cradles your face in one hand, his most precious girl a vision in the afterglow. You shift, your hands on his jaw, and you're looking at him like the sun, moon, and stars.
"How long?" You eventually ask.
Wally doesn't need you to clarify. He knows exactly what you mean.
"Grade 4."
He watches you absorb the information, nod, and then your eyes meet his when you make your own confession, "Grade 3. Ms. Houette's class. You made a joke about seagulls that was so lame it was funny."
Wally about short-circuits. He begs your finest pardon, but what was that? "Grade...3?"
"Grade 3."
"...are you saying that I could've been loving on youâ" He emphasizes with a roll of his hips, winces from oversensitivity, "âsince before I even understood what that meant?"
"I'm saying I've had a big, stupid crush on you since Grade 3." You say, innocent and solemn, "You take that however you want."
Wally chooses to forego the existential crisis and simply enjoy that he has you under him. There's a lot of time to make up for and a lot of fantasies Wally wants to bring to life, which you and he do with gusto until your parents get home and call down a hello.
Later, after redressing in a tornado and greeting your parents face-to-face; after stammered updates and weak conversation; after retreating to the basement to watch a movie and cuddleâLord, you feel so good in Wally's arms, he never wants to let you go.
After all that, during a lull in the movie, you finally ask, "So, are you going to tell me how you knew what happened with Jake before I told you?" And you prop your chin on his chest, looking up at him with amusement.
Wally gulps, facing the screen as he desperately tries to come up with a feasible answer. Nothing comes to mind, though, so he's stuck offering:
"Uuuh...?"
You sit back, on your knees between his legs, and raise a brow, "I know Simon was there. You can tell him that Groucho glasses do not a disguise make."
Sheepish, "He's a good bro...?"
"A very good bro," You agree primly, "A bro who stalks one of his best friend's other best friend because...?"
Now Wally knows he has to tell you. He sits up himself, hands finding your waist, eyes earnest and sweet as he admits, "I wanted to make sure you were okay. I didn't know anything about Jake and you never let me vet any of the guys you go out withâ"
"Yes. All three of them." You say flatly, rolling your eyes.
"One, three, five, doesn't matter, baby, I always wanted to make sure they were good enough for you..."
"So, did you make Simon follow me and Dan to the movie last year?" You wonder.
Wally glances away, guilt muddling his expression.
"...Did you follow me and Dan to the movie last year?"
"If I say no, will you believe me and let me cuddle you some more?"
Your jaw drops, eyes round, and for a second, Wally's sure he's about to get the boot. Not just from your house, but from the Best Friends Club altogether. He's already mourning the loss of your touch when you abruptly burst into laughter, crashing into him like you did before, only this time a lot gentler.
You nuzzle your face into his neck and then kiss his face all over, grinning down at him with the same beautiful smile you always give him.
"You're not mad?"
You shake your head, "I made Xavier come with me to that football game you took Melissa to last fall..."
Gobsmacked, Wally blurts, "You hate sports," since it's entirely relevant to how you stalked him as much as he stalked you on dates neither of you wanted the other to be on.
"I don't hate sports. I like sports. I hate all the pauses and the time outs and theâ"
Wally cuts you off with a kiss, at first just a stamp of lips to lips but slowly melting into something softer, deeper, more heated.
Wally pulls back a fraction to say, "I love you, babygirl," looking deep into your eyes. One hand on your hip, the other in your hair, releasing a long, shaky breath as he waits for you to say something.
Finally, a smile spreads across your face and you kiss him again, short and sweet and meaningful.
"I love you, too, Wally Clark." Then, completely off-topic and far less romantic: "Do you wanna come with me when I stalk Simon's date for Maddie?"
Tires screech as Wally's brain comes to a full stop. Sorry, what was that? "Wait, Mads wants you to follow Simon?"
"Oh yeah, she's liked him for ages, but he never seems interested so...you know...she doesn't wanna risk the friendship."
"Jesus Christ." Wally looks at you, totally serious when he sighs with the exasperation of an ignored parent, "You know, I've told him, like, a thousand times to just talk to her." A helpless shrug, "He never listens."
ââąâ
Several days later, when you aren't looking, Wally steals the jacket you stole from Jake. Does terrible things to it before throwing it in Jake's face the following day.
Wally replaces the jacket with his letterman and has never been prouder of himself when he sees you slip it on without question.
fin.
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What about axel x shy!reader who's best friends with Robby and Miguel and she's one of the best fighters? Let's just say after the big competition, shy!reader friends/dojo, feels bad about her being left out being single so all the dojos are having a goodbye party (no alcohol for me), exchanging numbers to hang out in the future, thankfully shy!reader made new friends. Shyreader friends/dojo took the title as the matchmakers and they're happy seeing axel and shy!reader talking but later they're making out steamy, not surprising axel has a HUGE crush on shy!reader obviously they're gonna date sooner or later. Then unknowingly to everyone, axel and shyreader are doing smut, just Missionary.
The next day, when shyreader friends worried about her and found her, wondering where she went last night but later realized they caught her doing the walk of shame. Just fluff
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summary | after the sekai taikai, at a party, your friends try to set you up, and they succeed. later, you and axel share an intimate moment. your friends catch you both, teasing you about the obvious connection between you
warnings | shy!reader, fluff, teasing, embarrassment, smut, explicit content, p in v, protected sex
word count | 2.2 k
author's note | it would help me a lot if you liked, commented and reposted so that more people read what I write and don't forget to follow me, thanks ᥣđ©
The Sekai Taikai was over. Everyone was exhausted, some with bandaged knuckles and others with bruises they wore with pride. But for the first time in a long while, dojos, rivalries, and differences didnât matter. It was a celebration.
The farewell party was held in a large hall inside the hotel where many teams were staying. The music played at a moderate volume, and fighters exchanged phone numbers, promising to keep in touch.
You were there, leaning against the wall with a bottle of water in your hands. Your shyness had kept you on the sidelines of many interactions, but thanks to Robby and Miguel, you had managed to befriend several competitors from other dojos. Even so, you knew they were keeping an eye on you.
"Itâs an injustice," Sam whispered to Miguel, watching you with a smug smile. "How is she the only one still single?"
"I know, I know," Miguel responded dramatically. "Sheâs strong, beautiful, and adorably shy. If I didnât have you, Sam, Iâd kidnap her."
"Donât start," Robby huffed, crossing his arms. "But yeah, this has to change."
"Whoâs the lucky guy?" Hawk asked, joining the conversation with a mischievous grin.
Miguel glanced around and smirked. "I think the lucky guy already found her."
Everyone turned their heads and saw Axel Kovacevic walking toward you.
You didnât notice your friends' stares, only the presence beside you. When you turned, you found Axel wearing his Iron Dragons jacket, his hair slightly messy.
"Arenât you bored standing here alone?" he asked in his usual relaxed tone.
"Iâm not alone," you murmured, gripping your water bottle. "My friends are here."
Axel smirked. "But theyâre not here."
You shot him a shy glance before looking away. It was incredible how Axel, who had a reputation for being cold and serious, relaxed so much when talking to you.
"It was a good tournament," you finally said.
"It was. Especially because I got to see you fight."
Your cheeks warmed, your heart beating faster.
"ThanksâŠ"
Axel ran a hand through his hair, as if choosing his words carefully.
"Do you want to get out of here? Itâs a little⊠loud."
You nodded, and the two of you slipped away from the crowd, unaware of your friends' knowing looks.
The night air was cool, and the hotelâs pool reflected the city lights. You leaned against the railing while Axel rested beside you.
"I didnât think you were this quiet."
"I didnât think you were this talkative," you replied, glancing at him.
Axel chuckled. "Only when I want to impress someone."
You bit your lip, feeling the heat rise up your neck.
"And who do you want to impress?"
Axel let out a low laugh before leaning slightly toward you.
"I think you already know."
Your breath caught in your throat. Axel didnât look away, his closeness making you feel trapped in the best possible way.
"Can I kiss you?" he whispered.
Your response was barely a whisper.
"YesâŠ"
There were no more words. Axel pulled you in, his hands firm on your waist as his lips claimed yours in a kiss that started soft but quickly turned deeper. His hands slid down your back as yours clung to his jacket.
The kiss grew more intense, his body pressing gently against yours against the railing. His lips moved with a mix of urgency and tenderness, as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.
To be honest, so had you.
"Well, well, wellâŠ"
Hawkâs voice made you both break apart instantly. When you turned, you saw Miguel, Robby, Sam, and several others watching you with triumphant smiles.
"I knew it was gonna happen!" Miguel exclaimed.
"We should start matchmaking as a business," Sam added.
Robby placed a hand on your shoulder with an amused smile. "How does it feel knowing we just created the best couple of the tournament?"
Still catching your breath, you glanced at Axel, who gave you a knowing smile.
"I guess itâs official," he said. "Iâm now the luckiest guy in the Sekai Taikai."
And with your heart racing wildly, you couldnât help but smile too.
After your friends' embarrassing (but inevitable) discovery, Axel intertwined his fingers with yours and whispered in your ear, "Letâs go somewhere else."
Your skin tingled at his low, husky voice, and though your cheeks burned, you nodded silently.
You walked through the hotel hallways until you reached his room. Axel slid his key card and pushed the door open, letting you step in first. You had barely taken a few steps when you heard the door close behind you and the click of the lock.
You turned to face him, and in less than a second, Axel was standing right in front of you.
"Tell me you want this," he murmured, his warm breath brushing your lips.
Your heart pounded, but the look in his eyes ignited something inside you.
"Yes," you whispered.
That was all he needed.
His lips crashed onto yours with pent-up hunger, his hands gripping your waist and pulling you against him. His fingers slipped under the hem of your shirt, his touch setting your skin on fire.
You walked backward until the back of your legs hit the bed. Axel took the opportunity to lean over you, his lips trailing a burning path along your jaw and down your neck.
"Iâve always wanted to do this," he murmured against your skin, his deep voice sending a shiver down your spine.
Your hands clutched at his shirt, and he understood immediately. With a smirk, he pulled it off effortlessly, revealing his toned torso. His dark eyes roamed over you before he kissed you again, this time with an intensity that made it clear he had no intention of stopping.
His fingers found the buckle of your belt and unfastened it without hesitation, sliding your pants down. His hands traveled back up your thighs and stopped at the edge of your panties.
"Are you ready?" he asked, his warm breath brushing against your ear. Do you want this?
"Yes..." you whispered, barely able to keep your eyes open under the fire of his gaze.
With a deep sound of satisfaction, Axel lay down and took off his pants and boxers, revealing his erection.
And when he approached again, his gaze left no doubt about his intentions. His fingers removed your shirt and bra in seconds, and soon both of you were completely naked in bed, with your bodies pressed against each other.
"Tell me I'm being careful," he said, his voice trembling with anticipation.
"You are" you whispered. "And don't stop".
The smile he gave you was so erotic that your thighs clenched tightly.
With one hand, Axel opened your legs, his fingers moving over your body. He brought you to his lips and kissed you in a place you had only dreamed he would kiss. And when his tongue emerged, the pleasure was so intense that your hips lifted off the bed uncontrollably.
"AxelâŠ" you moaned, arching your hips in response.
The deep laugh he gave you was the perfect response. His lips and tongue devoted themselves to pampering you in that place until you felt your muscles tense. And before you could reach climax, his lips crashed against yours again, savoring the essence of your own pleasure.
"Ready?" he whispered between kisses.
"Yes... Yes..."
Axel took the time to look for a condom on his nightstand and put it on.
And with a softness you didn't expect, Axel entered you.
The pleasure was indescribable. They both moaned at the same time, your body trembling around his erection. The penetration was slow, his body moving inside until it stopped with the tip of his fingers against your navel.
"MmmâŠ" he murmured. "This is incredible".
And before you had the chance to respond, it started moving.
Each thrust was deep, both of them gasping every time their hips collided with yours. His fingers encircled your breasts, teasing them while his erection brushed against a spot inside you that sent waves of pleasure throughout your body.
The combination of pleasure and intensity was more than you could bear. With a muffled scream, you felt the climax approaching, and Axel needed nothing more to give you permission to reach pleasure. The sensation was so intense that your eyes closed uncontrollably, your body tensing around him.
Axel gasped, his fingers gripping your nipples tightly before quickening his movements. The pleasure grew between the two of you until Axel gasped with a deep sound, his body trembling over yours.
They both stayed like that, panting and smiling, their bodies still connected to each other.
Finally, Axel slid to the side, but without moving too far away from you. He cradled you in his arms and gave you a gentle kiss on the forehead before murmuring:
"I'm glad it happened".
You smiled, snuggling closer to him. Axel had always been mysterious, but in this moment, he was just a normal guy, satisfied with his conquest.
And you didn't care about that. In fact, you felt like you had found your own trophy. After all, Axel Kovacevic was the most successful guy at Sekai Taikai, but you had been the first to conquer him. And, as you had imagined so many times, you had turned out to be his perfect reward.
The celebration would last beyond the Sekai Taikai. And with his arm around your waist, you knew Axel wouldn't let you go so easily.
You had conquered him.
And he had also won you over.
Soon you start to feel exhausted, and your breathing begins to calm down.
"Are you staying here tonight?" Axel whispers, his voice soft and calm.
"Yes. Why not?" you murmur, smiling.
"Because, as far as I know, all our friends are in the same hotel. And I would like to spend a little more time here, with the most incredible guy at the Sekai Taikai..."
Axel caresses your cheek with his fingers, and you smile against his chest.
"That sounds perfect".
And the two of them stayed like that, embraced, enjoying the silence until they fell into a deep sleep.
The morning sun filtered through the hotel curtains as you woke up, feeling a warm weight around your waist. You blinked and turned your head slightly, finding Axel still asleep beside you, his arm wrapped around you possessively.
The memory of the previous night made heat rise to your cheeks. You couldnât believe it had actually happened.
Carefully, you slid his arm away and got out of bed, fumbling for your clothes. You managed to get dressed and, with your heart pounding, opened the door to his room, praying no one would see you sneaking back to yours.
You werenât that lucky.
âThere you are!â
You froze. In front of you stood Miguel, Robby, Sam, and Hawk, their expressions ranging from relief to pure amusement.
âWhere were you last night?â Sam asked, crossing her arms.
âYou worried us,â Robby added, though his tone suggested he already had his suspicions.
âWait, waitâŠâ Hawk narrowed his eyes, then glanced down at your slightly rumpled clothes, your hair a bit messier than usual, and the guilty expression on your face. A slow, mischievous grin spread across his face. âNo. Freaking. Way.â
Miguel caught on instantly, his hands flying to his head. âAre youâŠ?!â
Your face burned. âN-NoâŠâ You tried to deny it, but the way Hawk and Miguel exchanged looks before bursting into laughter didnât help at all.
âOh my God, this is the best thing thatâs ever happened,â Hawk said between laughs. âAxel? It has to be Axel!â
âAXEL?!â Robbyâs eyes widened before he adopted his protective older-brother stance. âWhat the hell?â
âWe knew this would happen sooner or later!â Sam grinned victoriously, as if this confirmed her matchmaking skills.
âGuys, shut up!â you protested, wishing the earth would swallow you whole.
âWhy?â Miguel asked with a teasing smile. âAre you afraid Axel will hear us?â
At that very moment, the door behind you opened, and a large hand rested on the frame.
âWhatâs going on here?â
Everyone fell silent as Axel appeared, his hair tousled, shirtless, and looking utterly confused. His eyes landed on you and then on the others, and as soon as he put the pieces together, he let out a small scoff.
âSeriously?â
Hawk was the first to break the silence with a dramatic scream. âI KNEW IT!!â
Miguel and Sam burst into laughter immediately, while Robby groaned, rubbing his face in exasperation.
âIâm going to kill you,â he muttered under his breath, glaring at Axel.
âToo late,â Axel replied with a smirk before casually wrapping an arm around you, leaning against you as if this were the most normal thing in the world. âItâs official now.â
Your face burned, but you couldnât help but laugh softly. âI guess everyone knows nowâŠâ
âAnd weâll never forget it!â Hawk declared, pulling out his phone. âI need to document this moment.â
âNO!â
And with that, the entire group erupted in laughter while you buried your face in Axelâs chest, unsure whether to laugh along or die of embarrassment.
But when he pressed a quick kiss to your hair, you knew that, in the end, it was all worth it.
Spooky Diaz x black!fem!OC (Callie)
Word count: 3.8k
Warning (s): 18+ minors gtfo, mentions of blood, suturing, idiots in absolute love, everybodyâs fuckin. Awkward ending as always, barely passable Spanish (sorry). just absolute horniness, i was high when i wrote it so probably mistakes (I think thatâs it probably idk)
Side note: okay yâall. It has been a long time but I am slowly creeping back into this. If she's rough bear with me it will get better lol
SHE SWERVED AND slid across the streets of Freeridge with her phone in one hand and a tight grip on the wheel with the other. Sheâs breaking a million laws right now, but there's no care in the world. âWhere is he?! " She shouted, turning another corner. âHeâs at my house. Iâm fixing him. CalmatĂ©.â
âAbuelitaâŠâ
She clicks her tongue. âHeâs fine, drive safely. Por favor.â Abuelita says with a strict voice before hanging up. She tosses her phone on to the passengers seat and lets out a long exhale, she told herself she was not going to be at his beck and call anymore, that any sprawls he decided to get into she wouldnât be there to sew him back up and yet here she is hunched over her steering wheel with her pedal to the medal on her way to save him again.
It was always like this: Callie was his night nurse. Heâd sneak over, get patched up, spend the night, and disappear by morning. This was their routine for a few years until she confronted the young man about where they stood in their on-again, off-again relationship. An ultimatum had been dropped, one she knew she would lose, and she did.
âItâs either the Santos, or me.â
It wasnât a wise threat to make this man choose between her and a life he had been a part of for so long. His father was a Santos, his abuelo was one, and his great-grandfather before that. He was a born and bred Santos, and he was going to die like that. And it was no surprise that he chose them. So, when the two parted ways, she decided not to tell him that she was moving to Brentwood, she didnât know how to break it to him that she was not turning back, not even for him.
Callie finally arrives at the house and throws her car in park before she frantically gets out and almost trips over herself as she bolts to the front door, but when she tries to open it, sheâs met with force and realization that the door is locked. âAbuelita?! En serio? Abre la puerta.â
âI didnât need you slamming the door into the wall,â Abuelita shouts from inside.
She sighs. âI wouldnât.â
The door swings open to show a petite older woman with a mischievous grin on her face. âHola mi hija.â Abuelita greets with a big hug. âWhere is he?â She whispers in hopes that he wouldnât hear how concerned she was. âIn the kitchen, Iâm almost finished with him.â She says closing the door.
Abuelita leads as she follows closely behind with her heart in her hands when she passes the wall dividing the first floor into the kitchen, where Abuelita said he would be, he sits with his back turned to her and she notices a big bottle of tequila in one hand. He could feel her eyes on the back of his head, he could feel the worry radiating from her. Abuelita excuses herself into the silent tension so she could return to sewing up his gashes. She stands in the background watching, noticing bruises on his back and his arm and the dry blood on his ear.
She takes a step forward and swallows her fear of how bad the situation could be, it had to be bad enough for him to not even attempt to call her about it. She makes her way around to face him and her lips slightly part in shock. Abuelita was sewing up one of two deep gashes on his neck and chest, thereâs blood smeared on his abdomen and hands, followed by bruises, a black eye with a cut next to his eyebrow. This is the worst sheâd ever seen him. âSpookyâŠâ She finally breathes and he shamefully looks up at her, the best he can, and the moment he winces she shakes her head and sits down to meet his eye level. His eyebrows furrowed when he noticed her eyes becoming glossy.
Abuelita does her best to finish as quickly as possible so the two could speak, she tightens her last loop of thread and clips off the rest, she places a gauze on top of the cuts on his neck and holds it down with tape. âMake sure you keep it clean,â She instructed. âAnd take amoxicillin for at least a week.â
âWhere am I supposed to get that?â Spooky grunts. Abuelita grabs the bottle of alcohol off the table and takes a swig of it herself, wincing at the burn in her throat. âYouâre the drug dealer.â
She excuses herself and ventures off to find more gauze for him to change when itâs time and the two are left alone. âWhat the fuck happened?â She finally croaks quickly wiping a tear that had slipped by. âI canât tell you.â
She sucks her teeth. âFuck you, you canât tell me? Por que?â
Spooky sighs and takes a sip of his drink, she sits back and crosses her arms, awaiting an answer. âI just canât, why canât you trust that?â
 As a reflex she reaches for the rubbing alcohol and cotton pads, she becomes his night nurse once again as she disinfects any small wounds that Abuelita couldâve possibly missed. The room is silent again as she cleans him up, she does so nervously, feeling those low eyes on her. âStop.â
âQue?â He smirks slightly knowing exactly what it is. âYouâre looking at me, I can feel it.â She gripes and it causes his smile to widen with mischief. âÂżNo puedo mirarte?â
She rolls her eyes. âI never said that.â
âBut you did.â He quickly replied. Callie huffs at him and tosses the cotton pad in the garbage can next to her, she stands as well as her wobbly legs will allow and begins to work on the bloody mess of his eyebrow. Spooky basks in her calming presence and the beautiful scent of her perfume draws another smile from his lips. He looks up at her and she freezes. âBruh, close your eyes.â
âOkay.â He obeys but it was only moments later when he looks up at her again and she sucks her teeth. âWould you like rubbing alcohol in your eye?â
He shakes his head and finally closes his eyes long enough for her to get him together. His palms are itching to touch her, any part of her. âSo, whoâs the lucky hyna that gets to take care of you?â Asked Callie who had a hint of jealousy in that tone of hers. He chuckles knowingly and gently pulls at her shirt. âSit.â
Callie scrunches up her face ready to bite with a sassy comment, but sheâs quickly shut down when he pulls her shirt with a little more force, having her feet to shuffle toward him. âSit here.â He mumbles looking down at his lap. âSpookyâŠâ She warns but heâs not listening. âÂżPor favor, cariño? Iâm in pain.â He pouts.
Against her better judgment, she gives in to him and swings one leg over his lap, she carefully lowers herself down onto him and he sighs with relief when she does so. âIâm almost done,â Callie mutters, trying her best to not look at his eyes. She cups his chin and tilts his head up slightly so she could get to the cut on his bottom lip. Spooky hisses when she rubs at his lip. âHow have you been?â He asks and she shrugs in response. âAm I getting the silent treatment?â
She shrugs again.
âShe set me up.â He blurts out, now that gets Callieâs attention. âCuchillos came to me, saying I was right about nineteenth street, said to set up a meeting, weâll give them one of our blocks. Next thing I know I wake up in a fucking dog cageâŠgun to my head.â
Callie swallows and remains quiet as she continues her job. âSo, I gotta lay low,â Says Spooky. She finally makes eye contact with him, and she fights her urge to smile while gazing into those chocolate pools of his, she notices his eyes slightly darting all over her face, lingering on her lips longer than anywhere else before they crawl back up to her iris.
She clears her throat and looks away. âIâm⊠Iâm staying somewhere for a while; you can kick it with me.â
âYou donâtâŠâ He begins to protest but she shushes him. âLo sĂ©, estĂĄs bien.â  Her fingers have a mind of their own when they ghost over his skin, temptation was right in front of her like a stack of Gold to a thief. âSpooky⊠thereâs somethingâŠâ
Abuelita interrupts abruptly, âI have a little bit of amoxicillin for you, mi hijo.â She smirks seeing the two air-headed love birds blush with embarrassment as Callie removes herself from his lap. âMhm.â
Callie snatches the medication and avoids eye contact. âGracias, abuelita.â
âMhm.â
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THE NEXT AFTERNOON Callie finds herself pacing back and forth after receiving a text message from Spooky informing her that he had to handle a few more things before he can go off grid. She checked her phone constantly for any update, but she was left with nothing. She attempts to take it off her mind with some cleaning and packingâ getting ready to leave Freeridge behind.
It helps the time pass, sheâs getting her things in order, when the ding of her doorbell commands her attention, her head pokes from around the corner, sheâs in the middle of finishing the kitchen when she tiptoes toward the door. âWho is it?â Asks Callie as brave as can be.
âSoy yo, cariño.â Spookyâs familiar voice says, which gives her relief as she quickly unlocks the door. She straightens herself up as if she wasnât on her toes all day and opens the door nonchalantly. âHey.â
She stifles a groan when she sees him in his uniform as she liked to call itâ his long-sleeved flannel drapes over a white top, shorts that reached his knees and the infamous white socks that stretched to meet with the hem of his pants. There are times when she will make fun of him for it, but often he did look hot in his attire.
Spooky invites himself inside and is immediately bombarded by countless boxes, he frowns at the writing on some of themâ packed up items of hers like she had a plan of her own. âSoâŠâ
 âIâm just doing⊠spring⊠cleaning?â
Spookyâs shoulders bounce as a deep chuckle leaves his lips. âItâs summer.â
Callie bites her lip to hold in her laugh, it was a stupid lie. âÂżA dĂłnde vas?â Â
She plays with the ring on her finger. âBrentwood.â
His face becomes serious. âYou werenât going to tell me?â
She swallows hard as her demeanour becomes similar to that of a child whoâs in trouble for breaking something. âI was going to,â Callie begins to explain, âBut we had just gotten into that stupid little fight, and if weâre being honest, I donât know who I am to you. I mean, we fuck, we take care of each other, you.. you look at me like Iâm the fucking sunshine and you still chose the Santos. And I understand, that itâs your life-â
âIâm out-â
Callie continues to ramble, âAnd I understand theyâre your familiaâ wait, what? Out?â
Spooky smiles slightly, taking a few steps closer to her and she suddenly is feeling small under his gaze, intimidating yet so soft for her. âI handled everything with 19th street this morning theyâve agreed to stop their bullshit, work with the Santos, not against.â
âAnd Cuchillos just⊠let you?â
His nostrils flared. âHandled her too.â
Callie knew Spooky well enough to know that handling 19th street and handling Cuchillos were two different things, sheâs just another teardrop tattoo under his eye. He takes her hands in his own. âAfter I found out what she did to my dad, to my brother ⊠his friends. Enough was enough. Thereâs more to life than this and I want to see it⊠with you.â
Her eyes widen slightly at his confession. âI want the white picket fence type shit; I want to take our kids to school and pick âem up. Canât do that if I donât tighten up. Plus, Abuelita made sure I know how stupidI would be if I didnât tell you how I feel.â
Callie is stunned into silence; her jaw is slack as nothing but air comes out. She reaches up, pressing the back of her hand to his forehead. âYou feeling okay?â She giggled. Spooky sucks his teeth and takes back her hand to kiss her fingertips. âI am feeling okay.â
âSo, what are we doing?â
âWell, I will follow you to Brentwood, if I can.â
Callieâs heart thumps in her chest. âI mean someone has to carry these boxes and drive the U-Haul.â
He leans down brushing his lips against hers. âI can do that.â
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AS THE WEEKS fly by the two were busy unpacking boxes and settling in a new environment, Spookyâs scars were healing nicely, and not just the ones on the outside. Living with Callie was everything he had ever picturedâ to be greeted in the morning with her infectious smile and carried into the night by her sparkling eyes, it was a dream.
Spooky enjoyed putting those keys in the zigzagged hole and was welcomed by her loving presence alone. As he pulls into the driveway, he can hear her music from outside and shakes his head. He throws the car in park and jogs to the door with eagerness, he unlocks it and steps inside. He chuckles when his ears are bombarded with Megan Thee Stallion knowing she was probably somewhere in the house twerking.
Callie shouts along to the lyrics of her latest song, Bigger in Texas. He shakes his head. âMami, youâll make us all hard of hearing. Alexa, turn it down.â
He hears her shriek from the kitchen. âDonât turn down my music, pendejo.â She gripes. âTheyâll boot us out this neighbourhood.â He laughs. Callie tilts her head up and he leans in giving her a quick kiss. âGood day?â
âGreat day.â She answers. The love in the air was full and pure. He watches her in awe as she walks over to her phone to choose a different song. âI got something for you, hold on.â
Callie huffed, choosing a slow song once it started, she put the phone back down and turned back to focus on the wine glasses she was putting away, when Spooky walked back in with flowers, snacks and balloons. She smiles. âI think you need a little break; we've been working on the house a lot.â
She was about to protest until he pulled out a bottle of wine, she turned around, grabbing a glass off the counter happily reaching for the bottle in his hands. She hurries to open the bottle and pour herself a glass, she closes her eyes briefly, savouring the taste and smoothness of it with the slight buzz quickly following. âThank you,â Callie purrs eyeing him up and down. âHow was it with Cesar?â
He slowly shakes his head. âI donât know what else to do. Pinche bastardo, heâs so stubborn.â
âSpooky, baby, he will come around.â
He huffs. âAnd what if he doesnât?â
She bites her lip, she has no answer for that, Cesar seemed very headstrong on staying with the Santos despite Spooky taking the beating for both of them to get out of it. Callie tried her best to understand, he was a teenager who possibly felt lost and confused, someone who was just as stuck as Spooky used to be. âHe will.â She reassured him with a hand on his cheek as her thumb brushes over his skin.
Just the tone in her voice makes his shoulder less tense. He gently grabs her wrist and kisses her fingers, smoothly putting her hand on the back of his neck, he pulls her in, his other hand around her waist. She giggles softly, taking one more sip of her wine before putting the glass back down on the counter. She moves in even closer and rests her head on his chest.
The two sway to the slow tune, Back To The River. She closes her eyes and hums to herself lost between the music and his heartbeat. Thereâs pressure on the top of her head where he rests his own, âI have something to tell you.â Says Spooky.
âMm.â
âI donât think⊠I want to be called Spooky anymore.â
Callieâs eyes dart from left to right, sheâs been calling him by his street name forever. She pulls back and looks up at him, and reaches for his face, she gently pulls him to her level. âIâm okay with that, if it will make you happy, I can do that for you.â She kisses him. âOscar,â
Kiss.
âEmilio,â
Kiss.
âDiaz.â He groans when she kisses him once more and she lingers, theyâre lips move in sync in a messy, passionate kiss. Her nails gently scratch at his scalp while his hands roam her waist and further down to her ass, they teasingly grip and squeeze at her supple flesh. The kiss goes deeper when his tongue brushes against her lip and soon meets hers. He picks her up and drops her on the counter. They hungrily go at it until she pulls away breathlessly saying one word. âUpstairs.â
He laughs, taking her off the counter, she koala hugs him with a huge smile on her face as sheâs carried up the steps. Sheâs reluctant to come off once they reach the room, he playfully drops her on the mattress, and she laughs when sheâs engulfed by the cloud-soft mattress and the fluffy comforter. The bed dips under her as he joins in the fun, heâs between her legs with each hand beside her head. She cups his face again.
Callie sighs. âI love you.â
Oscar nudged his nose at her own. âI love you more, princesa.â
Their lips meet again. Itâs hot and heavy when their hands eagerly remove clothing from each other. His lips wander down to her neck, trail between her collar bone and slide down the valley of her beautiful breasts. His tongue flicks her nipple, it sits perked up like a Hershey kiss chocolate. He takes it into his mouth simultaneously flicking and sucking on her tit.
Sheâs unable to process the pleasure when his hand slides between her legs, his middle finger finding itself between her slit and slowly rubbing her up and down. âMmm.â
He drops her breast out of his mouth, a pop and a gentle kiss after. He slips his finger inside and watches as her expressions change. âTu es linda mucho.â He groans adding another finger inside her creamy cove. Her chest rises and falls with each slow pump he gives her. He moves over to her other breast giving it the same treatment as the other. Her head falls to the side. âFuckâŠâ She breathes barely above a whisper. Her body begins to heat up, her thoughts fizzing out. Her lips part slightly as his fingers dig deeper. Her mind draws a blank when his warm mouth removes itself from her tit and quickly latches onto her clit. âOhhh.â
Oscar hums with pleasure, feeling her begin to squirm. âBaby, oh shitâŠâ
Callieâs fingers and toes tingle with satisfaction, her thighs slowly closing around his head, but theyâre stopped by his wide shoulders. Oscar sucks on her clit and skillfully maneuvers his fingers inside her tightening hole. âPapito, eso es tan bueno.â
Her moans go straight to his already hard dick, throbbing and begging to go inside her when she finally says, âIâm gonna cum,â She cries inching away from him, but he quickly pulls her to him. Her eyes cross and soon sheâs dripping down his beard.
He kisses up to her bellybutton and licks his way to her neck. A moan gets caught in her throat, sheâs not even allowed a second to collect herself before he is gently nudging the tip at her entrance, and she welcomes every curve and vein. âFuuuuuck,â She drags out and Oscar kisses her chin. âLo tienes, si?â Callie nods and whimpers in response. His thickness was stretching her out in every which way, he pulls back a bit and re-enters her heat. Her eyebrows knit together.
Oscar moves his hips back and forth, slamming into her slow and hard. Her eyes roll to the back of her skull, and she lets out the shakiest breath. Her nails dig into his muscular biceps as he rocks her body, her legs wrapped around him.
âAy, papitooo.â She whines while he relentlessly pounds her pussy. Itâs too good to speak, too good to even shriek, and sheâs lying there taking everything heâs giving her. Itâs building up in the pit of her stomach that blissful orgasm inches closer when she feels his lower stomach rub against her clit. Her lips are stuck in a permanent O' and her nails dig deeper.
Oscar moans, sheâs soft and slick and coating his dick with her pleasure. âGive it to me, I got you.â
Callieâs body stiffens and her toes crack as a wave of pleasure washes over her entirely. His name falls off her lips like a broken record until she can no longer speak. Her juices are dripping down his shaft. âThere it is.â
âPendejoâŠâ She moans with a smile. âYeah?â He chuckles. âGĂrate. Turn around.â
But Callie wasnât moving fast enough for him, he flips her like a pancake and tugs her ankles. âUp.â
As she adjusts on her knees she can hear him say, âToo fuckinâ pretty.â She gasps when heâs quickly back inside her, the sound of skin slapping drowns out the music from downstairs. Sheâs a whimpering, babbling mess under him. âThatâs it, thatâs iiiiit, yeees.â
Oscar feels himself twitching inside her with every stroke sheâs throbbing around him. He gets lost in it, savouring every piece of it even the sound of how wet she is. âFuck, baby.â He chokes out. Now itâs his turn to feel that tingle in his toes, the tightening of his balls. âIâm cumming babyyy,â
Thatâs all he needed to hear, a few more hard pumps and heâs spilling inside her, coating her walls with his warmth. âMmmm.â Callie purrs.
Oscar drags his nose between her shoulder blades and in the crook of her neck, his breathing tickles her skin and she laughs. âBoy, get off me.â
âYou sure?â He slaps her ass and pulls out of her, still half hard. Callie drops on the bed and sighs, Oscar lies right next to her, kissing her shoulder and lightly licking her sweat. âWe gotta go break the shower in too.â
âOscar,â She warned. âEstoy bromeando, kind of.â
The room is so quiet that Callie begins to drift off. âCalâŠâ
She mumbles tiredly, âSĂ papito.â
âThank you, for being there.â
She smiles.
âIâll always be there.â
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It had been a rollercoaster these past few months. The kind that had shaken both of you to the core. But now, as the dust settled, things were finally starting to feel like they could go back to normal. The accusations against Rafe had been false, his name cleared, his family in custody, and the tension that had been hanging between you both for days had dissolved into a sense of relief.
Tonight, the whole crewâJJ, Kie, Sarah, John B, Pope, Cleo, Topper, and Kelceâwere out at a local restaurant celebrating the victory. You and Rafe sat at the center of the table, everyone laughing, joking, and teasing each other like they always did.
It felt like old times. A sense of normalcy returning to your life. But there was an undercurrent of emotion inside you. You couldnât stop glancing at Rafe, your heart swelling with love and guilt all at once. Love because of the way he looked at you, his eyes soft and full of warmth. Guilt because, for a moment, you had doubted him, and that thought made your stomach turn. And then, there was the quiet simmering rage toward his mother and stepfatherâthe people who had caused so much turmoil in his life.
âHey, you two!â JJ said, raising his glass of beer in the air. âHow about a toast to clearing your name and getting back to doing whatever it is you two do best?â
The table erupted in cheers. You clinked your glass with Rafeâs, your fingers brushing his as you held it up. Rafe flashed you a grin, his expression playful but tender.
âYou sure?â You teased, trying to sound casual. âItâs a completely common thing, getting to celebrate clearing your name after being accused of⊠well, you know. Nothing to cheers over." The group laughs at your sarcasm.
Rafe smirked, leaning in closer. âIâll take any excuse to drink with you, babe,â he said, his voice low enough for only you to hear.
You smiled, the warmth of his words melting any lingering doubts. Both of you moving in to share a kiss. It deepening quickly as you forget where you are.
âOkay, okay,â Sarah interjected interrupting you, her voice a little too loud as she waved her hand dramatically. âNow that weâve got the formalities out of the way, letâs talk about something importantâwhoâs going to win in a rematch between Rafe and JJ in pool? Place your bets!â
âDefinitely not Rafe,â JJ said, shaking his head. âHeâs got no chance against me.â
Rafe laughed, an almost mischievous glint in his eyes. âYouâre delusional, JJ. Iâll be taking that victory home, no problem.â
John B grinned. âThis is gonna be good. I wanna see this.â
The whole table erupted into laughter as the conversation turned to playful jabs about past pool games and who had the best shot. But all the while, your gaze kept drifting back to Rafe. He was laughing, joking, but you could see the subtle relief in his postureâhe was no longer carrying the weight of false accusations on his shoulders.
You werenât sure how long youâd been lost in your thoughts when Cleo nudged you gently. âYou okay? Youâve been staring at Rafe all night,â she said with a sly smile.
Your cheeks flushed slightly. âYeah, just⊠a lot on my mind. I guess Iâm just happy things are back to normal.â
âI can tell,â she said with a wink. âJust donât get too lost in him. Weâve got the whole night ahead of us.â
You laughed, a little too loudly, and nodded. âIâll try not to.â
But deep down, you couldnât help but feel a rush of affection every time your eyes met his. It was like all the pieces were falling back into place. The stress, the doubt, the fearâit was all fading, and the relief was almost too much to bear. You still hated his mother and stepfather for everything they put him through, for trying to tear you two apart. But tonight, it didnât matter. You had Rafe, and that was enough.
The night continued, the laughter and joking never stopping. At one point, Topper even stood up and did an exaggerated version of an old dance move, which had everyone in stitches. Rafe, grinning from ear to ear, leaned over to you and whispered, âCan you believe weâre here, celebrating this?â
You took a deep breath, the weight of everything lifting off your shoulders. âIâm just glad weâre here. Together.â
âAnd Iâm not going anywhere,â he replied, his voice full of sincerity.
Later that night, as you and Rafe walked back to your car, hand in hand, the world felt lighter. You felt a burst of anticipation growing inside you. There were things you wanted to say, things you needed to say. Emotions that had been bottled up too long. The guilt, the anger, the frustrationâit was all about to be released.
The house was eerily quiet, empty except for you and Rafe. Noelle was staying over at your cousinâs house for the night, and that gave you the perfect opportunity to finally let loose and express everything you had been holding in. Tonight, it was just the two of youâand nothing else mattered.
As soon as Rafe unlocked the front door, you didnât hesitate. You shoved the door open, grabbed him by the back of the neck, and pulled him inside. His surprised expression shifted into one of excitement as you pressed your lips to his, silencing any questions with the intensity of your kiss.
He responded immediately, his hands finding their way to your waist, pulling you closer. You backed him up into the living room, never once breaking the kiss, your hearts pounding in sync. He stumbled slightly, and you took the opportunity to push him down onto the couch, his back hitting the cushions with a soft thud.
Rafe looked up at you, breathless and grinning. âYou sure know how to make an entrance,â he said, his voice rough.
You smiled wickedly, running your fingers through his hair. âJust getting started,â you whispered, your voice low with a mix of affection and desire.
Rafeâs grin widened, his hands trailing down to your hips, pulling you to straddle him. âWell, Iâm all yours,â he murmured, his eyes darkening with intent.
You leaned down, hands resting on his thighs, pressing your lips against his again, this time slower, more deliberate. The world outside felt so distant, the only thing that mattered was himâthe way he kissed you back, the way his hands gripped you as if he never wanted to let go. You had so much to say, so much to release, but for now, this momentâthis feelingâwas enough.
You pulled back slightly, your forehead resting against his as you caught your breath. âIâve been thinking about this all night,â you admitted quietly. âAbout how much I want you right now.â
Rafeâs chest rose and fell with the same urgency, his eyes meeting yours with that familiar intensity. âIâve been thinking about it too,â he confessed, his fingers trailing down your spine.
You smiled softly, your heart fluttering. There was so much to say, so much to share, but right now, this was all that mattered. You let the weight of the moment wash over you, savoring the connection between you two, the undeniable spark that had never really faded.
âYouâre mine,â you murmured, claiming him in a way that felt like both a promise and a declaration a reminder of everything you've gone through recently.. âAnd Iâm not letting go.â
Rafeâs lips curled into a satisfied grin as he pulled you closer. âNever wanted you to.â
Rafeâs eyes never left you as you stood up, your fingers working quickly to remove your clothing. The look of surprise in his eyes shifted to something deeper, something primal. When you slipped off your last piece, standing before him only in your lingerie and heels, his breath caught.
âYou⊠didnât tell me about this part,â he said, his voice husky with desire, his eyes darkening as they roamed over your body. He looked like he wanted to reach out, touch you, but you held up a hand, signaling for him to wait.
You took a slow step toward him, a wicked grin curling on your lips. âThis night is all about you, Rafe,â you said, your voice low and seductive. âAbout your win.â
Rafeâs breath hitched, and he nodded without a word, his hands already moving to undo the buttons of his shirt. You watched him intently as he stripped away his clothes, leaving him only in his boxers. His chest was bare, his muscles rippling with every movement, and the sight of him made your pulse quicken.
As he finished, he started to stand up, but you quickly stepped forward, a firm hand on his chest, pushing him back down into the couch. His eyes searched yours, confused but trusting, and you could see the heat building in him.
âNo,â you said firmly, your voice steady despite the pounding of your heart. âThis is about you tonight. You sit here and let me take care of everything. Iâm going to show you just how much you mean to me.â
He leaned back, his eyes locking with yours, a smirk playing at the corner of his lips. âI like the sound of that,â he murmured, but there was something in his gaze that told you he was willing to let you take control, to let you set the pace for the night.
This wasnât just about passionâit was about reclaiming what was rightfully his, what was rightfully yours. It was about power, trust, and desire. And tonight, everything was going to be just as you wanted.
You took a deep breath, watching the fire in his eyes flicker as you stepped closer, ready to begin your celebration.
You drop to your knees in front of Rafe and run your hands up and down his thighs, until you reach all the way up and wrap your fingers around the waistband of his boxers, pulling them off.
As you pulled his boxers off, Rafe's eyes never left yours, his gaze burning with anticipation. You could see the tension in his body, the way his muscles flexed as he waited for your next move. You slowly trailed your hands back down his thighs, feeling the softness of his skin, the gentle curve of his muscles.
"Fuck, I've missed this," Rafe whispered, his voice low and husky.
Your fingers danced across his skin, sending shivers down his spine. Rafe's breath caught in his throat as you leaned in, your lips brushing against the tip of his erection. He let out a low moan, his eyes fluttering closed as he savored the sensation.
"You have no idea how much I've missed it," you replied, your voice barely above a whisper.
You wrapped your lips around him, taking him deep into your mouth. Rafe's hands instinctively went to your hair, his fingers tangling in the strands as he guided you. But you were in control, setting the pace, determining the depth and the pressure.
"Oh, god, yes," Rafe moaned, his hips rising to meet you. "Just like that."
As you moved up and down, Rafe's moans grew louder, his body tensing with pleasure. You could feel his thighs trembling with restraint. You reached up, your hands cupping his balls, gently massaging them as you continued to suck.
"Fuck, you're going to make me come," Rafe warned, his voice strained.
You looked up at him, your eyes locking with his. "Not yet," you said, your voice firm.
Rafe's eyes narrowed, his face twisted in a mixture of pleasure and frustration. "You're killing me," he whispered.
You slowed your pace, teasing him with gentle licks and soft sucks. Rafe's eyes never left yours, his gaze burning with desire.
"Please," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "Please don't stop."
You smiled, your lips still wrapped around him. "I won't stop until you're begging for mercy," you replied, your voice husky.
Rafe's eyes flashed with excitement, and he leaned back, his hands falling to his sides as he let you take control. You could see the trust in his eyes, the knowledge that you were in charge, and he was yours to command.
As you continued to suck, Rafe's moans grew louder, his body tensing with pleasure. You could feel his thighs trembling with restraint, his hips rising to meet you.
"Oh, god, yes," Rafe whispered, his voice strained. "I'm going to come."
You looked up at him, your eyes locking with his. "Come for me," you said, your voice husky.
Rafe squeeze his eyes shut and he let out a low groan as he came, his cum filling your mouth. You swallowed, feeling the warmth spread through you, and then you stood up, a smile on your face.
Rafe's eyes never left yours, his gaze burning with desire. "You're amazing," he whispered.
You reached down, your hands slipping under the hem and pulled off your panties. Rafe's eyes widened as you straddled him, your legs wrapping around his hips. Unhooking your bra as you settled in his lap.
"I'm not done with you yet," you said, your voice firm.
Rafe's hands went to your hips, his fingers digging into your skin as you lined him up to your entrance. You could feel his cock, already hard again and ready, and you sank down onto him, feeling him fill you.
"Oh, god," Rafe whispered, his eyes closing as you began to bounce on his cock.
You leaned forward, your hands on his chest, and rode him, feeling the pleasure build inside you. Rafe's hands went to your breasts, his fingers tweaking your nipples, and you let out a low moan. You let your hair fall around you, creating a curtain of privacy around the two of you. Rafe's eyes locked with yours, his gaze burning with desire, and you could feel the connection between you, the spark of attraction that seemed to grow stronger with every passing moment. The one that's always been there but reignited again after everything.
"Fuck, you feel so good," Rafe whispered, his eyes opening to lock with yours.
You smiled, your eyes never leaving his. "You feel so fucking good," you replied, your voice husky.
"Oh, god," Rafe's voice strained. "You're going to make me come again."
As you continued to ride him, Rafe's hands went back to your hips, his fingers guiding you, helping you set the pace. You could feel the pleasure building inside you, and you knew it wouldn't be long before you came.
As you rode him, you felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, the pleasure building inside you until it was almost unbearable. You leaned forward again, your lips brushing against Rafe's ear, and whispered, "I'm going to come."
"Come for me," Rafe whispered, his voice strained. "I want to feel you come on my cock."
As you reached the peak, your body surrendered to the intense sensation, shuddering with release. Rafe's hands grasped your hips, holding you firmly in place as he felt your inner muscles contract around him.
In the same moment, Rafe's body began to stiffen, his cock surging with renewed arousal. You felt him twitching inside of you.
"Come with me." The words sparked a fierce response, and Rafe's body erupted in a frenzy of pleasure, his cum filling you as he reached his own climax.
The dual release created a whirlpool of sensation, a swirling vortex of pleasure that swept you both up in its depths. Your bodies moved in perfect sync, the rhythmic contractions of your inner muscles milking Rafe's cock as he emptied himself into you. The sensation was almost overwhelming, a delicious overload of pleasure that left you both breathless and trembling with aftershocks.
As you both settle from your highs, Rafe's hand strokes your lower back as his head hangs off the back of the couch as he tries to catch his breath. Your hands sit on his shoulders and your thumbs draw circles on sweat slicked skin.
"Y'know, this isn't just my win, right?" Rafe asks as he lifts his head back up, looking into your eyes.
"What do you mean?" You ask through a curious smile.
"You've been so strong through all of this, whether you think so or not, this is your win too baby. You didn't have to end up here with me like this. I want to do something for you too." Rafe said, tucking your hair behind your ear.
He lifts you off of him standing up and setting you back down on the couch on your knees, your upper half hanging on the back.
As Rafe's words hung in the air, you felt a shiver run down your spine. You looked back at him, your eyes locking with his, and saw the intensity burning within them. "You're going to fuck me again?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Rafe's smile was wicked, his eyes gleaming with desire. "I'm going to fuck you like you've never been fucked before," he promised, his hand stroking his cock with a slow, deliberate rhythm. "You've been so strong for No, taking care of her and putting her needs before your own. Tonight, is about you to. Tonight, you get to let go and just feel."
You felt a surge of excitement at his words, your body already responding to the promise of pleasure. "I want that," you whispered, your voice husky with desire.
Rafe's eyes flashed with heat, and he leaned forward, his lips brushing against your ear. "I'm going to give it to you," he whispered, his breath sending shivers down your spine. "I'm going to make you feel so good, you'll forget your own name."
As he spoke, his hand caressed your ass, his fingers tracing the curve of your cheeks and sending sparks of pleasure through your body. You felt yourself leaning back into his touch, your body arching towards him like a cat seeking attention.
"Please," you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Rafe's laughter was low and husky, his eyes gleaming with amusement. "Oh, baby," he whispered, "You're gonna love this."
"Ah, fuck," Rafe growled, his voice low and husky, as he slipped his cock into you from behind. You felt him fill you, his thickness stretching you to the limit, and you couldn't help but moan in anticipation.
"Yes, yes, yes," you whispered, pushing back into him, urging him to start moving.
Rafe didn't need any further encouragement. He began to pound into you, his hips slamming into your ass with a relentless rhythm that sent shockwaves of pleasure through your body. You felt yourself being driven forward, your upper body bending over the back of the couch as Rafe's hands grasped your hips, holding you in place.
Just as you were getting into the rhythm, Rafe's hand reached up and grabbed a fistful of your hair, pulling your head back and straining your neck. You felt a surge of pain mixed with pleasure as you were forced to look back at him, your eyes locking with his.
"Look at me," Rafe growled, his eyes blazing with intensity. "I want to see your face when you come."
You couldn't help but obey, your eyes fixed on his as he continued to pound into you. His other hand reached around, his fingers rough and insistent as they rubbed your clit. You felt yourself building towards another climax, your body trembling with anticipation.
"Come on, baby," Rafe urged, his voice low and husky. "Come for me again."
You didn't need any further encouragement. As Rafe's fingers rubbed your clit, you felt yourself tumbling over the edge, your body shuddering with pleasure as you came for the second time. Your legs weakened, shaking beneath you as you felt Rafe's cum spill into you once again.
"Ah, fuck," Rafe groaned, his body stiffening as he came, his hips jerking forward in a final, spasmodic thrust. "Your pussy is so perfect, you're so hot...I couldn't hold back."
As he spoke, his hand released your hair, and you felt yourself collapse forward, your upper body slumping over the back of the couch. Rafe's arms wrapped around you, holding you in place as you both caught your breath, your bodies still trembling with the aftershocks of your orgasms.
"Fuck, that was good," Rafe whispered, his voice muffled against your ear. "You're so beautiful when you come."
You couldn't help but smile, feeling a sense of satisfaction and pleasure wash over you.
As the last of the tremors subsided, Rafe gently lifted you up and laid you down on the couch, his body spooning yours as he wrapped his arms around you. You felt a sense of comfort and security wash over you, your body relaxing into his as you both caught your breath.
As you lay there, you couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness wash over you. It had been months since you'd felt this way, months since you'd felt like you could just let go and be yourself. But with Rafe, you felt like you could be vulnerable, like you could trust him to take care of you.
You snuggled deeper into his arms, feeling his warmth and his heartbeat against your back. His hand stroked your hair, gentle and soothing, and you felt your eyelids growing heavy.
"I'm so glad we're here again," you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Rafe's arms tightened around you, holding you close. "Me too," he whispered back. "I've missed you so much."
You felt a lump form in your throat as you thought about how much you'd missed him too. But for now, you just wanted to be in this moment, to savor the feeling of being back in his arms.
As you lay there, you felt your body start to relax, your muscles unwinding as you let go of all the tension and stress of the past few months. Rafe's body was warm and comforting, his presence a balm to your frazzled nerves that came from everything.
Before you knew it, you were drifting off to sleep, your body intertwined with Rafe's as you both lay on the couch. You felt safe and protected, like nothing could ever hurt you as long as you were in his arms.
As you fell deeper into sleep, you felt a sense of peace wash over you. This was where you were meant to be, in Rafe's arms, surrounded by his love and his warmth. You knew that tomorrow would bring its own set of challenges, still having to rebuild from the turmoil his family caused, but for now, you just wanted to bask in the happiness of this moment.
And as you slept, Rafe's arms held you close, his body wrapped around yours like a shield. You knew that he would always be there for you, to protect you and to love you, no matter what. And with that knowledge, you felt your heart fill with joy and contentment, knowing that you were exactly where you were meant to be.
a/n- a couple of more posts before I take my break. Clearly this is hard for me to leave but I hate unfinished business. Thank you all for your support <3
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The heat of the party still buzzed under your skin as you walked toward Topperâs car, your heels clicking softly against the pavement. It was past 3 AM, and the air was thick with humidity, the scent of salt and alcohol lingering in the night. You had spent the evening dancing, laughing, pretending not to notice Rafeâs eyes on you.
It wasnât new. He was always watching, always lingering just close enough to make his presence known. But when he finally approached you earlier that night, it had been the same as alwaysâa sharp comment disguised as a joke, something about how âlittle Topperâ was finally getting attention. You had just rolled your eyes and walked away.
Now, standing by the car, you hesitated. Kelce was already sprawled in the middle seat, and on the other side sat Rafe, arms crossed, staring at you with that unreadable expression.
âWhat am I supposed to do?â you asked, looking at Topper.
Before he could answer, Rafe shifted, leaning forward slightly. âJust sit on my lap,â he said, his voice smooth, his hand extended toward you like it was the simplest solution in the world.
Your breath caught.
You hated him. Or, at least, you told yourself you did. You had the biggest crush on him, mostly growing up, but that feeling never went away. What else never went away was his constant taunting. You hated the way he talked to you, the way he made you feel small, the way he had gone from the boy who once held your hand when you scraped your knee to the guy who made fun of your every move. And yet, you still felt the heat in your stomach every time he was near.
You exhaled sharply. âAre you serious?â
âDead serious,â he said, his lips twitching like he was enjoying this.
Kelce snorted. âCome on, just sit down, we donât have all night.â
You hesitated for a second longer, then scoffed under your breath. âFine.â
Sliding into the car, you perched yourself carefully on Rafeâs lap, trying to put as much space between your body and his as possible. But it was pointlessâhis arm rested lazily on the back of the seat, his other hand coming down instinctively to your waist as Topper pulled onto the road.
You swallowed hard.
Rafe was warm, his chest firm against your back. Every breath he took pressed against you, and you could feel the rise and fall of it, the heat radiating from his skin.
âRelax,â he murmured, his lips just inches from your ear. âI donât bite.â
You turned your head slightly, glaring at him over your shoulder. âCouldâve fooled me.â
His grip on your waist tightened slightly, his fingers pressing into the fabric of your dress. âYou were ignoring me all night,â he said, his voice low, almost accusing.
You scoffed. âMaybe because you never have anything nice to say?â
For a second, something flickered in his expression. It was gone before you could place it. He smirked, tilting his head, his breath fanning across your skin.
âYouâre really gonna act like you donât like it?â
Your pulse stuttered.
âLike what?â you challenged.
âThe attention,â he murmured.
You rolled your eyes, shifting slightly, but that only made the situation worseâhis hands gripped your hips to steady you, and you swore you felt his breath hitch.
âYouâre delusional, Cameron,â you muttered.
His thumb brushed the curve of your waist, slow, deliberate. âMaybe,â he said. âOr maybe youâve just been running from the truth.â
Your breath caught, and for once, you had nothing to say. He laughed softly and tighten his arm around your waist and you felt something poking beneath you. You looked back at Rafe, down, and back up only to see him staring back at you with that smirk that always annoyed you.
By this time Kelce had already passed out and Topper and Sarah were too wrapped up in each other in the front of the car, not paying attention to either of you.
"You sure you don't like the attention, Cameron?" you whisper to him.
He moves in closer to your face, his breath is hot against your ear, "I've always loved the attention from you, clearly."
As the car rolled on, the silence between you and Rafe grew heavier. His thumb never stopped tracing slow patterns on your waist, and you could feel the subtle tension building between you two. You had always told yourself you hated the way he treated you, the way heâd pick on you for no reason. But now, with him so close, his touch lingering just enough to send chills down your spine, you started to wonder if there was something more behind it.
You shifted uncomfortably, trying to ignore the way his fingers seemed to burn into your skin and the way his hard on poked into your ass.
"Why are you doing this?" you finally blurted out, the words escaping before you could stop them.
He was silent for a moment, his lips pressed into a thin line as he looked at you with a strange intensity. âDoing what?â His voice was barely above a whisper, his tone quieter than usual.
"Picking on me all these years... acting like you canât stand me and thenâ" You cut yourself off, unsure of where this was going. âThen acting like this," motioning to his crotch.
Rafeâs gaze softened for just a second, before his usual smirk returned. But there was something different about it now. âMaybe Iâve always liked to get under your skin,â he said, leaning in a little closer, his breath warm against your ear. âGuess it worked, huh?â
Your heart pounded in your chest, the air suddenly thick with something you couldnât quite name.
âYouâve always had a way of getting under mine,â you replied, your voice quieter than you meant it to be.
Rafeâs hand slid from your waist to your back, his fingers tracing the curve of your spine. âI think Iâve always liked you, you know,â he muttered, the words so casual that they almost felt like a lie. But there was no mistaking the look in his eyes now.
Your breath caught in your throat. âWhat are you saying?â
He hesitated, his eyes flicking to yours. âI donât know. Maybe Iâve been a little... hard to read.â He sighed, running a hand through his hair in frustration. âBut I guess, I donât know how to do this. How to act around you when Iâve always felt like this.â
The words hung between you two, heavy and thick.
You swallowed hard, a mix of confusion and something else swirling inside you. "Youâre serious?"
Rafe didnât look at you right away. Instead, he stared out the window for a moment, like he was thinking through his next words carefully. When his eyes finally met yours again, they were more vulnerable than youâd ever seen them.
âYeah," he said softly. "Iâm serious. Iâve always been serious.â
You felt your heart race again, but this time, it wasnât just from the tension. It was from the realization that maybe, just maybe, the feeling had been mutual all along.
"You've been a jerk for so long, Rafe," you said, your voice shaky. "Why didn't you justâ"
He interrupted you with a quiet laugh, one that was more frustrated than amused. âI was trying to figure it out, okay? I didnât know how to stop acting like a dumbass around you. And now Iâm just... here. Still trying to figure it out.â
The car swerved slightly as Topper made a turn, breaking the intense moment. But you couldnât shake the weight of what Rafe had just said. There was something raw in his words, something real. He held you close to keep concealing what was happening below.
You bit your lip, unsure of what to say next, but in that silence, you realized something: Rafe had always been this way because he didnât know how to handle the emotions heâd been hiding for so long. And now, they were out in the open.
Topper finally pulled up to Tannyhill, Sarah jumped out, waiting for Rafe. Neither of you have broken eye contact. You turn and open the car door, hopping out.
"I'm staying here tonight Top, see you tomorrow," you don't give him a second to answer before you pull Rafe out with you and slam the door shut, making your way to the homes entrance.
a/n: one of the requests I wanted to do before I took my break. I loved it too much to hold off on. *scheduled post*
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EXES BEST FRIEND â topper thornton x fem reader + rafe cameron x fem reader
summary: rafe is your ex boyfriend and you decide to get revenge on him by sleeping with his best friend topper at a party, but you didnât expect him to walk in on you bothâŠ
warnings: 18+ MDNI ⟠consumption of alcohol, underage drinking, cuss words, smut, semi public sex, unprotected sex, drunk sex, toxic!rafe, arguing, getting walked in on, yelling etc
MY MASTERLIST / RAFE MASTERLIST
you and rafe broke up three months ago after a two year long relationship. it was toxic to say the least, rafe was abusive and controlling and everything he did ruined your self esteem, until you finally gained the courage to dump him and move on.
earlier this week, you were invited to a figure 8 house party by a kook boy who was interested in one of your friends, who was also going, of course. now itâs the night of the party, and you and your friends managed to get a few pre drinks in at your house before heading over there.
you and your three friends tipsily stumble into the party hand in hand with each other as you laugh and head through the crowded house over to the kitchen, where you grab some more drinks to get the night properly started. all four of you had began to settle into the party with booze in your hands on the dance floor, dancing with each other and singing along to the songs playing.
as more time went by, the more alcohol entered your systems. one of your friends had somehow ended up making out with a boy in the middle of the crowd, and another friend was talking to a girl she recognized from high school, which left you and the last friend alone.
âwanna go get another drink?â you ask her, raising your voice over the booming music. âyeahâ she says, grabbing your hand as the two of you make your way to the kitchen again. just as you grab another bottle from the crate and crack it open, you turn around and gasp at the sight of your ex boyfriend. âjesusâŠâ you say, putting your hand on your chest as your friend stands beside you.
âhey y/n, whatâs upâ rafe says in a nice tone which makes you frown in suspicion. rafe couldnât be nice if he tried to be, thereâs always underlying tones to his voice, mainly sarcasm and pity.
âsheâs fine, thank you.â your friend answers for you, knowing you didnât have much to say to him. she shoots him a sarcastic smile which made him look at her and grin.
âoh, she donât talk anymore, huh?â rafe asks, glancing at you before looking back at your friend. ânot to you, noâ she scoffs a laugh, which made him laugh at her. âoooh, feisty one your friend is, ainât she?â rafe sarcastically says to you with that stupid mocking grin he does.
âgo away, rafe.â you roll your eyes and grab your friends hand before walking away from him. âawh, i liked you better when you werenât a stuck up bitchâ rafe says to your friend to piss her off, which made her turn around and stop in her tracks, making you do the same.
âdo you really have to be a dick right now?â you raise your voice and eyebrows at his audacity. âoh, she speaks!â rafe sarcastically exclaims, raising his arms. your eyes dart onto topper and kelce stood behind rafe, who were looking right at you with stupid grins on their faces to wind you up.
you give them no notice because they want to see you all riled up, thatâs all rafe ever wants. you ignore him completely and grab your friend again, pulling her toward the other room again. âi can see your ass cheeks, âguess you really are just a slut after allâ rafe says to you which made you groan and yell âfuck offâ without stopping or turning around, hearing all three boys giggle like girls at your reaction as you walk out of the kitchen.
âugh. what a stupid fucking assholeâ you vent to your friend. âhonestly, fuck him. heâs a prick. you should totally get on someone tonight, âwould totally piss him offâ your friend suggests with a giggle to lighten your mood, making you smile a bit. âi donât knowâŠâ you sigh before you both return to your other two friends who were now both dancing with boys. âfair enoughâ you shrug, laughing it off as you and your friend resume dancing and drinking to take your mind off things.
another thirty minutes went by, drink after drink, and you found yourself wandering away from your friends and chatting to a random bunch of strangers out in the hallway. you needed to pee really badly, and you had no idea where any of your friends were, so you head up the stairs alone to find a bathroom.
itâs much quieter upstairs with a few odd people going in and out of bedrooms and up and down the stairs. you began searching for the bathroom when you found it, opening the door and stepping inside. when you close the door and turn around, you gasp and jump at the unexpected sight of someone in the bathroom with you.
âshit⊠sorrâ topper?â you quickly apologize, realizing it was rafeâs best friend. âwhat are you doing? get outâ topper says in a mean tone, giving you daggers as he zips up his pants. âi need to pee? you get outâ you say to him, noticing he was done using the toilet.
âno, i was in here firstâ topper scoffs, flushing the toilet and walking over to the sink to wash his hands. âgreat, well youâre done now, so leaveâ you smile with a fake sweet tone in your voice, crossing your arms over your chest to wait. âdonât care. wait your turn, donât come in here demandingâ he rolls his eyes, turning off the faucet and drying his hands on himself.
âfine. iâll just go. i donât careâ you shrug, the alcohol giving you confidence as you walk over to the toilet and pull your panties down from underneath your dress, âwhat are you doing?â topper frowns, looking at you as if youâre crazy. âgoing pee, what does it look like?â you ask, laughing as you sit down to pee with him right in front of you.
he doesnât answer, he only rolls his eyes at you, trying not to look at any private part of yours. he doesnât make a move for the door, he just stands there kinda watching you with a weird look on his face. you two never really got along so well in the past, with him constantly being on rafeâs side each time you argued. âsee? you couldâve left but you didnâtââ
âbecause i was in here first.â you both bicker as you finish peeing, wrapping toilet paper over your hand to wipe yourself. he didnât particularly watch you do it, but it was definitely in his vision. when you were done, you flush the toilet and wash your hands, all while topper is still in the bathroom.
âgreat, look at that, weâre both done. whoâs getting the fuck out first?â you ask, giving him a sarcastic look. âiâm staying hereâ topper says, âokay. well iâm staying here too.â you say to piss him off, seeing him roll his eyes. ânot much to do in a bathroomâŠâ he shrugs. âwhy do you wanna stay here then?â you frown.
âwhy do you wanna stay here?â he asks the same question you did. âto annoy you.â you shrug and giggle, both of you in a pretty drunk state. âright. typical of youâ he scoffs, seeing you reach into your purse and grabbing your lipstick. âmhmâ you hum as you turn around to face the mirror, opening your lipstick and reapplying some.
âyâknow, you already look like a whore so that lipstick isnât going to change anythingâ he says rudely, making you scoff at his reflection in the mirror. âmaybe i wanna be a whoreâ you shrug, focusing on applying the lipstick and rubbing your lips together, all while you lean over the sink counter with your ass cheeks hanging out of your short dress.
you see his eyes dart down to your ass in the mirrorâs reflection, making you smirk and poke your butt out a little more, seeing him still looking. âif iâm such a whore, whyâre you looking at me like that, hm?â you ask in a bratty tone, placing your lipstick aside and turning around to fully face him, his eyes now looking back up into yours.
âyou canât wear a dress like that and expect me not to look.â he says, looking you up and down which brings tension. âwhy? is it too much for you?â you tilt your head, a smirk playing at your lips. âyeah. yâlook hot.â he says, his drunken state allowing him to forget that youâre his best friendâs ex and this is wrong.
âyeah? you want me to take it off?â you ask, your tone more soft and flirty now as you look at him with a smirk and raised eyebrows. âi meanâŠâ he drags suggestively, making you laugh. âcome take it off me thenâŠâ you offer, slowly grinning as you see the look on his face. he wants to devour you.
he doesnât hesitate to take a step closer to you, your bodies just inches apart as the tension grows thicker. âdonât you have friends to get back to?â he asks, âdonât you?â your head tilts. âi asked you firstâ he says, stepping closer and reaching his hand down to your waist, pulling you closer.
âi have no idea where my friends are. the last i seen emâ they were busy kissing some guys downstairs.â you shrug, cozying up to him as your body gets comfortable being so close to his. âweird. i thought you wouldâve been doing exactly that.â he jokes, acting like youâre the slutty friend out of your group.
âwell i am⊠just upstairsâ you grin, wrapping your arms behind his neck and pulling his head down to kiss you, your lips immediately crashing onto each others. the kiss turned deep fast, with both of your hands roaming one anotherâs bodies, his hands slid down to your ass where he grabbed both cheeks, making you giggle and stand on your tip toes. âyou like that?â he asks, breaking the kiss for air.
âmhm,â you hum, pulling him back in for another kiss. you hate to admit it but you havenât been with anyone since rafe, you havenât been kissed, touched or fucked by another guy since. you were too afraid to jump into new relationships or bond with new guys just in case they were as toxic and crazy as he was, he definitely turned you off men for a whileâŠ
the kiss began to get heated as your hand trailed down to his crotch to tease him, feeling him get hard as he twirls his fingers around the sides of your panties, slowly pulling them down your thighs. your dress is still on, but it is raised to give him more access. you let him continue as you feel your panties drop to the floor, making you gasp and giggle.
his fingers instantly begin rubbing your wet pussy, making you moan into the kiss. âfuckâŠâ he says, breathing heavily as he pulls away from the kiss, both of you panting for air as he backs you up onto the countertop, slightly lifting you up to sit on it with your ass cheeks hanging off the edge.
you wrap your legs around his waist and pull him closer, your hands cupping his face. his lips are inches away from yours as his hands grip the sides of your thighs. âyouâre so hotâŠâ he says, both of you drunk and lost in horniness. âyouâre hotâ you say, glancing down at his lips then back into his eyes. he takes this as a sign to kiss you again, so he does.
his hand rubs your pussy again, moaning softly at the feeling of your wetness. âyâwanna fuck?â he asks, pulling away while his fingers toy with your clit, making you moan. âyeahâŠâ
âi donât have any condomsââ
âi donât care, iâm on the pillâ you cut him off, too horny to even give a fuck about extra protection. he smirks in response before making out with you again, your hands gripping the back of his t-shirt to pull it off and throw it on the floor.
topper has a great body, you couldnât help but look down at his toned abs and almost drool at the sight. his removes his hands from you to unbuckle his pants, pulling them down slightly along with his boxers. âiâm so hardâ he pants, pulling his head away to look down at himself. âyeah? iâm so wet⊠fuck meâŠâ you smirk, biting your lip as you tighten your legs around his waist, motioning for him to bring his dick to you.
without hesitation he pulls his boxers down, his hard cock springing out and hitting your leg. fuck, he was so big it made you wetter immediately. you lift your legs up some more, shifting your ass in an angle which easier for him to enter you. he grabs his dick and lines it up with your entrance, pushing the tip against it and hearing you gasp.
âfuck⊠you ready?â he asks, making you grin. heâs actually sweet when it comes to sex, heâs much less forceful and aggressive than rafe was. he asks questions instead of instantly going for what he wants. he respects you which makes you realize maybe not all guys are so bad.
âyeahâ you nod, making eye contact with him as he slowly enters you, the both of you gasping at the feeling. âfuck⊠oh my godâ you moan, throwing your head back as more of him enters you, filling you right up with his big cock. âlook at me⊠i wanna look at your pretty faceâ he says, using his hand to gently pull your head back up.
hearing his words gave you butterflies in your belly and your pussy, his compliments and soft touches making you melt. âtopâŠâ you moan, clutching your arms around the back of his neck as your legs move with his hips, thrusting in and out of you.
âshiiitâŠâ he groans, his pace getting rougher with each stroke. you make eye contact and kiss each other a few times before his kisses trail down your jaw and to your neck, where he sucks and bites on your skin. you unwrap your hands from around him and grip his shoulders instead, moaning as he thrusts hard.
you drunkenly fuck on the countertop for a while, kissing and giving each other hickeys. the eye contact he holds with you is insane. you couldnât help but think about how different he was to rafe, given that he was the only guy youâd ever been with up until now. no matter how drunk you were, you will definitely not forget about this moment and how every thrust felt, every kiss, every little touch on your bodyâŠ
âfuck⊠you feel so good,â you moan, looking at your lipstick stain all over topperâs mouth and giggling at it. âwhat?â he asks breathily, seeing you point at his mouth. he looks up into the mirror above your head and chuckles. âlook at yoursâ he says, helping you turn your head to look at yourself in the mirror, seeing your lipstick smudged around your mouth. you both chuckle and you turn back around to face him, pulling him in for another kiss with as his hands play with your tits above your dress. you didnât take it off, neither of you wanted to be too exposed being at a crowded party and all.
you went at it for a couple more minutes, moaning each otherâs names and exploring each others bodies and mouths. the music downstairs was so loud that it boomed and echoed through the entire house, not allowing you to hear anything else from outside the bathroom, not even the footsteps coming up the stairsâŠ
both of you were so lost in each other that it took a moment to realize that there were male voices just outside the door, âyeah, hold onâ one guy says as he opens the door to the bathroom, needing to use it. both you and topper quickly turn your head in that direction to be met with rafe.
shit, you thought⊠you didnât actually expect rafe to be the one person to walk in on you. âyo, what the fuck?â rafe says after pausing for a second and immediately getting angry. ârafeââ you say, but he cuts you off with a laugh as he shows kelce outside the door what was happening, but by now topper was already out of you and had his pants back up, and you had jumped off the counter to pull your dress down. âare you fucking for real?â rafe yells with amusement on his face, pointing at you and topper with an angry laugh as kelce says âyoâŠâ in shock.
ârafe broââ topper tries to speak but rafe doesnât let him. ânah, are you serious?â rafe amuses angrily, still in disbelief of what he saw. âyou come up here to fuck my ex? what the fuck?â rafe pipes up, pointing at himself before fully entering the bathroom, kelce still stood at the doorway. ârafe heâsââ you try to say, but rafe shushes you. ânuh uh, you shut the fuck up, i donât wanna hear shit from your whore assâ rafe insults, yelling at you which made you flinch a little.
ârafe calm down broâ topper says, attempting to reach down to grab his t-shirt from the floor but rafe stops him and shoves him back. âdonâtâ you warn your ex with stern eyes, making him laugh. âohhh, oh i see, you two fuckinâ each other now huh?â rafe jokes, looking over at kelce for backup. âno itâs not like thatâ you say, topper looking back at you as you briefly stand behind him, your panties still lying on the floor as you were too afraid to bend down and pick them up due to exposure.
âoh, itâs not?â he asks, getting aggressive as he yells in your face, his fists clenching in rage. âbro it was just a spur of the momentâŠâ topper quickly tries defending himself, but rafe turns to look at him, âtopper shut the fuck up bro before i beat your assâ he threatens.
âyouâ youâre just a fucking stupid slut, going for my friends? really?â rafe asks you, making out like this was entirely your fault. âwell maybe donât be such a rude assholeâ you shrug, playing it off. now that you think about it, you really donât care if you upset him or not. he deserves to feel betrayed by his ex and his best friend, he did nothing but bully you.
âreally?ââ
âyeah, really! youâre a fucking dick and topper here is better than you ever were,â you argue, not caring if you flash yourself as you bend down to snatch your underwear from the floor, shoving them back on. âreally?â rafe laughs angrily, âyeah. and bigger, too.â you blurt out, shoving past him to storm out of the bathroom. those last words really ticked him off because you could hear him and topper screaming and yelling at each other as you head down the stairs.
part of you felt bad for leaving topper, but he deserves this, too. all throughout your relationship with rafe, topper was rude to you. he always backed rafe up when you two fought, always insulted you when rafe did, made fun of you like rafe did⊠tonight you saw a different side of topper, an affectionate and sweet side. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time, but who cares? hopefully thisâll ruin their friendship for messing with you.
you rush back to the living room in hopes to find your friends, and luckily you found two of them. âgirls⊠we need to leaveâ you snicker, trying to hide your laugh. âwhy?â one yells over the music. âi just fucked topperâ you giggle.
âwhat?!â
âyou did what?!â
both friends gasp and widen their eyes. âi fucked topper and rafe walked inâ you couldnât help but laugh in excitement thinking about how much thisâll affect rafe. âoh my god!â
âi know, right?â you laugh as the two of your friends reach over to your third and final friend in the crowd to pull her out. âweâre leaving, letâs goâ one says to her, seeing her frown. âwhy?â she asks, just as you see rafe walking down the stairs, probably trying to find you. âthatâs why⊠come onâ you say, pointing at rafe as the four of you quickly move through the crowd and dart for the door, all running out and laughing.
âgirl, youâre crazyâ one of the girls says to you as you all make it to the end of the driveway and pant for air. âi know⊠and heâll kill me if we donât get the fuck outtaâ hereâ you drunkenly laugh, thinking of the situation as funny more than anything else.
all four of you head down the road and back in the direction of your house where you were prior to the party. âwhat the hell happened?â your third friend asks, looking at you with a frown. âshe fucked topper.â another replies for you. âwhat? seriously? damn⊠rafe knows?â she widens her eyes. ârafe saw, he walked inâ you giggle, seeing the shocked expression on her face. âholy shitâŠâ
on the walk back home, you tell them all in detail what happened despite you stumbling your words drunkly. all you could think about now was what rafe was doing. was he hurt? did he feel betrayed? you can only hope so.
NOT PROOFREAD. this has been in my drafts for SO long but i only just finished itđ i hope u guys enjoy!!!! <3 FEEDBACK IS APPRECIATED!
english is not my first language so please feel free to point out any spelling/grammar mistakes âĄÌ
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iâd let s2 rafe snort lines off my tits
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a/n: She's a little long but aaahhh she's done :,) thank you all for reading. ILY
Thereâs also some errors in here but I finished at 3am. Ignore them
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Rafe Cameron x Reader
Summary: Who knew that asking your boyfriend's best friend for help with your sex life would make your boyfriend very angry...
warnings: DUB-CON, slightly toxic relationship, Rafe is mean but what else is new, dumb!reader, bimbo!reader, kook!reader
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Rafeâs groans were loud above youâas they always wereâand while his satisfaction made you feel good about yourself and your efforts, the tight grip he had on your hair reminded you of your shame. Truthfully, you didnât think you had done anything shamefulâyou were only trying to do something nice for your boyfriendâbut as Rafe had stared you down with that deep frown on his face and the slight curl of his upper lipâŠ
You realized very quickly that you had done something very wrong.
Rafe slightly lifted his hips off of his bed, forcing the length of his cock further past your lips. All of the saliva on his length made the intrusion smooth and easy, but it also made you feel a tad gross, but you recalled what Topper had said.
âBlowjobs areâŠdirty work,â heâd said while rubbing the back of his head. âThe messier it is, the better.â
Heâd shrugged at you, and despite the way those words made you frown, you believed him. Not only was he a guy, but he was Rafeâs best friend, and so he had to know what he liked. That was what drove you to seek out Topper for help to begin with. That and the fact that Sarah had given you a firm no when youâd initially gone to her. Something about feeling weird giving you sex advice all the while knowing it was going to be used on her brother.
âIt never hurts toâŠspit on it,â the younger blond had advised.
Sex was already wet and sweaty and involved swapping bodily fluids, but something about spit just neverâŠsettled with you. With that being said, you took his advice and did just that, pulling your lips off of Rafeâs cock for only a moment to spit on the tip. When Rafe cursed from above you, you knew that you did something right, but it seemed that it clicked for him on how you knew to do that, and he was shoving himself back into your mouth again.
âDid Topper teach you that? Huh?â he sneered from above you, lifting his hips over and over again to drive himself between your swollen lips.
It brought tears to your eyes, not because it hurt, but because it became clear early on that this was just as much a gift for Rafe as it was a punishment for you. The sound of your mouth swallowing him repeatedly was loud in the otherwise quiet room, only accompanied by the blondâs uneven breathing. Your nose almost touched Rafeâs stomach, and you made a noise deep in your throat.
Your boyfriend heard it.
âI should make you gag on it, you know that?â he breathed. âI should break that pretty little jaw.â
His hand guided your head over him, rhythmically bobbing your head over his lap, and when you stole a peek, your tearful gaze met Rafeâs even one. As your eyes met, you feltâŠtorn. Rafe looked so pretty with his cock in your mouth. Those blue eyes the most expressive youâve ever seen them, his pink lips parted, and his dirty blonde hair with a mind of its own. You really, really liked him seeing like this, butâŠ
Those blue eyes werenât just dripping with desire for his sweet girlfriend. Rafe was also angryâpissedâand although you struggled to grasp why at first, you were slowly beginning to understand. Rafe had a habit of losing his cool if some guy even so much as looked at you the wrong way, but even still, Topper was his best friend and you were his girlfriend. You were two people he trusted the most, and that was why youâd had no hesitation in being honest with him.
â...and what were you doing at Topperâs?â was what heâd asked you less than thirty minutes ago.
When heâd asked you about your day, it had sort of slipped out without you even realizing it, and your lips had parted at the realization youâd ruined the surprise. A frown had formed between your brows, and youâd struggled to come up with a lie, pulling your lip between your teeth.
âHe was helping me with something.â
It wasnât a lie, but it was too vague of an answer for Rafeâs liking, and your boyfriend had stepped closer, his face pinched as he looked between your eyes.
âWhat was Topper helping you with that I couldnât help you with?â
Your lips had opened and closed, struggling with what to say to him.
âItâs a surprise,â youâd said to him in a small voice.
Youâd given him a small smile, but Rafe hadnât returned it, and that was the first inkling you felt that something was wrong. Rafeâs house was emptyâhis entire family outâand heâd moved closer to you, tilting his head.
â...and have you ever known me to like surprises?â
Youâd thought about it for a few moments before eventually shaking your head, shoulders sagging a bit.
âNoâŠbut you will like this one,â youâd answered, perking up with a smile and gently tugging on his shirt.
Again, Rafe hadnât returned it, and youâd started to think that he wouldnât like your surprise, after all, but he was a guy, and Sarah said that all guys loved getting their dicks sucked. Besides, it was among the many things youâd come across on Rafeâs laptop one day, links and videos full of peopleâwomenâdoing things that youâd never done with him, things heâd never even brought up with you.
While it wasnât like you thought heâd leave you over whatever you didnât do for him, it still left a bad taste in your mouth. Sure, Rafe told you all the time that he loved what he loved about you and that heâd kill for youâsomething that made you a tad uncomfortable actuallyâbut there was something about knowing Rafe desired much more than you were actively giving to him.
Did he not think youâd want to? Or that maybe you werenât capable?
âWell, where is this surprise that you had to go to my best friend for?â he wondered, crossing his arms over his chest.
âHere?â youâd wondered, to which he nodded. âNow?â
Again, Rafe nodded, face stony, and you gave him a soft okay.
It was clear that he hadnât been expecting you to kiss him, gently pressing your lips to his before parting them. As you coaxed his tongue out of his mouth, you reached for his folded arms, slowly pulling them apart before letting your hands drift to the waistband of his pants. At that, Rafe stopped you, and you pulled back slightly with a frown.
You were in the kitchen, but it wouldnât be the first time you and Rafe did stuff in some place other than a bedroom, so you didnât think that was why he stopped you. You found out that you were right.
When your eyes met Rafeâs, he was frowning at you with a different kind of frown now, and he slowly looked between your eyes as he studied your face. Excitement buzzed through your body as he just looked at you, but when his hands tightened on your wrists, your brow twitched, and you blinked.
âI donât care about the surprise anymoreâfuck the surprise, actually. What exactly did you and Topper do this afternoon?â
His tone and his voice had you shrinking in on yourself, and this was the moment that you realized Rafe was mad. Your lips parted as he stared down his nose at you, and when his hold grew tighter, you winced.
âI⊠I wanted to learn how to give you a good blowjob.â
It was the first time you were sure youâd ever seen Rafe justâŠfreeze. The kitchen grew completely silent, and the air between you felt oddly off. Your boyfriend just stared at you for what felt like a long time, and for a moment, you started to wonder if heâd even heard you. Like you, he started to open and close his mouth a few times before eventually deciding on just snapping it shut. You watched Rafeâs jaw clench, and when he swiped his tongue between his lips, his chest was brushing yours.
âTopperâŠtaught youâŠhow to give a good blowjob.â
He said the words slowly, and you nodded in confirmation of the statement.
âI know thatâs what you like, and-.â
âSo, you gave Topper a blowjob?â
âNo!â
The word came out so loud that it startled you, but Rafeâs question had startled you even more. Your eyes were wide as you looked at him, and as his own words hung in the air, you realized the cause for his sour mood. The thought actually made you chuckle, because Topper had been terrified of the same thing when you first went to him.
âWe didnât do anything that you and I would do,â you sweetly told him. âHe just told me and showed me what to do.â
It was practically the same words youâd said to Topper when he also misunderstood you, but oddly enough, it hadnât seemed to calm him down. Heâd still been jittery and nervous, forcing you to basically beg him for his help. Even weirder, the clarification didnât seem to calm Rafe down either, and you watched him press his tongue to the inside of his cheek.
His gaze briefly landed on the ceiling as he nodded.
âHe justâŠtold you and showed you what to do,â Rafe repeated, and youâd been dating him long enough to notice certain patterns with his tone.
You felt yourself shrinking a bitâdeflatingâand tears had kissed your eyes.
âI feel like youâre mad.â
Rafe had let out a laugh, but you struggled to find the humor in the situation. When your boyfriend looked at you again, he was stepping towards you, forcing you back. He was shaking his head at youâin that way that didnât make you feel goodâand you were suddenly reminded of the times when he wasnât so nice to you and even made you cry.
âI knowâŠI know that it takes you a little bit longer than everyone else to catch up sometimes,â he whispered, letting your hand go to gently take your chin between his fingers. âI know that.â
You struggled to piece together what he meant by that, and when you finally did, he was already insulting you again.
â...but you went to another man to help you learn how to go down, and youâre wondering if Iâm mad?â
Rafe just stared at you, brows raised, and you slowly realized that he was expecting you to say something. With the knowledge that he initially thought you cheated on him, you were starting to see how Rafe might not see this from your eyes. Both Sarah and Rafe had repeatedly told you that everyone didnât think like you did, but you hadnât cheated on Rafe, so you were really struggling to understand his anger, right now.
Youâd done it for him.
âI just wanted to make you happy,â youâd whispered.
At those words, you watched as Rafeâs eyes glazed over, and he stared you down with a look you couldnât place. You watched the corner of his lips curve upwards ever so slightly, and when he let you go, the blood rushed through your arm again. Your boyfriend took a step back before raising his arm in a gesture towards the stairs.
âWell, letâs goâŠâ
Youâd straightened at the shift in his demeanor.
âShow me what he taught you, and make me happy.â
That was how you found yourself on your knees with Rafeâs cock in your mouth, and his hand on your head. He was rough, but youâd expected it because Rafe often was. However, you also accepted that there was an added layer to that because he was pissed off. Youâd genuinely gone to Topper for help and to do something for your boyfriend in return for all heâd done for you.
Yes, Rafe could be mean sometimes, but he always told you he was sorry and made up for it by putting a gift in your hand. He wasnât perfect, no, but neither were you. You knew how imperfect you were, how frustrating you could beâsomething your parents had never failed to be honest with you aboutâand so you didnât expect from him what even you yourself didnât live up to.
Besides, Rafe was always looking out for youâat parties, at the mall, and even in your own home when you had another near miss. He was always buying you any dress you wanted, and he was more sweet than he was mean. At least, you thought so. He often ran you baths and detangled your hair and helped you pick out what blush or lipgloss to put on. He enjoyed dressing you up, and you enjoyed letting him.
Your life just seemed to flow so much easier and smoother since you started dating Rafe.
âŠand youâd always known you werenât the brightest person in the room, so whenever Rafe expressed his frustration with that, you tried not to let it get to you. This time was different though. This time youâd gone out of your way to try and do something nice for him, to try and be a better girlfriend to make him happyâŠand he wasnât happy.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â Rafe snapped when you pulled away, letting him fall out of your mouth.
He sat up and looked down at you as you knelt on the floor, arms crossed over your chest. With one look into your eyes, your boyfriend huffed, and you bit your lip in an attempt to keep it from trembling.
âYouâre being mean,â you tearfully told him.
âNo shit,â he bit out, reaching for you, but you reared back.
âI just wanted to do something nice for you!â
âBy going to my best friend and asking him to teach you how to suck my dick, are you crazy?â
âHow else was I supposed to surprise you, Rafe? Was I supposed to take notes from all of those videos on your computer?â
A silence descended over you, and you avoided his gaze. You could feel him staring at you, and you continued to look at the wall behind him.
âIs that what this is about?â he eventually sighed.
âYou like it, otherwise you wouldnât watch it. Any of itâŠâ
A blowjob seemed the easiest barrier to cross, but you had worried yourself a bit on how youâd ever hype yourself up into doing any of that other stuff. Youâd told yourself one step at a time, but who knew that what you thought would be the easiest would cause all of this. You angrily wiped away a stray tear.
âCome hereâŠcome here,â Rafe repeated himself when you didnât budge, reaching for you and pulling you between his knees again.
He took your face into his hands and forced you to look at him. Rafe didnât look as angry, now, eyes softer, and he brushed his thumb along your mouth.
âIf I wanted to do everything I watched then weâd be in trouble.â
He chuckled to himself, but you didnât laugh.
âThen why watch it?â you whispered, and your boyfriend rolled his eyes.
âItâs like putting on a football game.â
âRafe, I saw some woman getting fucked by three men at once. No way youâre comparing that to footballâŠâ
âIâm just sayingâŠâ he started, leaning in and kissing you. âItâs not a big deal and especially not enough to where you need to go running to Topper for help on our sex life.â
His hand found itâs way to your throat.
âYou want to know how to make me happy then you come to me,â he lowly said against your lips. âThatâll make me happier than any surprise, you understand?â
You nodded at that, and his hand moved to your hair again as he leaned back.
âNow spit on it, baby, just like you did before.â
You did, and soon after, Rafe was in your mouth again.
His hips wouldnât stay still as you sucked in your cheeks around him, a sound leaving your boyfriend that you were sure youâd never even heard before. The groans that left him were animalistic, and you were shocked by how much it turned you on. You didnât think that focusing on pleasuring Rafe would be so exciting, but it filled you with something that made you feel proud.
âUse your hand,â you heard him breathe.
You recalled Topper mentioning that, and you brought your hand up to wrap around what your lips couldnât. Rafe lifted his hips again, one hand on your hair and the other on your wrist. When he softly told you to bring up your other hand, you didnât quite understand why until he took it and placed it under his shaft. You played with him there, and Rafeâs satisfied moan reached your ears.
You bobbed your head over him for a while, taking in the taste of him and every sound he made. He sucked air through his teeth when you flattened your tongue against his cock, dragging it along him as you continued to suck him. All the while, you progressively grew wetter and wetter, enough to almost make you feel embarrassed. When Rafe started to sit upâalbeit with difficultyâconfusion filled you. It only grew when he pulled you off of him, completely standing now.
He looked down at you and you looked up at him as he rested his hands on the sides of your head.
âOpen your mouth for me,â he purred. âKeep it open just like that.â
On instinct, you reached out to grip the back of his thighs as he began to thrust himself into your mouth. Something about it turned you on even more, and you didnât know why. Maybe it was the look in his eyes? You could certainly see them better from this angle, and the blue of them looked so much darker to you as Rafe watched his cock disappear into your mouth.
Maybe it was the way you could see his chest heaving, quickly rising and falling as he struggled to breathe from how you were making him feel. His button down was open, and your eyes took in the slight glisten on his chest from the sweat. Your eyes traced his skin in the low light and then eventually his hair and how it hung along his forehead, kissing the skin there.
Or maybeâŠjust maybeâŠyou liked the feeling of Rafe using you.
You were completely still as he fucked your mouth, keeping your lips parted and your tongue flat for him. You liked being on your knees and letting Rafe use you as a means to an end, letting him use you to chase his high that would no doubt end in him spilling himself down your throat. You could tell that Rafe liked it too, your boyfriend not taking his eyes off of you once.
The choked gasps and groans from his mouth got louder and louder, and even if he wasnât holding your head in place, you were sure you wouldâve still remained there to let him come in your mouth, ropes of warmth hitting the back of your throat and tongue as he continued to fuck your mouth through his orgasm.
Rafe stroked your cheeks as he came, his breathing slowly becoming even again, and when he moved your head, you slid your lips along his cock one last time, tongue sliding against his length and swallowing anything left behind.
âGood girl,â you heard him murmur from above you.
When Rafe bent down to kiss you, you lifted yourself a bit to help him, smiling against his lips. His hand twisted into the hair at the nape of your neck, and you moaned into the kiss.
âYou were just trying to be a good girlfriend, huh,â he whispered into your mouth.
You frantically nodded at that, happy that he wasnât mad at you anymore.
âI guess I canât fault you for that,â he hummed. â...but Iâm still going to have to kick Topperâs ass.â
can you write a jealous robby keene smut?
đ©đšđŹđŹđđŹđŹđđ đđČ đđđŹđąđ«đ | robby keene Ă fem!reader
summary | a jealous Robby confronts his feelings for you, leading to a passionate and intense encounter that pushes boundaries and tests control
warnings | smut, explicit content, p in v, unprotected sex, fingering, jealousy and possessiveness, power dynamics and emotional manipulation, se-mi public ?
word count | 2.3 k
author's note | it would help me a lot if you liked, commented and reposted so that more people read what I write and don't forget to follow me, thanks ᥣđ©
Youâre sitting at a cafĂ© table, enjoying a well-deserved break from work at Larusso Auto. The atmosphere is relaxed, but that changes when a man enters, followed by a guy from your class. Upon seeing you, he heads straight toward you. His smile is warm and filled with familiarity. Itâs not the first time heâs greeted you, and you know he probably intends to make some small talk.
âHey!â he says enthusiastically, greeting you with a friendly glance. âI havenât seen you around here in a while.â
You smile back, enjoying the moment. The conversation flows effortlessly, and the guyâs warmth makes you feel comfortable.
âAre you still working on that art project?â the guy asks, leaning forward, visibly interested in what youâre doing. âIâm working on some with some classmates, but it seems like weâre always getting behind. Got any new ideas?â
Youâre excited to talk about it and answer with enthusiasm. You both continue talking for a few more minutes, laughing occasionally at some anecdotes, as the details of your life intertwine with his. Itâs a casual conversation, something that could have happened with anyone, but you realize that Robby hasnât moved from the scene. You feel him at your back, his brow slightly furrowed. Robbyâs eyes are fixed on you, but not in the relaxed way they used to be. Thereâs something more.
The guy continues talking, enjoying your company. Itâs not that youâre ignoring him, but your attention starts to shift between him and Robbyâs figure. Finally, you glance sideways at Robby, and thatâs enough to change the entire atmosphere. You can see how his eyes gleam with an intensity you canât ignore. Thereâs something in his posture that tells you heâs not comfortable with the situation.
The guy, oblivious to the tension that has settled in, keeps chatting.
âWe should hang out this weekend. You know, go out and relax for a bit. Want to join?â
Itâs an innocent invitation, almost friendly, but when you turn toward Robby and see his clenched jaw, his rigid posture, you know that this is not something innocent for him.
You laugh softly, glancing at the guy as you consider the offer, but the noise in your head makes it hard.
âIâm not sure if I have plans,â you reply with a playful smile, but deep down, you already know whatâs going to happen.
Robby canât take it any longer and walks toward you, interrupting the conversation. His eyes donât leave the guy for a second, and his voice, though calm, carries an edge that canât be hidden.
âThatâs enough,â he says, speaking directly to you, though his words are clearly aimed at the guy.
The guy, visibly confused by the sudden shift in energy, backs off with a somewhat forced smile.
âWell, if you change your mind...â he says before turning, throwing one last look before disappearing.
The tension is palpable. The guy is gone, but the atmosphere between you and Robby has shifted. The place feels quieter now, as if all the chatter in the café has vanished, leaving only the sound of breathing between the two of you.
âWhatâs going on?â you ask, not with malice, but with amusement. You know exactly whatâs happening, but you enjoy seeing him so vulnerable.
Robby doesnât respond immediately. The silence hangs between you until he finally speaks, his voice low but grave.
âI donât like it when other guys look at you like that,â he says, his eyes fixed on you, making it clear that what he just said is only a small part of what he truly feels.
You look at him with a playful smile. You know youâre pushing him to his limit, but you canât take your eyes off the jealous gleam in his gaze.
âDoes it make you jealous?â you ask, enjoying the control you have over the situation.
Robby runs a hand through his hair, clearly struggling with his emotions. Itâs obvious heâs trying to control what heâs feeling, but he canât help but show whatâs really bothering him. The tension between you two grows thicker.
Finally, Robby canât take it anymore. He grabs you by the wrist, pulling you toward him with unexpected force, and his lips meet yours immediately, in a kiss full of urgency, of repressed desire. Everything that just happened comes crashing down in this moment, and you know this kiss isnât just a response to the guyâs greeting. Itâs much more than that.
The kiss intensifies, and you realize that this moment, so charged with emotion, is exactly what both of you needed.
After the impulsive kiss, Robby doesnât stop. He grips your hand firmly, pulling you gently. The air is thick with electricity, and you canât help but feel a little excited by the way heâs guiding you, so determined, so controlled. Robbyâs never been this direct, this obvious with what he feels, and that makes you feel a mix of power and anticipation.
âLetâs go,â he says, his voice low and deep, leaving no room for questions. You donât need him to repeat it. You know something is about to happen.
When you reach an empty warehouse, Robby doesnât say another word. The metallic door slams shut with a loud sound that echoes in your ears. The warehouse is dark, with only a little light filtering through a window high on the wall. The cold of the room touches your skin, but Robbyâs closeness makes you not care. He doesnât let go of you, and he pulls you further inside, guiding you between boxes and disorganized shelves.
He looks at you intensely, as if heâs about to devour you with his gaze. The tension between the two of you is palpable, and you can feel Robbyâs internal struggle. Heâs there, in front of you, clearly dominated by something he canât control.
âDoes it amuse you to see me jealous?â he asks, his voice low and filled with challenge. The question throws you off a bit, but the way he looks at you tells you he expects an answer.
You laugh softly, enjoying the way he has you completely trapped. You know this isnât just a game for him, but you also know that, deep down, something about seeing his vulnerability excites you.
âA little,â you answer, your eyes locked on his, enjoying the way control is slipping away between you two.
You are surprised by his intensity, the roughness of his movements, but somehow it excites you. He takes you by the waist, lifting you slightly to bring you closer to him, and you feel how his body fits with yours, as if you were both made to fit together in that moment.
"I told you I didn't like seeing you with others," he murmurs between kisses, his voice laden with jealousy, with desire. You find it hard to breathe, but that sense of power he is showing makes you feel vulnerable and excited at the same time.
You can't help but smile at the way he holds you, as if it were impossible to resist the need to be with you in such a... possessive way.
"Don't keep me waiting any longer," he says, his gaze still burning, and you know that's all he needs for you to surrender completely to him.
The way his body presses against yours makes you slide a little over your clothes, and the wet trail you leave on Robby's pants is proof that both of you are eager for this opportunity.
"I want you to know that I don't like it," he says, whispering in your ear, and you can feel the heat of his lips on your skin. "I want you to know that I don't like it," he says, whispering in your ear, and you can feel the heat of his lips on your skin. "That others desire you like this doesn't please me."That others wish you well like this doesn't amuse me.
The response is automatic, as if the need to reply is stronger than the ability to resist.
"No one else looks at me like you do" you tell him, your words barely a whisper as you try to catch your breath.
Robby looks down, at his hands still on your breasts, and you can see the desire in his eyes. However, something else emerges in his expression, something you can feel but cannot see. The need, the possessiveness, the fury of having someone so close, and knowing that others also desire them.
"And what if I can't help it?" he asks. You have no idea what he's thinking, but you can feel his struggle to control himself.
"What if I wasn't enough for you?What if you weren't enough for me? And if I need you more than you are capable of giving? And if I don't let you go?"
Those words surprise you. It's as if you were seeing Robby in a way you had never seen before. The tension is strong, as if both of them were on the brink of something they had never seen before.
"You can't want that" you say, trying to show a look of surprise. Deep down, you might feel attracted to the idea that someone desires you so possessively, that they are capable of doing anything to keep your attention on them.
"No" he replies. "But if I need to, I will. I will do it over and over again, until you understand that I don't want to see you with anyone else".
The response is like a blow. You had never heard anything like it before, but something in you is drawn to the possessiveness of his words.
"I understand," you finally say to him, barely a whisper.
Robby looks into your eyes, clearly trying to figure out what you really feel, but you can see the struggle in his eyes, the need to control himself so that something within him doesn't take over.
"I'm willing to do anything," he says. "Because I'm not going to lose your attention so easily".
Robby's gaze is intense, as if he is about to do something he can't stop.
"Do it," you tell him. "Until you know that you have me all to yourself".
Robby's expression changes. His eyes shine with surprise, but quickly turn back into a look of fury, of need. Robby's strong grip keeps you in place, and you can feel his fingers on your ribs, the pressure on your nipples. The desire is palpable between the two of you, and you can feel yourself wet, ready for whatever Robby wants to do.
Robby takes off your shirt, pants, and shoes, leaving you in your underwear in just a minute. The contact of his fingers with your skin makes your skin tingle, and you can feel yourself getting wet, hungry for something more. Robby observes every curve of your body, as if he had never seen anything so beautiful in his life, and you can feel his desire in his lips, in the way he holds you, in his fingers as he pulls up your panties.
"You are mine" you tell him, barely a whisper. "No one else is allowed to touch you".
"No one else can love you. Understood?" Robby's response is barely a whisper, something you can't decipher with a mind clouded by desire.
Robby squeezes you a little harder, his fingers penetrating your sex eagerly. The sensation of having his finger inside you is intense, but it's not enough to satisfy you.
"Robby" you ask him, barely a whisper. "Robby" you ask, barely a whisper. "I want more.I want more. I want to feel you inside me".
The words have a direct effect on him, and you can see how his control starts to completely fail. Robby's hand searches for the zipper of his pants while the other remains inside you, making the sensation even more intense.
"No one else," you tell him when his hand finally finds its target. Robby pulls the zipper down a bit, and you can feel that he is completely giving up any control he might have tried to maintain. "Only I touch you. Only I touch you".
Robby's eyes blaze with fury, the tension palpable in the air, but you can see something in his eyes that you haven't seen before. Something that makes you feel like you have control over him, and that in that moment, Robby will do anything to make you feel good.
The sensation of Robby's member against your legs makes a moan escape from your mouth, and you can feel the wetness in your sex, ready for him. The tension in your body is strong, and you can feel yourself so aroused that it's hard not to collapse onto the bed, so eager for him.
"Do you want me to fuck you?" he asks with a husky whisper. "Do you want to feel me inside you?"
You can feel the warmth of his breath in your ear as he speaks, and the need grows stronger within you. "Yes" you say.
The moan that Robby lets escape upon hearing your words is so strong that it makes your entire body vibrate. The movement of his member between your legs is more intense, and you can feel your sex tight, ready for him.
"I'm going to fuck you," he murmurs in your ear. "I'm going to fuck you until you can't take it anymore".
You can feel how Robby grips you a little tighter as he adjusts himself better between your legs. The head of his member seeks your wet sex, and you can feel the tension reaching a boiling point. A second later, Robby thrusts, and his member enters your sex forcefully. The scream that escapes your mouth is barely audible, but you can feel complete, fulfilled.
Robby's rhythm is rough, unrestrained. His movements are slow but intense, and you can feel him moving deeper and deeper inside you, until you feel like something is going to break. The tension becomes palpable in the air, and you can feel his fingers on you as his rhythm intensifies. Robby's breathing quickens, and you can hear his moan of pleasure as he sinks deeper and deeper into your sex.
"You make me feel so good" he finally says. "I don't want to stop. You never want to stop".
"Don't stop," you reply, barely a whisper, as you try to hold onto him. The pressure of his member inside you is strong, but you can't help feeling that something is still missing.
The rhythm increases even more, and you can hear the sound of their bodies hitting against each other. The sensation is intense, and you can feel that you are on the verge of orgasm. Robby's body tenses even more, his breath catches, and you can tell he's close.
"Do you want to fuck more?" he says, barely audible, his words barely a whisper in your ear. The question makes you scream out loud, and you can feel the orgasm approaching.
"Yes" you reply. "Don't stop. I want more".
Robby pushes harder now, and you can hear how the muscles in his body tense to the maximum. His rhythm is frantic, and you can feel him penetrating you deeper and deeper, until you know there's no turning back. An instant later, Robby plunges into his orgasm, his arms gripping you tightly, his body wavering over you, breathless with pleasure.
"You're going to kill me" Robby finally says, his breath barely audible, as if he had run all over the room. The smile on his lips is evident, and you can feel a bit of his breath on your skin, the contact of his body still inside yours. âBut I'm going to fuck you every time you want.
You can hear a soft laugh in his throat, and you can feel the pride of having taken Robby to a place he had never been before. You know that in this moment, Robby would be willing to do anything for you. You are ready for anything that happens. The only thing you know is that you can't let Robby let you go. That's not going to happen.
"Let's do it again" you finally say to him.
Robby smiles, and you can feel a laugh in his throat. Robby's response is not a word. The response is an intense, strong, passionate kiss, as if he had no intention of stopping for a long time.
OKAY WHAT THE HECK
I would sell my soul just for one second with this manđ«đ«
⊠just bouncing on top
in which... you're johnny's daughter, and you're off limits to miguel, so the only option is to sneak around.
c/w: kissing, making out, swearing, slight crying, fluff, suggestive, smut, mentions of sex etc.
it was supposed to be simple.
you were just supposed to be his best friend. but simple didn't exactly work out the way you wanted it to. you never expected this to happen. fleeting glances turned to lingering touches, which turned to secretly making out in the backseat of your dad's minivan while you and miguel waited for him to get ready and drive you to school.
to miguel diaz, you were off limits. that's one of the first things johnny had said to him when you were introduced to him. but that just made him want you more. he couldn't not have you.
it all started after school in the dojo.
johnny had told you both to stay back after practice ended and work on your reverse roundhouse kicks.
"but dad-i, i mean sensei, i have homework!" you protested.
"homework can wait for a day, kid. diaz, you're a nerd, right? you can help her." johnny retorted, walking out the door without waiting for a response.
"hey, i'm not a ner- never mind." miguel sighed, looking at you.
"guess it's just us now." you looked up at him, blush coating your cheeks.
"yep, just us," miguel said, equally as flustered. "come on, show me your, uh, stance."
you got into position, putting your fists up, getting ready to raise your leg. miguel studied your form carefully, his eyes travelling up and down your figure.
"wait, you should turn your hips more to get the extra power- you know what, i'll just show you."
he turned to you, gently placing his hands on your hips and adjusting your body.
"was this just an excuse to touch me, miguel?" you laughed at your best friend.
"wh- no! i mean, yeah? no, wait, no." he stammered on his words, face flushed. "i'm an idiot."
"yeah, but you're my idiot." i grinned. "you still have your hands on my hips, by the way."
"oh fuck, sorry. that's my bad. god, please don't tell sensei about this, he'll kill me. oh, you're going to tell him, aren't you? yeah, that's it, i'm getting kicked off the team-" he started rambling.
"miguel." you interrupted him. "just- just stop talking."
his mouth snapped shut, eyes wide. he gulped slowly, the tension in the air hanging awkwardly.
without another word, you closed the gap between you and him. you gently cupped his jaw, and pulled him in, your lips softly meeting his. miguel snapped out of his trance and kissed you back, his hands slowly finding your waist, pulling you closer to him. your fingers found their way into his hair.
the kiss deepened, and his tongue swiped on your lower lip. you parted your mouth, and his tongue met yours. you let out a small moan, surprised by the sudden action. you both broke apart, breathing heavily, foreheads resting against one another.
"i've been wanting to do this for too long now." miguel breathed.
"trust me, i know." you laughed and kissed the corner of his mouth.
and that was that. the thin line between being friends and something more had been blurred. miguel and you were perfect for each other. he was like the missing piece of the puzzle of your life.
even when miguel got injured, you were with him through everything. you and johnny even helped him get back up on his feet.
"you're a sensei. it's who you are. if you can't see that, you're blind." miguel looked at your dad, disappointment etched across his face.
"miguel, i think that's enough, yeah?" you looked at your boyfriend, wincing at his harsh words for your dad.
you looked at your dad, confused at his shocked expression when you looked down to his hand- he wasn't holding the rope that helped miguel stand like a pulley system.
"oh my god," you gasped. your hand flied over your mouth in disbelief- you couldn't believe it. miguel was standing on his own.
"miguel.." johnny muttered under his breath.
"what?" he said in annoyance. but as he glanced down, his expression shifted from irritation to pure shock. his body went still as he realized what had happened.
"am i doing it?" he stammered, eyes wide.
"oh my god, you're doing it." you breathed, stepping closer to him, now standing next to your dad.
miguel blinked, trying to process the impossible. "holy shit, i'm doing it!" miguel's voice cracked.
"you're doing it!" johnny said, unable to control his excitement.
johnny pulled you and miguel into the tightest hug, his arms wrapping around both of you with a warmth that felt almost protective.
"thank you." miguel breathed, his voice laced with emotion.
"nah, thank you." johnny sighed in relief. "i'm going to bring carmen here if she's off work, okay?" he asked the two of you.
"yeah, sure dad." you mumbled, not taking your eyes off of miguel. as soon as you heard the door shut, you pulled your boyfriend into a hug.
"oh my god, miggy, i'm so happy." you breathed into his chest.
"me too. so much." miguel kissed the top of your head, cherishing the moment.
you eyes welled up with tears. you looked up at him. "i'm so proud of you. i love you, miguel. and i know we've never said that before, but i do, so, so much. it's okay, you don't have to say it back-"
"i love you too, ĂĄngel. i love you so much." he looked down at you in adoration, and slowly pulled you into a kiss.
you let a few tears fall, and he broke the kiss, wiping at them. "aw, don't cry," he laughed in adoration and pulled you back into a hug.
you chuckled, wiping your eyes, leaning your head into his chest. after a few seconds, miguel called out your name.
"yeah?" you mumbled from his chest.
"if my legs work, does this finally mean we can fuck again?" he asked you.
"miguel, shut the fuck up."
they did fuck. a lot of times, in fact. they were almost caught a few times too. you contemplated whether or not to tell your dad, but decided against it. johnny had made it pretty clear that he didn't want anything happening between his daughter and miguel.
it was just supposed to be a study session, but all thoughts about chemistry flew out the window the second miguel saw you in your favourite pair of shorts.
you were currently straddling his lap, moving your hips at an agonizingly slow pace, feeling his hardness right under your core.
your lips were moving against his in a frenzy, your lip gloss now smeared all over his mouth. you moaned in his mouth, feeling his cock brush against your clothed clit over and over again.
"mi-miggy... we were supposed to... study.." you mumble between kisses.
miguel hummed in response, too occupied by the way your tongue felt in his mouth. he grabbed the back of your head and tilted it, allowing him to deepen the kiss.
"fuck, what if dad comes home?" you break away from the kiss, breathing heavily.
"ĂĄngel, i really don't want to think about sensei when you're on my lap in these fucking shorts." miguel groaned.
"good point." you pulled his collar and smashed your lips against his again. you hands found his hair, tugging at his messy curls as he held your hips, guiding you up and down his jean-clad cock.
"fuck, miguel!" you moaned loudly as his erection rubbed against your core. "i think i'm going to-"
you both froze at the sound of the main door of your apartment shutting. "hey, kid, i'm home! " your dad shouted. "is diaz still here? i wanted to show you both the new equipment i got.."
"oh fuck, fuck, fuck, we're so fucked!" you exclaimed as miguel practically pushed you off of him. you fixed your hair, pulling your previously ridden-up shorts down. miguel wiped your lipgloss off of his mouth, gesturing for you to do the same. you threw him a backpack so that he could cover his erection, and reached for the textbooks left in the dust in the corner of your bed.
your dad turned the door handle, just in time. "oh hey, there you both are."
"hey sensei." miguel greeted.
"hey, dad," you got up from your bed, legs slightly shaking, and made your way to johnny. without a word, you wrapped your arms around him in a tight hug. he gently kissed the top of your forehead, his touch warm and reassuring. "how was your day?" you said, letting go.
"eh, same old. kicked a guy's ass today. he was being an asshole and he deserved it. did you both study?" he looked between the two of you. "wait, is something going on? diaz, why are you hugging that backpack?"
"uh, no reason, sensei. just... wanted to hug something to make up for the absence of a girlfriend. just... a physical placeholder for a deeper emotional need?" he stammered.
"okay, sounds good. we'll get you some hot babes." johnny lifted his fist up. "listen up, i'm going over to the larusso's to sort something out okay? no funny business."
"obviously. gross, dad." you muttered, trying to sell it.
he shut the door of you bedroom, and you collapsed on your bed. "that was too fucking close." you sighed.
"yeah, you were close, too." miguel grinned.
"oh, shut it."
you had to to tell your dad someday, right? you both had planned it out perfectly. miguel would invite you and johnny over for dinner at his place, where they would break the news to johnny and carmen , as yaya and robby already knew.
"god, i hope everything goes well." you groaned, resting your head against miguel's chest. "dad doesn't really take change that nicely."
you and miguel had spent two hours planning on how to tell your respective parents that you both were dating. after getting tired, you decided to get out of the apartment for some fresh air.
"babe, i'm sure everything's going to be fine, okay? just relax." miguel reassured you, rubbing your shoulder in comfort.
"i hope so. i'm so sick of sneaking around, miggy. i want to kiss you without fearing that my dad might walk in from somewhere." you groaned, looking up at him.
"oh yeah? like this?" miguel dropped his head down, his lips meeting yours in a kiss. he lifted you up and spun you around. you shrieked your arms landing on the back of his neck instinctively.
"miggy! he might come home soon! we're literally out in the open." you giggled.
he set you down and grabbed your face in his hands, and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead.
"what're you both doing?"
you both jumped apart at the noise, freezing as you came face to face with johnny. "oh my god, dad, i can explain-"
"diaz, what did i tell you about my daughter being off limits? so you're telling me, the times the both of you've been studying in your room," johnny made quotation marks in the air to emphasize studying. "you've been doing it?"
"ew, gross, dad! there's not been any doing, okay? jeez, you're making it sound so much worse than it is!" you exclaim.
"that's it. miguel, you're off the team. you too, kid." johnny lifts up a finger at you and miguel, anger etched across his face.
'hey, sensei, come on! this isn't fair!" miguel takes a step forward.
"i don't care. kid, let's go." he looked towards you.
"dad, please, atleast hear us out. we have dinner today at the diaz's place. we'll sit down and explain everything. i swear."
"okay, whatever. let's go." he grumbled, waiting for you follow.
you gave miguel a look of pity, and slowly walked towards your dad, not looking him in the eye.
by the time dinner came around, you had lost all hope of your father accepting the fact that his student and his daughter were dating.
you, miguel, robby, carmen, johnny, and miguel's yaya sat at the round dining table in the diaz residence.
"so, uh, dad, ms. diaz, we, uh, wanted to tell you both something. dad, you already know, due to today's... incident. me and miguel are dating."
"what? that's great! i'm so happy for you guys!" carmen exclaimed, putting her fork down.
"no, not great. nothing about this is great." johnny grumbled, playing with his food.
"sensei, we're not just messing around. i love her." miguel dropped his fork on his plate.
"and, dad, miguel's amazing. he's smart, he's funny, he's literally your student. you know him. i don't think i could find anyone else that would be better for me." you interlocked your hand with miguel's and rested it on the table.
"to be fair, dad, i was pretty mad at first too. but it's okay, man. miguel's like my brother, and i wouldn't want anybody else to date sis. our school is filled with assholes." robby explained.
"thanks, rob." you smiled at your brother.
"come on, johnny, i'm okay with it. they're pretty cute together." carmen nudged johnny.
"yeah, yeah. it's okay, i guess. but if i see any funny business around here, i'll kick both your asses, okay? and keep the kissing to a minimum. i don't want to come home to a porno. i catch you both doing something you're not supposed to, i will not hesitate to-" johnny started.
"okay, okay. i got it, sensei. i'll treat her right." miguel let out a small laugh.
"ya han hecho mucho. he oĂdo la mayor parte." yaya giggled.
carmen's eyes turned into saucers. "yaya!" miguel exclaimed.
"what'd you say?" johnny asked.
"nothing, johnny. don't worry about it." carmen rubbed johnny's back.
miguel leaned over to you. "see? i told you it was going to go okay." he squeezed your hand. you smiled at him, nodding.
you weren't so off limits to miguel anymore.
a/n: LOLL THIS SUCKED but pls don't be mean this is the first time i've written something this long after my 2020 wattpad phase also i didn't proofread this
wc: 2323
Pairings - Rafe Cameron x Female!Reader
Summary- What happens after Rafe flips his bike.
Warnings- unprotected sex, choking, fingering, oral (male receiving), dirty talk. 18+
Watching Rafe speed through the sand on his dirt bike had your insides curling into themselves, your panties soaked and you worried people would be able to tell you were horny. Nibbling on the skin around your thumb and rubbing your thighs together you watched with wide eyes, your heart rattles against your ribcage harshly.
Rafe speeds up behind Maybank causing your nerves to triple as he gets closer to the blonde hair pogue, you know whatâs about to happen before it does. Your eyes zone in on Rafeâs front tire moments before it clips JJâs back tire. It sends them both into the air, your eyes squeeze shut on instinct, the breath you were about to take catching in your throat.
Gasps echo through your ears and you pop your eyes open once more, Rafe lay on the sand in a heap of limbs and motorbike gear, his bike lay half a mile away from his body. He hasnât moved yet, your instinct is to run and thatâs just what you do. You're sprinting across the sand before anyone can stop you, completely oblivious to the other bikes coming towards the two boys on the floor. Your sight is set on Rafe as your legs carry you towards him, he cranes his neck when he hears your name being screamed and his eyes go wide when he realizes you're coming for him. âY/N!â He all but screams, pushing himself up on his elbows. Eyes darting between the bikes as you in worry.
His own heart is racing now, most likely matching the speed of your own. You're throwing yourself on him before he can stop you and he curls himself around you as the bikes skid by you sending the sand and dust into the air around you. He uses his body to shield you as John B abruptly breaks just before he hits JJ. All Rafe can hear is the sound of his heartbeat as he holds you tighter against his chest, your body hidden by his.
âBabyâ you cry into his neck as you cling to him. His own arms tighten around you as he feels you shake against him, the sound of you crying is drowned out by the cheers of the crowd. His anger bubbles in his chest at the idea of you getting hurt because he decided to fuck with Maybank. Angry at himself for putting you in danger.
âHey hey itâs okay, Iâm okayâ he whispers into your hair, placing a hand behind your head and pressing you further into his neck. He can feel the wetness of your tears on his skin, he pulls the two of you up from the sand and you wrap your legs around his waist. The two of you stay silent as he walks away from the crowd, ignoring the calls from Topper. He walks you towards his car and puts you into the passenger seat, clipping the seat belt in. âStay here while I get someone to take my bike homeâ he orders, closing the door before you can argue.
Wiping away your tears you watch him walk over to Kelce, the two of them chat and you see side glance Rafeâs car and he nods. You sit in silence for a few moments before Rafe turns to stalk back towards the car, your eyes dance down the length of his body. Remembering the butterflies in your belly before he had flipped off the bike, you watch him open his door and slide into the seat. âIâm sorryâ you whisper, knowing heâs angry that you had put yourself in danger for him. He reaches over and grips your thigh, turning the ignition on as he pulls out of the car park.
You ride home in silence, his thumb rubbing small circles on your thigh. You chew at the skin around your nail again as you take sideway glances at him in the driver's seat. Heâs half man spread in his seat, his jaw tense as he clenches his teeth together. Glasses sitting on the bridge of his perfect nose as he stares ahead, his hand moves every so often around the wheel as the light bounces off his ring into your eye. You're turned on again, squirming in your seat to get comfortable. Rafe dressed in his bike gear always made you hot and bothered. He takes a few sideway glances at you but you stare ahead, trying not to be so obvious. His fingers dig into the flesh of your thigh sending goosebumps down your arms, you catch the small smirk on his lips but he says nothing.
As you pull up to his house, heâs rounding the car to your side before you can open and he helps you out. His hand pressed firmly against your lower back as he walks you towards the porch, inserting the key into the lock and opening the door for you. âRafeâ you whisper, unsure if heâs still angry at you. You stand at the threshold waiting for him to turn around to look at you. âAre you mad?â.
âI was⊠but I have something else on my mind nowâ he states, lacing his fingers through yours and pulling you towards the living room. âWhat?â You question, he takes a seat on the couch and pats his lap. You go to take a seat on his thigh but he shakes his head, gripping your hips he maneuvers you so you're straddling him. Your skirt bunches up and he catches sight of your black panties, knowing exactly what ones you're wearing. The ones he had brought you will the little bow on the front. âYou were fidgety in the carâ he states, his palms rub up the length of your thighs as he stares up at you with a knowing smirk. The small dimple causes your inside to melt again, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth. âJust worried you were angryâ.
He lets out a soft chuckle and shakes his head, pushing his hands further up your thigh. The material of your skirt now completely rolled up exposing your panties. âSo if I slipped a finger into your panties you wouldnât be wet?â He questions, raising his eyebrows at you. You pull away from him slightly but he pulls you back in, pressing your mound into his belt buckle causing a strangled moan to slip from your lips. âThatâs what I thoughtâ.
âI am angry you put yourself in danger, angry that I put you in danger but⊠Iâd rather make you cum than tell you off for being stupidâ
âOhâ is all you can manage, your clit throbs as he rocks his hips into you. âWhatâs got you so turned on baby?â He questions, halting his movements as he waits for your answer. âYouâ
âOf course⊠but what exactly?â
âYour outfit.. you on the bike.. before you flippedâ
He hums, picking up the rhythm of his rocking again. The cool metal of his belt buckle pressed firmly against your aching clit. Your fingers curl around his shoulders as he plays with you, your mouth dropping open slightly to let out soft moans. âUse me baby⊠rock those hips and dry hump meâ he orders, placing his arms behind his head as he stares up at you. His movements have stopped now and your hips have started to roll against him. âThatâs it baby, donât be quiet. Tell me what you want me to do to you after you make yourself cum on my lapâ he says, eyes roaming from his lap to your face. His eyes are full with lust, his chest beats rapidly as he watches you fuck yourself against his lap. âI.. I want you to touch meâ
âYeah baby but where? Where do you want my hands?â
âI want them on my tits⊠and my pussy, I want your fingers inside of me oh fuckâ You cry out, riding his belt buckle harder as your toes curl with pleasure. You can feel that familiar pressure already, your panties soaking through and coating his pants. âI can do that baby.. what else do you want? Hmm?â He questions, his hands have moved back to your thighs. Sliding up the sides until he grasps the flesh of your ass and helps you move your hips against him.
âYour cock!â
âI want your cock.. oh fuck⊠I need your cock Rafe! I need you to fuck..shit⊠fuck me, please fuck me!â You're whining and cursing, throwing your head back in ecstasy as your body shakes around him. Your orgasm riddles your body the moment he touches you again. âOh! Oh yes yesâ.
âThatâs it baby.. doing such a good fucking jobâ he praises, pressing a kiss to your throat and then your chest. Your hands move to pull your shirt over your head, Rafe eyes your tits that are enclosed in a black bra. He snaps the clips at your back and pulls the bra down your arms exposing your tits to him. âPleaseâ you beg when his hot breath tickles your chest, his mouth encloses around a nipple. Arching your chest into his mouth more, one of his hands spread across the top of your back as he suckles your breasts. âThat feels so goodâ you whine, rolling your hips into him again. You can feel his hard cock through his pants and you so desperately want it inside of you. âI need youâ.
He pulls away from your chest and pulls his own shirt over his head, your fingers run down the length of his chiseled stomach and begin fiddling with his belt, slipping your hand into his pants as he unzips himself. You pull his cock free and fists him tightly, moving your wrist up and down as pre cum coats his tip. âWhat do you want babyâ he grunts as he watches you, eyeing his hard cock, you're slipping from his lap and kneeling between his legs. Taking his cock deep into your mouth, your tongue swirling against the soft skin.
You can feel him throb against your throat as you suck him back, his fingers placed into the back of your hair. He holds you tightly but doesnât try to take control until heâs pulling you away and gripping you by the throat. âSit on my cockâ he demands, his hand doesnât leave your throat as you move back onto him, reaching for his cock you coat him with your juices by running the tip between your folds before pushing down onto him. Synchronized groans slip from your lips as his cock is buried deep inside of you, it almost feels like heâs in your stomach.
He lets you take control again but doesnât let go of your throat, he pulls you to his lips and devours you as you bounce on him. âFuck baby.. thatâs it.. take what you wantâ he growls, sucking on your bottom lip. His fingertips press a little harder into your throat, causing the air to come out in shorter breaths. âI- I canât breathâ you whimper, he doesnât loosen his thought. âBreath, slow baby.. in and outâ he says, your fingers wrap around his wrist but you keep bouncing on his cock. Thighs aching with each movement, a thin sheen of sweat coats your body. âThatâs it baby.. such a good girl, it feels so much better when your head is just a little dizzyâ.
And heâs right, as your eyes go slightly cross eyed and your breaths come out in short puffs, the ache in your belly grows and your hips coming down harder. âFuckâ you cry out, your clit throbs. âSuch a good girl.. thatâs it baby, I can feel you strangling my cock. Your so fucking wetâ he groans, heâs pulling you off his cock and pushing you into the cushions of the couch.
Your ass high in the air, he thrusts himself back into you and grips your hips tightly. âYes! yes yesâ you scream into the couch, arching your back and digging your nails into the material. His palms connect with your ass with a loud smack, his red handprint appearing seconds after, choking on your saliva as he gets you closer and closer to your release. His hand grips your hair tightly as he pushes your face into the couch, crowding your body as he pounds into you. You can feel the beat of his heart on your back and the throbbing of his cock between your walls. âOh fuck Rafe⊠Iâm gonna cum!â Your warning far too late as your body shakes with pleasure, his fingers toy with your clit causing what seems like an explosion of pleasure to take over your senses and you cry and whimper into the couch. Heâs cumming into you moments later, your walls pulsating around his heavy cock. Shooting his cum deep inside of you, grunts of pleasure spill from his lips and his fingers dig deeper into your hips. âFuckâ he groans, loosening his fingers from your hair and hips. He pulls you away from the couch and slips his cock from within you, moving the both of you so you lay on your back.
âDonât ever put yourself in danger againâ he states a few minutes later, your hand pressed to his chest and leg wrapped over his legs. âDonât you ever do something stupid like that again and I wonât have to put myself in dangerâ. He chuckles under his breath and kisses your lips.
âYou're lucky I could tell you were horny on the way home otherwise this afternoon could have gone a whole other routeâ he says, craning your neck to look up at him as he stares down at you. âWell I was ready to jump your bones the moment the race finished but you ruined that by doing a flip⊠maybe you should go for a ride again and I can show you what I was planning on doing afterâŠâ
âYeah?â
âCall Kelce and get your bikeâ
they are obx. carried the whole show. And this damned season. my cameron siblings :(
rafe is SO much better than me bc i woulda taken a chunk outta his neck right here
Kamala lost, jj maybank dead, and now bucktommy broke up. Chat am I gonna make it???
yâall are seriously gonna kill off fucking JJ before ruthieâs bitch ass? donât piss me off rn
im sorry sir lemme get on my knees real quick
BOOM SHAKALAKA YES GAWDD đ«
ââââââââBOYFRIEND!RAFE x ANXIOUS!READER
WARNINGS .áâprotected p in v, oral (f! receiving), established relationship, loss of virginity, reader and rafe being dorks, slow sex, these bitches do not shut up, reader is very insecure about her body and of course, has anxiety
NOTES .áâthis is representation for all my anxious and insecure girlies who giggle and blurt out random stuff when they're nervous (aka me)
You and Rafe were both on his bed making out, him laying underneath you as you straddled his waistâhis idea, of course, citing that it would be more comfortable for both of you that way. "You better just have something in your pocket," you jokingly mumbled against his lips, feeling something distinctly hard and suspiciously close to his dick pressing against you.
You had a tendency to make a lot of dumb jokes and laugh when you were nervous, blurting out whatever came to mind before you could decide against it, which was ironic since overthinking was a second nature to you. You were shy and got nervous a lot, especially around Rafe. He was your first boyfriend and the hottest guy you'd ever laid your eyes on, neither of which helping your nerves.
Rafe's hands slipped under your shirt to touch your bare skin, holding you firmly on his lap. "Wouldn't you like to know," his smirk was teasing as he pulled back from the kiss to peer up at you.
"Uh, yeah, that's kind of the whole point of asking," you also pulled back, sitting up as you smiled down at him. You liked it when Rafe went along with your stupid jokes, bantering with you to put you at ease. He never made you feel weird or awkward for using humor to cope with your anxiety.
"Well, if you must know, I'm packing heat," Rafe quipped with a mischievous grin, his grip on your hips tightening.
You gasped exageratedly, feigning shock. "You have a gun?" You knew very well what he meant, but when did that ever stop you from saying something stupid?
He snorted, his blue eyes shining with amusement. "Yeah, I have a gun in my pants because that makes so much sense," he replied sarcastically, finding your nervous humor endearing.
"Okay, Mr. Sassypants," you rolled your eyes playfully, your palms resting on his chest as a smile pulled at your lips.
"Mr. Sassypants?" Rafe repeated, raising an eyebrow. "You know, that's not a very nice thing to call your loving, patient, and amazingly sexy boyfriend."
"Well, I can't help that my loving, patient, and amazingly sexy boyfriend is such a diva," you grinned, feeling his chest rise and fall, his heart beating steadily under your fingertips.
"Diva?" He gasped in mock offense, his hands sliding up your sides. "I'll show you a diva." In one swift motion, he flipped your positions, pinning you beneath him.
You laughed, looking up at him with a smile despite the anxiety gnawing at you. He had a way of putting your mind at ease with just one look, and the soothing circles he was rubbing on your skin were definitely helping. He stared back at you, his gaze softening. He loved your smile and the way your eyes sparkled when you laughed. Truthfully, he loved everything about you, even your innate ability to make everything a tad bit awkward.
His eyes searched yours intently, searching for any signs that you wanted him to stop. Noticing his serious turn of demeanor and his intense gaze, you felt your cheeks heat up. "Oh, cmon, don't get all serious on me now," you rolled your eyes, trying to lighten the mood.
"Well, I take my role as your boyfriend very seriously," he grinned, leaning down to kiss your neck. "And, it wouldn't be very boyfriendly of me to let you go on without knowing the wonders of sex."
"Oh, right, of course, it would be for my benefit," you giggled, your heart racing at the idea of being intimate with him. You weren't exactly against the idea, but you were still a virgin, and the idea of being with someone like that was undoubtedly nerve-racking.
You could feel Rafe smile against your skin, his hands sliding farther up your sides. "Uh huh, always thinking of what's best for my girl."
"Wow, who knew you were so selfless?" You giggled, biting your lip as he nipped as your skin. Your fingers slotted into his hair as he continued to kiss and suck at your neck, his hot breath fanning against your heated skin.
"I'm a saint, what can I say?" He mumbled, his tone teasing. He was being careful, trying to reassure you without actually saying anything because he knew you'd prefer to keep things as lighthearted as possible to make you forget about how serious the moment actually was. He could tell you were nervous, and he was determined to make you as comfortable as possible.
"Uh huh, a saint," you smiled as he slowly, tentatively pushed your shirt up your body. He was giving you time to tell him to stop, maybe even slap him if you wanted to, but you didn't. As much as you felt like you were going to die on the spot at the idea of him seeing you naked, you trusted him, and you wanted this.
"I am but a humble servant of my sexy girlfriend," he pulled back from your neck to search your eyes again, pausing for a moment before your shirt revealed your bra. You gave him a small nod, and he smiled, tugging the shirt over your head as you leaned up a little and lifted your arms to help him. He threw the shirt aside, eyes roaming your skin, as if memorizing every detail. "God, you're beautiful," he breathed out.
"Shut up," you said bashfully, your heart beating faster under his intense gaze. There was a voice in the back of your head telling you that you weren't pretty enough for him, that he would hate how you looked, and that was why you preferred to fill the silence with easy jokes and stupid quips. It made it easier to silence that nagging part of you that thought you weren't good enough for him.
"No, I mean it," he insisted, his fingers slowly tracing the lace edging of your bra. "You're like, way too pretty to be real. I mean, look at you." There was a sincerity to his words that he couldn't fake, an edge of awe and pure unbridled devotion that made your head spin.
The way he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered, the way he touched you like he worshipped every inch of youâit was all overwhelming in the best possible way. It had you scrambling in your mind to say something, anything, even if that something was a dumb dick joke.
"I bet you're thinking about saying something stupid, aren't you?" he asked, a knowing smirk on his face as he leaned down to pepper kisses over your collarbones and down the swell of your cleavage.
"I never say anything stupid," you breathed out, as he kissed the skin that wasn't hidden behind your bra. It made your heart flutter that he knew you so well, but it also made you realize how awfully predictable you were.
"Uh huh and I'm the Queen of England," he retorted sarcastically, reaching up to slide one of your bra straps down your shoulder, kissing the bare sliver of skin that was revealed.
"Oh my God, you are?" You gasped, his remark loading you with the perfect ammunition to say something stupid. "Pleasure to make your acquaintance, your highness."
"Mmm, flattery will get you everywhere," he murmured, his breath hot against your skin as he continued to kiss and touch you, slipping your other strap off. He slowly unhooked your bra, his eyes meeting yours as he paused, asking for silent permission. You bit the inside of your cheek nervously before nodding.
He pulled your bra off almost instantly, his gaze sweeping over your bare chest. You felt so vulnerable beneath his gaze, resisting the urge to cover yourself. "Okay, your turn, pretty boy," you swiftly said, trying to ease your nerves and figuring you might be a little more comfortable if you weren't the only half-naked one.
"Yes, ma'am," He smirked, leaning back to pull his own shirt off, revealing his muscular chest. You couldn't help but stare, eyes roaming over his abs and the way his muscles flexed as he tossed his shirt aside. He settled back over you, his hands sliding up your sides. "Better?"
"You are annoyingly hot," you huffed, finding it completely unfair that someone as perfect as him could even exist, let alone be on top of you right now.
"Aw, you're just saying that because you want in my pants," he teased, his hands sliding up your sides to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples. "But I can't blame you, I am pretty irresistible." He leaned down, swallowing the small gasp you let out at his touch as he captured your mouth in a deep, heated kiss.
"That's slander," you mumbled into his mouth, wrapping your arms around his neck and curling your fingers into his hair as you pulled him closer.
"Mmm, then sue me," he murmured against your lips before trailing kisses along your jaw and down your neck, slowly making his way to your chest.
Your eyes fluttered shut at the feeling of his soft lips on your skin. He was ridiculously skilled with his mouth, knowing exactly how and where to kiss you to drive you crazy. "Yknow what, maybe I will," you retorted breathlessly, your chest rising and falling a little faster.
"I think we can come to some sort of settlement out of court," He paused, his hot breath washing over your skin before he slowly, deliberately wrapped his lips around one of your peaks, swirling his tongue around it. "What do you think?"
Your lips parted at the feeling, intaking a sharp breath of air. "Uh, yeah, yknow that could work maybe," you grinned, your fingers gently tugging at his hair as he ravished your tits with attention.
"Mmm, I thought it might," he hummed with a cocky grin, switching to give equal attention to your other breast, your back arching ever so slightly, urging him closer. He smirked against your skin, making his way lower and leaving a trail of wet kisses in his wake. His hands slid down your sides to your hips, fingers curling around the waistband of your pants.
"Hey, wait, I don't want to be naked first," you protested, only half joking. You would rather die than be fully naked in front of him while he sits there with his clothes on.
"Oh, trust me, I have no intention of leaving my pants on any longer than necessary," He assured you with a mischievous grin, slowly unbuttoning your jeans, his knuckles brushing against your skin.
"Yeah, 'cause you're a freak," you grinned, moving on to the making fun of your boyfriend portion of the program in an attempt to soothe the pit of nausea in your stomach. You were kind of scared, not that you wanted to be lame and admit that.
"Hey, I resent that," He protested, but his tone conveyed the opposite message as he tugged your jeans and underwear down your legs in one smooth, expert motion, his gaze never leaving yours. "I'm just enthusiastic, that's all."
"Enthusiastically a whore," you snorted, letting your head fall back, staring at the ceiling. You'd really rather not see yourself naked right now, not with the amount of anxiety already coursing through your veins. You did not need a reminder of what Rafe was seeing.
"Whore?" He teased, his fingers dancing along your inner thighs. "I think you mean an amazing boyfriend who loves you and wants to make you feel good."
You hummed thoughtfully. "Uh, no, I'm pretty sure I mean whore," you grinned, reluctantly looking down at him despite yourself.
"Well, this whore is about to rock your world," He smirked, slowly trailing kisses up your inner thigh, gripping your hips. "Just relax and let me do all the work." His voice was low and seductive, his intentions clear.
"You're such an idiot," you laughed at his cheesy choice of words, a little nervous that the witty banter would have to be put on hold. He can't exactly respond to your sarcastic remarks with his mouth occupied.
He hummed, his breath hot against your core. Your breathing picked up, and you were unsure whether it was anticipation or if you were on the verge of a panic attack.
He slowly dragged his tongue along your slit, groaning at your taste on his tongue and the subsequent gasp that fell from your lips, making his painfully hard cock twitch in his jeans. His hands gripped your thighs, spreading them further apart and opening you up to him. He had dreamed of this moment, imagined this exact scenario about a half a dozen times as he got himself off, and now that it was actually happening, he was going to relish every moment.
He began to eat you out like a man starved, his tongue delving deep inside your tight heat, familiarizing himself with every inch of you. His nose nudged at your clit, sending a jolt of pleasure through you that pulled a low whine from your throat. Your fingers threaded into his hair, moaning at the unfamiliar pleasure.
His fingers replaced his tongue, his mouth moving up to the sensitive bundle of nerves and sucking it into his mouth, determined to send you over the edge. He pushed his fingers deep inside and curled them, finding that spot that made your back arch and your hips buck against his mouth.
"Rafe," his name left your lips a breathy whimper as your head fell back against his pillows. Rafe was no stranger to having women under him, writhing and moaning his name, but something about it being you made him crazy. It took all his self-control not to blow his load in his pants right there and then.
He redoubled his efforts, eager to make you cum, rubbing that sweet spot inside you with ruthless precision and sucking on your clit, his tongue swirling around your sensitive nub. Another moan fell from your lips, your grip on his hair bordering on painful as you felt your orgasm wash over you, your legs practically shaking at the intense pleasure.
He groaned as he felt you spasm around his fingers, your chest rising and falling rapidly as you tried to catch your breath. He slowly pulled away, grinning as he took in your dazed expression. He carefully slipped his fingers from your quivering hole, bringing them to his mouth. He couldn't help the moan that rumbled low in his throat as he tasted you on his tongue. God, you were perfect.
His eyes flicked up to yours as his tongue darted out to lick his lips clean. "Good, huh?" He asked, his tone smug. He knew it had been good, but he wanted to hear you say it.
"I'm gonna slap that stupid look off your face," you playfully rolled your eyes, your skin practically burning up with embarrassment.
"I think that would take our case from a civil lawsuit to a criminal assault charge," he grinned, calling back to your previous joke about taking him to court. He positioned himself over you again to press his lips against yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.
"It's my first offense and a misdemeanor," you mumbled into the kiss, cupping his face. "Worst I'll get is a fine, so... totally worth it."
"Okay, smartass," he pulled away, brushing a strand of hair away from your face, gazing down at you lovingly.
"Just saying," you smiled softly up at him, his hair falling into his face and his blue eyes sparkling. He really loved you, and it was evident just from the way he looked at you. He'd never felt anything like it before. He loved you so much it terrified him.
But, of course, you had to ruin the moment of peace because shutting up was not something you were wired to do, especially not in the face of such charged silence. "Your little friend is poking me again," you blurted out the words before you could stop yourself. Little friend? You really couldn't have come up with anything else?
Rafe couldn't help the chuckle that escaped his lips as he rocked his hips against you, making you gasp softly. "He's just happy to see you." His eyes crinkled at the corners as he grinned down at you, his fingers absently tracing along your side.
"Okay, well, can you tell him I don't really know him like that, so maybe he should calm down a little bit," you couldn't help but laugh at the ridiculousness of it all, but you loved it, and you loved him. He understood you in a way you never thought you'd be understood by anyone.
"He says he's not planning on staying a stranger for much longer," he smirked, his hips rolling against yours.
"This is actually so stupid," you giggled, your hand covering your mouth as you laughed beneath him.
"Oh, now it's stupid?" He rolled his eyes, a genuine smile tugging at his lips. "You're the one who started it."
"Shut up," you smiled, leaning up to kiss him. "Okay, okay, you can... start now, I guess," you said awkwardly. There was only so long that you could stall with stupid dick jokes. Besides, you felt a little bad that he had been so patient and undoubtedly, extremely hard.
"About time," he murmured with faux annoyance, his voice low as he fiddled with his belt buckle and pulled it through the loops, tossing it aside before popping the button on his jeans and slowly unzipping them.
You sucked in a breath, trying to calm your nerves as the sound of him pulling his jeans off seemed to echo through the room. You wanted this. You knew you did, but you couldn't help the pit of fear in your stomach.
He paused, feeling your body tense beneath him as you took a deep breath, a sign he knew all too well. "Hey, look at me," he coaxed softly, cupping your face and stroking your cheek with his thumb. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to do. We can wait if you're not ready. Just tell me to stop, and I will, no questions asked, no hard feelings. We can just forget all about it," he reassured you.
Your heart fluttered as you heard your boyfriend's words, meeting his gaze and seeing the sincerity behind his eyes. "No, I- I want to. I'm just... scared, yknow," you bit your lip nervously, mentally kicking yourself. You always seemed to be scared. There probably wasn't a single thing in the world that you weren't scared of.
"Hey, hey, hey, it's okay," he soothed, pressing gentle kisses to your face, your neck, your collarboneâanywhere he could reach. "There's nothing wrong with being scared. It's your first time. If you weren't scared, that would be a little concerning."
You laughed softly at his words. "You just make sure you wrap it up. I don't know where you've been," you joked. "Safe sex is great sex as the Lil Wayne once wisely said."
He chuckled, shaking his head in amusement. "Lil Wayne, huh? I didn't know he moonlighted as a sex ed teacher." He reached into his bedside table, pulling out a foil packet and waving it in front of your face. "But don't worry, I'm always prepared."
"Jesus, that's a lot of condoms," you said, peering into his drawer and seeing way more condoms than you realistically thought one person would need. "You are a whore of massive proportions. Like, literally a menace to the female population."
"Oh, hush," he grinned, tearing open the packet and rolling the latex down over his length. "I bought them in bulk. You know, for... emergencies," He waggled his eyebrows suggestively, leaning back down to press kisses to your skin once more.
"Eugh," you giggled, your face scrunching up in disgust. "I genuinely do not want to know what a sex emergency is."
"Hey, a guy's gotta be prepared, okay?" He murmured against your neck, his breath warm. "Now, are you going to keep talking, or are you going to let me kiss you and calm you the hell down?"
"Yo, I am literally so calm," you rolled your eyes, lying through your teeth in the name of comedy and also not sounding like the total little loser virgin you were. "So calm and so chill. Literally have never been calmer or chiller in my life."
"Uh-huh," he hummed, clearly unconvinced as he pressed a soft kiss to your jaw, his fingers slowly trailing down your side, his touch gentle. "Because nothing says 'calm and chill' like sex jokes and rambling like you're on speed."
"Well, I can't help that I'm the funniest person alive," you argued, the realization dawning on you that you were naked, and he was naked, which meant there was only so many more sex jokes you could make before the sex actually commenced.
"You're not even in the top five funniest people I know," he teased, his fingers reaching your hip as he slowly pulled you closer, the heat of his body pressing against yours.
"Oh, you got jokes, huh?" You grinned, nervously giggling when you felt his tip nudge at your entrance. "You better take that back if you wanna get laid tonight."
"I think I'll stick with my original statement," he said, his voice low and husky as he pressed forward, the head of his dick pushing into you slowly as he rubbed soothing circles on your hip. "You're just not funny enough to make the cut, sweetheart."
You sucked in a sharp breath through your teeth, wincing at the painful sensation. You grabbed his bicep for support, digging your nails into his arm. "Liar," you joked weakly, your chest heaving as you breathed through the intrusion.
"Shh, just breathe," he whispered against your neck, his voice low and soothing as he paused, letting you adjust to the foreign feeling. "You're doing so good, baby. You're taking it like a champ."
"Okay, don't call me champ while you're inside me," you grimaced, trying to keep the conversation lighthearted as you slowly adjusted to having him inside you.
"You okay, baby?" He asked softly, pushing the slightest bit further into you as he examined your reaction closely.
"Oh, yeah, just peachy," you said sarcastically. The pain was gradually starting to fade, making the whole thing more enjoyable by the second. Though, the pressure between your thighs was intense.
"Mhm, you're a real ray of sunshine," he chuckled softly, pushing the rest of the way into you, his body shuddering as he bottomed out. He was as deep as he could go, his hips flush against yours.
You gasped as he pressed all the way into you, your grip on his bicep tightening. "You're gonna look like you got mauled by a lion after this," you panted out, apologetic for the involuntary response.
"I'd wear that badge of honor proudly," he said, his voice thick with amusement as he slowly began to move, his hips rolling against yours in a gentle, soothing rhythm. "Now, shut up and let me make love to you."
"Don't say 'make love' either. That's so gross," you giggled softly, a breathy moan falling from your lips as he set a slow, pleasurable pace.
"Then what would you prefer I call it?" He murmured, his lips brushing against your ear as he continued his steady movements, the friction building between your bodies. "'Coitus'? 'Intercourse'? 'Fucking'?" He punctuated each word with a sharp thrust of his hips.
You moaned, your head falling back against the pillows and brows pinching in pleasure. Okay, you were definitely starting to see what all the fuss was about. "Let's just not refer to what's happening right now as anything at all."
"Mhm, I can work with that," he hummed, his pace picking up slightly as he felt you start to relax more, your body welcoming his thrusts. "Just focus on how good it feels, baby. Let me take care of you."
He leaned down, pressing his lips to yours and kissing you deeply as he continued to fuck you with a pace that demonstrated his love and devotion to you. He never thought he would be one for slow, romantic sex, but he didn't think he was into a lot of things before he met you. You had a way of making him discover things about himself he was completely clueless to.
As he kissed you, he slowly shifted his hips, changing the angle of his thrusts to hit that particularly sensitive spot inside you. He felt you tense up, a sharp gasp escaping your lips into the kiss, and he smiled against your mouth. "You like that, huh?"
"You're such an ass," you grinned, your fingers curling into his hair, back arching into him as his tip continued to hit that spongy spot inside you, the pressure low in your abdomen building.
"Maybe so, but you love it," he smirked against your mouth, his hands gripping your hips as he increased his pace, his hips snapping forward in a steady rhythm. "And you're gonna come for me again, baby. Aren't you?"
Your mouth fell open in pleasure, your breath hot against his lips. "uh huh," you nodded, your eyes fluttering shut. He was a cocky motherfucker, but he was hot and he put up with your shit, so it was only fair you put up with his in return.
"That's my girl," he purred, one hand sliding down to rub tight circles on your clit as he continued his relentless pace. "Come on, baby. Let me feel you. I want to watch you fall apart for me."
You gasped sharply at the added stimulation, his name leaving your lips in a whine as you tensed around him, sent over the edge for the second time.
He groaned as he felt your walls clench around him, the sensation of you practically choking his dick sending him into his own release. "Fuck, you feel so good," he panted, his hips stuttering as he spilled himself into the condom with a low moan of your name.
Your walls pulsed around him as you slowly came down from your high, relaxing into the mattress. Your chest heaved as you caught your breath, your whole body on fire and coated in a thin sheen of sweat.
He collapsed on top of you with a satisfied hum, peppering gentle kisses along your neck and collarbone as he softened inside you. "I love you, you know that?"
"Good 'cause otherwise this would be pretty awkward," you laughed breathlessly, gently raking your nails over his scalp soothingly. "But, seriously, I love you too," you added quietly after a beat of silence.
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this is gonna live rent free in my head for the foreseeable future btw!!
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