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a/n: just a little idea i had a while ago because i saw a video where billies pigtails/buns were moving when she moved on stage, and it got me thinking😞 (and i’d just like to add, i love that people send me requests, but i’m currently not taking requests so if you’re still sending me them, yes i will answer them but not for a while because i have a lot i would like to get posted on here and i have exams starting next month which i need to focus on. and i don’t know when i’ll be taking requests again, but i’ll try to make it as soon as i can. i love you all and i appreciate you always🩷)

the second billie got off stage, she ran to me. her arms flew around me, holding me in a tight hug. her once neat buns, now messy from all the jumping around she’d done. yet she still looked so beautiful.

it felt like it took forever to get home, from sorting everything out backstage, to the drive home. it felt like longer than it should have. i needed billie. there was just something about how perfect she looked. i couldn’t help myself.

the second we stepped into our shared room, i practically pounced on her. my lips were pressed harshly against hers in a hungry kiss. she let out a surprised gasp at the sudden action, but soon reciprocated. the kiss was messy, and desperate, billies whines filling the room when i gently sat her down on the bed.

i tugged at her clothes, our lips still attached. it took me a minute or so as my hands scrambled, trying to get her clothes off. i soon succeeded, though, taking mine off barely seconds later.

“bil.. i want you to ride me.” i breathed out, cupping her face in my warm hands, “please?”

she nodded in response, pulling me into another deep kiss, before i moved to grab the strap. i struggled to attach it to my hips because of my shaky hands, but the second it was on i was on the bed. my back leaned against the soft pillows, while my hands reached out to billie.

she soon came over, her knees planted either side of me as the rest of her body hovered slightly above the strap. i held her hip with one hand, and the strap in my other, then carefully guided her so that the tip was pressed against her entrance. when i ran it through her folds, i heard her let out a breathy moan, her wetness coating it.

i let it run up to her clit, lightly pressing against it before moving back down again.

“please.” she whined, placing her hands on my stomach.

in one quick movement, i pushed inside her, earning a loud moan from her. my free hand found her other hip, helping her find a steady pace. it wasn’t until she sped up that i noticed. every time she bounced, her space buns did too. although they were already messy, it made her look even more perfect. my eyes were glued on her, moving over her body, starting at her thighs, up to her core, then her stomach, her tits, her pretty face, and her hair moving with every bounce.

“there you go baby, you look so beautiful.” i groaned, unable to take my eyes off her face. her cheeks were flushed and her pupils wide.

“i’m gonna- i’m close..” her hands pressed harder against my stomach.

“go ahead angel, i’ve got you just let it out.”

when her orgasm approached, her movements got slightly slower, and weaker as she tried to get herself there. i could tell she was close from the way her eyelids drooped a little, and her moans got the tiniest bit higher in pitch. i held onto her hips a bit tighter and thrusted up into her. she let out sweet whines, her arms giving way, leaving her basically laid against my front with her legs either side of me.

“that’s it, you’re doing so good. really proud of you, my love.” i spoke, kissing her head as i talked her through it.

i didn’t stop what i was doing, not until i felt her juices dripping down the strap, and onto my thighs. her moans got breathy and quieter in my ear while she came down from her high. one of my hands came up to stroke her back, while to other stayed on her hip to keep her still. i knew she’d be sensitive so i didn’t want to move her around too much just yet.

i held her in my arms for around ten minutes, before deciding that it was time to shower. the rhythmic movements of my hand along her back stopped, allowing my hand to move to her hair and push it out of her face, which was hidden against my shoulder.

“bils? you okay?”

i felt her nod and groan quietly, making me smile. i could tell how exhausted she was, but i wanted to make sure she felt fresh when she woke up.

“you were so good for me. my perfect girl. can we get up to have a quick shower? i know you’re super tired but it’ll make you feel so much better and you’ll be nice and clean.” i spoke into her hair before placing a small kiss against the top of her head.

“can i sleep when we’re done?” she mumbled, holding me tighter.

“of course.” i smiled and helped her sit up before slowly lifting her off the strap.

she whined a little from the feeling, waiting for me to take the strap off before i lifted her into my arms. when we reached the bathroom, i set her down on the counter for a minute or so, hearing her wince at the feeling of the cold tiles against her bare skin.

“sorry, love.” i whispered, pressing gentle kisses to her lips as i waited for the shower to reach the perfect temperature.

while we were waiting, i carefully took her buns out, although they were almost out by now from all of the moving.

“thank you, baby. i needed this. i love you so much.” i heard her speak when i helped her into the shower.

“no need to thank me. i love you always bils.” i smiled at her words and followed soon after her.

i lathered shampoo into her hair, then mine after i’d rinsed it out for her, before conditioning the ends. i also lathered the body wash over her, before allowing her to do the same for me. when we’d finished in the shower, i made sure our faces were also washed, our teeth were brushed, before we got back into bed.

we practically curled up against eachother, billie falling asleep almost right away, while i stayed up a little longer to make sure she was alright, before drifting off to sleep too.

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I know, I know, another post, unnecessary or whatever, but fuck I can't just sit still without talking about this.

Tw: mentions of suicide, sh, mental disorder, cannibalism/gore.

1) Let's start with the fucking au she's doing with Nick. Everything is wrong with it.

I Know, I Know, Another Post, Unnecessary Or Whatever, But Fuck I Can't Just Sit Still Without Talking

The Emo!Nick really takes the cake because wdym depression and cutter are the only words that describe him?

She knew I had a past with severe depression that resulted in multiple attempts and self harm. I didn't personally tell her that but I did send like a big paragraph on the gc where she didn't answer but reacted with an emoji like a few others did so she knew and yet she sent me this on private dms with some more details about her au.

2) Also, I wasn't sure if I should like say this but atp everything should be exposed about her. She stole my idea with the DID.

I looked past it then despite how much the whole idea triggered me which was stupid of me because i should've at least confronted her about it for being ignorant to me and many others. At the time I didn't know exactly who she was as a person or how she acted and I thought I was js being a sensitive bitch which I still might be lol.

Mine was going to be about Matt having DID due to a severe head injury when he was a kid and just simply pining over Reader and shit like that. (Which after some much needed thinking I, myself, should not be writing about the triplets having mental disorders and I'm not writing about it anymore or anything similar in the near and far future. I sincerely apologize.)

I posted a teaser on the 13th which was exactly a week before she allegedly started brewing ideas for her au. Coincidence?

She interacted with my account a lot.

Like alr I'm not trynna be petty about it I swear, I couldn't have given a flying fuck about it, but then she literally like begged me not to write and post it js 'cause it would like wash out her own shit? Okay fuck maybe I'm a little bitter about it, but like o-kay...

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6) Anyone who fucking interacts with her shit willingly should seek help like I'm not fucking joking. You should all go to therapy, or idk get yourselves checked. I will block anyone that tries to even come close to defending her and I fucking hope and pray no one fucking does.

7) Gabby ( @strnilolover ) tried her best to tell her to at least put trigger warnings or make it a 'spoiler' so you wouldn't see it unless you pressed on the pic, but did she listen? Yeah, I think we all know the answer. The server felt so much more like fucking lively and breathable after Bri left and i don't fucking feel bad for being 'mean' because wtf...

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