was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality
glinda isn’t wrong for not going with elphaba. she is wrong, however, for choosing to carry water for fascists and peddle their propaganda against elphaba. after defying gravity she reverts back to her factory settings: white liberalism, manipulation, and compulsory heterosexuality. i have not seen the musical but in this essay i will
I FOUND IT YALL
I need the power of the internet to work in my favor here. I am trying to figure out if this memory I have is a fever dream or if it was real...
I remember when I was little, so maybe ~13ish years ago, there was a short animated series that I think may have been on Disney (although the more I think the more I start to believe it may have been on PBS or something, I just know it had to have been a slightly educational channel bc after there was a short about how to take care of plants and fun ways you can plant seeds without access to a large garden). Similar to Choo Choo Soul or those singing potatoes, except this was an animation of the story Three Billy Goats Gruff. The animation style was, to my child eyes, absolutely beautiful. It started out as a book, but the setting and characters would flip up and become moving 2D parts. And there was also a narrator that was not visible during the storytelling, of course. I believe there were other stories told in this format, but I specifically remember Three Billy Goats Gruff. Please tell me if I have made this up in my dreams or if someone else remembers this is crucial to my adult life
I was listening to the connoreatspants elon musk fortnite interview bc i wanted to laugh at elon musk but man I can't believe I didn't realize how brazenly nazistic he was even before he straight sieg heiled. Like I knew that he was a nazi for a long time but going back and hearing him talk about social pathogens and the west falling while playing fortnite really got me. Got me even more annoyed with how he and every other neo-nazi has been permitted to deflect criticism by saying they're "not antisemitic" or "I support israel so I can't be a nazi."
I fuckin hate how the broad understanding of what a nazi is stops at antisemitism as if the only thing that made them bad was that they killed jews. Thats bc that was the ONE line they crossed too far. Everything else they believed ideologically: social pathogens, eugenics, cultural purity, and authoritarianism were all common ideas of the historical context the third reich was in. it wasn't until they went too far that they were recognized as bad (in the US at least, at least that's what got the manufacture of consent spinning) and even then the ideology of nazism has been erased in favor of JUST the antisemitism bc they didn't disagree with the rest of it. The ideology of fascism and nazism has been picked apart and talked about to death in universities which is why you have Jorkin Depeanus Vance calling professors the enemy.
all the "x with mama" posts are getting to me i just drew a butch girl with her mom (who is also butch) and thought "let's look like men with mama"
it has to end eventually right
Snow moon season.
(February 12, 2025)