Best things about being disabled:
Not necessarily being in a flare up, but it’s been two weeks of things not being right and each day you lose more hope that it’ll ever be okay again
All food and drinks are making you sick, even water churns your stomach
The weather can make your writhe in pain
Not being able to do anything, watching TV is exhausting, even scrolling on your phone requires a modicum of attention
Sitting upright is painful
Lying down is painful
Keeping your eyes open is effort
Wishing you could be the old you, the healthy you
honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever
“you should be at the club” Brother I should literally be sent to the seaside for my health
googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much
this little glamorized misogyny "joke" has run its course right. can we leave this corny demonic shit in 2023. it is done now. we've had enough.
"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there
chronic pain diagnoses are all like yeah we don't know what this is or why it happens. we also don't know how to treat it. good luck out there soldier
asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately
chronic pain diagnoses are all like yeah we don't know what this is or why it happens. we also don't know how to treat it. good luck out there soldier
blogging from the depths of autistic burnout • he/him • adult
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