Not to be super negative, but it’s so exhausting to have to be strong about chronic illness. I want to break down and sob due to how drained I feel.
And I know I don’t have it as bad as many, but there is still a struggle and I’m so so tired.
I wish I could just have a healthy body and not whatever the hell is going on with mine.
I know I don’t have to be an inspiration all the time, but I’m not allowed to be honest about my struggles with those around me in real life without them being concerned. And I really really hate making people concerned.
I’m a big fan of that post-laundry feeling when you’ve got all your A-list clothes back in the game.
i love my job love working here hope i never get fired amen
hate when someone asks how are you and you say good how are you and they say "oh not so great" or something. it's always like ohh okay i see we're being honest i thought we were playing pretend. can i have a do-over
i hate being in pain all the tiiiimee, i hate this shit🎶
i hate not feeling my arms, i hate not being able to sleep, in a horrible shit cycle of insomnia caused by pain and feeling pain cus I cant catch a fucking break🎶
I hate this shit🎶
I am still learning! I am allowed to make mistakes! Big mistakes!!! Huge mistakes!!! They will not stop me from growing!!!!
Well obviously I can’t have chronic fatigue, that’s a real problem for real disabled people that’s diagnosed by doctors probably. Clearly I just have some sort of perpetual exhaustion issue, that is also almost certainly my fault somehow
I feel like ass
Its true
blogging from the depths of autistic burnout • he/him • adult
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