blackestsorrows
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this might be them
they're meant to die by each other's sword why are they in a coffee shop
It's a sskk fanfic competition and your opponent is Asagiri Kafka, who has written:
sskk riding each other
sskk biting each other's neck
sskk having romantic dates on huge ships
Coffee shop!AU
... where sskk try to kill each other in said coffee shop
Inverted!AU
Knight!Akutagawa
"Just the two of us?"/"Do we need any more?"
"Away with you, you fool."
And more to come.
You are not winning.
Can the flags dance?
lippmann and piano man definitely can. they are very elegant and smooth, making any dance look easy regardless of the style or pace. lippmann is an amazing lead and follow, while piano man only wants to lead. if you’re looking to learn, they would be great teachers.
chuuya and iceman are not as good, but they’re not bad either. they know enough to get by and are really good at improvising (read: fake it ‘til you make it) when they’re out of their depth. both don’t have a preference, but because of their heights, chuuya usually ends up following and iceman ends up leading.
doc — bless his heart — tries, though it takes a lot of convincing to get him to dance in the first place. his IV usually gets in the way, so he would eventually take it out if he were to actually get serious about dancing. he prefers to follow because he has zero idea what he’s doing.
albatross might actually know how to dance, but he does badly on purpose. he’s wild, unpredictable, and sharp — if he wanted to, he’d probably be good at hip-hop and breakdancing style. don’t ask him to partner dance unless you’re prepared to be dipped at random moments and twirled until you’ve got shaken baby syndrome — you’ve been warned.
hhhhhhhhhhhh I NEED TO MAKE IVAN GRAPHICS TO USE ON YHIS ACCOUNT BUT AM SO LAZY!!!! must this be the coming of a new blog!? I CAN FEEL IT IN MINES VEINS!!! COURSING THROUGH MY BODY AND TO MY HEART!!! OH THE ADRENALINE RUSH! A SERIOUS EVENT OF BAD DECISIONS OCCURING DURING THE HOURS OF THE DEVIL! WONDERFUL!!!
*repo voice* i love i love i love i love i love
I forgot i cld js go find regular bsd srvrs by NOT clickin' on the bsd-rp tag goddamnit the rp is taking over my life
i lied
trying something new... changing my layout in a few
what a GOOD DAY!! the bird are singing and the skies are CLEAR! WHAT MORE COULD I WISH FOR OTHER THAN CHAOS!!! (¬‿¬ )(o˘◡˘o)
oh. ok. wow. i see how it is. I SEE NOW. is... is it because thy heart already belongs to... ANOTHER!? IS THIS THE CASE!
I WANT YOU PLEASE... .. . ONE ECHANCE?!? I'LL GET ON MY KNEES EVEN LIKE NO JOKE. I WILL. DON'T TEST ME BOY!!!!!!
??? WHAT. i dont need u on ur knees...? come off anon so i can give an answer
wow... that's so nice i need to meet that someone,,, so about that one chance...? ^__^........
I WANT YOU PLEASE... .. . ONE ECHANCE?!? I'LL GET ON MY KNEES EVEN LIKE NO JOKE. I WILL. DON'T TEST ME BOY!!!!!!
??? WHAT. i dont need u on ur knees...? come off anon so i can give an answer
wjar. WHAT?! i... i came off ANON... just for thou to cruelly reject mines advances... i see how much my EFFORT means to you. ugh... CRUEL! YOU'RE SO CRUEL TO ME!!
I WANT YOU PLEASE... .. . ONE ECHANCE?!? I'LL GET ON MY KNEES EVEN LIKE NO JOKE. I WILL. DON'T TEST ME BOY!!!!!!
??? WHAT. i dont need u on ur knees...? come off anon so i can give an answer
haha. hahahaha ha.... leans on a expensive lamborghini with. with roses in m y mouth. hey! heyyy ☆(>ᴗ•)
I WANT YOU PLEASE... .. . ONE ECHANCE?!? I'LL GET ON MY KNEES EVEN LIKE NO JOKE. I WILL. DON'T TEST ME BOY!!!!!!
??? WHAT. i dont need u on ur knees...? come off anon so i can give an answer
I had to take their cuteness out of my system. Ivantill sweethearts🖤💚
PLUS ICONS!!!
It was so much fun when I dropped it on my other account. They were so welcomed😭😭 I'm truly happy to know that my ivantill girls are loved!!!
Goin through it rn so you also have to reigen
Also looping pink pony club to cope KMFIAJFOAO
Unless we get content that contradicts this, I think I’m always going to be in the camp of “We the audience and Till will never be certain if he could have reciprocated Ivan’s feelings or not because Till never knew of them before Ivan’s death and therefore wasn’t given a proper chance to decide,” but what is certain is that no matter where you believe Till’s feelings for Ivan did or did not lie, it's clear he cared for Ivan and saw him as his closest friend even if he didn’t really acknowledge it. So if we ever get one of those longer comics from Till’s perspective about Ivan, and he refers to Ivan as being his friend or best friend, I think that would be another rare moment in the series where I cry because with how those two’s relationship is, Till just bluntly going “yeah, he was my friend, he was dear to me” would get me. It would get me so bad.
I've been and I currently am in many fandoms and I love interacting with other fans but BY THE GODS the Alien Stage fandom is probably one of the worst because people seem so... illiterate?? In a sense that they can't comprehend characters and actions without having a "black and white" "good and bad" perspective
This is probably because ALNST is a "new" web series born in the Tiktok era where everyone in fandoms seems to be braindead (I blame americans for that, as always, especially teenagers who go around thinking they are some kind of moral police just because they have religious trauma or whatever and need to project their beliefs in others)
But yeah, in the ALNST fandom they can only go "Ivan bad bc kiss and choke Till bad" "Luka bad bc manipulate others bad" when literally THE ALIENS are the reason for all of this and why some characters were forced to act in a certain way (all the time they spend hating on those two characters can be spent hating on the aliens but no)
They are in a life or death competition created by the aliens where they only want to survive or save the opponent and you think the things they do on that deathly stage are THE WORST THINGS??
All the things Luka has done, Ivan's actions while sacrificing himself, Sua's sacrifice, Till's actions, Hyuna's words, Mizi's whole character's point are WAY DEEPER AND MORE COMPLICATED THAN "BAD" "GOOD" "PROBLEMATIC" "TOXIC" OR ANY OTHER WORD YOU LOVE USING JUST TO EXPOSE YOUR INABILITY TO HAVE A CRITICAL THOUGHT ON A MEDIA YOU CONSUME
I can't comprehend this level of immaturity I swear
why is being mean a tactic for flirting like wdym if im mean to u you'll fall in love with me? we got to up our standards. what happened to effort and courtship.
like yeah im mean to my ex (bf again now <3) but hey... i wrote him a letter asking to get back tgt on valentines....? at least yall gotta find someone whos mean + wants to do effort in ur relationship... if thats ur type..
my old writing blog. god it was peak whyd i deactivate it again. :( i probably woulda have so much inspo if i didnt deactivate
Have you seen the standees set with all the pairs, each with one of them dead and it's called "Love-Hate"? I can get how it applies to Ivantill and Hyunaluka, but how does it apply to Mizisua?
Wild timing haha, you somehow managed to send this in right after I finished reading a great breakdown of it by @/crustyfloor this morning. Definitely check it out if you haven't already, I'm going to try not to reiterate what's already covered there.
In the Sua's Protection post I elaborated on the inherent selfishness of self-sacrifice:
Self-sacrifice doesn't need the other party's consent.
It doesn't ask for their opinion.
It doesn't give them the right to choose, because the choice is already made for them.
Conversations are about communicating, but even moreso, conversations in a relationship are about respecting each other's thoughts and opinions. It's a way for two (or more) people to touch base, know where each other are at, and find solutions together for the sake of each other and making the relationship work.
Conversations are an outreached hand, and when another person grasps that hand, communication is established.
Self-sacrifice means turning your back on the conversation and making the choice without regard for your partner, thereby placing your own feelings and decisions, your own will above someone else's.
Relationships aren't about any one singular person.
Sua's actions are for Mizi's sake yes, but by doing what she did, Sua essentially chose "Mizi" over "Mizi&Sua" and... while we can empathize with Sua's actions, I think it's also understandable for Mizi to be deeply hurt and resentful about that. In the end it was Sua who ripped "Mizi&Sua" away from her.
Someone might pose the question: "But can "Mizi&Sua" really exist in a world where one of them needs to die in a death match?"
Honestly I think yes, because "Mizi&Sua" will exist for as long as both of them are still invested in this relationship and its future — as long as both of them are putting in the effort of keeping this relationship alive regardless of whatever frightful things to come.
But what happened in Round 1 is that Sua gave the lie, the illusion of "Mizi&Sua" (in on this together) when in actuality she has long since chosen "Mizi" (and deleted herself from the equation of this relationship without Mizi ever knowing).
The moment Sua chose death, she gave up on "Mizi&Sua."
Now that we've established some of the logistics of MiziSua love-hate, let's take a closer look at the art itself, which seems to reflect a very nuanced manifestation of love-hate in Mizi.
Hate is often seen as a harsh, violent emotion. It's an aggressive feeling that you need to put energy into to fuel.
Yet this scene is almost... tranquil.
Mizi is very docile here, curled into herself like a small animal.
Her expression is numb. The type of numb you only reach after breaking down and crying for hours upon hours until you can't cry anymore.
We see none of the raw rage she showed in Round 5. There's no lashing out, no screaming and no ferocity in this scene.
This artwork shows that Mizi's hate is tender. It is subdued. It is a hurt that festers in her chest.
Mizi's hate is a quiet, vulnerable, "Why?"
In their post, @/crustyfloor describes Sua here as "simply hovering over her and watching in an eerie, enigmatic way" which imo captures it perfectly.
Sua is an eerie ghost now to Mizi, an enigma in death.
Round 1 shattered Mizi's perception of the world and as a result, of Sua and the bond they shared as well. But she has nowhere to go, reeling in all of her newfound questions, because Sua is now no longer with her.
Here, Mizi looks up at the one she loved, the one she still loves, in askance.
And her hate is one of questions that will never receive answers.
sometimes i have flashbacks to thinking that no reposts meant no retweeting/sharing... so i usually used to just leave a like
If it's any consolation, there exists a world, somewhere out there, far away, where you could have been happy.
It just... wasn't this one.
the fact that walls get dusty is ridiculous. you're vertical. act like it.