"After Everything I've Done To You, And You Don't Say A Word?"

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The third and fourth episode of Happy of the End emphasized that Chihiro is no Heavenly Human.

But he is the right person to help Keito.

I mentioned during the first two episodes that Chihiro isn't as dark as Keito.

He has color.

He has light.

Keito is dangerous because all of his interactions have been transactional and violent.

So when he reacts to Chihiro chatting with his ex, he becomes colder, he becomes crueler, and he becomes darker.

But when he sees how bothered Chihiro is with this treatment, he steps back into the light.

Because that's what's special about Chihiro. He isn't all light. He isn't so pure and bright that Keito hates him or has trouble understanding him. Chihiro has darkness as well, so for him to react to Keito's actions by crying and leaving makes Keito question how awful he must be in that moment to ignite such an emotion.

Keito is still dangerous, but, once again, Chihiro is fine with Keito's darkness. It's the cruelty that hurt.

So for the third episode to end with Keito in all black after realizing Maya was stalking him was worrisome.

Because although Keito is a Black Brooder, Chihiro has a way of bringing out some color from Keito.

But Maya is a reminder of Keito's past and that's the darkest thing about him.

I had to sit with the fourth episode for a bit because it's a painful visual examination and record of Keito's descent into darkness.

The episode began with Keito leaving his bed and Chihiro behind to stare out the window and think about his past in all black.

Although circumstances would never let him be pure, completely innocent, or blindingly white, Keito, as a child, was once light.

And in an act of desperation, after weeks of starving, he made a shift.

He still had hope that his situation would improve and that he would find security, but that quickly evaporated.

And he remained dark.

Because his life doesn't allow for hope to exist.

So a dark teenager turned into a dark adult.

And even when Keito escaped that abusive life,

He was still completely dark.

But the fourth episode ended by reminding us that Chihiro moves Keito to the light and brings out long-buried color from Keito.

So even at the every end, when it appears Keito will desert hope and embrace his darkness as he is faced with another one of life's cruelties,

And even when he begs for his suffering to end next week at his darkest moment yet,

He will wear a color, he will sit in the brightness,

And he will embrace the light.

But it'll take someone who isn't afraid of the dark to help him.

My Personal Weatherman had the strangest color exchange yet because Mizuki is a Blue Boy and Yoh is a Green Guy,

But after thinking Yoh ran away resulting in Mizuki tying him up, voilà, we got a color exchange.

How do I process this knowledge that Yoh feels Mizuki's love the most when tied up?

And Mizuki feels the most love for Yoh when he is basically taking him prisoner?

Instead, I'm just gonna focus on all the ways the colors popped up this episode like the little blue (and red) over Yoh's heart for Mizuki, and the laundry poles being green and blue.

Yoh also wearing blue with a little umbrella (for Mizuki) over his heart.

That Mizuki's character is in blue, and the cover has blue and green on it.

Yoh's notebook having green and blue circles, and his green pencil case.

Yoh's Green Gal wearing blue because she sees Mizuki's side.

Mizuku's comforter being blue.

The laundry being blue and green.

The rug being green.

Yoh's sweater having green accents.

And Mizuki's cardigan being blue.

Yoh buying drinks with green and blue labels and carrying them in a green bag.

Only for Mizuki to grab the one with the blue label.

And, of course, the tie!

Pour one out for a real one.

The fact that Seojoon has folders upon folders saved and named: (1) Seojoon, (2) Do not open, (3) Are you sure? (4) You may regret it (5) Hanjiwoo… in order to access Jiwoo’s pictures he didn’t come around to delete, kills me. Also, the fact that he finds it difficult to fake cry onset during filming, but cries deeply upon viewing these photos, kills me even more.

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