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Summary: A series of different situations where exbf!Matt and reader meet to catch up.
Warnings: mentions of sexual acts, alcohol use, angst
Word Count: 661 words
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A/N: Hello friends! I took quite the hiatus from writing. I've had lots of ideas flowing but no motivation to actually write them :( but I am going to try and push some out for the holidays. I hope this idea/concept makes sense. Please tell me if it doesn't and I can add an explanation!!
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"if I didn't love you, it would be fine"
Can't meet you for dinner at the Italian place...
The table held the awkward space between you as you recalled the last time you were both at this restaurant. You stared off at the booth in the corner. It felt like yesterday that you and Matt sat across from his parents, meeting them for the first time.
"How's your mom doing?" you asked, breaking the silence.
"She's good. She asks about you all the time. She misses you," Matt responded looking in your eyes. You felt a pang in your chest.
"I miss her too," you said with a slight frown. The relationship you had with MaryLou while you were dating Matt was so good. She was like a second mom to you. You pitied the many women who hated their mother in-laws because you absolutely adored her.
"Why don't you come home and say hi for a bit?" Matt offered.
a few hours later
Your legs were tangled up with Matt's as you rested your head on his bare chest. Both of you were breathless and trying to figure out how meeting up to 'talk' ended up with you in his bedroom at his parents' house.
I'd suggest the jazz bar on MaryAnn Street...
The soft saxophone music played in the background as you and Matt sat at a small table in the corner. "I want to apologize for how things ended between us," Matt sighed. You fiddled with your purse strap as you listened to him talk. "It wasn't fair to you to not think about how my career was going to impact you and us."
"I feel like you chose your career over me," you spoke softly.
Matt's face softened. "I know. I have my priorities straight now. Can I buy you a drink?"
One drink lead to another. Somehow Matt's face ended up between your thighs as you gripped onto your bedsheets. You missed him and definitely missed this.
If we have wine...
Matt's lips were flavored with merlot. Even though you preferred a riesling, you couldn't get enough. Your lips chased his as he backed you up against the bed. You weren't sure where your clothes had gone but you didn't really care. "I want you," he whispered. Matt left open mouthed kisses along your jaw as his hand slipped down your torso. You moaned softly. The night started casually. Matt stopped by to have a chat and catch up over a glass of wine. A few hours later, there were two empty wine bottles on the table.
You said let's do the park 'cause I love the park...
The park swing held your body in a hug as you caught up with Matt. It felt like it had been ages since you saw each other, but really, just a few months. It started off a bit awkward, but you warmed up slowly. Then, the rain began. It poured on you both as you laughed running to his car for shelter. Inside the car, the two of you talked for hours until darkness crept in. It didn't take long for your heated kisses to make the windows to steam up as Clairo played through the speakers.
I'll meet you for coffee...
The warmth of the mug increased the perspiration in your nervous hands as you sat across from your ex. "How are you?" he asked.
You nodded, "I'm doing good actually. How are you?"
He gave you a genuine smile, happy to know that you have been doing well. Matt felt a lot of guilt around your breakup and was hoping that you were doing okay. You both chatted about his career and your schooling. The world felt at peace and almost back to normal. Both of you relieved to have the friendship back.
But the feelings in your heart crept out of hiding each time Matt laughed or recalled a memory between the two of you.
So let's not do coffee, let's not even try.
Warnings: use of Y/N Word count: 800
Y/Nโs life looked perfect from the outside.
A platinum-selling popstar by 21, her face was plastered on billboards, magazines, and perfume ads. She had a smile people called americaโs sweetheart and a wardrobe curated to matchโevery outfit was coordinated and perfected, delicate bows, nothing too bold, too controversial. She was the music industryโs golden girl, the dream they packaged and sold to the world.
But behind the staged interviews and perfectly scripted moments, she was exhausted.
"Sit up straight. Smile more. Donโt laugh too loudly." Her managerโs voice rang in her ears even when he wasnโt there. It had been like this since she was sixteen, when her first single blew up and the industry decided she was their next barbie doll.
She wasnโt allowed to post without approval. Her interviews were filtered. Her dating life? Nonexistent. Or rather it was all manufactured for PRโfake relationships, fake drama, all controlled to keep the fake fans invested but never too invested.
"Scandals ruin careers," they told her. "Youโre not like those other artists. You have a brand to protect."
And she had listened. For years, she listened.
Even now, sitting in the back of a sleek black SUV on her way to a meeting, she could hear the same lecture coming.
"We have to talk about your image," her manager, Seth, started from the passenger seat. His clipboard sat on his lap, covered in notes she wasnโt allowed to see yet.
"Your last interview was good, but the fans are picking up on someโฆ discrepancies."
Y/N sighed and adjusted the black satin bow in her hair. "Discrepancies?"
"Yes. You hesitated when they asked about your love life. You need to be more firm when denying rumors. The last thing we want is people thinking youโre sneaking around with someone."
She bit the inside of her cheek. "But Iโm not sneaking around with anyone."
"Exactly," Seth said. "So letโs keep it that way."
Her grip tightened around her phone. It wasnโt just dating. It was everything. What she wore, what she posted, even how she spokeโall filtered through a team that saw her less as a person and more as a product.
She wanted to scream.
Instead, she smiled. Nodded. Pretended she didnโt feel the walls closing in.
Chris Sturniolo however, didnโt pretend for anyone.
If Y/Nโs life was perfectly polished, Chrisโs was the oppositeโchaotic and unfiltered
A rapper who built his career from scratch, he was raw talent with a reckless mouth. The industry hated that they couldnโt control him, and he loved pissing them off.
He didnโt play by their rules.
He spoke without thinking, called out fake bullshit in interviews, and ignored every PR crisis his team begged him to address. The fans loved it. The brands? Not so much.
"Chris you gotta stop picking fights on X," his manager, Josh sighed as they walked into the studio.
"Youโre already on thin ice with nike after that last stunt."
Chris scoffed, pushing open the door. "Bro they started it. Iโm not gonna sit there and let some upper class business puppet talk shit about me."
Josh rubbed his temples. "You called him an upper class business puppet first."
"And?"
Chris didnโt care. He didnโt need sponsorships. He had musicโreal music. He wasnโt some label manufactured star who needed to be told what to say or how to act. He wrote his own lyrics, controlled his own sound, and if people had a problem with that, well they could go fuck themselves.
"You remember that popstar chick I told you about?" Josh cut in, changing the subject before Chris could go on another rant.
Chris raised a brow. "Which one?"
"The one your label wants you to collab with. Y/N Y/L/N."
Chris stopped walking.
Her?
The name wasnโt unfamiliar. He had seen her everywhereโperfect smile, perfect outfits, music that dominated the charts. She was the type of artist the industry loved to control.
Chris smirked. "They seriously think me and her make sense?"
Josh sighed. "Itโs strategic. Sheโs popโs prized posession, youโre the industryโs problem child. People eat up that contrast."
Chris chuckled, shaking his head. He knew how this game worked. Pairing them together wasnโt about making good musicโit was about making headlines.
"Whatever," he said, pulling out his phone. "As long as the songโs fire, I donโt care." But deep down he was a little curious.
Chris was about to find out if there was anything real beneath that polish.
Warnings: use of Y/N, toxic management team Word count: idk
Y/N was already exhausted before the session even started.
She had spent the entire morning in back-to-back meetingsโnew sponsorship deals, upcoming tour plans, and another lecture from her team about how important this collaboration was for her image.
"A crossover hit could expand your audience," they told her. "And Chris has a very loyal fanbase. If we do this right, itโll be huge for both of you."
Translation: Play nice. Be the perfect, charming Y/N. Donโt mess this up.
So here she was, standing outside the recording booth, fixing her lip gloss in the reflection of the soundboard while the producer adjusted the levels.
Chris still wasnโt here.
She checked the time. Twenty minutes late.
Of course.
Not that she was surprised. She had heard plenty about Chris Sturniolo. The industryโs favorite bad boy. Always in some Twitter beef, showing up to interviews in sweats, saying whatever he wanted with zero filter. His fans ate it up.
Y/N? Not so much.
She liked professionalism. Structure. Respect for peopleโs time.
And right now, Chris wasnโt giving her any of that.
The door swung open. She turnedโand there he was.
Chris strolled in like he owned the place, hood up, chain glinting under the dim studio lights. His sneakers squeaked against the floor as he dropped onto the couch without a single hello.
"Look who finally decided to show up," the producer joked.
Chris smirked. "I had to finish my burrito bro. Priorities."
Y/N raised a brow. Seriously?
She hadnโt even spoken to him yet, and he was already infuriating.
Chris finally turned to her, his blue eyes scanning her from head to toe, taking in the perfectly styled outfit, the glossy lips, the tiny bow in her hair.
"You must be princess popstar," he said, voice dripping with amusement.
Y/N folded her arms. "You must be twenty minutes late."
Chris grinned. "Damn. Didnโt know you had a mouth on you."
The producer coughed, sensing the tension. "Alright letโs get started. Y/N youโve heard the beat, right?"
She forced herself to focus, nodding as she slid into her professional mode. "Yeah. I wrote some ideas last night."
Chris leaned back. "Letโs hear em miss perfection."
She shot him a look before grabbing the mic.
The second she started singing, the entire room changed.
Soft but powerful. A melody that wrapped around the beat effortlessly, like it had always belonged there. Every note was precise, every lyric carefully crafted.
Chris watched, arms draped over the back of the couch, actually listening now.
When she finished, she set the mic down and turned to him. "Your turn."
Chris stood, stretching before walking into the booth. He didnโt have a notebook. No pre-written lyrics. Just confidence.
Then he started rapping.
And Y/N had to admitโhe was good.
Not just good. Insane.
His flow was effortless, his words sharp and unfiltered, carrying this grit that made everything feel real. He wasnโt trying to sound perfect. He was just him.
By the time he stepped out, the energy in the room had completely shifted.
Chris smirked, wiping his nose with the back of his hand. "What cat got your tongue?"
Y/N snapped out of it, rolling her eyes. "It was alright."He chuckled.
"You liked it."
She didnโt answer. She actually did like it.
But she wasnโt about to let him know that.
The producer clapped his hands together, cutting through the tension. "Alright, I think weโve got something solid here. You two actually sound insane together."
Y/N turned back toward the soundboard, listening as the track replayed. Their voices blended too well. Her smooth, delicate melodies wrapped around Chrisโs rougher, effortless flow in a way that just worked. The contrast was sharp, but somehow, they fit.
She hated that she liked it.
Chris grabbed a water bottle and leaned against the wall, watching her as she studied the track.
"You always this serious?" he asked.
Y/N didnโt look at him. "I care about my work."
Chris grinned. "Damn. You act like I donโt."
"You showed up twenty minutes late and smelled like Chipotle."
He laughed, taking a sip of water. "Fair point." Then after a beat, "Alright miss perfection, whatโs up? We making a hit or what?"
Y/N sighed, finally glancing at him. "The songโs good."
Chris raised a brow. "Just good?"
She shrugged. "Weโll see after the final mix."
Chris smirked, stepping a little closer. Close enough that she caught the faintest whiff of his cologneโsomething fresh, a little sharp, something that felt too effortless.
"You always this hard to impress?" he mused.
Y/N met his gaze, lifting her chin slightly. "You always this cocky?"
His smirk deepened. "Yes."
A challenge. A dare.
Y/N refused to rise to it. Instead, she grabbed her phone and turned toward the producer. "Iโll check my schedule for the next session."
Chris let her go, but she felt his eyes on her the entire time.As she walked out of the studio, she ignored the way her heartbeat felt just a little unsteady.
This collaboration was going to be a problem.
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1. Admiring Your Talent
Chris is always in shock of your grace and your talent on the ice. Heโs the type to show up at your practices (if you let him) or watch your performances from the sidelines when hes not supposed to. He will whisper โthat was amazingโ under his breath every time you land a difficult jump or a perfect spin. Heโs incredibly supportive, and always gives you encouragement when youโre struggling with a routine.
2. Duo
While you're at practice, Chris loves to watch you. Afterwards you two enjoy cozy moments together, drinking hot chocolate or coffee in a nearby cafรฉ although he doesnt drink coffee so he always has a pepsi. Heโll joke about how you skate on the ice better than he skates in the rink, but itโs clear he loves seeing you in your element. You both have this perfect dynamic where you get to teach him a few moves and he teaches you about the intensity of the hockey world.
3. Skating Together
Though Chris is a professional hockey player, heโs not quite as graceful as you on the ice. When you suggest skating together for fun, heโs all in. He may not have your technique, but heโs willing to hold your hand and try new things with you. He's better at going fast while you're better at being graceful. His balance is great, thanks to hockey, but he often ends up making you laugh when he falls in a attempt to do a jump or a spin.
4. Backstage Celebrations
After a successful competition, Chris is always the first one there to celebrate with you, even if heโs had a tough game. Heโs proud of you...almost like a proud coach. He'll lift you off your feet in a big hug when you win or just be there to comfort you if it doesn't go as planned, reassuring you that every performance is a step closer to your goals.
5. Encouragement When You're Down
There are moments when the pressures of figure skating (injuries, difficult performances, self-doubt) can get to you, but Chris knows just what to say. Heโll remind you of your strength, often comparing you to one of his fellow hockey players who โfight through the pain.โ Heโll say something like, โYouโre as tough as anyone in my locker room, you can push through this.โ
6. The Ultimate Date
For a perfect day, you and Chris will go to a local rink where heโll take part in a (not so)friendly pick-up game of hockey with his friends, while you work on your figure skating routine. Then youโll both go to a diner for a late-night dinner and laugh about how you both almost collided on the ice. Itโs a mix of the worlds you both love, and he loves it because it gives him the chance to see you do your thing.
Summary: Chris doesn't think Y/N can handle him Warnings: sexual content, smut, p in v, backshots, unprotected sex (please just no), rough!dom!chris, making out Word count: 1.3k
Chris leans back against the headboard, arms crossed over his chest, a cocky smirk tugging at his lips.
โYou really think you can handle me, babygirl?โ His voice is low, dripping with challenge, eyes dark as they rake over you.
Your heart pounds, but you refuse to back down. โI donโt think. I know.โ
You crawl closer, hands settling on his thighs, feeling the muscles tense beneath your touch. โYouโre the one who doesnโt know what to do with me.โ
Chris lets out a low chuckle, shaking his head. โOh yeah? Thatโs cute.โ He reaches up, fingers threading into your hair, tugging just enough to tilt your head back, forcing you to meet his gaze. His pupils are blown, his lips slightly parted. โSo prove it.โ
Your breath hitches, but you donโt hesitate. You shift closer, your fingers tracing along his jawline before sliding into his hair, tugging just enough to make him suck in a sharp breath.
Chris tilts his head into your touch, his smirk faltering for a split second before returning with even more intensity.
โYou always talk big, ma. But I donโt think you know what youโre getting yourself into.โ His voice is a murmur now, his grip on your hair tightening just enough to send a shiver down your spine.
You tilt your head, a smirk of your own forming. โThat sounds like fear, Chris.โ His brows raise, amusement flickering across his face. โFear?โ
He scoffs, pulling you even closer. โNah, babygirl. I just donโt think you realize what happens when you play this game with me.โ
โThen stop talking and show me.โ
Chris watches you for a long second, his expression unreadable, before his smirk fades into something darker, something more serious. His fingers tighten in your hair, his free hand sliding down to grip your waist.
โAlright, ma,โ he mutters, voice rough. โJust rememberโyou asked for this.โ
His grip on your waist shifts, fingers pressing firmly as he guides you down onto the mattress beneath him. You let out a shaky breath, your hands gripping the sheets as he hovers over you, eyes dark with intent. The air between you crackles with tension, his gaze locked onto yours, watching every tiny movement, every breath you take.
He likes seeing you flustered, loves knowing that no matter how confident you pretend to be, you still react to him.
โYou sure youโre ready for this?โ he teases, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip. โYouโre already looking a little nervous, babygirl.โ
You swallow hard but refuse to back down. โYou talk too much, Chris.โ
His smirk returns, full of amusement, but thereโs something else there tooโsomething deeper, something hungry.
โYeah? Then do something about it.โ
You donโt give him the satisfaction of hesitating. Instead, you tug at the hem of his shirt, slipping it up over his head and tossing it aside before running your cold hands over his bare skin. His breath stutters slightly, and you catch the way his muscles twitch under your fingertips. Heโs always in control, always the one teasing, but now heโs watching you like he doesnโt know what youโll do next.
โWhatโs wrong, baby?โ you tease, leaning in, your lips ghosting over his jaw. โStill think I canโt handle you?โ
Chris exhales sharply, his hands gripping your hips. โYouโre playing a dangerous game, ma.โ His voice is rougher now, lower, his control slipping just a little.
โGood,โ you whisper, lips brushing against his skin.
โThen stop holding back.โ
Chris curses under his breath, his restraint snapping as he flips you onto your stomach, pinning you beneath him. He stares down at you, eyes burning with something intense, something all-consuming.
โAlright,โ he breathes, leaning down so his lips are barely an inch from your ear. โLetโs see if you can handle me, baby.โ
โGet on your knees for me.โ
Your breath stutters at the command, a slow shiver rolling down your spine. You shift onto your hands and knees, the mattress dipping beneath you as you move. Chris hums in approval, his hands ghosting over the small of your back before trailing lower, squeezing just enough to make you arch into his touch.
โThatโs my girl,โ he murmurs, his voice rough, filled with something possessive. He takes his time, his fingers teasing at the hem of your shirt before slowly dragging it up over your body. The fabric pools around your shoulders before he tugs it off entirely, leaving you in nothing but the heat of his gaze.
Chris presses a kiss to your spine, slow and deliberate, his hands exploring every inch of newly exposed skin. He loves this, loves taking his time despite how desperate he is. His lips trail upward, following the curve of your back as his fingers work at the clasp of your bra, letting it slip away just as easily.
He groans softly, hands sliding up your sides, thumbs brushing over your ribs. โYou wonโt be able to handle this, ma.โ His breath is warm against your skin, his voice thick.
You turn your head slightly, catching his dark gaze over your shoulder. โYou really underestimate me.โ
Chris doesnโt hesitate this time. His hands move lower, hooking into the waistband of your shorts, dragging them down inch by inch, making sure you feel every moment of it. He wants to savor this, wants you just as desperate as he is.
His own patience snaps as he rids himself of his clothes in a frenzy, the fabric tossed carelessly aside. He presses himself against you, the heat of his body overwhelming, his breath coming quicker. He grips your hips, his lips pressing against your shoulder before trailing up to the sensitive spot just below your ear.
โYou look so good like this,โ he murmurs, voice low and wrecked. โAll mine.โ
His hands roam over you, mapping every inch of your skin, his touch burning, claiming. Every movement, every whisper against your skin, pulls you deeper into him, into the intensity of the moment. He tilts your chin to the side, pressing his lips to yours in a heated kiss, fingers digging into your hips like he canโt bear to let go.
โYou wanted to prove yourself, babygirl?โ he rasps, dragging his lips over your jaw. โThen take me like a good girl and be completely silent.โ
Chris takes his time sliding his boxers down, his movements slow, deliberate, as if heโs making sure you watch every second of it. He inches forward, slowly pushing himself in. Your forehead falls back against the pillows in front you, eyes fluttering shut.ย
He begins moving his hips back and forth slow at first, until he sucks in a breath, his grip harsh as he begins slamming into you at a vigorous pace. Your eyes roll back, your jaw dropping at the incredible feeling. The headboard starts rocking into the wall, leaving loud bangs that Chris has no doubt his brothers hear.ย
"Fucking take it." He groans between his teeth. Chris lifts his palm before landing a sharp smack on your ass, almost causing you to whimper.ย You bite your lip, trying your best to hold back your moans as his tip repeatedly hits your insides.
Chris picks up the pace again, pounding into you faster, silently hoping everyone would hear the sound of his skin slapping against your ass.
"Bet they can hear us, ma," he whispers, voice dripping with satisfaction. His grip on your hips tightens as he pulls you back to meet each thrust, the intensity making your fingers clench the sheets beneath you. The sound of his skin slapping against yours echoes through the room, shameless and unrelenting.
"Let 'em know who you belong to."You start to feel your orgasm build up, the knot in your stomach slowly tightening. Your walls tighten around Chris's dick as he moves in and out of your pussy, your moans getting harder and harder to hold back.You won't let him win.
"You still think you can take more?"
Chris growls, his grip on your hips tightening as he thrusts even deeper, testing your resolve.
"Because I'm not done with you yet."
Author's note: so ummm what do we think? I've never written smut before so this is probably ass but please let me know what you think and if I should write more
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Brunnette, green eyes, Italian and American and i only write about the sturniolo triplets
Music: Dominic Fike, Taylor Swift, Sabrina Carpenter, Arctic Monkeys, Tyler The Creator, The Neighborhood, TV Girl, Clairo
Youtubers: Sturniolo Triplets, Kallmekris, Tara Yummy, Sam and Colby, Jake and Johnnie, etc
Shows: Stranger Things, Bluey, Bridgerton, WandaVision
Movies: 10 Things I Hate About You, Scream, Clueless
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