- 15kg By Summer ♡

day 3 of liquid fasting

my heart hurts

But I see the progress already

rest in peace pierrotdoesnteat </3 that blog lasted forever. help me find all my mutuals again?

im gonna lose so much weight that i’ll be unrecognizable..

im gonna lose so much weight that people will ask me if im okay..

im gonna lose so much weight that the new clothes i bought are gonna be loose on me..

im gonna lose so much weight that people will truly have to love me for who i am n not for how i look because im gonna look so sick..

i said that i wanted to lose enough weight to be a “healthy” and “normal” weight, but now i want to be so skinny that i become sick..

Hii don’t forget to starve today xx

I was around family this weekend and had to eat so fucking much I HATE IT. Fuck me man I'm starving forever now

Tw scary

Gaining weight

Reblog if you cried

Introduction (age 21)

Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways

I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.

I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed

I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".

I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.

I will mostly be posting about my ed.

If you don't like that, block, don't report.

You have your safe spaces, I have mine.

Nice to meet you all! :D

reblog if you eat less than a toddler ପ(⑅ˊᵕˋ⑅)ଓ

Fun fact:

You don't gain anything except weight when you eat food!!! 😁

Hope this helps!!

my dad made me eat so much this weekend gone and I frickin' gained. Ugh