Joseph Apoux

i outta write some fan fictions but between reading them and thinking about it i jus don know

FILMS IN 2022: Sleepy Hollow (1999) — dir. tim burton

"i cant wait to get home from work so i can do all that stuff i wanted to do"

when i get home from work:

I don't think people should make fun of others for saying they have no friends in front of people who consider them friends because yea obviously we're buds but we're not as close as you are with other people and my debilitating fear of intamacy and constant state of lonliness tell me we'll never be closer than what we are now and I'll never be able to express myself fully to you because you won't understand that when I say friends I mean someone who I know will take all of me and say its okay without feeling like a burden or rejecting specific parts of me that I've grown to accept. I know that's never going to happen unless I get better but I don't know how to get better enough to feel comfortable with myself and not the portraits painted specifically for each person I know. So please understand that when I say I have no friends I don't mean that our relationship means nothing I mean that I am nothing to this relationship which has been copied and pasted to other people for so long and while other people are able to get closer to people I will find myself still sitting here watching us remain stagnant.

hits the bong and immediately becomes aware of the narrative

Vampire Mood Board: Part III

taking a big slurp out of the chemical waste disposal jug

Y'ALL I jus went to a fucking hardcore show in my local area for the first time and it was so much fun!! I had a blast and I plan on going to more bc there's a band that played first that night and I actually got to talk to one of the guitarists. They were so cool :D I look forward to seein them at their next show