This User Is Addicted To Caffeine

actually...its thursday today

Disco Grover

you know the drill, character and number

Curiosity

"I see,"

"is that yours?"

"what's in there?"

"Are we going somewhere?"

"I've never seen it,"

"is it really that big?"

"are you smiling?"

"that's not what was meant to happen,"

"When did you even get that?"

"But we weren't invited?"

"how?"

"stars are really bright? is that true?"

"I've never left the room, are you really going to take me?"

" what's that noise?"

"do you know my father?"

"you're always so angry,"

"you mean that?"

"five times?"

"a castle!?"

"why am I even being taken?"

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characters - slowly updating for prompts/drabbles/oneshot requests

Brandon, hero of a story. English-Taiwanese. Dreamed of being a chef as a kid. He doesn’t know how to be vulnerable apart from when he breaks down. Makes amazing Ramen. Can’t ride bikes. Robert, villain of a story. American. Was always looking after his mother after his dad walked out and his mam died of cancer when he was 15 so he started acting up in school. -- Lina, just a girl in her first year of university. English. Wants to work in the Theatre. Sits alone wherever she goes. Likes writing and music. Wishes she could be happy. John, a boy in his last year of university. English. Doesn’t know what he wants to do with his life. Does a science course and works part time in a pub. Wishes he had someone to be vulnerable around. -- Elle, one of the main three. Oldest of the group. Does ice skating and has a driving license. Is doing her A-levels currently and mainly does sport. Mina, one of the main three. Youngest of the group. Muslim family. She wants to be a criminologist. Going into college to do Sociology. Has a broken leg. Paddy, one of the three. Irish immigrant. Owns a bike and has lots of posters of The Hollywood Vampires on his bedroom wall. Giles, a news presenter who time travelled and then got influenced into being an awful person. Knows a lot of things and works for the bad guys now. -- Otis, a fourty year old man who believes it his destiny to kill the “monster” just outside town, avid gambler, is usually drunk. Katharnie, a twenty year old girl who is considered to be an outsider, she believes in protecting the so called monster. n/a

@kokobot is so amazing i swear, i used to use them years ago and i just got back into tumblr and started using them again!

i appreciate the help i’ve been getting because i’ve been really low, so i try and put some positivity into replying to peoples really kind messages, i feel like i’m not in the right mentality to help people because i’ll end up ranting or something but replying to people sort of feels a bit better for me, even if they don’t need help...i wish i could actually help out but maybe in a few weeks i’ll be feeling much better.

the images are of my latest koko bot interaction

Tell me that I haven’t fallen for the most romantic thing ever.

Persuasion (by Jane Austen) has an exhaustingly beautiful and sort of haunting loving feel that drifts through the air, and actually, makes me long for a romance to stir me out of my sorrows.

A few lines of the letter that really catch me are these,

“I am half agony, half hope.”

“I have loved none but you.”

“For you alone, I think and plan.”

“You sink your voice, but I can distinguish the tones of the voice when they would be lost on others.”

You cannot tell me that is not romantic. To see a kiss, to share a kiss , to hear others recollect their memories of youth and love...makes me wonder why I let myself down and let go of the one who captivates my heart every time I hear their name. Even a thought of every second we spent together, any moment that arrives to my mind...makes my heart beat faster and makes me feel in a daze again...but then I feel my heart sink, because they are no longer with me. They no longer have me in their mind.

Jane Austen’s words are too powerful for my weak frame of mind, I fear.

Perhaps I will move onto the Brontë sisters for this week.

choose a number and a character and i will write a drabble or one shot!

✩ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

▻ 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓/𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

- “ you’re gonna have to make me .”

- “ let go of me .” 

- “ don’t you dare .” 

- “ i wouldn’t do that if i were you .” 

- “ don’t get in my way .”

- “ i won’t let you do this .” 

- “ can you hear me? hey…can you hear my voice ?”

- “ hey…hey. look at me - you gotta get up. can you walk ?”

- “ did i do something wrong ?” 

- “ are you avoiding me ?” 

- “ did something happen to you ?” 

- “ are you bleeding ?” 

- “ don’t you dare touch him/her !” 

- “ who did this to you ?” 

- “ you know i didn’t do it !” 

- “ you’re annoying, you know that ?” 

- “ i don’t need your permission .” 

- “ you’re not worth my time, trust me .”

- “ what? can’t take a punch ?” 

- “ why won’t you just listen to me ?!” 

- “ i didn’t know where else to go .” 

- “ because i care about you, okay ?!” 

- “ you fucking idiot - would it kill you to be careful so i don’t have to worry about your safety all the time ?” 

- “ hey…come on. you’re okay, right ?” 

- “ i can look after myself .” 

- “ can you move ?” 

- “ is that blood ?” “….no ?”

- “ don’t you trust me ?” 

- “ i hate seeing you like this .” 

- “ you aren’t the boss of me .”

- “ what did you just say to me .” 

- “ can you shut up for once in your life ?” 

- “ find somebody else to kiss your ass .” 

- “ hurting you is the last thing i’d do, you know that .” 

- “ you’re jealous .”

- “ i thought you were dead .”

- “ i’m not them! and i never will be !” 

▻ 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅/𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐑

- “ what’s going on in that head of yours ?”

- “ i’m not gonna let that happen .”

- “ it’s okay - i got this .” 

- “ we need you…i need you .”

- “ i’m here for you. always will be .” 

- “ don’t push your luck .”

- “ being drunk adds value to everything else in life .”

- “ i’m here for you .” 

- “ you’ll be with me, right ?” 

- “ smile. it won’t kill you .” 

- “ and the prodigal asshole returns .” 

- “ i’m not doing anything else for men today .” 

- “ that was not very progressive of you .” 

- “ i’m always open to feedback that i can get defensive about and ultimately ignore .” 

- “ why wouldn’t i save you ?” 

- “ i just…i don’t want anything bad to happen to you .” 

- “ keep it - it looks better on you, anyway .” 

- “ can i walk you home ?”  

- “ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay .”  

- “ are you flirting or starting a fight ?” 

- “ you said to be honest, stop hitting me !” 

- “ he’s always been there for me when i needed him .” 

- “ if i die, i’m haunting you first .” 

- “ all right, miss high and mighty .” 

- “ sorry, was that supposed to impress me ?” 

- “ you’re insane .” “ you love me .” “ not right now, i don’t .”

- “ the flirting was to distract him .” 

- “ i just asked if you wanted a drink. i didn’t ask for your whole life story .”  

- “ you really can’t take a hit, can you ?” 

- “ if you’re gonna act like an ass, i’m gonna treat you like an ass .”  

- “ i could punch you right now .” 

- “ the quickest way to a man’s heart is through his fourth and fifth ribs .” 

- “ good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion .” 

- “ i would have done anything for you .”

- “ i don’t get paid enough for this shit .” “ and you think i do ?”

- “ you did the best you could .” 

- “ get over here, you doof .”

- “ i’d like to see you try .” 

- “ rumor has it, i make you nervous .” 

- “ don’t you have anything better to do ?”

- “ just keep your eyes on me, okay ?”

- “  why didn’t you tell me ?”

- “ you punched him in the face - of course he’s mad !” “ well, i’m sorry! i thought he’d be too unconscious to be mad !” 

- “ being like my dad isn’t as big of an insult as you thought it would be .” 

- “ don’t wink at me .” 

This user wishes they weren’t so sad all the time 

(alt text:) this system is protector heavy

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requests are open :)

“I don’t miss you, I miss the misery,” “You said you just needed space and so I gave it,” “I’m so sick of myself,” “One day wake up and be bored with mine,” “Oh baby I, I hope you hear a song, that makes you sing along and gets you thinkin’ bout her,” “Maybe next time he’ll think before he cheats,” “I miss the late nights, don’t miss you at all,” “Dated a girl that I hate for the attention,” “I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you,” “Stupid boy making me so sad,” “She’s everything you’re ever gonna need,” “Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo,” I’ve been listening to songs on repeat that make me think that maybe loving you was a mistake. I don’t think all the emotions, all the memories...all the...all the love we shared, those...those weren’t mistakes. I still love you. You know that though. I already told you. You hate it because you can’t say it back, and maybe me not saying it would be better for us both but damn it I really do love you.

you were, foolishly, fatally, more special to me than i ever was to you.