Love Stuck - Mother Mother
This song has been driving me insane since it popped out of my playlist again. Here's a WIP of an illustration and the lyrics that inspired it.
i just realized i’ve never made an smau with just my man
you tried. you really did. it’s not like you didn’t know what you were signing up for—you knew his goal from the very beginning. but of course, being who you were, you couldn’t help yourself. god, why did you have to love him? why did your heart choose him when it was already clear that he was doomed?
every mission he came back from, it was like another piece of him had been carved away. slowly, quietly, he was destroying himself, inch by inch, until nothing would be left but the end. and it killed you inside—watching, helpless, as he unraveled.
your quirk could only do so much. you could take the pain for a while, absorb it, carry it for him—but it never undid the damage. never reversed the scars, the missing pieces, the trauma etched into his mind. and you did everything. you begged, pleaded, insisted there was another way. that maybe, just maybe, the two of you could run—could find something beyond revenge, beyond bloodshed.
but you knew him. too well.
you knew he’d never let go of the hatred that burned in his veins. the fire that would never be extinguished. not when it had lived inside him for so long it felt like breathing. he never looked back. never even tried to heal. he just kept moving forward, fueled by vengeance, becoming the very monster his father created. doing what he believed must be done.
and it wasn’t like he didn’t love you. because he did. in the only way he could. but in the end, that love wasn’t enough. not compared to the weight of everything else. not when it was smothered by the weight of all his pain, all his rage, all his guilt.
and when it all came crashing down—the big finale—you watched it happen. watching, helpless, as he slipped further and further into the abyss. watched the horror bloom in the eyes of his family, in your own reflection, as he let it consume him. letting the darkness swallow him whole, hollowing him out, leaving only a ghost in his place. and just like that… he was gone.
you wanted so desperately pretend it wasn’t real. that maybe there was still some way to bring him back. but you knew better. you’d always known.
maybe in another universe, things would’ve been different. maybe you’d meet under softer skies, without the ghosts, without the blood, without the everlasting pain and guilt. maybe he’d be happy. maybe you’d get to see that smile—the real one. the one you so desperately craved. maybe you'd hear him laugh, feel what it’s like to be loved without all that pain trailing behind it.
maybe you’d build something together. a life. a family. one filled with strength and love instead of pain. something that wasn’t built on destruction, on ruin. maybe you’d get to hold him just one last time. to tell him how much you loved him, how perfect he was to you.
maybe.
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whenever i read ‘baby’ or someone says ‘baby’ everything fades into blurred lines and my babyyyy my babyyyyyyy you’re my babyyyyy say it to meeeeeeee baby my babyyyyy tell your baby that im your baby
congrats on 1k!!! can you please make a smau with shinso or sero x reader but the is oblivious to their crush so they just end up confessing because they’re tired of the reader not picking up hints/flirting
stupidly oblivious
s.hanta
-in which he gets tired of your not picking up on his hints (i will do shinso too if you so wish)
𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎
pairing: sero hanta x gn!reader
genre/warnings: camp counselor au/summer camp au, fluuuuffy fluff, suggestive, substance use (weed), cussing, implied sexual content in public (making out)
nothing brings out the attraction between two counselors more like late night smoke sessions and the inevitable end of summer camp
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#my girls
hiii guys i will post an smau tdy! ;)
and hopefully i can complete two more requests this week !!!!
i feeeel like i should make an about me post