It's Been Said Before But I'm Saying It Again: Being Mentally Ill And Very Self Aware Of It Is Extremely

It's been said before but I'm saying it again: being mentally ill and very self aware of it is extremely annoying because it's like:

My Brain: You are worthless and everyone is making fun of you.

Me: Uhh, no? I just had an extremely minor, low stakes misunderstanding, and everyone was very cool about it. It's fine. No need to panic.

My Brain: [immediately dousing itself in cortisol] You don't get to decide that. Now I'm cancelling all of the dopamine and serotonin. You can just sit there and think about your unforgivable error.

Me: Wildly unnecessary, but ok I guess

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7 months ago

Ghada's Journey from Gaza:

A Plea to Save My Family from the Horrors of War

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

Hello, my name is Ghada, I am 32 years old,

and I once lived a life full of hope and ambition.

Donate to Rising from the Ashes: Ghada’s Journey of Hope and Resilien, organized by ghada alanqar
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**Humanitarian Support Request: Ghada Nabil Al-Anqar** My… ghada alanqar needs your support for Rising from the Ashes: Ghada’s Journey o

I studied Information Technology and earned my bachelor’s degree, working for a private company for some time. But when the war in Gaza erupted, the company stopped operating and was completely destroyed, leaving me without a job and no place to work πŸ’”.

As the bombing intensified and the violence escalated, we were forced to flee our beautiful home, which was completely destroyed, to the city of Rafah in southern Gaza. We lived in a small tent barely a few meters wide, but even that was not enough. We were forced to flee again to central Gaza, where we now live in a school for displaced people, moving from one place to another without knowing when this tragic journey will end πŸ’”πŸšοΈ.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:
Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

My father, Nabil, who is 62 years old, used to own an aluminum workshop, but it was destroyed during the war. My mother, Fatima, 57 years old, faces daily struggles with the lack of electricity and the closure of bakeries. At their age, my parents suffer greatly from the constant displacement and the challenges of moving from place to place πŸšΆβ€β™‚οΈπŸšΆβ€β™€οΈ.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

My younger brother, Khaled, 23 years old, graduated with a bachelor’s degree in accounting and worked at a contracting company before the war took away his job and shattered his dreams. Despite this, Khaled now bears the responsibility of providing for our basic needs like food and water, trying to keep our family afloat under these harsh conditions πŸžπŸ’§.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

I also have two married brothers, Mohamed and Ahed, who live with us in the same displacement location with their children (Lama, Nabil, and Amir) and (Fatima, Eman, and Noor). The children, having lost their toys and games, have found some joy playing with the pets 🐾, trying to find happiness in the darkest of times.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

But the bitter reality is that we are living in an uninhabitable environment. Diseases and insects are widespread, and sewage water floods the area around us. The children, who should be focused on learning and playing, now suffer from malnutrition and disease. Recently, the spread of the polio virus among them has only added to their pain and suffering πŸ¦ πŸ˜”.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:
Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

Life here no longer meets basic human dignity. We live without clean water, without a home, without even the basics of survival. Our children have no education, no toys, no new clothes, not even shoes to protect their feet. Skin diseases, malnutrition, and polluted water and food are our daily reality. We are living in inhumane conditions in every sense of the word, and we beg you not to forget us πŸ™.

Ghada's Journey From Gaza:

All we hope for now is to find safety, to not die before we can escape or move to a safer place. But even that simple right seems impossible. We need your help to raise the money needed to cross the Rafah border between Gaza and Egypt, where the coordination cost for one person ranges between $5,000 and $7,000.

We are trying to hold on to hope 🌟, trying our best to find safety for ourselves and our children. With your support, we might just achieve that. Every share of this story, every donation, every bit of help can make a huge difference.

Donate to Rising from the Ashes: Ghada’s Journey of Hope and Resilien, organized by ghada alanqar
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**Humanitarian Support Request: Ghada Nabil Al-Anqar** My… ghada alanqar needs your support for Rising from the Ashes: Ghada’s Journey o

Please, help us raise our voices, and help us save our family πŸ™πŸ’™.

GoFundMe campaign link πŸ’”β€οΈ >>>

My campaign Vetted by @gazavetters

on their verified list, number 6.

Link vetted ➑️

11 months ago

I never thought of 'bloo' as a possible derivative for my username, probably because it really is short for 'blood oranges' so uh yeahπŸ˜…(it is pretty cute~) Oh boy I get you though, I am OBSESSED with cardistry and cards in general, pretty sure I never really grew up from my Kaito Kid phase

Hey Niko!!!!!!

I hope you are well and having the best time (unlike me and my poor brain due to exam seasonπŸ˜‘).For the ask game...number 4+34.

Have a great dayπŸ’–πŸ’–

HI BLOO!!!! ( is it alright if i call you that, I've been using it in my head and it's very cute 2 me )

OH GOSH exam season. Wishing you the absolute best of luck and a lovely lovely day <3 :3

4. Where do you find inspiration for new ideas?

ooohhhh... it's definitely a mixture of listening to music, watching films, and browsing through pinterest. TSP was heavily inspired by some of my favorite movies ( Last night in Soho, Chinatown, the Third Man, etc. etc. ) but also little, random things like my actual real-life academic pursuits in law and psychology, and also . . . seeing a random poker hand while looking at drawing references and learning that this

Hey Niko!!!!!!

is called the 'Dead Man's Hand' <- you can see where TDB got it's logo from. after that, things just spiralled.

34. Five years from now, where do you see yourself as a writer?

Hopefully a better one! If you'd asked me this question five years ago, when I was just starting to create my original works and languages and characters, i'd have said 'published!' but since writing isn't what i want to do as a career ( and I'm not an English major, god forbid ), it's a hobby I'm letting myself take slowly, and take my sweet time to develop :)


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3 months ago
All Of My Ghibli Inspired Lava Lamps In One Place :)
All Of My Ghibli Inspired Lava Lamps In One Place :)
All Of My Ghibli Inspired Lava Lamps In One Place :)
All Of My Ghibli Inspired Lava Lamps In One Place :)

All of my Ghibli inspired lava lamps in one place :)

1 month ago

Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive

A Plea for Help from Gaza: A Family Seeking Safety

Hello, I am Samar Shamiya, married to Hashem Al-Shawish (@hashemsh92) @hashemsh12 . I have a child born in the war, his name is Omar. He is 6 months old.

Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive
Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive

We live in the midst of the ongoing hellish war in Gaza, trapped between walls of fear and despair.

Donate to Help my family survive and start a new life, organized by Hashim Friend
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Hello everyone, I hope you take a minute to read our story. I’m Hashem Al-S… Hashim Friend needs your support for Help my family survive an

We struggle daily to survive in an environment filled with threats and dangers.

Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive
Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive
Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive

We are originally from the north of the Gaza Strip, but at the beginning of the war we were displaced several times without anything. Our house was completely destroyed and we are now homeless.

Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive
Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive
Trapped Family In Gaza Appeals For Help To Survive

We urgently appeal for your moral and financial assistance to cover the necessary costs for escaping to a safe environment, where we can build a better future for our children and ensure our family's safety.

We are in desperate need of your support. Any donation, no matter how small, can help save our lives. Thank you for your attention and support during these harsh times.

GoFundMe Campaign Link β™₯️ :

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Hello everyone, I hope you take a minute to read our story. I’m Hashem Al-S… Hashim Friend needs your support for Help my family survive an

best wishes:

Samar shamia

Note:

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@gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #53 )

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@7amaspayrollmanager @kaapstadgirly @annoyingloudmicrowavecultist @feluka @marnota @toughknit @flower-tea-fairies @the-stray-liger @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @vivisection-gf @communistchameleon @troythecatfish @the-bastard-king @4ft10tvlandfangirl

1 month ago

sometimes I wonder why y'all are obsessed with specific characters and I'm like "why them" but then I remember that sometimes its literally not your choice you just look at them wrong and all of a sudden they're taking up your every thought forever

1 year ago
The Destruction Of Knowledge And Culture

the destruction of knowledge and culture

11 months ago

This is so cuteeee!!!

This Is So Cuteeee!!!

@wildflowerteas @thematchlessartist @pmamtraveller @linrub @daturas-are-pretty @kaiserkisser

FRUIT QUIZ FRUIT QUIZ FRUIT QUIZ

@persimminos fruit quiz!!!!

FRUIT QUIZ FRUIT QUIZ FRUIT QUIZ

Tagging @faggylittleleatherboy @prongsfish @ninety-two-bees @sommerregenjuniluft and whoever wants to

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