My Testimony
my testimony
i don't know what else i can add to the whole mason24683 thing that hasn't already been publicly said, other than the fact that this was a guy i trusted to make fan sequels for my fanfic. of course that turned out to just be an excuse for him to take advantage of me and trick me into drawing fetish art for him.
one thing you may learn quickly about me from reading my fanfics is that i have a special interest in underwater scenes. they've captivated me since i was a kid. they're a recurring thing in my stories. so you can probably imagine my excitement when i found out someone had read my smiling friends fic and contacted me telling me about how they also have an interest in underwater scenes, and that they wanted to write a couple of sequels. of course i said they could.
then came the doodle requests. seemed harmless enough, right? i got an opportunity to draw things i loved! i had fun drawing doodles for mason's fics.
two months later, on today, april 29th, i was sitting in the back of a crumbl cookies on a work break, when i found out he had messaged me something along the lines of "hey we need to talk" and then he said "wait never mind!" i started to worry if he, or even i, did something wrong without realizing it.
i went about my day as normal, trying not to think about it. but then he messaged me again that evening, when he basically told me that my artworks for the fanfictions turned him on. he was like "i know this will make you uncomfortable but i'm gonna tell you anyway".
of course, i was fucking devastated. i thought this was a friend i could trust. i thought i had finally achieved something in fandom by writing a fic someone loved so much they decided to write their own fic based on it. but...oops! all sexual harassment!
some advice i can give is that you can never think that it could never happen to you. you may think "oh, i'm too smart to get taken advantage of, it could never happen to me". well, i thought i could find red flags in people and look how i ended up. i was found by someone who i thought shared a special interest with me and i got excited. just two months later they turned out to be a complete creep who sexually harassed me and someone else in the fandom.
what mason sent me is below the cut:
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Do any of you constantly think about what s1e8 would've been like if Zach and Michael had kept the original premise of Pim dying in-place of Charlie or is that just me
I can kind of understand why they'd change it (IMO it would've felt very punching bag-esque to have him be the one to die, especially with the way he's (metaphorically) beaten down a lot both in season 1 and 2), but I still constantly think about that random piece of information...like how would he have died, assuming the episode is the same up until the death scene???? How would the rest of the episode play out since (iirc) Pim still ends up in hell????????
I'm glad they changed it tbh but that doesn't stop my morbid curiosity lmfao
Bit of a ramble, but I can't believe how seen I feel here. I'm still pretty new to Tumblr and all that, but everyone is so nice here, it's such a breath of fresh air from places where my art has barely been acknowledged, and I've felt like nothing but a hand in a raging sea when it came to my previous friendships. I know I'm probably being a bit overdramatic and 'I've only seen the good side of tumblr' yadda yadda, but genuinely I've had the nicest time here so far, and it feels so good when compared to previous experiences on other websites.
lovely character. i need him to finally break down sobbing clutching his chest like it'll stop the pain crumpling to the floor begging God to either help him or let him die
I would just like to announce...
that it is now over for you bitches /silly /ref
(Been listening to a lot of Jazmin Bean lately so that kind of loosely inspired the fit LOL)
If I get robux someday, it's over for you bitches
I had a dream last night where me and my good friend were in a Target shopping for clothes and groceries, and then we got separated. I looked for him for a good five minutes before I went to one of those cafes shopping centers sometimes have and I met the one and only Zach fucking Hadel and we had a really nice conversation and I showed him some of my smiling friends fanart and at first he said “these are incredible” and then he flipped two pages and said “you’re really fucking autistic” and I said “yeah” 😭😭
Moral of the story: if you meet your idols, they will call you autistic.
Oh and I never found my friend. (He’s fine irl lmao😭)
Date idea: I stare at you in silence while you play Papa's Burgeria the whole time
(Also wow hi! First post here LMAO)
i know he was like really exhausted and irritated and it was a much higher stake situation and they’re strangers but. the difference in how charlie argues with other people vs how he argues with pim is uh Yeeah
02,03,2025
anyone else not give a fuck about this show /j
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Blue/Pim (he/it/they) || Adult (18) || Currently in my Smiling Friends era 😔✊ || DNI in strawpage and in pinned (https://blu3che3se.straw.page/)
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