COME BACK GOJO

i don't get where people got the idea that you shouldn't get attached to your drs, that somehow they won't be as 'real' as your cr... baby bare your teeth and gnash. love until skin turns to bone, then become one with earth itself. mark your place, claw your way through dimensions. don't be afraid to hang onto something that is as real as your breath.

you’re gonna shift tonight/today

i shifted. I ACTUALLY SHIFTED

IT REALLY WAS THAT EASY??? HHAGAHDHHFH???

Okay but what if I actually wake up there tomorrow?

“Yeah no girl I don’t think you will-“ shut up inner elala.

Like bro, I’ll be there, I’ll see THEM, I’ll see HIM.

I know this is gonna sound corny and stupid but what I’m feeling is the same excitement that I felt before my first play (yes I do acting in this reality).

It’s like knowing what’s going to happen, but this time is different because there’s going to be an audience right? Because it’s going to be real, and you can’t back down anymore, maybe you’ll forget that one line of dialogue or you’ll have to improvise some words of that one monologue, but it still feels amazing to know you’re there.

“Yeah no don’t get your hopes up-“

IDC BRO, ILL SHIFT. THIS IS GUARANTEED.

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your reality is REAL. it is not just some fanfiction that you are going to live out, you will feel, you will feel just as deeply as you do here.

﹒ ⋆ a love letter

shifting to me is the crackle of the fire, the heat of it when I sit to close, the half of myself that is facing away feeling the chill of cold seeping through the cracks of my home, the flip of pages from my father sitting in his rocking chair, an act so familiar to him but I need to commit it to memory, and hold it close because I’ve made it.

it’s stones prickling my feet with wiry grass, my hand holding on to who've known me for ages and I, consciously, only a few days but it feels like a lifetime with them. it’s familiar yet it’s not, my feet know the path ahead of me but my eyes do not. they call me by a name that’s only ever played in my head and I know I’ve made it.

it’s cold seeping in and chilling my bones from the lake, fingertips pruning and numb. the laughter that rings both familiar and foreign from my friends, dogs that nose me with kinship that I know deep in my bones. it’s shivering in the grass, tingles running up my spine from sun warming my back, hands fisting sand in my grip, caked beneath my nails is seaweed and dust and I know I’ve made it

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you will feel, you will feel so deeply

shifting is supposed to be fun, so protect your heart, make those precautions and feel, the texture of your table, of your clothes, remember that your dr is exactly like that

take a moment, a breath, feel your cr then change that, take away the texture of wherever your sitting and it make it your dr. change the consistency of your clothes, change the scent of the air, change how your heart feels, deep down, feel that you are there and you will be.

gojo in a suit if he slayed

How I shifted with my eyes open, three times...

First time, I was lying on my bed and visualizing, this is what I normally do when I want to shift because I prefer visualizing over affirming. Anyway, in the middle of my calmness my imagination started moving on it's own, I got really annoyed so I opened my eyes and I saw my s/o laying next to me I smiled then realized there's a yellow light, (I don't have a yellow in my room or outside it) so I knew my eyes weren't closed and shifted back (gonna kms)

Second time, I was also lying but I was only visualizing without really thinking of shifting. So, I thought of my s/o standing in front of me and I realized that my surroundings are becoming significantly vivid and realized that he was standing in front of me, I kinda panicked and shifted into his body instead but thank God I automatically came back here

Third time, I was babysitting my cousin and just looked away because she was sleeping and out of nowhere the furniture shifted it's shape and I was suddenly in an abandoned place in the woods and just broken bricks, idk where that was but I remember I was wearing a beige flowy dress, and my hair was wavy, unlike here, straight

That's all, I'm gonna choke myself because school starts tomorrow, in literally less than 9 hours

Significant other topic. I miss mine.

When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about his version of this reality where he's in a show. When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about the actor that plays as him in this reality. When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about his other versions where they're other people's significant other.

No, I miss MINE. The one I know, the ONLY version I know who is in my drs. There could be a room full of different versions of him who is other peoples s/o, yet I know that I will recognize mine and run to him immediately. He could be in a different body, different identity in another reality, I would still know it's him. Someone could share the same face as him, but I will know that they're not him.

Everytime I get jealous (which is completely okay and normal to feel) of people shifting for my significant other, I remember that I only truly love mine, not theirs. I could meet his other versions, and there is chance I wouldn't like them. I have seen edits of him, and sometimes I still don't FEEL like he's my s/o, because he's a different version of him in this reality. Similar, yes, I would most likely still care about other versions of him but he's still not him. And I can never get rid of mine out of my heart and head, no matter how similar they are, I only want mine.

I have other versions of myself in different realities who is not in love with him? Doesn't matter. I'm choosing this version of me, I'm choosing to shift to realities where I love him with every being of me. I promise myself that I will protect him in all realities I'll be in.

You could see someone shifting for your s/o and get jealous, but think for a second, would you choose someone's other version of them over yours?

Shifting is kind of like being a jellyfish. You don’t have to force it or try too hard. Just like a jellyfish floats through the water without thinking, shifting happens when you let go and stop trying to control every little thing. You just exist in the moment, letting go of all the pressure. The more relaxed you are, the easier it is to float into your DR, like you’re already there without forcing it. So, let your mind drift, trust the process, and just be—shifting doesn’t need to be a struggle. It’s like floating effortlessly, just letting the current take you where you’re meant to go.