Is This A Normal Thing Or Am I Just Weird

TW: SH

these are made a few months apart, the first one was supposed to stand alone. but the feeling I had when I made it came back, so I just made another part I guess.

Hello, you.

did

i

reeeeEEEEEeeeeaLLyyyyYYYYYYYYY

HAVE ANY OF THAT GRAVITY?

maybe you're quicksand...

BECAUSE!

I couldn't really tell

how

deep

my

foot

prints

went...

the VERTEX of my REDEMPTION ARC

the SEARCHING of that

~virgin heart~

I'M CATATONIC IN YOUR ARMS!!!!

crying, "HOW DID I CAUSE SO MUCH HARM???"

I'M DOWN POUNDING MY HEAD

AGAINST THE KITCHEN FLOOR!!!

APOLOGIZING FOR MY LIFE AND EVER

ENTERING YOURS

don't say,

"I'm sorry, but this can't go on,"

I know you've got SCARS of your OWN,

but HIDE MY KNIVES before you go!!!

i'll either

live

or die

(alone)

Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

Hello sorry for tagging. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging

Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.

uh I cant really help u there

does anyone else have the desire to be just like, a little trickster, just a bit of a scoundrel.

this is a self indulgent post nd what works for me a lot, but i hope it can maybe help others <3

affirmations for age regressors that grew up feeling guilty..

and still do

𓇼 first, try at taking a deep breath - like, a Reeeeal big one. inhale for 5 seconds - hold for 7 seconds - and exhale for 5 seconds. try to pay close attention to how it feels as the air fills your lungs and your torso stretches.

take as many deep breathes as you like.

(if youre thinking "taking deep breathes has never helped me before, this is stupid, i dont wanna do that" - thats okay, i get where youre coming from, but i really encourage you to try.)

𓇼 now you can repeat to yourself these statements:

𓆝 i didnt do anything wrong

𓆝 theres nothing to be ashamed of

𓆝 i am not hiding anything

𓆝 i am not a liar

𓆝 no one is upset with me

𓆝 there is not anything for anyone to 'find out'

𓆝 i am good

𓆝 i am trustworthy

𓆝 i am able to learn from my mistakes

𓆝 i am not in trouble

take time to mull over a statement if you find yourself stuck on it, or having trouble repeating it to yourself. let the words sit in your mind for as long as you like, then move on to the next one

you are okay <3

DNI if your blog is NSFW/ABDL or any variation - i will block you

People II 2: Still Peoplin’ • AJJ

i am gods eepiest snoozer

and nothing ever does begin like nothing ever ends

ask every atom in your body and they’re sure to tell you

“friend, im old as time and older still

and you are made of everything you love, you feel, or kill

i will outlive you, and forgive you, and be just a baby still”

-nana grizol