girl who insists on fingering you to make sure you're "ready to take her," and how could you not trust her to have your best interests at heart, hearing her voice all compassionate and concerned and sweet, right up until she has you on your back; tender and open, helpless while she adds finger after finger and laughs every time you wince at the stretch, shushing you and telling you how well you're doing, that there's no need to cry, always insisting that you "just need one more" to be ready for her, just one more, you can take it, you're going to take it
Femmes looking up at you with big innocent doe eyes while their pretty little mouths are busy sucking on your thumb or strapβ¦
I deserve to be bred by a handsome butch with a strap that MIGHT not fit in me.
I'm once again thinking about someone saying "you're so fucking stupid" and slapping me really hard across the face and then putting their fingers in my mouth...
Thinking about roughly dragging you into position on the bed like cattle, with no sexual undertones, just movement. You need to be here now, and Iβm going to move you because animals like you are too dumb to move themselves. Like herding fucking sheep, I swear. Pushing your head down by the back of the neck, fingers pressed behind your ears. Shoving your mouth into the mattress and telling you to go graze while I take care of myself in your hole.
I wanna fuck that nerd
β¨ Level 1: drippy baby - you edge for awhile each time you want to cum~ you watch your usual porn. it feels so good! maybe it's getting a little longer each time? there's just no way you could go overnight! unless...
β¨ Level 2: perverted prince/ss - you like how needy you're starting to get π your taste in porn is getting a little more degrading...anytime you think about it during the day, your clit/dick starts throbbing. just one more day, and then you'll cum. probably...
β¨ Level 3: depraved darling - you're starting to crave...permission π you're edging to edging porn now, scrolling through denial tumblr. you've found yourself trying to look dumb and sexy when you edge, spreading your legs more, maybe sticking your tongue out. you've even submitted a few anon asks or texted your partner begging permission to cum. sometimes you cum anyway, other times you wait. it feels good to get permission, but it's scary: sometimes it feels better to be told no...
β¨ Level 4: gooning goner - you don't know if you want permission anymore π it's been weeks now. are you even still keeping count? you're edging to porn of other people cumming. your holes/dick are constantly leaking, and it's getting too easy to start with "just one edge" and wake up to find hours have gone by. when you cum or ruin without permission, you start begging to be punished. mantras are constantly running through your head, even when you're not edging: good toys don't cum. wetter is better.
β¨ Level 5: needy numbskull - you've lost the ability to cum without permission~ you're edging to recordings of people being degraded and punished. you feel so vulnerable and impressionable all the time; it makes you scared even as it makes you feel aroused. it's hard to think even when you're not edging. the mantras in your head are starting to change: my orgasms don't belong to me. i'm more useful when i'm denied.
β¨ Level 6: addicted doll - you stop thinking about cumming at all; you stop thinking about whether you should worry about how dumb you're starting to get. you strip naked and kneel every time you edge, tongue out and drooling, feeling only vague embarrassment. you edge to porn of yourself being punished for ruining without permission, or being forced to ruin. there are still certain things you won't do, even for the chance to cum, but you debase yourself almost voluntarily for your betters nowπ§‘
β¨ Level 7: useful idiot - you sneak away to edge at work/school π you don't even need porn to edge now. you don't even need to think about it, or to be told to do it - you just do. you only beg to cum in order to humiliate yourself further for your betters, to give them pleasure in saying "no." you don't want it anymore, hell, you don't want to do anything but please them. you'll hump the air for their amusement, you'll lick their cum off the floor, you'll let them punish your cunt/dick for even thinking it deserves to cum. the mantra's changed again, your final form: pathetic sluts don't deserve to cum. pets like me are made to be needy. if the thought of cumming even crosses your mind, you run to your betters and beg to be punished until it goes away. who needs a chastity belt? you've broken yourself all on your own ππππππ
[captioning or tagging this post with my DNI/hard limits will get you blocked. i need to keep my notes safe for me π]
You shouldn't have a 9-5 job. You should be giving 5-9 trans women a sloppy group blowjob
Girls with round faces and girls with soft bellies and girls with curves and girls with broad shoulders and girls with wide hips and just. big girls in general <3
24 | Kinky | Nerd | Witch | (Mostly) Feminine Presenting Nonbinary Person? | Polyamorous | Lesbian
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