Me When I Have To Do An Entire Character Study On Mg Just So I Can Draw Him (I Really Want To)

unrelated but it genuinely pisses me off when I'm playing/watching something and they do some shit like "oh but fear, anger and stress are bad" bitch no they aren't its a literal defensive mechanism for SURVIVAL. have you read up on basic biology?? nobody gives a shit about ur nonsense when negative emotions stemmed from the brain INTENTIONALLY as a survival mechanism. imagine if you just had happy thoughts. you look at a tiger and go "oh, its a tiger. I should probably run!" with the most joyful and relaxed disposition. fight or flight wouldn't even exist, would you even be ABLE to run then?

this applies to general biology too. I mostly theorise about realistic ways for stuff in games to happen. like magic, incenses, dream eating, anything thats grounded enough like that, I usually theorise.

anyway, im not a biologist so correct me if im wrong about some stuff

yayy quantum day

is it embarrassing or concerning to admit walt has become a father figure

rex-splode

I may or may not like drawing lb over memes

lb sketches because i haven’t drawn him in nearly a month wtf

can this blog have a little more attention pls it 100% deserves it

my current avatar but a little closer

Meeting of the tortured

(shin meets 1954)

In which 2 creatures who share all-famliar pain, finally meet.

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Step....

Step...

Step..

Step.

"Why?"

That's what I ask myself.

Or, atleast..

..

Yeah. that's what I want to ask.

I want to ask my body why it keeps moving.

I want to ask my legs why they keep walking.

I want to ask my arms why they keep twitching.

..

No.

I don't.

I don't want to ask them that, sorry.

..I just want to ask myself that.

I need to ask myself 'why?' after every movement;

Because if I don't..

T-then I'm afraid I'll stop.

..yet,

Isn't that what I wanted?

..

I'm so, so afraid.

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Crunch.

Crunch.

Crunch.

CRUNCH.

"Finally."

That's what I can say to myself now. Now that they're paying for their actions.

Good.

It's been much too long since humanity has faced this prejudice..

They needed a reminder.

A reminder of wh-

ROAR!

..huh?

what.

what did I jus...

..huh?

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is..is that..something like me?

..

..no. I must be seeing things.

my eyes must have twisted to show things. this can't be happening.

..please. it can't.

there cannot be another being with my pain.

no one deserves it.

..but.

..but maybe. Just maybe, I can- dare i say..trust myself?

I dont have to hurt anymore. not with someone here with me. not with someone who shares my torture.

..torture.

that's all it is. they dont deserve that..

no one deserves this life.

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PART 1 -- COMPLETED

AFTER NOTES:

fairly fun to write. not that much content.

I actually started this before mg x md (mechagodzilla x murder drones), but only finished it now since I was low on motivation.

I'll do a part 2 to make them actually interact at an unspecified date, I really only finished this so I could tie up loose ends and put all my attention on mg x md part 2.

anyway, hope u had a good read, see u guys in the next post.

static performance

idea inspired heavily by @psionicpootis, give them a follow if u want

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Last Breath Hatsune Miku Perhaps the greatest idea I've ever had! There was like a whole process behind the idea of this lol I wouldn't ev