This could not be more true. Once you’re left with only doubt and questions, at some point even the worst thoughts seem plausible as you fall victim to the echoing nightmares of your own insecurities and the memory of everything they bragged about doing to their ex’s or threatened you with “just to play around”. You still care and try to resist, but in the silence, everything you are afraid of finds a hold and starts slowly clawing its way past the things you’ve told yourself to quiet those nightmares.
I truly wish you the best, and I’m glad you’ve found happiness. Good luck at your family reunion, and I wish him the best of luck with the guys. I hope you both continue to help each other grow and experience things you didn’t know existed. I hope he realizes and always remembers just how amazing you are despite how much you might say and try to prove other wise. Take care of yourself and each other, and please always try to remember you’re both human. Take Care Gorgeous
What do you mean I deserve someone better? I cant imagine a better life that doesn’t have you in it.
Well, I’ve got great news!!!! I don’t have to hate me anymore….. you clearly do it enough for the both of us and damn, I don’t know what happened to you or who shit in your cheerios but hiding behind your shit attitude is a pretty sad ploy. I’ll always love the person I bound my soul to, but I won’t miss the empty, bitter, and almost laughably hypocritical person you’ve decided to become. Know better do better, sorry but I may have reservations about helping you pick up the pieces when the universe repays you for the energy you’ve put into it. You made this decision, good luck Kid.
Being a hopeless romantic is so pointless in this generation
“Move on,” you hear, but to what howling emptiness?
— Denise Riley, from "Little Eva," Say Something Back & Time Lived, Without Its Flow