Luffy
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Lotta stuff in canon and fanon about Zoro being wild and brutish and violent and it's not untrue depending on the circumstances but I feel like he doesn't get enough credit for how often he's actually gentle, calm, and even altruistic. He's not just sort of working toward his goal without causing too much harm to innocent parties; he goes out of his way to do good even to his own detriment, and that's how we're introduced to him in the first place. Luffy doesn't pick people for his crew that aren't kind, and Zoro is a prime example of that even if he's not flashy or conventionally polite about it.
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Summary: Zoro can't keep his feelings bottled up anymore. They've got to come out sooner or later. Will he be able to bring himself to confess how he feels, or will you beat him to it? ~5k words.
Part 4 of 4. (read part 1 here!) CW: Afab reader (w/gendered language, she/her pronouns). Reader gets drunk (sorry to those of you who abstain!), pining, tension, heart ache! (and... kissing). This is sfw but other parts of the story are very much not.
Have you ever had a dream that was just emotions? No images, concrete thoughts or concepts, just raw, harrowing feelings?
The night after the encounter with the hostile pirate group, Zoro had one of those dreams. His sleep was fitful, distorted by intense feelings of worry and anxiety. He woke up early in the morning, sweating and distraught. He felt sick.
Unable to go back to sleep, he started his day. An ice-cold shower to distract himself and rinse off the stress from his dreams. He ate a sparse breakfast and sat on the deck, looking at the peaceful sea as the sun rose.
It was high time to get this over with, Zoro thought. He was tired of feeling scrambled in the head and tired of feeling guilty for evading being truthful to you. As your crewmate and best friend, you deserved his honestly. The mental gymnastics needed to end, and he needed to get this off his chestâthe fact that he was in love with youâas soon as possible.
When you broke the thick chains and opaque brick concealing and masking his capacity for love (placed there by trauma and years of regret) you freed feelings that boiled and festered for many months. Your presence in his dreams and the workings of his subconscious slowly forced him to come to terms with this part of himself. The part of himself that was very much capable of love, that wanted it, and wanted you. He was forced to become acquainted with this aspect of himself, to sit with it, and to speak with it.
The self-realizations were at the same time elucidative and perturbing. What else about himself had he yet to become aware of? What else was there inside of him that he needed to recognize?
His stoicism thus far was nothing more than a farce, he told himself. To reckon with and control himself he had to be self-aware. Truly self-aware.
Zoro knew that ignoring your persistent presence in his mind and heart wasnât going to solve any problemsâit wasnât going to aid his control over his emotions, wasnât going to clear his head, wasnât going to make himself feel better, and damn well wasnât going to make you feel better. You were lodged in his heart and brain like a splinter that he couldnât get out.
So, it was settled. Out with it. For better or for worse, it needed to happen.
The following night, the pair of you finally had drinks together and talked. You grabbed a couple bottles of sake and asked Zoro, âSo, where do you want to go?â
He shrugged. âCrowâs nest?â
âThatâs what I thought you would say. You love it up there.â When you smiled at him, Zoro felt like he couldnât look at youâhe was worried you see how tortured his eyes were, that you could read everything in his face.
The feeling was mutual. The tension in the air was palpable, as much as you tried to tell yourself that you were imagining it.
You were exhausted. Not from lack (or quality) of sleep, like Zoro, but the combination of the battle yesterday, your (actual) wound, and your lovesickness were crushing. Resigned and at your wits end with this man, you told yourself that if Zoro asked you the right series of questions, he would find answers for himself. You were at a breaking point.
If he prodded you for more information on why you felt like shit, heâd crack open something that should be left alone. You really didnât want to share more about the fact that you felt alone and empty the past few weeks. But⌠you had a feeling that Zoro wanted to dig into the topic again. You dreaded it.
You climbed to the crowâs nest with Zoro around sunset. Opening the windows, you let in the golden rays of the setting sun and a cool breeze.
âItâs gorgeous out,â you observed, relishing the sea air that drifted in, salty and familiar. âWow.â
The pair of you sat on a bench parallel with the row of windows. You were facing each other, straddling the bench so your knees almost touched. This was a sort of routine for you twoâyou used to do this frequently together, but it had been a while.
It was the early hours of sunset, right when the sun started to descend, and the horizon was stunning shades of pink, orange, and indigo. Zoro took a second to admire you as you stared out the window. Tendrils of sea air brushed your hair back, shining a heavenly shade of golden that reflected in your irises and off your cheek bones.
The make-believe you from Zoroâs dreamsâthe fantasy version of you that he spent every night with for the past two weeksâpaled in comparison to the real you, radiant, material, tangible, and true. As he gazed at you, his heart twisted a bit.
âI love this type of sake.â You smiled once again, filling in the silence that took over the air as Zoro gawked at you. After a beat, Zoro opened the bottles, handing you one.
âItâs my favorite,â Zoro replied.
âI know it is.â
You raised your bottle for a toast. âCheers to finally catching up after far too long!â
Your eyes flashed and Zoroâs heart did a flip. This sensation of being flustered felt so out of character, but he was caught up in the fact that tonight was the night he was going to confess.
The conversation started upbeat and friendly. You laughed togetherâyou were one of the only people who could make Zoro laugh so hard he cried. You were making each other feel better, too. Spirits on the ship were a little low since yesterday and both you and Zoro felt it. But as you spent time together, Zoro felt a bit better because he missed you and wanted to be close to you, and he didnât know it, but you felt the same.
You talked about Zoroâs new weight-lifting routine, some crazy dance move Usopp pulled out the other night, and the delicious soup Sanji made the other day (Zoro admitted that the shit cookâs soup was delicious, but he could only say that to you, no one else). The conversation wandered to sea kings, silly interactions with Chopper, and Frankyâs new shirt (it was neon orange and camouflage, quite the attention grabber).
Your giggles made him feel like he was floating, and his smiles felt like home.
Zoro wished he could pause this moment in time and save itâthat it could last forever, or that he could return to it sometimes when he wanted to. All of it was picturesque. He couldnât believe how many of these nights youâd had together, nights that he never appreciated like he should have.
He had been in denial for months, egregiously so. He had been blind to the love for you that was brewing within him. Now that he could see his emotions for what they were, now that he was jolted and rocketed out of the opacity that locked his heart up, he could see that his love for you was plain as day. It was screaming at him, begging him.
 He was in agony, and you had suffered far too long.
Zoroâs thoughts raced while you told him some cute little story. One part of him was laser focused on your beauty and the rays of setting sun that lit your eyes up. It was breathtaking. Another part of him was trying to keep up with what you were saying, but he was distracted. And a third part of him felt intoxicated. Everything you did overwhelmed him. It was like he was being hit over the head with realization after realizationâa sequence of memories flashed in his mind.
One night, two or three months ago, you two were drinking. You had gotten far too drunk and you were on the verge of falling asleep somewhere random on the deck. Your shirt rode up a bit showing your stomach, the strap of your tanktop fell down one shoulder, and your eyes were sleepy.
âZoroooo,â you mumbled. âWanna go to bed.â
He looked at you, tutted, and pulled his hoodie off. He then helped you put it onâit was a chilly out and he saw goosebumps on your skin. You murmured out a thank you and slumped into his arms. He sighed and scooped you up, carrying you to your room.
He liked how you felt in his arms. Your weight. Your warmth. The way your head rested on his chest. The look of you in his hoodie. How close you were. Back then he tried to ignore it.
Zoro then tucked you into bed. You looked like you were out cold, but when he pulled the covers up so you would stay warm, you opened your eyes, half-asleep. You lifted both arms up and looked at him with puppy dog eyes.
âZorooo,â you slurred out your words, blurting them carelessly. âWanna hug.â
He leaned over the bed and into your arms, clasping you into an embrace. You hummed and didnât let go for a few moments. When he pulled away, you petted his hair for a second, mumbled out a ânight nightâ and went to sleep for good.
Looking back at the moment you asked him for a hug, Zoro realized that his heart had done that twisting thing; it was butterflies. He recalled that he just stared at you for a second. Your face was peaceful, eyes heavy, lips pouting. When you petted his hair, his heart did the thing again. He ignored it.
The next morning you had been sheepish, possibly because you remembered the affection you gave him, the hug and the hair pets. You thanked him for his hoodie and he said, âno problem.â That was that.
Another memory flashed into Zoroâs mind.
Some day, months ago, you and Nami went shopping. When you came back to the boat, you both tried on your new outfits and showed each other, fashion-show style. In passing, Zoro got a glance of you in a white dress. He had to stop himself from staring. It complemented you perfectly.
Sanji practically screamed, âMY LOVEEE~ You look absolutely ravishing tonight!â Then he got down on one knee and kissed both of your hands. Zoro remembered that something about that interaction pissed him off. He remembered thinking who does that shit cook think he is, fawning over you like you were a piece of meat.
When Nami very pointedly asked Zoro what he thought of your white dress, all he said was âsuits you.â Looking back at that moment, Zoro kicked himself. The dress didnât just suit you, it was made for you. Sanji had a point. You looked ravishing. He tried not to muse on it.
Another memory blitzed into his mind, a dagger to his heart. You were having drinks in the crowâs nest just like this, many months ago. You had looked at him earnestly and said, âZoro, I like you. I really like you.â
Was this your attempt at a confession? You continued. âI could be around you all the timeâI think we make a great pair.â You had that sweet smile on your lips.
Zoro had nodded and raised his glass. âTo good friends!â He didnât really notice it then, but now he realized that your smile faltered.
Looking back at that moment, he saw that you may have been alluding to something else. He unwittingly, cruelly, friend-zoned you. It was sort of brutal. When it happened, he shrugged it off like it was nothing, hadnât had a second thought about it. Now he wondered how deeply that must have wounded you, if you felt any sort of way about him.
The final memory that his brain threw at him (while you were in the middle of giving him your story) was the moment when he first looked at you. It was a simple moment, insignificant until he realized that he loved you.
He felt drawn to you, from day one, immediately interested in you. Right off the bat, he thought you were beautiful, brilliant, and hilarious. When he thought back on that twisting feeling, the butterfly feeling, he could tell that it happened back then, too. Something fell into place that day, whether it was fate or luck. That day, he had you and you had him.
Zoro already came to terms with the fact that he loved you, and these memories further enforced the realization that he loved you all along. He just didnât know how to express it and never thought himself capable of that sort of emotional depth. But you changed that. You flipped a switch in his mind. It was you all along.
âZoro?â You asked, shocking him back into the present. âAre you okay? You looked like you zoned out there for a minute.â
âFuck, sorry. I did. What were you saying?â
You smiled, told him no worries, and the conversation continued. His eyes were glued to your face, his heart and brain felt all shaken up, and he only knew two thingsâhe knew that he loved you, and he knew that he wanted you to know that. No matter the consequences, it needed to come out. Preferably now.
The sun set by now. The horizon was a dark purple, the stars were starting to shine overhead, and the golden rays on your skin disappeared. There was a lull in conversation. Zoro took his chance.
âHow have you been feeling since we had our lunch on the deck? I remember you said you were feeling down?â He attempted to ask with casual ease though his heart was racing. He was going to get to the bottom of it. All of it. Now. The privacy was perfect, you were perfect, the setting was perfect, all of it was perfect.
Your answer was reluctant. âIâve been okay...â
âWhatâs up?â Zoro avidly watched your every movement. He inspected the way your eyes fluttered and the way your lips parted.
âUgh.â You groaned. So it was going to be like this tonight. As you expected, he wanted to revisit the subject. âI donât know, Zoro. Iâve just been feeling weird recently.â
âHow so?â
âHmmm. I guess Iâve been feeling a bit lonely. And empty.â Your lips were pursed, looking out of the window, at the sea. You could see the moon in the reflection of the waves. All was quiet except for the sound of the sea lapping the hull of the Sunny.
âEmpty?â Zoro feigned surprise. He knew you were lonely. He overheard you sob about it a couple weeks ago.
The painful truths that you had been trying to keep bottled up when he was around? They started to shake inside. They wanted out of that bottle, stat. And you could only ignore those feelings for so long before theyâd fucking explode. It had to come out sooner or later.
If Zoro pressed you any more than this, you might start losing it. The explosion was imminent.
âI know itâs going to sound ridiculous because Iâm surrounded with people all the time, but I just feel empty. LikeâŚâ you hesitated, âI feel like Iâm missing something. Someone. I just feel so lonely.â
âOh?â His heart was pounding. You averted your eyes for a second and he thought you looked bashful. He took note of that.
âSometimes I just wish I had someone by my side all the time. Like someone I could share everything with? If that makes sense.â
Zoro paused. âYeah, that makes sense. It doesnât sound ridiculous at all.â
You took a deep breath and exhaled. He could see it now, glaringly, a sadness that lingered in your eyes. He could see it and his heart ached.
"It might sound absurd, but Iâve been craving a sort of⌠Well, I donât know. A sort of company? Love, maybe?â Your voice was strained. Zoroâs breath hitched at the word âloveâ. âI just get so sad thinking about it sometimes. Like I have this profound emptiness inside. And it feels so out of reach, like that love will never happen for me. And maybe that sounds ungrateful because I have company, and Iâm surrounded by my best friends all the time but⌠I just want a different kind of company. A different kind of love.â
You looked at him and frowned. If you said any more than that, you were worried you would start crying.
More silence for a few moments. Zoro was trying to figure out what to say.
âWhy do you feel like it will never happen?â He prodded. He meant well, but that was enough to send you over the edge.
You were emotionally distressed and recently it felt like it was all coming to a head. You had been trying to flirt and send signals to Zoro for months, to no avail. Any time he was near you, you felt like you were suffocating. And now that he was asking you these things, trying to get answers or explanations out of you, you felt like you would fall apart.
The problem himself was in front of you, asking you what was wrong and why you felt like love was out of reach. You didnât want to say anything and ruin your friendship and you were convinced he would never see you that way. It was just a blatant reminder that he didnât care about you the way you wanted. He seemed unphased by the whole conversationâhe was cautious and curious but that was nothing new.
As you started to get overwhelmed, tears welled in your eyes. What the fuck were you supposed to say to him? The risk of altering the dynamic between you two, along with the pressure of possibly altering the dynamic of the crew⌠You started to catastrophize. The pressure was too much.
A hot tear escaped one of your eyes and ran down your cheek. The emotions were starting to erupt, and his presence was agitating that.
âHey, are you okay?â Zoro was concerned with your silence and frown. He hadnât noticed the tear yet, and he thought you looked like you were about to start crying.
You shook your head and turned away from him as more tears started to flow out. Now that the tears started, they wouldnât stop until the sadness was gone. You were trying to put a cork in that bottle of sadness, but it wasnât working.
A moonbeam landed on the side of your wet face. Zoro realized now, catching the glint with his eyes, that you were crying. Did you just make her cry? He berated himself. You wanted to talk about love with her, and you made her fucking cry?
âSorry, Zoro. It just gets me worked up sometimes. Hurts really bad.â Small sobs started to wrack your body.
Zoro stared at you. His heart was actively breakingâhe couldnât bear seeing you in pain like this. He had only witnessed you crying once before, on the deck when you had the conversation with Nami that started all of this.
He scooted closer to you on the bench and your knees touched. His voice was hushed and gentle. âHey.â
Reaching a hand up, the ran it softly down your shoulder to your upper arm, a tiny movement. He repeated it, petting you, trying to give you some solace, to show you that he was there. His touch was delicate, so unexpected from him.
âYou donât have to apologize,â he continued, âand you can cry all you want. Donât bottle it all up. Iâm here for you.â
That note of sweetness you always saw in him was now bold, in full force as he comforted you. Your stomach flipped. He had never touched you like this before or seen you this emotionally vulnerable, nor you him. He said he was here for you, but how much did he mean that, and to what extent? You told yourself for the thousandth time that he would never be there in the way you needed.
âThere are some things I have to bottle up, Zoro.â Your voice was almost a whisper. You were in anguish, and though your tears had stopped momentarily, you couldnât bring yourself to look at him.
âNot if itâs eating you up like this. Itâs not worth it.â His hand went still.
If Zoro told you to not bottle things up, if he comforted you like this, then you might as well just fucking confess, you told yourself. But before you could force the words out of your mouth, he was one step ahead. The silence was too much for him.
His mouth went dry. Fuck it.
âYou said you wanted someone to share everything with? Someone to always have by your side?â Zoro asked. âI wonder if I could do that?â
He was painfully close to you. Your knees still touched, and his hand rested on your arm. Your heart skipped a beat.
He must not have heard you right. Thereâs just no way. You were convinced that the situation was hopeless.
âOh Zoro, youâre sweet, but I didnât mean it in a friend way. I meant it in a romantic way. Like I wish I had someone to hold hands with and kiss and stuff.â
âI know.â His words hung in the air. You were dumbfounded. âHow do you feel about me, really? You wonât screw anything up. Just please tell me how you feel about me. Iâm going crazy.â His tone was urgent, and he leaned closer. Every inch closer made you feel dizzy.
You were immeasurably caught off guard, too stunned to speak. Meanwhile, Zoro didnât really know how to handle himself. While you silently collected your thoughts, he started to blurt out words. When it came to this sort of thing, he didnât have the most tact.
âIâve been having dreams about you. Really intense ones. Itâs been fucking with my head.â
âDreams?â You asked, again not sure if you heard him right.
âWhen I look at you, I start to feel weird inside, like something is twisting in me. Itâs driving me crazy. Itâs been weeks at this point. I thought I was sick, or something, but I think it must be something else so, please, please, just tell me how you feel about me.â
âZoroâŚâ Your tone was cautious. He was acting weirdâthe comment about dreams was particularly oddâand you were too caught up in emotions to really process what he just word vomited at you. But if he was asking you questions this desperately, then he would get an answer. Might as well. Especially after what he just said.
âI feel things about you,â you began. âIntense things. I know you just see me as a friend, but⌠I justâmy feelings are intense. Itâs okay that you donât reciprocate, and I never said anything because I didnât want to make it weird.â
âDonât reciprocate what?â He pushed further.
More silence. You were trying to decide how to it into words. Your mind raced.
âYou wonât make it weird,â he continued, pleading. âJust tell me, really, how do you feel about me? Whatâs intense about it? Help me understand.â
Ugh. You didnât have the energy to play it safe or coy right now. If you regretted it, then so be it.
No longer would this eat you up inside.
âZoro, Iâve loved you for a long time.â
The realization hit him like lightning.
So it was him. In the conversation he overheard, where you were talking about love with Nami, you had been talking about him. You said it was hard to be around him.
It was so obvious now that his ignorance to your advances slighted you; his overt neglect to recognize to your love, his insistence that he didnât have the capacity and could never find itâit must have hurt you deeply. Now that he knew how he felt, now that he was so sure of it, he hoped he could make it up to you. He would do anything.
You continued, your voice taking on a hurried tone. You needed to get it all out and explain yourself before he had the chance to say anything. âI know you donât feel the same. Iâve picked up all the signals, and whenever Iâve tried to⌠I donât know⌠flirt with you? It bounces right off you. I get it. Weâre close friends and crew mates and I know we arenât destined to become any more than that. So, thereâs no need to apologize to me or anything. Itâs fine, really, that you donât see me like that. And I donât want to make things weird, and Iâm sure you donât either, so whatever those dreams were then thatâs fine. Iâm happy just being your friend, you donât need to be anything more than that, especially if itâs just out of pity. So thatâs it basically. Iâve been lonely because when I spend time around you I just wish thatââ
Each word you uttered pulled Zoro forward just barely. You could hardly get the words out, rambling to make the awkwardness go away and help him understand. But he cut you off mid-sentence, pressing his lips onto yours.
You went rigid, eyes open wide as he brought a palm to cup your cheek.
The kiss lasted a handful of seconds, brilliant fireworks of confusion and exhilaration coursed through you both.
You melted, easing the rigid tension of your body slowly, leaning into his lips that were softer than you could have imagined. The warmth of his palm on your cheek was comforting, familiar, and welcome.
When he pulled away, he was crimson. âDid that help at all? Did any of that loneliness go away?â
He started talking before you could answer him.
âI already said it but let me be clear,â Zoro said, âI want to be that person for you. I donât want you to be sad anymore. I want to be that person you share everything with and always be by your side. You said youâve loved me for a long time? I have, too. It just took me a bit longer to realize it. Youâre always on my mind, even when Iâm working out, or asleep, or eating... I-I count down the minutes until we talk again and your smiles just⌠They make my heart feel funny. Iâm in love with you. Thereâs just nothing else these feelings could be. So, there.â
âSo there?â You asked incredulously. The sudden deluge of emotions felt like a smack in the face. âZoro, what?â
He didnât know what to say next. This conversation didnât go as he rehearsed it in his head and you were so shocked that you thought youâd faint.
âI said I'm in love with you. I donât know how I didnât see it before. Iâm sorry. But hopefully I didnât confess too lateâand since you feel the same maybe youâll let me, ah, fuck, I donât even know how this works. Like, let me hold your hand⌠or something? Fuck. Iâm so bad at this.â
He started to get redder, turning his face away from yours and taking his hand off your shoulder. This was a whole new side of him. An innocent, sincere, earnest side. A loving side. A side you dreamed about for ages.
If that was really how he felt, then you would welcome it with open arms.
This time, you brought a hand to his cheek and softly turned it towards you. His skin was hot, his brows were furrowed and he was doing a sort of grimace.
âZoro. Youâre something else. Are you absolutely sure you feel this way? Like, are you sure sure?â
He nodded and you cracked a grin.
âYou should have told me earlier. But, if youâre certainâŚâ you trailed off and held a hand out to him, palm up.
âWhat?â He looked at it, confused and clueless, and you pushed it towards him again with emphasis.
âGive me your hand, Zoro.â
The swordsman reached his hand out and placed it on yours. You moved your wrist a bit and threaded your fingers together with his, giving his hand a squeeze.
âYou said you wanted to hold hands. So, there.â You smiled at him, and he squeezed back, turning even redder somehow. His hand was large; it felt strong, rough, and calloused. You had wondered for many months what it would feel like resting in yours like this.
In an uncharacteristically suave move, Zoro gently dragged your hand forwards, pulling you closer to him. He brought a hand to your waist and pressed his lips on yours again.
His hand felt heavy and strong on your side and his kiss tasted faintly like alcohol. He smelled just⌠manly and musky. But (surprisingly) clean. He must have showered today.
How was any of this real? How long had he known that he loved you?
Would you tell the crew?
What sort of relationship would this turn into?
You tried not to get lost in the detailsâthose could be worked out later. For now, you needed to focus on how his lips felt on yours.
When Zoro pulled away from you, he kept his face close. âNo more feeling lonely or empty, okay?â
You nodded, blown away by the delightful turn of events. Never in a million years would you have guessed that this is how the conversation would go.
âIf you say so. Now,â you ventured, âbefore we get any further, tell me more about those dreams of yours.â
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a/n: this is how i feel posting this last part. FINALLY. i was stressing hard with this one because i wanted it to feel authentic. also what is that, eleven dreams and some change for zoro to realize and confess how he felt? on another note, thank you so much for reading this and for being patient with me. love yall so much and i cant wait to write more for you soon!
_____ Pairing: Sanji x Female Reader Summary: Sanji wakes before the dawn breaks, and so you find yourself doing the same to keep him company Warnings: Fluff [One Piece Masterlist] _____
Sanji wakes up before five every morning to prepare breakfast for the crew and prepare meals for the day. He is used to waking up to the chill that comes with a dawning day and pulling himself from the warmth of his bed. But the one thing he despised most was leaving you beneath blankets and having to begrudgingly remove you from his embrace. You always looked so beautiful as you slept, and his heart could only beat faster when you reached for his warmth as he pulled away, only making him want to stay.
He was in awe of your love; he couldn't believe you were his.
The pleasant company of you in his room was a stark contrast to the dim kitchen where he would be left to prepare meals for the day alone. Despite the sound of Brook playing his violin into the early morning, he could not help but selfishly miss your presence in the daybreak. He was so used to your words frantically reaching the air or your presence next to him, that he could only wait for the sun to bring you from your slumber and back to him again.
However, unbeknownst to Sanji, you have started to take more notice of the fact that your boyfriend would often be gone from bed whenever you woke. In fact, rarely did you wake up to his warmth next to you, and his peaceful face as he slept or stared adoringly to you. So, you had decided to embark on a secret little mission of yours, one that may require earlier nights, but hopefully result in mornings spent with your beloved.
Today, was the beginning of those mornings.
You can feel Sanji stir from next to you, and trying to hide a smile, you pretend to be asleep. You can feel his arms shift from around you and you hear his sigh as he realises he needs to get up for another day. A few moments pass before he gently shifts you from his arms, and places a soft kiss on your head. "Good Morning, love." His words are soft-spoken as to not 'wake' you but low from his sleep, and it makes your heart jolt in your chest. He then groans and pulls himself to his feet, before stepping to the door and leaving for the kitchen.
You wait two beats before deciding to join him.
Sanji has only just started retrieving ingredients from the fridge and picking out utensils when he hears the creak of the door behind him. Figuring it might be Brook who sometimes comes in for a cup of tea, he doesn't turn at first. "Morning Brook," he says casually, but what greets him instead is a sudden but familiar warmth that has his heart hammering. "Morning, love," you say, pressing your face into Sanji's back and relishing the warmth of him in contrast to the cool morning air. "Expecting someone else?"
Sanji pauses for only a moment in pleasant surprise before he turns from within your arms so he can look down at you. You smile sleepily up at him, and you appreciate the way his eyes seem to enlighten as he looks at you, a gentle smile on his face. "Love, why are you up so early? Aren't you cold? Tired? You can go back to bed if you-" You shake your head against his chest, shushing his concerns and rolling your eyes. "I'm fine, Sanji. Besides, I wanted to keep you company."
One of Sanji's hands reaches for the loose strands of your slightly dishevelled hair, tucking it behind your ear and lingering there. He stares at you in silent wonderment for a moment, how someone so kind and beautiful and loving could care for him in the way that you do. He places a delicate kiss on your head and you smile up at him at the action, just as you hear Brook's violin gently start to play a tune into the early morning. "This is actually kinda nice," you murmur and Sanji's fondness only grows.
"Let me make some tea for you, love."
Sanji's gentle voice interrupts the rhythm of slow swaying but it is you who pulls away from the confines of his arms. "No, no, you continue with your meal prep, I can make us the tea." Before your boyfriend can say anything to retaliate, you have reached for the kettle, and so Sanji joins you by your side as he heats up the stove and starts cutting up vegetables. You teasingly bump his hip with yours, as you reach for two mugs and start boiling the water.
Time passes in the ease of the other's presence; you sip your tea and help Sanji prepare breakfast. During the quiet of the morning, the two of you find yourself comfortable in the domesticity of it all, as Sanji guides your hands to a variety of tasks. You spill your words easily into the morning air, of your plans for the day, of funny things you saw the prior day, of anything that's on your mind. Throughout, all Sanji does is smile softly and nod to your rambling with keen interest.
You only stop when your tasks are finished and you feel you have been talking too much, hearing too much of Sanji's silence. "Love, are you okay? You've been quiet." You ask as you carry finished plates of breakfast to the dining table. But Sanji only looks to you with an expression adorned in love. "Everything's perfect, love. You are perfect." He walks over to you and suddenly you are in his arms once more, as he leans down and captures your lips. You kiss him back with equal fervour and he feels your own smile on your lips.
The both of you pull away just in time for the kitchen door to slam open.
"Sanji, I'm hungry!!"
"Morning Sanji-kun, [y/n]!!"
"Good morning!!"
"Hey, cook! Where's my breakfast?"
The rowdy crew enter the confines of the dining area and makes their way happily to the meals that have been prepared and are waiting for them. Suddenly your quiet morning has disappeared, replaced by a lively atmosphere. "Morning," you reply back in a sing-song voice, smiling as Nami gives you a knowing glance. But you simply take Sanji's hand in yours and guide him to the dining table as he obliges to your actions in contentedness.
"All right, let's eat!!"
Luffy's voice is all it takes for everyone to start their meals, and you do the same, but Sanji can't help but sneak glances at you throughout. When you finally meet his gaze and smile, a light blush adorns his face.
All of a sudden, the morning becomes his favourite time of the day.
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Have I not posted this one here yet... my piece (ha) for a local onepiecezine from last year
They are so silly I love them
_____ Pairing: Zoro x Female Reader Summary: The different ways Zoro shows that he loves you. Warnings: Fluff, slightly suggestive in some parts? [One Piece Masterlist] _____
People often think that because Zoro seemed so frequently serious or emotionally distanced, he was incapable of offering love. So, when you and he started to date, it was a surprise to almost everyone who knew of the two of you. Even those around you who knew him best, namely your beloved crew, would tease even the faintest flush of his cheeks when he was caught looking at you, as though it were some sort of miracle. Some members would even ask if he truly reciprocated the love you so blatantly showed for the green-haired swordsman because the concept of Zoro and the notion of 'love' didn't really click. They knew he loved his swords and was dedicated to the crew and his dreams but that type of devotion seemed foreign and unlikely. You knew that their words came from a place of concern; concern that you were in a one-sided relationship. However, what your crew failed to notice is how Zoro loved. Sure, maybe he wouldn't blabber sweet words or openly display physical affection beyond your rooms, but within the confines of you and him you see it; he loves you.
Zoro loves through thoughts of you.
Before you, Zoro thought his only ambitions in life were to stay devoted to his Captain and to become the world's greatest swordsman. Love was a concept that hadn't even crossed his mind, he had never been tempted with it nor had he ever been driven to consider it. But then he met you. He saw your sweet smile, your doe eyes, your kindness, your beautiful demeanour. Suddenly, he could only mock the love-drunk cook half-heartedly, because though he would never show it, you were all that clouded his mind. Through workouts that he was so usually lost in, he found himself losing count of the amount of times he swung his weights forward; his thoughts drifting to you. The naps that usually brought nothing but peace from the rowdy crew suddenly became overwhelmed by images of you in his arms, or in his bed. So, when the months had passed and he learned from Robin's constant but subtle teasing that maybe he was in love, imagine his surprise when you confessed that you were too. Even now, when the two of you had been together for more than a year, his thoughts were littered and lingered with you; every movement and action with you at the forefront of his mind.
Zoro loves through his attentive stare, always watching for you.
It could be on days when countless enemies threatened your lives. It could be on days so serene you could not envision anything going wrong. Either way, it didn't matter. Zoro's senses were always perceptive and ready to protect, even when danger was not imminent. During quiet days when the crew set sail over the open seas, Zoro always kept one eye open. He always searched through the muddled voices of the crew for yours. One yelp or one surprised gasp had his heart pounding. It was his sixth sense. He would get up to search for you instantly, even if you had only gotten caught up in a harmless prank or got a papercut paging through books; even if all he had to offer was a roll of his eyes or muttered words, "be more careful woman," when he found you. You didn't know of the crew's shock as he seemingly vanished from the place where he lay to come in search of you. You didn't hear the rapid spike of his heart. Zoro knew you were strong, but he also knew how easily he could lose someone close to him. He had experienced it with Kuina; he would die before he experienced it with you.
Zoro loves through the trust he so willingly gives to you.
Zoro wouldn't love anyone who was not as devoted to the crew, to improving themselves or who didn't have the will and evidence to call themselves worthy of the Straw Hat Crew. You were capable and loyal, thus you were worth his trust both on the battlefield and in his heart. It was shown through countless battles where you fought off powerful enemies, protected less combat-focused crew members and provided emotional consolation atop burdens you held yourself. He trusted you to handle your battles and knew of the pride that came with it; you were his respected partner. His trust would even extend off the battlefield. He would trust you to look after his prized swords and he would trust your word; he doesn't even know the meaning of jealousy. He would watch in rowdy bars as you get two drinks and the fifth man that night approaches. Zoro sees it as a compliment, you were beautiful. But he watches with pride as you turn another man away from you and walk back to his side. The only movements he would make were when men go too touchy, too confident in their drunkenness. Zoro would have them bleeding to the floor before they uttered another filthy word as they tried and failed to pry away the trust that was so concrete in his mind, so obvious in the kiss you would grant him afterwards.
Zoro loves through quiet and hidden intimacy.
Zoro was not one to show open physical affection with the likes of the crew or strangers he could care less for. Only in quiet and drunken evenings would he maybe let slip, wrapping an arm around your waist tightly and placing sloppy kisses along your neck. Well, only for Sanji to then start screaming incoherently at the sight of him, to which a drunken argument would soon take place. Normally, behind closed doors, you saw Zoro's love for you more blatantly. You didn't have to have perceptive eyes when you could feel his lips on yours, hungrily mingling with your tongue and your skin. People would never question his devotion in countless nights spent with his tight grip against your wrists, his swift movement against you, uttered words of praise whispered in your ear. His love was shown in the marks that he gifts you and the ones you would try to cover under the light of day. His love was obvious in his wide smirk as you trace the scratches upon his back, your love etched within them. You see the shock around you when he walks shirtless and proud, displaying your work as though it were a given. You hear more screaming from Sanji, see a frozen Nami as she observes the sight, and a teasing smile from Robin as she turns to you, "Oh my..."
Zoro loves through the dream of you.
In return for the trust he so easily receives from you, he returns it with his devotion. Everyone knows of Zoro's loyalty to Luffy and his goal, but they were the only things that could best his loyalty to you. All else didn't matter to him; you were his end game. People could try to take his eyes away from you, but it would be for naught because his gaze was stubborn. How could it not be? You were beautiful, strong, kind, loving. Zoro never thought that he would even consider a life outside of the straw hat crew, but he created the dream just for you. Images of you and him together through every age and every trial. You and him after he achieved his goal and witnessed his Captain do the same. After that, you would be all that mattered to him, the only dream that he had left. He even considered smaller versions of you and him running about, you swelled with his child, your motherly form. He dreamed of owning a dojo and waking to you each day, he dreamed of you and him and two rings on your fingers, a quiet ceremony held to seal your love and his. He dreams of him old in his age watching the sun fall to the depths of the horizon with you by his side, years of life upon your form but still beautiful nonetheless. It was his most private dream, but one he found desiring the most.
It was an impossible dream to him before he knew of you. Now, he has you in his arms and you are distracted by exhaustion, not seeing but feeling Zoro's gaze on you. You had murmured words about your day to him but as the night dragged on you found your words become more slurred, ready for sleep to take you. He simply watched as your excited blabbering seeped into slow utterances, but he didn't mind. He loved the sight of you in his arms. He loved the sound of your voice. You look up to glimpse at him and he meets your gaze easily. You see flickers of adoration and a glimmer of emotion in his eyes as he breathes in the existence of you. And you could never question it, you could never wander of his love as others would. But you supposed it was an honour, to love the swordsman and have his love for you returned. "You love me." Your words are tainted with fatigue as you push your face into his chest, relishing the warmth that he so easily provides. Zoro rolls his eyes as though dismissing your words but pulls you closer to him anyway, and that is enough for you to know and for him to show that he does; he loves you. You would rarely hear it. However, as the moments pass in peaceful silence, and when Zoro thinks that time would have surely taken you from your consciousness and into the depths of sleep he murmurs it within your hair.
"I love you."
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