Sleepover With Alliumduo!

wait do endos think traumagenic systems hate their alters?? like dude we’re all vibing in here- and also some systems are parts of a whole and some aren’t? not all traumagenic systems are the same. plus it’s a bit harder to like being a system when it also overlaps with ptsd and other issues (like disabilities). but that’s not to say some traumagenic systems dont love being plural, we couldnt imagine being a singlet. being a traumagenic system isn’t so linear and this take really irks me because it’s not so cut and dry, there’s pros and cons. the systems anon was talking too were most likely complaining about certain alters (example prosecutors) or how being a system can make life harder, not about how being a system is all bad all the time

pro endo traumagenic culture is preferring endos bc im actually allowed to LIKE being plural. like.... it seems like most anti endo systems i talk to really fucking hate themselves/their other alters. thats not healthy, dude. especially those who believe they're not fully separate and they're all parts of one whole.... you really fully hate an entire part of yourself so much you actively want to hurt them....?

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after watching both i saw the tv glow and we’re all going to the world’s fair i want to rant (/pos) on my impressions of both movies bc i will explode if i don’t get this out of my system

AHEM

I Saw the TV Glow -

as a trans system, this one hit SO hard. both looking at the story literally (aka ignoring all the trans and queer part of the story) and looking at it with a trans eye.

some of our introjects are from sources where they’re dead or dying and knowing that feeling of not being able to go back really hit us straight in the heart.

and from a trans perspective it just makes the movie so much more real. the line “it’s never too late” just reminded us that we’re lucky for being able to come out in this day and age. (and it hits hard bc we have and introject from the 90’s and the feeling of being trapped in a lie is familiar.)

all the people who don’t understand/relate to this film make me jealous. i’d like to be lucky enough to not relate to owen, to not feel like a piece of me is missing. but this film wasn’t made for them so i can’t be too mad.

We’re all Going to the World’s Fair -

as a mentally ill person this is just AUGH /pos. the whole point of this film (in my eyes) is the danger of mentally ill people being exposed to the internet. not to say all mentally ill people shouldn’t be on the internet! for casey it’s that they’re convinced their mental health is paranormal and so they’re not getting the help they need, and it’s also them clinging to a positive adult figure who’s pushing the paranormal narrative. (even if he didn’t realise it. i’m still conflicted on his character, haha.)

we DEFINITELY get this one as an autistic DID system.

unfortunately i seemed to have missed the underlying trans bit? idk it coulda been bc the captions broke and i couldn’t hear some of the lines:,] someone feel free to explain that bit to me:D

cowboys!alliumduo

Made a little something on slur reclamation.

Pro-endo traumagenic culture is "endogencis make a mockery of us" then looking at r/systemscringe full of exclusively singlets basically who. Make a mockery of everyone. It doesn't matter if you're anti-endo, they'll make fun of you for being anti-endo, doesn't matter if you're traumagenic, they'll make fun of you for doing it wrong. There's a perfect example of how it doesn't matter what type of system you are you cannot be the "perfect system" to singlets who just want to hate you. And they'll still say shit like that lmfao???

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let’s unpack what’s wrong with this

1.) “‘endos are trying to steal,’ first off, endogenic systems are not stealing. Anti-endos think they own the rights to the word “system” sorry, they don’t. no one does” while yes i agree, no one “owns” the word/phrase “system” that was not the context of the phrase “endos are trying to steal”, the whole post is about a tag that was made FOR traumagenic systems that was immediately overrun by endos

2.) “‘systempunk’ has devolved into a space full of hate and bashing endogenic systems and those who support them. Nobody with and actual brain that pays attention wants to associate being punk with being HATEFUL. Being anti-endo is not, and never will be punk, okay?” maybe the problem is that system tags were overrun with endo systems, some traumagenic systems (anti-endo or not) said “hey, we want a tag to ourselves where we don’t have to be around people who we either don’t agree with or we’re just straight up tired of seeing” and endos SAW that tag and went “oh a space made specifically for traumagenic systems? we want in!” despite the fact the tag ISNT FOR THEM. i cant talk about the whole punk argument and i wont even try because i don’t know ab it, but i can say that traumagenic spaces are for traumagenic systems regardless of the name. the point of the tag wasn’t the name, it’s the space.

3) "’that all pro-endos do is steal from real systems’ this phrasing right here implies that pro-endo traumagenic/DID/OSDD systems aren't real systems because they don't hate other plurals who's existence wasn't initialized by trauma. How are you going to sit here and FAKECLAIM other trauma survivors who don't agree with you being hateful by saying this? How does that look?” no, the OP is saying that time and time again endos like to infest spaces that aren’t made for them. they are not fakeclaiming. they are not being hateful. they are stating that endo systems decided a tag that was not made for them was theirs.

4.) “Every day anti-endos prove to us more and more that they're a hate group. Oh, and they love to project their actions. They're the ones doing the harm here.

Anti-endos stop harming the plural community challenge: IMPOSSIBLE” actually you’re the one who’s spreading the hate. you saw this post of someone stating that they didn’t like how a tag made for one group was being used by another group. you took it upon YOURSELF to take this post out of context, put words into OP’s mouth and ultimately were the only one spreading hate.

i try to be as kind as possible and i think some endo systems are completely valid but come one people, the point of the syspunk tag was to be traumagenic safe and endos are ruining it. if endos want to be accepted this is not the way to do it. if you guys want a tag, make a tag, dont use traumagenic system’s tags.

endos trying to steal systempunk only reinforces that all pro-endos do is steal from real systems lol

Let's unpack what's wrong with this ridiculous statement from an anti-endo:

1) "endos trying to steal" first off, endogenic systems are not stealing. Anti-endos think they own the rights to the word "system" sorry, they don't. No one does.

2) "systempunk" has devolved into a space full of hate and bashing endogenic systems and those who support them. Nobody with an actual brain that pays attention wants to associate being punk with being HATEFUL. Punks don't hate people. Being anti-endo is not and never will be punk, okay?

3) "that all pro-endos do is steal from real systems" this phrasing right here implies that pro-endo traumagenic/DID/OSDD systems aren't real systems because they don't hate other plurals who's existence wasn't initialized by trauma. How are you going to sit here and FAKECLAIM other trauma survivors who don't agree with you being hateful by saying this? How does that look?

Every day anti-endos prove to us more and more that they're a hate group. Oh, and they love to project their actions. They're the ones doing the harm here.

Anti-endos stop harming the plural community challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

( enderinnit au )

don't you just hate it when your best friend comes back home with some creature he found in the woods ?

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haven't posted in a while LMAOOOO

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who again decided that all of us boobs have to share a blog?? i dont want to share a blog with these dumbasses:,]]

that happened to me once, it was kind of a vibe

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