This Is The Second Picture I Chose When My Master Asked Me To Pick One That Represented Where I Want
This is the second picture I chose when my Master asked me to pick one that represented where I want to be in my submission to him in the future.
I know it seems a lot like the one I already choose and posted to represent where I am in my submission to him now, but for me it's not. Yes, the positions may be close, but that's about all. In the previous one there's not as much connection as in this one between them.
In this one, she's surrendering, he's whispering in her ear and whatever he's saying is really doing it for both of them. But in this one you can tell she's already surrendered completely to him and is EXACTLY where she wants to be by the blissed out look on her face. He could do anything to her and she'd be fine with it. Nothing really holding her in place except his hands and will. And his hands aren't really gripping her that tightly. Whatever he's saying to her is only sending her deeper into subspace and surrender further to him.
That's what I want. I want to look like that with my Master.
Happy with whatever he might do to me and so confident in his mastery of me that I can let myself go that much. To trust myself to his keeping so completely. For his touch itself to put me into subspace, not have to work to get me there.
Not that I want only the physical from him. (Of course I do!) I want more as well. I want to know that the things I do, how I conduct myself, things I say, what I wear and how I appear to others please him and make him happy to have others know I am his. (Well, even more than I please him now!) I'm not perfect and I'm sure I won't be, but I want him to make me into the best I can be for him. To become not only his submissive but his slave as well.
I want to be completely possessed so that I never feel the same submission for anyone else. For him to want me and want to keep me enough so that he wants to mark me as his possession so it can never be mistaken by anyone else. To know that I not only wear his collar but to carry his mark permanently on my body in some way.
I dream about that both during the day and night and can only hope that one day it happens.
(via yesdaddy, damaneiraqueeugosto)
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this is your gentle reminder to stop fighting against your adhd and instead structure your life around it
buy a pack of chapsticks and put one in the pocket of all of your coats and jackets because you always forget to bring one and chapped lips is sensory hell
leave important things where you can see them. if they go in a box or a drawer you will forget they exist
put any appointments or deadlines in your phone calendar As Soon As you get them. set a reminder for a week before, a day before, an hour before, as many as you need as often as you need them.
when that little voice in your head says "i dont need to write that down, ill remember it" that is the devil talking!!! write it down anyway!!
plan for down time. have a few hours at the end of every day to just do fun stuff like engage in your hyperfixations. even if you didnt get all of your work done that day, have the rest anyway. you probably spent the whole day beating yourself up for not doing what you Should be doing, so you still need the break.
if you never eat vegetables because its too much effort to chop and cook them, get the frozen or canned shit. it doesnt go off for ages and you just have to microwave it. theres no point buying fresh vegetables if they just keep going off and being left to rot in the bottom of your fridge
if you struggle to decide what to have for dinner every day, take the decision out of it. choose a set of meals and eat those on rotation until you get sick of them, then choose some new ones and do it again.
its not stupid if it works! our brains literally have a chemical deficiency. you are allowed to accommodate yourself. go forth and stop making your life more difficult than it has to be because "this shouldn't be this hard". it is hard, so make it easier.
LOL! Nice to know I'm not the only one who thinks that!
I'm going to be giggling all day over this.
Where are we going and why am I in this handbasket? Free Drinks and Bad Advice.Enticing Propositions, Nebulous Boundaries, Hijinks Ensue. General things that catch my interest, could be anything…Sebastian Stan, Winter Soldier stuff…probably with some porn sprinkled in too..... I'm all over the internet and don't always remember where I got things so if you see a picture or something and I don't have it credited correctly, please just let me know and I'll correct it or if it's yours and you'd like it taken down I will.
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