THE MOMENT YOU AFFIRM, SAY THAT YOU HAVE SOMETHING, IT’S LITERALLY DONE.

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Kento Nanami

[Chapter 6] A Big Announcement Pt. 1

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Pairing: Kento Nanami x f!Reader

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Out of all the things you thought you would be doing this year, your head in the toilet bowl as you puke your guts out was the last thing you thought you’d be doing. You’re definitely past the heavy drinking stage, and you definitely weren’t expecting to get pregnant. With twins nonetheless. You liked it better when you were puking thinking you were just sick– Now technically you’ll be sick for nine months. Of course you’re a few months along so it’s a little less than nine months but you aren’t exactly thinking of that.

When you finally can stand up, you walk to your bed and lay down on your bed, an exasperated sigh leaving your lips. You still have so much time left to go and you’re so tired of everything. 

It’s a Sunday morning. Sundays are the only day of the week that you get to lay down and relax– And it isn’t every Sunday either. So it’s fair to say that you’re extremely annoyed when you hear your phone ring. And when you see your secretary’s name on your phone you find yourself even more irritated. You still end up picking up the phone,

“This better be good.” You say as you answer the phone. You don’t have much energy to deal with him, or anyone for that matter. You have lunch with your parents, and you have to save up the little energy to deal with them– And to also deal with the fact that you have to announce your pregnancy. 

Two weeks after your last meetup with them, when you found out about your pregnancy, your father is sending messages about you starting to focus on something else. Of course you’re annoyed. But you realize you have to tell them the news about your pregnancy before he threatens to give your position to someone else. While bringing the issue up to the board would be absurd, he’s very influential and everyone else respects him a little too much for your liking.

“Don’t you think we should discuss this a little bit more–” He begins and you swear you nearly see your brain from how far back you roll your eyes. Discussing your future plans is the last thing you want to do right at this moment. 

“Look, I’m fucking tired. You want to discuss this? Do it during work. I have to meet up with my parents soon.” You share, which gives him a great idea. 

“We can go together. We have to tell them eventually, and they for sure will want to know who the father is.” You swear that you’ve chosen to procreate with the dumbest human to ever walk this Earth when you hear this. You take a deep breath before you tell him,

“You’ve gone fucking insane… There’s no fucking way. First of all, they will immediately think the father is my ex-fiancé and I don’t plan on ruining their little daydreams.” You inform him, and you hear him sigh. This is worse than your work calls. Way worse.

“And you’re just going to let them live that fantasy… Until what? Until they ask Getou where your twins are at? Keeping them in the dark about all of this isn’t smart.” He tells you, and he swears that the very clever and smart boss he has been working under for some time has completely disappeared. 

“Don’t act fucking smart with me, Kento. If you were smart you would’ve used a condom. You know what? Fucking kill yourself.” You’re clearly extremely irritated before you hang up the phone on him. It doesn’t really surprise Kento though, in fact, he finds himself amused.

Around thirty minutes after you told Kento to end his life, you called him to apologize and invite him to your parents house. He, of course, accepted and now you’re on your way to your parents’ house with Kento in the passenger seat and his daughter in the backseat. He couldn’t just leave the little girl in his mom’s house for an hour or so, he had to bring her along. It all makes everything so much more complicated for you, but you’re thinking of ways to explain this situation to your parents.

Awkward silence fills the car since you opted from playing any music. You hear as his daughter hums a tune to herself, playing with the doll that she brought. You feel the tension in the air, and the worst part is that you can’t say anything because his daughter is in the backseat, and what you have to say isn’t suitable for her ears.

Kento stares out the window, watching the repetitive landscape as you drive away from town. You had to pick him up, which adds fifteen more minutes to your drive. However, today you don’t really mind having to drive longer because you have to think everything through.

“Does she know?” You ask Kento, which catches him completely off guard. He has to think about what you just asked. No, she doesn’t know. He’s been dropping subtle hints to ease into it, but he hasn’t verbally told her. 

“No, she doesn’t.” Kento responds, causing you to tense up. It makes you click your tongue against the roof of your mouth. You hold back on making the comment that goes through your mind, and you take a deep breath.

You don’t speak again for the rest of the car ride. Kento focuses on looking out the window, and he comes to the conclusion that you’re approaching the house as you begin to pass a stone wall. Although he dismisses the possibility because you drive for around two minutes in front of it, and the stone wall isn’t ending. Sure, you’re rich, but he doubts this is where your parents live. But you prove him wrong. You turn to be met by a gate, and you open it. 

“You grew up here?” Kento questions, a bit shocked. But of course you did. However, somehow he feels… relieved. He won’t be able to give his daughter this life but with your help he’d give her something similar. 

“Yeah.” You answer. Kento can’t believe his eyes as he sees how huge the place is. You park in front of the main house and exit the car, while Kento takes a moment to build his courage up.

“Okay, Asami. We’re here.” He informs his daughter, and she takes her seatbelt off and exits the car. Yet he can’t seem to leave his seat. It’s as if he’s glued to the seat. While he tries to exit the car, Asami walks to your side.

“What’s your name?” She asks, looking up at you in awe. You remind her of her doll and she’s intrigued. You look down at the little girl, trying your best to give her a smile but it comes off as insincere. The last thing you can do is put on a smile when you’re genuinely stressed. You tell her your name, and she says, “My name is Asami.”

“It’s really nice to meet you, Asami.” You tell her. You stop and look back at your car, only to realize Kento is still inside. You roll your eyes before looking at Asami, “How about we go on without him? He’ll find his way alone.”

“Okay.” She responds and begins to walk alongside you as you make your way to the front door. You get to the door and you unlock it. You allow Asami to walk inside first, and she takes a couple of steps to look inside the place, and her jaw drops. She gasps, “This is like a castle!”

You can’t help but chuckle, walking right behind her. You wish you could view the place like this. For as long as you could remember your plan was to get out of the house. “Hmm, is it?”

“Dad! I’m here!” You announce, hoping your voice is loud enough for him to hear. He’s most likely in the living room, doing whatever he does now that he’s retired. You want to walk there, but you know Kento is going to walk in and he won’t know where to walk. 

“How do you know my daddy?” Asami asks while you two wait. You both wait for your dads. You hope Asami’s will be the one to show up first, but the coward seems to be attached to his seat.

“He works for me.” You answer. You reach into your purse to get your phone, about to call Kento and yell at him. Meanwhile you chat with Asami, “Is your daddy okay? He’s taking an awful long time to walk here.”

“I don’t know… He was going to go out with the neighbor lady today but he changed his mind.” She shares, making you raise your eyebrows. You know you had nothing to do with that decision though. You have a lot of questions, but you know asking his daughter isn’t the right thing.

“Have they gone out a lot?” You question which you regret the moment the words leave your lips. She ends up nodding. You purse your lips together, can’t help but think how that’s great for him. So so great.

He finally walks through the door, all the color drained from his face. And just as he steps into the place, your father walks over to you. There’s a smile on his face but it fades and a look of confusion takes over. 

“Honey… I didn’t know you were inviting your secretary and…” Your father speaks, looking down at Asami. 

“Dad, as you know, this is Kento Nanami. And this is his daughter, Asami.” You introduce them and he greets them. Of course, that doesn’t answer anything. “Before lunch can we have a private conversation with you?”

“Private as in…?” Your father questions. You doubt Kento wants his daughter to find out that she’s becoming a big sister right now out of all times. You won’t filter your announcement now of all times, and he’ll most likely want to protect his daughter’s ears from this. 

“Can someone watch over Asami for a bit?” You ask, and he nods. While he gets someone, you look over at Kento who visibly gets worse. You sigh before you mutter, “It’ll be fine, Kento.”

You walk over to the living room and take a seat, while the two men figure out the situation with Asami. You throw your head back and close your eyes, allowing them to rest as you wait. You woke up way too early, sick. The whole entire morning you’ve been sick.

“What do you need to talk to me about?” You hear your father’s voice which causes you to open your eyes and sit up straight. You take a deep breath, watching as Kento takes a seat next to you, and your father in the armchair he usually sits on. “I don’t care for company issues. You should know that.”

“It’s not about that.” You tell him, which obviously doesn’t help his case of figuring things out. You exchange a look with Kento, who looks like he’s on the verge of passing out. Maybe this wouldn’t be so hard if your father wasn’t as powerful as he is.

“What is it about then? Why is Nanami with you?” Your father asks, getting visibly worried. “Now please don’t tell me you killed someone together and need help covering it up. I don’t have those types of connections anymore.”

“No. Quite the opposite… Dad, I’m pregnant.” You stumble over your words, but you finally spit out the confession. His eyes widen but a smile comes onto his face quickly. He stands up, walking over to you. He grabs your hands and pulls you up before he wraps his arms around you.

“Oh, honey, congratulations. I’m so happy for you.” He congratulates you, which you find awkward since you sincerely can’t feel the same way he does. He pulls away, a grin on his face before he asks, “I don’t get what Nanami has to do with this. Why did you bring him alon– Oh.”

“Yeah.” You say under your breath, looking away. “Kento is the father of my babies.”

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MYSTIC WONDER SPELL

   A Glamour Spell Jar for others around you to perceive you as otherworldly. {ex. divine energy, supernatural, starseed, etc.}

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　　　 *                 ·                           * °.   ✯                  •                 *　　　 *                 ·                           *

┏━━━━°⌜ You Will Need ⌟°━━━━┓

    Grey or black spell candle

    Smoky quartz 

    Moonstone

    Six rose thorns

    Jasmine

    Coarse Pink Salt

    Fennel Seed 

    A pinch or two of sugar

    Rosemary

    Lemon Balm 

    Cinnamon chips (can be substituted for 

     powder)

    Biodegradable silver glitter (optional)

┗━━━━°⌜ Correspondences⌟°━━━━┛

{Notes} This spell is to be done on a full moon, at midnight exactly. Be sure to make cakes and ale in preparation for a nice hot meal afterwards.

Cast a circle and cleanse. Recently I have really been enjoying cleansing by sound, so a bell or chimes will do, along with a burning incense. To calm myself for this spell, I make a sweet jasmine moon tea, which I will upload the recipe in my next post. 

Light your candle and wait for the candle wax to start dripping. Infuse each ingredient you put into the spell jar with intent and visualization on what you want the spell to specifically do for you. One at a time drop them into the bottle.

“ At moonlight doth be told,

my power shall be bold.

My eyes are shared by the wolves,

my fire is with the foxes in the woods.

Energy bestowed from my higher self,

may turn me into gold.”

You can say any incantation you’d like. Seal the jar with the black candle wax, and set it outside for the night of the full moon. Shake the jar to activate it, and carry it on your person, it can range in size depending on how much of an influence you want.

{ My experiences with this spell }

I personally love this spell on how it makes me feel. Every-time I activated, or redid this spell, someone would make a comment on my appearance that day. The first day was a werewolf, the second, a siren. 

Everyday it was a new mystical creature, even though I had done nothing new with my appearance. This spell is very powerful if done right, and will the right energies so make sure you thoroughly cleanse your tools before and after. 

Happy casting!

And blessed be ~ Angel…

Sun Correspondences

Personal Power, Health, & Success

Energies: self-confidence, success, vitality, courage, authority, dignity, fame, self-knowledge

Colors: gold, orange

Number: 1

Metal: gold

Stones/materials: diamond, citrine, yellow jasper, topaz

Deities: Ra, Apollo, Helios, Lugh, Isis, Diana, Brigit

Herbs: angelica, ash, bay, calendula, chamomile, celandine, eyebright, frankincense, juniper, mistletoe, rosemary, saffron, safflower, Saint-John's-wort, sunflower, tormentilla, walnuts

not manifesting ? been to long ? tried too many methods ? read this post rn !

manifesting simplified : thinking as if you have what u want and mental diet ( flipping thoughts that don’t imply ur at the end ) & persisting

💭 assuming=affirming

💭 and an assumption, though false if persisted hardens into a fact .( basically law of assumption in a statement)

💭 does this statement say that u have to affirm excessively so u get ur desire ( u should have the mindset of having it that’s the whole point ) or having to saturate ur mind everytime u think of it ? or having to do the void to get ur desires … well NEWSFLASH ! these are assumptions too what u assume works for u does

💭 well you’ve tried this and it hasn’t worked b - i thought u had ur manifestations like literally the problem is we don’t think what we have is already ours and think sm opposing thoughts without even realizing it….

💭 oh this is isn’t manifesting 💭 why isn’t this manifesting am i not affirming enough 💭 ohhhh …. i get it now i need to affirm as much as i can so this becomes a dominant thought and saturates my mind and THEN i get my desires

💭 ALL OF THESE ARE ASSUMPTIONS!! every fucking thought counts babe . everytime u assume it directly and instantly affects ur reality.

affirm/think/assume in ur favor like literally just think like u have it and that’s all there is it to it and see them manifestations run to u and come to u faster than ever

💭for example, u want to get a car .. everytime u think of it you should literally have the thoughts like oh yeah i have this now ( the car lol ) .. anyways … what should i get for lunch 🍱 bitch aint gaining weight either way tf am I so skinny for i got the purrfect body it’s insane

💭 like literally naturally affirm trust me it’s so fun when u don’t have a list of affirmations and just think like u have it and maintain a mental diet literally for anything u wanna manifest like literally if it’s a perfect self concept be like oh yea i got it and move on w ur day and it’s gonna come so fast like - i can’t explain THINK LIKE U HAVE WHAT U WANT AND DONT WAIVER ( keep a strong mental diet ) 💭 remember the 3d is just a reflection of ur past thoughts like it’s literally your thoughts and that’s it don’t give it too much power 💭 ur subconscious only sees what u tell it it doesn’t have eyes .

ik that this is all over the place but i have an exam tom and gonna ace it obviously but bye y’all stay safe 💋

MORNING AFFIRMATIONS ✨🦋☁️

I am extremely wealthy

I can manifest anything and anyone

I see full results extremely fast

I do everything right

My affirmations work instantly

I am beautiful and alluring

My skin is crystal clear

I got this shit in the bag

I am successful

I have it all right now

I am disciplined and persistent with my positive thoughts

Absolutely. I am attracting opportunities that align with my dream life. I attract what serves my highest good. https://www.pinterest.com/sels_nyc/

How to let go of the outer world

Here is something practical that you can do. This will help you let go of the outside world:

Treat this like an experiment.

Lay down or sit in a chair and be comfortable.

I want you to tell yourself this, or word it the way you want to, "I am allowed to completely let go of the outside world. I do not need to focus on others or what is happening out there. I only need to focus what is happening in here. If I feel satisfied in here, then I am. I will identify myself with my inner self. I no longer have to control the outside to but my inner. My desires are so easily achievable within myself. It brings me much relief knowing I can let the outside go, and only focus on changing myself. "

Say it once of a few times. Really focus on the relief you feel from not having to control the outside.

From here, imagine feeling satisfied or accomplished. Then ask yourself, "What would it feel like if I was who I wanted to be?" Then feel it, enjoy that feeling and know that you are NOW it. You do not need any more confirmation. That is final.

After you feel all of that, come out of contemplation and simply be neutral or feel more confident in yourself.

Only look within from here on out. Do not care about the outside. It will conform, even if it seems like it won't, it will. You will be in positions that will confirm what you have done. You will be in a position that will trigger your memory of what you have done within

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"I need to get my shit together"

Stay still. Hold space for seasons in between. Hold space for seasons of burnout. It's okay to be idle. There's no deadline to getting your shit together, you shouldn't pressure yourself. Because pressuring yourself into getting it together is counterintuitive. You are human, you can only do so much.

(post inspired by Brie and Marissa, from the With Love, Always Podcast ♡)

PODCAST EP NUGGETS:

1. you're not any less loved when you're not showing up at your full capacity.

2. you're still human at the end of the day, you can only do so much.

3. allow your "best of the day" be the best of the day. don't compare yourself to yourself during a burnout season. if this is your full capacity right now, let it be what it is.

>>>> if you love yourself enough that you don't compare yourself to other people, you should also love yourself enough to let seasons be seasons. you don't have to compare yourself to other versions of yourself. they weren't going through what you're going through right now. they weren't feeling how you're feeling. let july be july, and august be august. ♡

i think the problem with ppl who "fail" to manifest and vent here is that they're not truly living in the end. they're doing all the techniques "hoping" and "expecting" they'd get their desires.

to live in the end, go to your imagination. imagine the end and live in there. it's like day dreaming but you know it's real bc it feels real. live in there until it feels natural and normal. and because inner reality outflows to external reality just like how water flows when the cup is full, it has to be projected in 3d

also one more thing is that you're not manifesting the thing you desire because nothing exists outside of you. instead, you're manifesting the state of consciousness of having it.

you're not manifesting your dream body. you're manifesting the mindset/the state of consciousness of the person who already has your dream body. this is why your focus should always be on the inside. you're not manifesting something on the outside, you're manifesting the state of consciousness of the person who ALREADY has it!!! go to your imagination. live in the end. imagine better than the best you know. it'll be in 3d before you know because 3d is a bluetooth connected to your imagination.

baby this is absolutely EXCELLENT thank you!

PYROMANCY 101

What is it?

Believed by some historians to be the first ever form of fortunetelling, pyromancy is divination by means of fire.

How does it work?

Pyromancy delivers messages through visions that form in the flames, and through the behavior of the flame itself. In essence, pyromancy is a sibling of scrying and phyllomancy.

Why does it work?

From the reign of paganism to the rule of monotheism, fire has always been treated as sacred.

In Greco-Roman mythology, fire was owned by the gods. When Prometheus gave it to us, he was punished for theft, until Zeus gave Hercules permission to release him from torment.

In the Abrahamic religions, fire signifies God’s presence, as seen in the burning bush story. The Holy Spirit too is visually represented by a tongue of fire over the head of a believer.

In paganism and witchcraft, the practice of nature worship, and even in some modern alternative spiritual paths, fire is one of the four elements. It is Earth’s blessed instrument.

Hence fire is seen as a hallowed, natural conduit towards one’s higher power.

How is it performed?

Since pyromancy developed and was practiced independently in many regions, such as the Roman Empire, Mesopotamia and China, it has many variations. But this is the most common.

Step 1: Light a fire.

It must be as big as a campfire. Create a large surface, from which the visions will appear. It must also be outdoors, so that the wind can interact with it.

Do it at the witching hour, when there is unlikely to be any disturbances, and when the old gods are more eager to listen.

Step 2: Ask a question.

While gazing into the fire, summon your higher power solemnly, and state your question clearly.

Step 3: Burn an object.

Some people cast animal bones or turtle shells into the fire. Others prefer salt or bay leaves.

In my family, we use what is relevant to our query. A box of chocolates when asking about romance. Old test papers when inquiring about an exam.

Step 4: Observe the fire.

If you asked a yes or no question, the flame or smoke rising high means yes; minimal movement means maybe, or it is yet to be written; and steady movement means no.

If you asked a timing question, the flame or smoke rising high means soon; minimal movement means a long time from now; and downward movement means it is not fated to happen.

If you asked about someone’s feelings for you or the possibility of a dream coming true, a lively fire means positive emotions and fulfilled expectations; while calm movement means something lukewarm or uncertain.

Step 5: Wait for visions.

Direct your gaze towards the bottom of the fire. While focusing on your question in your mind, slowly unfocus your eyes. This places you in a trance, inviting the visions to come in.

Your answer could be straightforward, such as a vision of you in a wedding gown, being married to the one you asked about.

Or it could be along metaphorical lines, such as a vision of a huge trophy confirming your academic, athletic or emotional victory.

Step 6: Close the session.

Once you have received your response, thank your higher power, then the element of fire for helping deliver the answer.

Then drown the fire with water.