This Has Got To Be My Fav

you know what, every blog talks about how easy it is to manifest but what they dont talk about is how much discipline you have to have to look past your current circumstances and just completely trust that everything will work out and you’re not deluding yourself. to be manifesting something for a while and seeing no movement whilst other people seem to have overnight success is HARD. it is downright heart breaking and frustrating and upsetting because here you are putting in all this work and here they are just thinking of it once and it manifests. i just want you guys to really realise that everyone is on their own journey. while it might click for some straight away, it may take others a bit longer, and that’s okay! never ever compare your manifestation journey to anyone else’s. just know that if you are struggling right now, if you think manifestation is a load of bs and you’re being lead on, just know that you’re not alone. it is okay to struggle, it is okay to not understand manifesting straight away. it is okay to ~fail~ a few times before it finally seems to click. I just want you all to know that you’re not alone on this journey and to never beat yourself up for your lack of progress. you discovered the law for a reason. you are on this journey for a reason and you WILL succeed. whether it takes tomorrow, or the next day or the day after that, you WILL get there. just take it one day at a time and do your best. love you all and if this post helped even one person out there, then ive done my job <3 look after yourselves 🤍

♟⌇❝ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐑𝐓 ❞

. . . 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 !!

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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍﹕hello darling. ♡ for today, I have prepared a guide for you about manifesting your desired appearance! I am sick and tired of seeing people struggle so much when they are the gods of their realities. :( and thus I hope this guide will give you a bit support and help you as much as possible. here‘s your cake 🥧, let’s get into it!

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𝐈.┊𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

⤷ how do you want to look like ?

in our first section, we will begin with defining our desires! we will find out what exactly you want to change about your outer appearance and focus on it.

𝐀 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒﹕a few orders symbolizes the individual aspects you want to change about your appearance. single desires such as a new eye colour, change in height, weight loss, longer nails, healthy hair, straight teeth or clear skin.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐀𝐆𝐄﹕the whole package describes your entire look. we are talking about your desired (or ideal) face and body. when we say "desired" we aren’t just separately changing facial or anatomical features but manifesting a whole new self.

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 🏷 when you want to manifest your entire face, you define it. meaning, a specific person could be your desired face/body or just a picture you have in mind.

❝ 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍‘𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄. ❞

that’s fine! don’t worry, many people are indecisive or struggle with going for one desired face/body only. but that does not mean you cannot manifest your desires! whenever you encounter this thought, you can decide that you want to look like the perfect version of yourself. this will give you beautiful results based on your concept of the word "perfect". and the best thing is, you won’t ever manifest a face that you don’t like!

❝ 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 ❞

… and what about it? do you think that will stop you from manifesting your desired face? if you feel like you cannot decide who you want to resemble the most, you can just go for all of them! no really, it could be 3 people or 284 people all at once. you are a limitless being. if you can manifest changing your height, you can manifest looking like the perfect blend of all of your desired faces/bodies. ♡

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𝐈𝐈.┊ 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓

⤷ how do you view yourself and others ?

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐓?

your self concept describes the way you perceive yourself and the world you live in. it’s the assemblage of all beliefs you have regarding your outer appearance, your personality, your social life, and so on. it’s essential when it comes to manifestations of any kind as they determine your manifestation process, how, when and if you will receive your desire.

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓?

a good self concept implies thinking of yourself as the most perfect version of yourself. you don’t let others define you, you are aware of your self worth and will never doubt your abilities. you love yourself and you are content with who you are in this present moment. you believe in yourself and never settle for less.

you don’t let circumstances distract you because you know that you manifest everything in your life and you can un-manifest them. you aren’t afraid of difficult situations because everything is easy for you to handle effortlessly. you know everyone is you pushed out. you don’t care about logic and time and persist in your new assumptions regardless. you commit to the new story and stop retelling the old one because you are no victim of your reality. you know you are god and you trust yourself. you can manifest everything, you know you are limitless and that you aren’t trying to manifest. you think from the end and not of it. your desire is yours already and creation is finished. therefore, you stop waiting for your desires. it is your reality and you are the only operant power. no desire could ever be too big for you as nothing‘s on that pedestal besides you.

additionally, you always assume the best to happen to you. other people will always act the way you want them to act and you never experience conflicts in your physical reality. you are at peace with yourself and everybody/everything else.

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 𝐈𝐓:

➤ take a look at the list in the last section "𝐈𝐕.┊𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐃𝐒". the same way you can change your desired appearance, you can work on your self concept as well. remember, it actually doesn’t imply "real physical effort" but a mindset shift. however, the most perfect self concept isn’t needed in order to achieve physical change (or any kind of change). you just have to know no matter what.

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𝐈𝐈𝐈.┊𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

⤷ start embodying your desired appearance !

with the right mindset, you can now finally embody your desired way of looking! but how? it‘s actually so easy! you start thinking that you look the way you want to look like RIGHT NOW. you have successfully manifested it and from now on there is nothing you desire to change about yourself.

you become what you think you are. now, you know how self concept works and you can finally step into your desire. it is yours. from now on, you wake up with your desired face/body, you sleep with it, you go shopping with it, you take pictures of it, you love showing it, … , you love having it. and you know you have it. when manifesting a desire, you manifest it by making it no longer a desire but an aspect of your reality. it’s now part of your reality and in your obsession. you have what you want.

what I have mentioned is manifesting by only remaining in the state of knowing. methods that are linked below, are just tools for you to manifest. they help you to get into the state of knowing and remind you of owning your desire already. however, if you struggle being in the state of knowing and need support, you can always try these methods:

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𝐈𝐕.┊𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐃𝐒

⤷ need help with manifesting ?

❍ affirmations — you can affirm that you have your desired appearance and persist. once you have internalized that affirmation, it will become an assumption and be reflected in your physical world.

❍ visualization — visualize yourself having your desired appearance! imagining creates reality and the more you get used to the visual of yourself being your higher self, the faster you will embody it. you can also do it in the state akin to sleep.

❍ decreeing — command your subconscious mind to give you your desired appearance. know you will have it and boom, there it is!

❍ placebos — placebos can be used to your advantage if you decide to work with them. you can program things in your environment to give you your desire and define their functions!

❍ void — you can use the void method in order to achieve your desired appearnce. while you are in the "I AM" state, you could actually manifest your desired appearance in one go.

❍ subliminals — on youtube, you can find desired appearance subliminals that might help you manifest your desire.

❍ lullaby / sats — you can do the lullaby method or sats. remember, sats aka the state akin to sleep implies visualizing. the lullaby method implies sats but with affirming.

❍ other methods — there are so many other methods. you can even come up with your own ones. be creative!

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🃏𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓﹕again, you don’t have to try every single method. every method works because you give them the power to do so. if you assume a method doesn’t work for you, it won’t. the same way they work for others, they will also work for you. why? because others are you pushed out. and them getting results by trying different methods is also your manifestation.

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this post was a bit rushed (I even wrote the entire self concept part in school, help) but I hope this will still help you and guide you a bit. ♡

꒰ happy manifesting ! ꒱

Apollo, god who rules education; please aid me with concentration and success with my studies

Athena, goddess of wisdom; please aid me the ability to think critically and form connections between information

Coeus, the inquisitive titan; please inspire curiosity and intrigue with my studies

Hermes, the cunning god; please aid me in honing my intelligence

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the law is real like very real and works. it is extremely easy to apply and to win. once i understood that i am god, creation is finished and there is no action needed my whole world flipped for the better. i basically decided that there is no point in worries fears or doubts and just said that they are no longer apart of my life and they haven’t been ever since.

yes, it really is this easy and simple. you don’t have to take action, you don’t have to lift one finger, you don’t have go through a bridge of incidents and you don’t have to wait. the 3d is changing every single second and is malleable like putty. actually there is no time, there is only now the present moment. so when you decide you want something you now have it in your reality, you have already shifted to the reality where it exists and where you have it in the flesh.

be bold. be confident. be brave. just be. this is all really magical and beautiful. this is what we are here on this earth to do. fulfill our desires and all of our wishes. decide that your life is full of blessings, miracles and magic everyday. decide that everything only goes your way. decide that you are just built different and are the exception and you somehow always get what you desire in the 3d in less than a day. decide that you have special powers that allow you to always win and succeed. this doesn’t have to be boring. i believe all of this. i believe blessings miracles and magic fill my whole entire life. i believe i’m built different and somehow just do everything right and constantly win. i believe my life is a magical fairytale because it is and why not?

i do not feel guilt jealousy or regret because it’s a waste of time when i know i am god the creator of my reality. i dwell in love, happiness, joy, knowingness, fulfillment and calmness.

since i am living my fairytale magical life, that means everyone else can too. i’m stubborn and impatient but i used this to my advantage. i took those two traits and worked with it. i’m stubborn and impatient, not in a whiny 6 year old way but in a ‘i am in full control and this is my fate to always succeed and my life be my haven every second of everyday’. and do you wanna know what? it freaking worked rapidly fast like crazy fast. it all went smoothly because i let it happen smoothly.

this is your life. no one else has any say on how you decide to live it. everyone is you pushed out right? we are all one! so decide that the people in your life support you and your decisions and it will just make everything easier. they don’t make the decisions for you but it will make you feel better to know no matter what you are supported. i did this with my parents and siblings i decide that they support me with everything. i didn’t have to do that but it makes it easier.

life is this easy. life is beautiful. life is full of magic. life is absolutely amazing for me and i want it all for you too. simplify it for yourself. you have everything right now and more. you are already in your perfect reality.

i am never disappointed

everything goes my way

i have faith trust and lots of pixie dust

my physical world is perfect beautiful and magical

i have proven to myself that it is easy

only good things happen to me

everything gets handed to me like i am royalty

☁️🌷🎀🩰🫖🐷🌸💗

husband material

a/n: I make no apologies, I made fun of Gojo a lot but I can't help making fun of the characters I kin ok...as you can tell I am unwell and clearly in love with one Nanami Kento. Please enjoy this purely self indulgent one shot that is just me ranting about how Nanami is the perfect man. n e ways- cw: some language and it eludes to sexual content, so you know the drill

"If you had to choose any sorcerer, who would it be?"

"Any sorcerer to what?"

"Like to date. If you had to choose," Gojo was leaning over the couch in the Jujutsu High lounge, wearing a smirk like he was confident in what your answer would be, "who would it be? And why is it me?"

You let out a laugh that's more mocking than genuine. "It would definitely not be you."

Gojo's jaw drops, like he can't believe it. For a very long time he's quiet - very unlike him - in utter disbelief. It had been a joke, but he was your best friend. If not him, then who? He needs to know.

Again, he asks. "So...who then?"

"Easy. Nanami."

"Nanami?!"

"Nanami."

"Why?"

"You're telling me you wouldn't date Nanami if given the opportunity?" You put your cellphone, giving up on the game you were playing seeing as Gojo was not going to let this go.

"That's not what I said." Gojo plops himself down at the opposite end of the couch, looking eager and ready for any new gossip he could wring out of you. "But I can't date myself, so therefore I would pick the next best option."

"He's definitely the best option."

"Respectfully disagree."

"That's fine." You shoot back. "Everyone is entitled to their wrong opinions. Especially you."

Gojo is once again silent. Until. "I hate you."

You can't help the chuckle that escapes.

"Why?!"

"Why what?"

"Don't be coy. Why Nanami?"

"I'm sorry," you give him a genuinely confused expression, "have you met the man? He's incredibly good looking, financially stable-"

"I'm also those things."

"Emotionally competent enough to hold a relationship for longer than three weeks-"

"That's...yeah ok, that's-"

"Is the type of man who gets along with both of your parents, so much so that they ask you every week when you're on the phone with them why the two of you aren't married or at the very least engaged yet-"

"This is getting very oddly specific."

"Radiates an aura that subtly screams 'I have a huge dick but I don't brag about it'"

"Clearly you've thought a lot about this."

"Somehow explains things without mansplaining them to you. Like if you were to ask him to explain how the stock market worked he would sit you down and make economics sound like the sexiest thing in the world while still remaining respectful."

"That's not fair. You know I'm bad at economics."

"I'm serious. He's like a total catch. Husband material. Dating isn't enough. If you date that man, it's endgame. He's already picked out the perfect ring and planned the entire honeymoon."

"Perfect is a strong word. Some would say it's too subjective even."

"He's the type of man to slow dance with you at 3 am in the kitchen of your upper class suburban home that he probably paid for in cash, while your two kids sleep soundly in their little bedrooms upstairs all tuckered out from your weekly family outing."

"Again. Very oddly specific."

"Face it, Gojo. Some men are just walking green flags." You stand and pat him on the shoulder, comforting him as he pouts. Clearly this wasn't the conversation he was hoping for. "But I have to get to my next class before my students get started without me, or Maki might accidentally give another kid a concussion. And I don't feel like explaining that to Yaga again."

Gojo waited until you were out of the room to huff in exasperation. "Psh. I'm a green flag."

"Yeah, if you're colorblind."

The sudden voice on the couch at the back of the room makes Gojo startle and jump in his seat.

Nanami lays just out of direct line of sight from the couch Gojo is sitting in, the one you were previously lounging on as well - so much so that Gojo has to lean over to see him lift the small folded towel from over his eyes.

This only sours Gojo's mood even more. "Well, I bet you're just so impressed with yourself right now."

Nanami lets the towel fall back over his eyes. "Don't feel bad Gojo," he can't contain his smirk, "not all of us can be husband material."

“I Am Motivated”

Draw this on yourself on a pulse point (with non-toxic marker) to help keep you motivated.

𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐀   ઉ   intuitive reading.

hello my lovelies! today's intuitive reading will serve as a bit of a confidence boost, as well as some advice + encouragement for you to embrace your inner diva as i like to call it, which is a more empowered version of yourself and your most feminine traits, but it applies to all genders! if you enjoyed this reading, please consider tipping me via paypal @ amourdivinetarot@gmail.com!

♡ ♡ ♡     pick a card masterlist & information.

how to choose your pile.  take deep breaths for a few minutes & look at each one of the piles separately. which one sparks a feeling inside you? which pile gives you a strong memory or calls out to you the most? take your time and feel free to come back to it later.

the piles.

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disclaimer. this reading is for entertainment purposes only. it is not a substitute for medical and professional advice, nor is it meant to be taken as such. i do not take responsibility for any choice(s) made by you or others regarding my readings. please remember you are responsible for life and in power of it, no one else! ♡

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pile one. jisoo & jennie.

♡ ♡ ♡ who is your inner diva? Your inner diva is someone who’s very sassy - sometimes even a bit rude to the people who disrespect you. Honestly, it’s a bit cliché even, it even reminds me of RuPaul’s drag race, because it’s someone who doesn’t hold their truth back and doesn’t accept any unsolicited opinions from their peers. I sense a tongue-in-cheek behavior, someone who always has a clapback ready for any occasion. Your inner diva is protective of the people around you, especially yourself and the old versions of you. Someone who’s very in touch with their more masculine traits & has extremely high standards for their relationships, especially friendships. This inner diva is someone your child self would look up to because there is a very unapologetic side to it. It’s a very self-controlled version of you, someone whose anger is channeled into a healthy manner and isn’t used to hurt yourself or manipulate others, although the temptation is there. At this moment, you may be intimidated to embrace this inner diva side of yours - I sensed some fear as I typed, because this inner diva is not afraid of their shadow side at all. It can be an off-putting presence and come off as arrogant, but that is only the surface. This inner diva is very balanced in terms of being both feminine and masculine traits - unafraid to embrace all sides of themselves. Putting it in more concrete terms, it’s someone who does no harm and takes no bullshit either. 

♡ ♡ ♡ how can you embrace it better? Currently, you could be stuck in people-pleasing, which is understandable. There might be many childhood traumas holding you back (especially bullying, for this pile) and a lot of issues with rejection. Your family or past friends could’ve been judgemental and pushed you into a box that wasn’t quite what you wanted. I also see many questions and fears regarding your sexuality or gender identity - many of you might belong to the LGBTQIA+ community and have not come out to yourselves entirely. I think there are deeply rooted insecurities when it comes to relationships & how you’ll be perceived, so the first suggestion is to turn inwards. You may have been too focused on the outward effects or expression of your confidence - such as seeming confident, faking it or hoping people will see you as confident even when you’re not. While that may work for some, your spirit guides are heavily encouraging you to look inside with gentle curiosity. Your shadow side is not there to harm you - your insecurities, the resentment and anger you harbor against who’s hurt you and the things you perceive as “negative” are in dire need of your care and your love. It’s like you’re wearing sunglasses to prevent the world from harming you, when in reality what you need is to take them off and look into the mirror - as lovingly as you can. It may seem counterproductive to embrace your hurt and pain, like it’ll swallow you whole, but the more we understand our triggers and our “unacceptable” aspects, the more we can work with them. For this pile, it may feel as if you’re as further away from your inner diva as you could be, but transforming is always a lifelong process. You don’t have to fake these traits or become them overnight. There’ll be mistakes along the way - I think you’re afraid that this confident version of you will disappoint or harm the people around you, but you’ve been trapped in fear for so long that even when you’ve outgrown this “perfect good child” box, you’re afraid of getting out of it. Frankly - you might not even know if you want or can get out of it, because exploring your identity might be the most terrifying thing your brain can register. And I think you must remember there is joy in setting yourself free, even in the smallest ways possible, such as finding out your favorite songs, your favorite color, the way you like your coffee or tea, so on and so forth.

♡ ♡ ♡ steps you can take. journaling about your feelings, creating a pinterest board for inspiration, manifesting through visualization (if you are into it!), exploring your triggers & boundaries, taking counseling or starting therapy, curating a playlist that is entirely yours, writing a letter to your past self and/or the people who’ve hurt you, expressing your anger through writing, exercising or singing, exploring your fashion style and what you want to wear, picturing your future through vision boards or script writing.

♡ ♡ ♡ your inner diva theme song. for this pile, i got two songs: nunu nana by jessi & you can't sit with us by sunmi.

pile two. zendaya.

♡ ♡ ♡ who is your inner diva? Someone who knows their worth, essentially. There’s a much admired quiet confidence from your inner diva, a mysterious aura which leaves people hanging a little bit. A sense of power, something mystical and even ethereal about your inner diva. It’s someone who doesn’t necessarily intend to take the spotlight because they know they don’t need to. Your inner diva has a strong sense of self and is very emotionally independent, which is not to say it’s a lonely thing. Your inner diva simply knows when to walk away and work from a rational place in order to make decisions, but it’s a part of you that never shuns your emotions. If anything, your inner diva is someone who honors their intuition and emotions so much that it is able to work with these messy feelings in a practical way. Your inner diva is someone highly accomplished and admired in their field - a very Venusian energy (Taurus & Libra), someone who walks with poise and grace. There’s a quote by Shakespeare which demonstrates this energy, which says “look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent underneath.” It’s a very complex and dual inner diva, someone who’s extremely polite but has firm boundaries as well. Emotionally balanced and competent with their own goals. Someone who’s very self-aware and accepting of their flaws, does not make any sort of excuses for them, is both humble and confident because they know they’re just as important as every other being in this world.

♡ ♡ ♡ how can you embrace it better? By working on your self-worth, especially by discarding what other people have told you or made you feel. There is a lot of restlessness hidden inside fo you - a feeling of “what if?” that may constantly haunt you. You could be stuck trying to choose between a career or a major, maybe wondering if you’re intellectually capable of pursuing it. You have ignored your intuition for so long that the only way out seems to be logic and common sense, but common sense is for common people. I can picture a little kid in my mind’s eye who’s looking at their grades in disappointment and has never felt good enough for their family’s expectations. Kind of like “gifted kid syndrome” which has led you to burnout and indecision. Even loneliness, for some. There’s a huge wall between you and other people because you could fear being seen for your vulnerabilities, your fears and your missteps as well. Even as many people may look up to you, your impostor’s syndrome is debilitating and you may be overcommitting or overworking yourself in order to avoid feeling like a failure. But you’ll never be a failure. Even on your worst days, your anxiety or any other mental health condition do not define you. There’s a lot of shame coming from this pile, like someone’s crying themselves to sleep, but they’re muffling their sobs under their pillow so that no one knows how bad it feels to always strive for so much. Your perfectionism may seem high-functioning, but it is leading you down this place of burnout and dissatisfaction, because you are pointing out to yourself all of the things you’ve done “wrong.” A lot of Virgo and Capricorn energy, someone who’s taken a heavy burden of responsibilities to prove to themselves they’re worthy, when you already are worthy of every ounce of love, respect and joy.

♡ ♡ ♡ steps you can take. writing affirmations or reminders for yourself, finding ways to become more motivated, tapping into your spirituality, redefine your concept of discipline instead of punishing yourself, dressing comfortably and nourishing your body through good sleep, meditating and grounding yourself. 

♡ ♡ ♡ your inner diva theme song. just like magic by ariana grande.

pile three. alexa.

♡ ♡ ♡ who is your inner diva? A siren. Someone who’s highly magnetic - inside and out, very connected to their sensuality, their body and connected to their feelings. Your inner diva is almost goddess-like, a very alluring person who attracts wealth, good fortune and incredible people. I think your inner diva is also someone who cheers people up, gives them advice and has a very wise “big sister” energy. You could literally be an older sibling or some kind of figure that younger people look up to - whether you know it or not. Your inner diva is angelic, there is so much purity and strength in it that you bask in the glory and you are blessed with opportunities. There’s an urgent sense of abundance here, reminding me of The Empress card in tarot. I love the strength, how your inner diva truly operates from the heart and openly embraces this warmth, this softness that should never be mistaken for weakness. It gives me “empowered empath/giver” energy. I’m very careful not to throw the word “empath” around, so let me explain the concept here: after many years of overgiving, your inner diva is the one whose cup is overflowing. A lot of water energy - I saw the ace of cups in my mind’s eye. Your inner diva has immense depth and wisdom, someone who’s so ethereal and dreamlike that they might truly seem out of a novel or a fantasy movie. Your inner diva is creative and uses this nurturing, Empress energy to create anything they might desire, knowing they will never have to chase anything that is not meant for themselves.

♡ ♡ ♡ how can you embrace it better? By allowing your emotions to flow - there is a wounded child inside of you who’s absorbed everyone else’s opinions. You may have been told creativity leads you nowhere, or that it doesn’t make you any money. It’s interesting, because your creativity will lead you exactly where you want to be. I don’t sense any sort of “heavy” energy from you at this moment, but you might want to tap more into your emotional and soft side. You may even have a bit of mom friend energy to others, which is incredibly inspiring, but you must know when to give to yourself. Where or when have you been neglecting yourself and your dreams? When did you restrict yourself to the realms of material reality? Where did your impossible dreams go? Ditch the useless rules - you are the absolute creator here. Maybe a strict or conservative household has led you to believe there is nothing much out there for you, or that love, kindness and warmth are simply wasted concepts, but your softness is incredibly soothing and alluring to most. Even then, this dreamy, magnetic side of yours has never died. I think you might feel suffocated by this world and have the need to escape reality, but you haven’t found any outlets or may be stuck with a creative block at this time. You’re being urged not to judge yourself through other people’s lenses, to tap into that childlike curiosity you once had, that imagination that made everything magical and possible. You must keep alive the flame of optimism, the side of you who knows a better life is possible and indeed out there. Love and hope exist, still. 

♡ ♡ ♡ steps you can take. complimenting yourself in the mirror, cultivating your hobbies and creativity, working on your sacral chakra, repeating certain mantras, connecting to the universe (fairies or magical beings might be significant), getting in touch with your childlike side, engaging with authentic & loving people, setting boundaries, communicating your needs, allowing yourself to wear whatever you want, being as unique as you are, painting or drawing, learning about something new.

♡ ♡ ♡ your inner diva theme song. ring by selena gomez.

pile four. ariana.

♡ ♡ ♡ who is your inner diva? A person who exudes a je ne sais quois kind of energy. Someone who’s detached and nonchalant - not in a non-caring sense, but as someone who protects their energy very heavily. It’s hard to access this energy. Your inner diva is someone who has this precious, Queen kind of energy, someone who treats & spoils themselves not just necessarily in a material way, but in a very loving way. There is so much self-love here, someone who’s so comfortable with the spotlight that they have paid no mind to any haters or destructive comments. I get a bit of an “Ice Queen” energy - the kind of person who does not give access to just anyone who wants to enter their lives. Despite being in the spotlight, your inner diva treats themselves as a “high value person.” I keep hearing “high value woman” as someone who adorns their body with only good things, someone who’s mindful of the quality of their work, their social circle and their words. Selective, which makes people desire this access to you even more, but your inner diva is someone who’s still completely shielded from any sort of evil eye or toxicity from others. It’s someone who calmly has no issues with saying no and honors their ambitions, but keeps their own business quiet so that other people never know what you’d be up to. It reminds me a little bit of Audrey Hepburn mixed with Jennie Kim - both of whom are considered fashionable and it girls. It’s the kind of “it girl” energy that sets trends instead of following them. It gives me a feeling of someone who naturally becomes or embodies the qualities of a leader without ever imposing their thoughts or opinions on others. Someone who leads by example and never allows anyone to take advantage of their resources or their good heart, no matter how misunderstood they may be to others, your inner diva marchs to the beat of their own drum and few people are truly gifted to be in the presence of this exclusive, enchanting energy.

♡ ♡ ♡ how can you embrace it better? By honoring your values, your time and resources, by prioritizing yourself and the people who value you. Not everyone has our best interests at heart and their betrayal will be their own karma. You have nothing to prove to anyone - that’s how you can embrace your inner diva. Know that not everything or everyone deserves a reaction or access to you, remember how precious your existence is. Many of you already embody many of these traits, but you may have a fear of missing out or even the desire to impress others, which never ever mattered at all. You don’t have to try, period. It’s also important to never beg for love or for attention from others - that it should come freely and lovingly or not at all. There may be relationships that are quite unbalanced in your life that need to be reevaluated, especially one or two friendships in your life at this moment. You may also want to reconsider the people you talk to, especially what you talk about. If you find that people take the credit for your ideas or your essence, it’s time to withdraw. You may approach people with pure intentions and ignore certain red flags because you want badly to believe that they’re not that bad, but your gut feeling is worth honoring! I think you must be mindful of the people who’re around you - it seems the most important message for you here. Reconsider whether people are draining or lifting you up, whether you want to keep them in your life. Sometimes, our self-respect has to be greater than the love we have for someone. It’s not shameful to see the goodness in others, but it’s your responsibility to protect your own goodness when they don’t do the same.

♡ ♡ ♡ steps you can take. blocking people on social media, protecting your privacy, keeping certain things or goals secret until they become a reality, being your own best friend, seeking new company, deleting certain contacts, cleansing your space and getting rid of old habits or objects, walking away from anyone who breadcrumbs or gaslights you, learning to appreciate your company, working on your financial life, cherishing silence, respecting your feelings.

♡ ♡ ♡ your inner diva theme song. that don't impress me much by shania twain.

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"can i have your name, sir?" you point at the cup in your hand with the black marker, tilting your head to the side with a slight smile.

the blond man stares at you for some time(it takes everything for you not to hide from his gaze) before finally muttering his name and following your instructions about waiting for his name to be called out.

he's kind of tired, you note as you take a glance at his retrieving figure from behind the counter; eyes foggy with dark circles under them, legs looking heavy as they drag him across the hall, reactions a bit slowed.

his order is a bit boring, you might even think, just coffee with no milk, sugar or anything, and you guess that he's had a long day and it's not ending as soon as he wants to. poor man, you eye him as he opens his case to pull out some papers and visibly sighs.

"nanamiー" you muse his name in a whisper as you tap the pen against your chin in thought. you think of something silly to wright on the white surface instead of his pretty name, pondering if he'd be entertained or more annoyed at you.

a couple of minutes pass and you call out his name.

"nanami-san, your order's ready!"

he mutters out a quiet 'thank you' and turns away to leave while you not so subtly admire his back, with your chest bubbling out of newlyfound giddiness.

you look at him from behind the dessert aisle on the counter, eyeing his figure through the various cakes and pastries, and your breathing gets a little heavier. it's easy to ignore the weird glances your coworker gives you as you wave her off with shushing sounds, gaze still locked on nanami.

he stops midway for a minute and your heartbeat stops along with him. he turns his head back to look at you over his shoulder; with brows raised as if he's impressed or taken aback by your gesture, and you want the whole building to collapse on you just to not feel as embarrassed as you do, but everything stops when nanami's lips stretch in the softest of smiles and he turns away.

letting out the air you didn't even know you were holding, you rub your face with your hands roughly, trying to calm down your nerves yet as soon as you open your eyes you are met with his narrow gaze from across the room.

your instincts tell you to hide, and that's what you do for the rest of the evening; doing your best to not get distracted by him, busying yourself with dishes and new customers, scrolling through tiktok when on break.

but it's so hard to not think about nanami, even harder than to not look at him.

you don't notice when he leaves, only waking up from your daydreaming when your coworker calls out for you, and there's no one from across the room to stare at.

you walk to his spot with a pout on your lips, taking the tray with his now empty cup and used napkins and heading back behind the counter. the cup in your hand feels warm; maybe it's the warmth of his palm or your sick imagination playing games with your heart, but the same warmth strikes you everytime you picture his smile again.

handsome man with long legs :)

you doubt that you'll ever see him again but at least you made him smile with the silly note you wrote instead of the name he gave you.

and then you notice black ink on one of the napkins.

(he left his number for you.)

mayaaaa, ik ik okay what im ab to say is really controversial and bad and im sorry, and its okay if u reply rudely to me or get mad i understand. but have you ever experienced or seen irl a MAJOR physical appearance change? it is so motivating to see anons getting their df and db and just being fully confident in themselves. and a lot of them talk about how they look SO much diff and stuff! but when i see bloggers post actual pics about their "drastic" change, it is always a small difference that IS there im not denying it, but could easily be posing/angles/lighting changes/water weight fluctuations, etc etc bc of how small it is. im just asking if you've ever seen a physical appearance change that a) isn't just makeup and b) is super drastic like people outside of the loa community could easily tell she looks like a totally different person. im sorry ik you're probably reading this thinking im a bitch, i just want an answer.

why are you depending on other peoples results so much? and yes me ive experienced a massive change to the point where all people did was compliment me. but again, you dont need approval from others actually go and do it yourself.

“My Heart Heals”

Keep this sigil under your mattress. Most healing happens during sleep. This sigil will help aid in the healing of your heart over time. You could also carry it around with you if you wanted to.