Happy Pride Month!!!

On my dream last night (Right now as I'm writing this) me and my long distance partner worked in the same roblox-tycoon ahh restaurant. They were urging me to brush my teeth because throughout the dream I scratched my teeth clean but never actually brushed or flossed. They took me to a mirror and my teeth were so horrid that I listened. They then told me it was 6:20am and I needed to get dressed for school (my bus comes around 6:40am and I've dreamed about being late to my bus for the last two weeks) I actually ended up waking up irl due to this. It was not 6:20am, but it was in fact 3:40am, half the hour double the minutes. Wtf. (I'm writing this at 4am)

-Chan

I am so sorry to the anon who gave me wonderful advice I've already put off drinking water and then forgot for 3 hours and the only reason I remembered is because my father gave me my medication

(This isn't a serious post I know that I won't get the routine perfect so fast but I think it's a little goofy)

-Chan

Scheduling this for when I'm at school so yeah but like listen

Being a system is the wildest shit because NONE of us look like the body. We happened to stop looking in mirrors a good while ago because we just- didn't look in the direction of a mirror or care to look at ourselves so every once and a while it's just:

"Man I wonder if I have plaque on my teeth rn lemme lo-" cut off by the staring and internal thoughts of "Wait where did my brown hair go why am I covered in acne and why are my teeth so wack-" and scanning the body in the mirror like it's a foreign object in mf Subnautica in disbelief. Then it hits that you ARENT a cute lil cis man with small hands but rather a fat white trans man with uncomfortable everything.. and small hands unfortunately that stays-

BUT THEN IT GETS W A C K BECAUSE A SECOND REALIZAYION HITS THAT YOU'RE A GROWN ASS MAN IN THE BODY OF A MINOR??

I feel almost like a creep for just sitting here like 🧍‍♂️

But then again our headspace is all grown men except like three teenagers in which only ONE is actually a woman??

AND THEN WHAM WHAM WHAM TRIPLE WHIPLASH BECAUSE NOT ONLY IS MY ANATOMY NOT CORRECT BUT ITS D O U B L E NOT CORRECT BECAUSE IM MISCE SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!

Ain't nothing right here and my only meds is time and money to mold myself into a new shape (man) like pottery.

BUT THAT ONLY SOLVES TWO WHABLOOEYS BECAUSE MISCE DYSPHORIA CANNOT BE PHYSICALLY FIXED WTF

..yall it's too late at night for this put me down

To sleep.

My least favourite pipeline has to be the shocker-whiplash-triple whablooey because it happens within five seconds and my life crumbles before my (and the body's) very eyes

-🐥

i wish you could message friends on simply plural

Thank you thank you thank you I love the science source I'm sending this to my friend because they wanted info and I'm so happy grrrrraaahhhhhgg!!!

-Chan

Dear r/systemscringe... you're being lied to...

You're in an echo chamber. One that bans anyone who goes against it. They will feed you irrelevant distractions of "sources" that don't address the real topic to keep you complacent, but people who link to anything that contradicts the narrative of the hate subreddit will be banned from it just like I was.

The other day, there was a screenshot of a post I made on that subreddit.

A user asked if this was correct. They were immediately fed a bunch of irrelevant sources that only addressed DID. And they were downvoted for even questioning if there might be anything behind what I said.

The links on the comment don't work. But even if they did, WE ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT DID.

There is a very manipulative trick being used here to focus specifically on DID when they know that this isn't the claim being made.

Let's start by establishing a few facts. Including the actual claim.

Claim: You can be plural without trauma or a disorder

What being plural means: Plurality is an umbrella of phenomena where a single-body experiences multiple self-conscious agents of some kind. These agents may be identified by the system as having origins that are spiritual or psychological. Psychologists use a variety of terms to refer to these agents such as "distinct personality states" or "dissociative parts."

Now, with the basic definition out of the way, let's talk about...

The sources r/systemscringe doesn't want you to see!

The most explicit in using plural community language is in Transgender Mental Health by Dr. Eric Yarbrough. This book was reviewed and published by the American Psychiatric Association.

Below are some choice excerpts from the book's chapter on Plurality.

This establishes the following:

The phenomenon of plurality is not the same as DID. (Which is why the sources discussing DID being caused by trauma are irrelevant distractions.)

Many plurals are happy being plural and not distressed by their plurality. (Important since "distress or impairment" are a criterion of DID and OSDD in the DSM-5.)

Plurality isn't necessarily caused by trauma.

In the World Health Organization's ICD-11, the term used for dissociative identities is "distinct personality states."

The ICD-11 includes the "boundary with normality where it states that you can experience the presence of "two or more distinct personality states" without a mental disorder.

This is, again, using a term it uses synonymously with dissociative identities. It's essentially using different words to say the same things as the Plurality chapter of Transgender Mental Health.

Do you need more sources?

Is the World Health Organization and a book published by the American Psychiatric Association not enough?

How about this study discussing multiplicity as a continuum of experiences?

The one thing that's been lacking for a while has been neurological studies into non-disordered systems. There is a currently-unpublished neurological study that was conducted into tulpamancy systems by Stanford University. Tulpamancy, for those unaware, is a mostly psychological practice of creating headmate through intentional effort.

The neurologist who led this study discussed the results in an AMA in the r/tulpas subreddit:

Essentially, the brain of tulpamancers showed different activity when a tulpa was controlling a limb versus when the host simply imagined someone moving their limbs.

If you're from r/systemscringe and this is the first time you've heard of any of these papers, that is by design!

The subreddit and most anti-endo communities are designed to keep you ignorant. Only their view is permitted. Anyone who contradicts their views, anyone who links to academic source that show the existence of endogenic plurality, is banned!

This is how they operate. It's how they keep you hateful. It's how they control you.

Remember, if there was a single paper out there that contradicted these studies, where even one doctor said you need trauma to be plural, r/systemscringe would have provided that by now.

The reason they only give sources about DID is because they can't find even one single doctor to say you need trauma or a disorder to be plural.

They want you to be ignorant. They want you to not find out what the actual professionals and experts think!

Ziggy.

Ziggy is the funniest creature you'll lay your eyes upon.

Ziggy is PRO ENDO!!! If you are ANTI ENDO you'll get a

BOMBASTIC BUG GUY SIDE EYE

For being mean to another person based off their experiences

Say hello to Ziggy. He was a Biology project Hyunjin made last Thursday.

Silliest stickbug/ant fusion

-Venti

As those following me know most of our headspace is korean men

Well

Our World Geography teacher told us he added a Korean unit to the end of the year and he said we can teach some of it because we know a lot.

He doesn't know the system-wide excitement he's caused.

All of us are so excited now because there's a class period or part of one where we get to yap about Hangul and it's history as a language that was straight up created within minutes and the mannerisms.

The Americans in the class are gonna lose their marbles

-Innie and Channie

hi i read your hydration sitution post and wanted to send an ask instead of rb because my social battery is low...

idk how the average joe does it because were disabled which affects our urinary tract but we always have a water bottle take a sip or gulp depending on how we feel and make sure before leaving anywhere to use the restroom no matter if feeling like its a need we just go

or like if we know were staying home for the day just going every so often (it helps our bathrooms are close)

maybe since youre not used to it set alarms have reminders and keep that schedule so your body gets used to it? maybe like an hour or hour and a half for water and use the restroom, itll feel weird yes but building the habit is a good step

wishing you the best!!

Hello! I tried to answer this earlier but it didn't let me :(

Tysm for letting me know about this! Unfortunately there's a law where we can't have our phones at school so I can't set reminders 5/7 days, however I'm trying to get better now that I get small craving-like feelings!

If I was allowed to bring water bottles I had to school I would've probably developed this sooner, even if a little. I only had opaque water bottles growing up in elementary and only transparent ones were allowed (not the craziest rule, we could only wear non-logo socks with two color choices)

I'm actually glad you sent in an ask instead of reblogging, I get really happy when I see asks in my box and someone insys actually deleted the og post about it, so I don't think I would've seen your suggestions had it been a reblog.

Tysm for coming! I hope you have a good day and good sleep :3

-Chan

InnerBloom.. sounds interesting tbh

What’s your Slenderverse series name? 

Mine is “To The Witness” 

@read-me-loud-and-queer