Yaaay!

This was my funny number post everyone-

Me: tries to catch up (and get some advance on) my two main October challenges before I get busy af again

My silly ass brain: What if yandere artist bf though?

I keep going back and forth between separating the yapping from my main and ufvgubhniebnuifyvb

I think I'll just put everything back here and imaybe reblog my art to a more organised sideblog if I really want to separate it 🤔

So uh, if during the night posts you'd seen here previously or only on @ceps-pers move here, let's pretend it's normal 👍

Will probably keep the blog for straight up yapping (like this) and have the rest here, cause I don't want it to go unused tbh (or if somebody has another idea of what I could do with it I'll take it tbh-)

Taking the offer to join in ^^

I'm pretty different from my child self, so much so I changed my name, even though fundamentally we're exactly the same, so this was interesting!

Making this made me feel full of love for myself tbh 💕

@lifenconcepts if you feel like doing it ^^

Picrew tag game!- Create yourself now vs how you looked when you were a kid

Link

I was tagged by @cutebisexualmess for this but the chain was too long so I'm restarting!

If only that little girl could see me now (she'd probably think I was cool tbh)

uhm tagging: @b3achfagz (ik you dont do tag games so u can just ignore this but i though u might find it cool) @cassiecryptic @viktheviking1 @depressedgremlinbitch @ramencat12 @inkyslimee @the-horrifying-digital-circus @patipati @cute--thing @musicalsiphonophore @tastetherainbow290 @disenchantedwarlock @bookishcatcafe and anyone else who sees this and thinks it looks cool!!

HIIII could I hear a recording of your heartbeat? :))

I don't have any means of recording it, but that's an interesting request! /g

As always, feel free to jump in behind me if you see this and feel like it ^^

I did another one that is really clever and cool

Check off experiences you have had in exchange for a random medical procedure you are

@sillycyan @trashykitty

Picrew

Nuggts character maker!

This is a Picrew made by Nuggts @.nuggts on TikTok You can use this Picrew as a profile picture or in a video etc. with credits! Do

I love this one so much !!!

@thelost-experiment @primalshane @caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph @milanesa-con-matecocido

Update: found the term, you were correct!

Here's the link to what I found (link)

It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)

May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?

I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-

I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-

It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.

I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).

As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.

I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.

I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.

I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.

Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.

In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.

Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).

I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.

For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.

That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^

In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3

I’d send my rotting body to you with the most heartfelt of letters alongside some homemade goods like brownies and cakes, apologies if they’re stale, but my organs are in tip top shape for you !!

Aw, thank you! I'll cherish the gift <3 /p

(also @lifenconcepts you watch Grian???? /vpos)

Tagging (no pressure tho) @sliceoflifeshepard @omegaversecurse @sillycyan

GLAD TO INTRODUCE my new uquiz!!

Here’s the picrew: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1729225(hope you’re fine with the amount of variety here, I just didn’t want to use any of the overly popular ones because I’ve personally grown bored of them)

@caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph @azazel-with-lots-of-time @boyswillbedogz and anyone else feel free to continue!

Happy Therianthropy Day! — ⛅️

Thank you! Happy theriantropy day to you too anon!