DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS
death by a thousand cuts - taylor swift
when emma falls in love + the bolter
ela parece uma adolescenteeeee
A stupid, desperate boy who wallows in self-pity, blaming his friends for leaving him. I know you, [...], though you may not know yourself. You left them. And you'd do it again.
So go, [...] run home, or starve in the Blight. It doesn't matter to me, because you don't matter. Just spare me the misery of your company.
não, de verdade. vai se fuder
IM FREEEEE WORST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE
i know it's over and it never really began but in my heart it was so real
— Sylvia Plath, "The Bell Jar"
wanting to feel wanted is another recurring theme I’ve noticed on this album. she wants her lover to want her back and prioritize her (imgonnagetyouback, the alchemy, the albatross, so high school). she wants her exes to wonder about her (the black dog, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, peter). as soon as she feels wanted again, she makes drastic decisions, whether it be leaving her current relationship or rekindling it (guilty as sin vs imgonnagetyouback). she’s at her lowest when she feels discarded or resented. she’d rather be experimented on and broken over and over again than left stranded (down bad). he runs because he loves her. she’ll bolt before he gets the chance to.
20s | she/her | just a sideblog to use as diary quero viver pra sempre e também morrer amanhã
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