Cannibalism-as-love - ⋆ Excellent Fun 'til You Get To Know Her

- Sylvia Plath

realized i was essentially breaking my back the entire time, the - white knuckle dying grip - taylor talks about just so he would stay

the friendship came from my part. i was an outlet for him

wanting to feel wanted is another recurring theme I’ve noticed on this album. she wants her lover to want her back and prioritize her (imgonnagetyouback, the alchemy, the albatross, so high school). she wants her exes to wonder about her (the black dog, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, peter). as soon as she feels wanted again, she makes drastic decisions, whether it be leaving her current relationship or rekindling it (guilty as sin vs imgonnagetyouback). she’s at her lowest when she feels discarded or resented. she’d rather be experimented on and broken over and over again than left stranded (down bad). he runs because he loves her. she’ll bolt before he gets the chance to.

listening to chappell roan & drink wine is just >>

dating me is so easy because u never have to worry about me cheating but u have to worry about me killing myself

what could you possibly kill that you love so much it would make the sun rise again?

She's been many places with men of many faces First, they're off to the races and she's laughing drawing aces But none of it is changing that the chariot is waiting Hearts are hers for the breaking There's escape in escaping