Caologia - Awaken And Aching

growing up really is scary, deep down I’m still the same as when I was 16 and with no idea of what to do or how to start. and I’m stuck in my head while life goes on

most days i am a museum of things i want to forget.

E.E. Scott, "Every Day I Am Trying New Techniques To Make Myself Disappear".

Kurt Cobain’s Stratocaster

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

being alive is like,, being so full of love and so full of loss at the same time. a lot to carry around either way.

absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war