sniffy<3
People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.
oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me
people who find it easy to do things have no idea how hard it is to do things
I want to follow him around like a cat and run in front of his feet and trip him
Do you want to listen to sad music and lay on the floor together until the feeling passes
I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough
maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want
I wanna cry, scream, hurt myself, and die so bad, but I just don't have energy for anything anymore...
I feel so damn exhausted
I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.
kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna
One minute you’re recovering so well, feeling like life is worth living and you are worth loving. The next you are alone again, feeling 13 years old and harming yourself, reminded of why no one could ever like you in the first place. I fear I will always return back to that person…
I'll try not to think about it
For someone who’s always angry I really fucking hate being angry
I’m trying so hard to stay alive
i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock
sorry for complaining so much it’s just that I need to
So many beautiful people with curly hair in the world life is worth living
i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age
i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong. i have felt wrong for my entire life.
Columbian Black-Tailed Deer | MRNP
i’m so tired i need to be held or killed
little baby