In Case You Need To Hear This

I finally finished this!!

This was my first attempt at implementing such a complex perspective, but I think it could have been worse.

original design idea by @6robotmonster6 !!

a genuine commission for someone on discord. don’t worry about it

(Art by ThiccSnick on Discord, please support them if you can!)

Hey!

Welcome to my blog! Most of the things you need to know about me are already in the picture above!

As you can see, I'm refreshing it so I can finally reorganize and start everything from scratch again. I feel like I'm lazing off reblogging without any tags at all these days, and it can definitely be annoying to many. It feels.. messy. There's also my old interests that I don't indulge in anymore, and I'd rather not have people follow me for that sole reason. They will be reblogged over to a sideblog instead.

But anyway! I don't post BTD or horror content anymore. It has been damaging my own sanity, and I wasn't very mentally well at that time at the moment of posting those contents.

What I do post and reblog are mostly fitness, Alternative bands (mostly Industrial-leaning), motivational quotes, punk/Goth fashion and dark aesthetics. Maybe some Joan Jett, Rhea Ripley, and Brody Dalle too. Alt women are so cool!

Additional Info

Neurodivergency

Gender Identity & Sexuality

I'm diagnosed with PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I'm a protector + host!), and Autism. I also struggle with my math and poor motor skills. On top of that, my anxiety is also all over the place. Therefore, I do struggle to get on with my day sometimes with these issues, so please be patient with me!

You may follow my sideblogs here made by my alters from my system:

@peanutmcflurry - Host + Trauma Holder

@moda-alice - Caretaker

I used to identify as a trans masc person during my teens but after going through my own personal journey, I came to realize I wasn't exactly a trans masc person and desisted back to a bisexual cis woman. I did suffered under some form of internal misogynism and thought of femininity as something weak, so I used to try and appear as trans masc to appear like I'm "stronger" and more "unique than the other girls.". It's pathetic, and I am definitely deeply ashamed of that.

HOWEVER, this does not mean that gender criticals and TERFs should be welcomed on my blog. And I certainly do not appreciate anyone using my story to make some form of fear-mongering against trans and queer people. Everyone's journeys are different!

(Desisting meaning that I have not gone through any form of trans affirming healthcare, but I had identified as a trans/queer person before.)

Languages & Culture

I'm a Malay-Singaporean and lived here since birth. I mostly speak and type in English. It's easier for me to do that. I'm technically Indonesian-descent since I do have Javanese and Bugis ancestry in me. I'm also aware how I'm honestly aware that my culture's very underrepresented in the western media. Haha.

I do speak Malay and some Indonesian, but my skills in those are like, really rusty at the moment because I hardly consume content in those languages.

Malay and Indonesian are pretty similar, just like your Norsk languages or Dutch and German. It's just that I need sometime to read Indo properly or understand the slangs. It's not too bad, though.

Boundaries

1. Do not follow me if you're just in for Horrorporn/BTD content. I STRICTLY do not post those kinds of contents anymore.

2. TERFs, Gender Criticals, or any form of bigotry against marginalized groups are not welcome.

3. No flirting, unsolicited DMs.

I might add more if I needed to. But I believe that's about it for now. Thanks for reading this!

★🍷🦇VAMPIRE & GOTHIC WEB GRAPHICS 🧛🏻‍♀️🏰

I put this combo together because of an OC

These were found on Geocities and Deviantart(stamps)!

Stamp creds in order (c) TheHopefulRomantics, TheHopefulRomantics, black-cat16-stamps, homu64, Gothicmama, ylorish

While I was mass deleting a lot of my recent reblogs to reorganize my blog, I realized I kind of fucked up and accidentally deleted the Palestinian support posts.

I'll be reblogging them again. My sincere apologies.

Nyehehehhh NEW STRADE AND LAW CONTENT

I thought it was a meme blog until I went there and realised (possibly) a FUCKING bot took a rare, legendary username.

@ihaveahugeslong please tell me you're real

Do you know what happens when I hear the bombing and live under it, with everywhere around me collapsing? I have nothing but ..

my notebook and pen, 🎨

and I isolate my mind. I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to feel what's around me, I want to escape to my old world! PLEASE DONATE HERE

Here is a Happy moment for me in this war when I was able to get chard leaves for the first time in this famine we face every day Verified by @90-ghosthere Olive Branch, line 508 of their spreadsheet Thank you all for the Love ,Support,Donations you send me !! I won't ever forget it! Ever!!

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Donate to Help Mahasen, a Digital Artist from Gaza and Her Family!, organized by Mahasen ElKhatib

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Hello, I am Mahasen,a Digital Artist from North Gaza, where creativity thrives despite challenges. My father passed away, making me the main provider for my family.

Before the war, I worked in motion graphics with international companies, specializing in character design and storyboarding.

The conflict forced us to evacuate repeatedly, and our home was damaged. My essential art equipment and tablet were stolen and destroyed, representing years of hard work and creativity. Now, we are homeless, unsafe, sick, and financially insecure.

Our family includes:

My mother, 62.

My sister Mai, 35, visually impaired.

Myself, Mahasen, 31.

My brother Mohammed, 28, visually impaired, and his wife Iman, 28.

My youngest brother Amin, 21.

Your support is crucial to help me rebuild and ensure my family's safety and survival. Your contribution will replace my tools and restore our hope and creativity.

My Socials: @MahasenAlkhatib Instagram here X here Facebook here My Main Post here

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Me when I finally got Stardust Cookie

(I'M SORRY Caviar Cookie kept dying first in my battles I just got sick of it-Don't get me wrong he's a cool character but he's too w e a k)

I am Tahani El-Shorbage, my husband is Wissam El-Shorbage, and I have 3 children, l am from in Gaza🇵🇸🍉,

I lost my job because of this genocide, I studied chemistry and digital marketing and was working at the university as an assistant professor and I lost my chance to be, they destroyed all universiries in Gaza. And I dont have any choise unless start everything from zero.

Would you kindly consider sharing my campaign with your network? Your contribuation mean the world to me❤️‍🩹

Its the final hope for me and for my future after I lost everything I have!

My whatsapp Number is +972599727178 feel free to msg me there, I am looking to connect new people and happy to talk about my work and about the situation here.

LINK: https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-have-nothing-left-my-home-and-workplace-have-be?

My instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tahani_marketing?igsh=MXVheTJwdjF1c252Ng==

Donate if you can

Reblog if you cant

My account has been verified by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi

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Donate to Please Help Tahani save her children and husband, organized by Renna Sharif

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