Im So Special To Have The Chance To Be Alive In This Beautiful World

[after saying something completely normal] be honest do you think i should ever speak again

Life’s all fun and games until. Disorder

me when i think about how much i had and how i could love every bit of information i got about a person, every word, every expression, every action, and now i don’t have the option to do that. i will never get to cherish every moment with someone like i cherished it with her, and i will never love someone the same way. i will never experience her love again, i will never hold her hand or have her skin touch mine. ill never hear her voice, her laugh, her delicate, beautiful pauses in the middle of a sentence. i hope to hold someone as dear to my heart as i held you, but i know it will be in a different way. i love you. so much. i wish i could let go and move on, i wish i could stop dwelling on my emotions. i could write on and on about how much i want you, i want you to be here so badly, but this wont help me minimize the intensity of my attachment to you, so im stopping here

{Quotes by : Khaled Hosseini, from "And the Mountains Echoed"/Margaret Atwood, from" The Blind Assassin".}

hi yes I'd like to order a fucking break for the next million years please. thankyou.

nothing gives me more peace than knowing that love will come back to me in many ways and different forms. i may have no idea what the future holds for me but at least there will be love. & a lot of it

me

- I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)

Happy birthday KEL!!! 🧡🏀🍊🌵

anxious x avoidant is NOT the move never do it