Catcerealll - Charlotte!!

they should invent a way to read in bed that's comfortable

how much longer do i have to wait

#whatiswrongwithme

me when i think about how much i had and how i could love every bit of information i got about a person, every word, every expression, every action, and now i don’t have the option to do that. i will never get to cherish every moment with someone like i cherished it with her, and i will never love someone the same way. i will never experience her love again, i will never hold her hand or have her skin touch mine. ill never hear her voice, her laugh, her delicate, beautiful pauses in the middle of a sentence. i hope to hold someone as dear to my heart as i held you, but i know it will be in a different way. i love you. so much. i wish i could let go and move on, i wish i could stop dwelling on my emotions. i could write on and on about how much i want you, i want you to be here so badly, but this wont help me minimize the intensity of my attachment to you, so im stopping here

repeating “my love is mine all mine” everyday in the mirror like an affirmation

“stop traumadumping to your friends tell this to your therapist” my god they paywalled human connection

Keepin’ the witchcraft alive, making our grandmas proud, that’s Gundham for you <3

{ Words by @fatimaamerbilal from being unwanted is a language. /Haruki Murakami from The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle }

why do i crave a relationship so badly

how someone that you once thought of so highly and liked so much can become someone you lose all respect for is something that will never not make me sick