Im Cold

affected me something like a death

Sometimes I think about how beautiful it is that humans sing despite it all. That through suffering, we still sing. How even on the worst of days in the world, there were still people singing. The way a mother sings a lullaby to her crying baby to soothe her. Or the way sailors sang sea shanties out even on choppy oceans to build a sense of familiarity and camaraderie as they worked. Or how even in the depths of the earth, coal miners sing. Isn’t that the most beautiful thing about the human spirit? That we found a way to reach each other in the darkness. To let each other know through song, that do not worry, I am here. Let us sing together and ease each others fears.

- Nikita Gill

how do i like things when i cant even remember anything about them #what

something genuinely insane about going somewhere and getting to feel “i had some of the worst years of my life here” and “i was loved here, once” simultaneously.

"There are two reasons why people don't talk about things; either it doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything."

~ Luna Adriana

nothing gives me more peace than knowing that love will come back to me in many ways and different forms. i may have no idea what the future holds for me but at least there will be love. & a lot of it

Life’s all fun and games until. Disorder

“When I try to describe you, I never can. Not because I run out of things to say, but because I can’t say enough.”

— Unknown

“i’m sooo toxic and bad and rude lmfaoooo”can’t relate. i am kind and loving and care about others feelings. i am full of love. i want to hug and kiss everyone i see. you threaten me, i compliment you. you punch me, i high five you. there is so much good in this world. i am at peace. i love everything. i am stoic and have no enemies

ohmygod i want to kill myself. i am so horrible and unlikeable i hate how average and lame i am no one will ever like me because i am not INTERESTING there is nothing remotelt cool about me im just there and everyone else is so much better than me why cant i just be better i want someone to like me the only reason i have who i have is bc they fell into it. going to slaughter myself