hey sorry if i was offputting and strange and bizarre and weird as fuck last night i was just being myself
me when i made a choice and shes no longer in my life and my life is just a never ending cycle of finding distractions from thinking about her and then becoming empty and the thoughts overflowing and taking over and all there is is her me missing her me wanting her my memories of her the things that are hers that are in my room words we shared STOP☹️
coming to the realization that no one even likes me. ive never been invited to anything by anyone else its always me. i wouldnt be anyones number one choice, my best friend doesnt even talk to me, my conversations with my "close" friends are awkward. i hate myself i hate everything why cant i be normal and liked
I CANT PLAN A NYC TRIP IN 4 DAYS PLEEAASSSEE OMOCAT WHY COME YO THE EAST COAST NOW🙏🙏
OMOCAT x Hoshimachi Suisei @ NYC -- coming 11/15 @ 5 PM PST
even though it sucked it got me to the amazing people i have in my life now it changed my mindset it allowed me to be more understanding of others it gave my sympathy it let me love
i love being independent but i also want someone to love and talk to but i always want to be left alone but im also lonely
"There are two reasons why people don't talk about things; either it doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything."
~ Luna Adriana
me
just sittin' and thinkin'
hello charlotte replayyyyyyyg replay replay deltarune play and yttd and oneshot
Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies
i was only 12
i like to write random messy words and repost things that are so me!
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