cattoncondy
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It’s here! It only took a month if writing but it’s here!
My end of a trade with @nosleepygay! It’s much longer than my usual works so I truly do hope you all enjoy!
Also Im never writing anything for you ever again Sleepy /silly
Reminder that I do commissions!
The price for a full-body colored drawing of one character is $35. More details are on my caard regarding the prices of other commission types :D
(I’ll draw pretty much anything for any fandom or OC, as long as you communicate with me and are aware of my listed boundaries )
Gonna be honest I have not been watching any of the shows for the past month
“I hate villains play Miku x Eclipse! It’s so UNDERATED!” I said as this falls onto my post thing and my finger slips and posts it* “w-wait! This isn’t mine”
If you couldn’t tell I’m joking I LOVE Miku x Eclipse 😉😼❤️
COMMS OPEN‼️
guh tags to reach audience woaghh
I'm so fucking sleepy so my last clever wisdom before i go sleep is this
Amen🙏
I know I said I was nervous about word vomiting on here but I really NEED to talk about Eclipse. Specifically what's happening and leading up to his breakdown.
I wanna talk about everything leading up to it. Moving dimensions, the dead kids, Ruin showing up, the stuff with Lefty and Captain, The mimic, Puppet, Charlie. There's so much that's been going on in his life during the past...5-7 months? And I just have to talk about it.
The reason I bring up moving dimensions as contributing to the breakdown and stress is, change is hard. Moving is hard. Even if you want to move or go somewhere else it can still be overwhelming. Not only that but he had to meet all these new people that, at first, he hated and wanted nothing to do with them. Not only that but because of Sun and Moon he was basically forced to deal with his own trauma and get over it to help these two goobers who couldn't even communicate normally. He also had people constantly coming into the theater, which was supposed to be somewhat his space, and asking him for help and needing him to do things. Which had to have been stressful. Then the lab was supposed to be his space but everyone else found that too and went in without his knowledge.
Then the murders started happening. Everyone was stressed out all of the time, but he especially. I don't think that the situation was worse or easier for anyone involved but his upset was the most noticeable because it felt a bit out of character. We weren't really used to seeing him so vulnerable yet? Even with him helping Puppet and Earth it was still kinda weird. But the more it happened the more in character it felt. It was easy to tell he was not well. He's never really been well but he was doing a bit worse. I don't think anyone ever really addressed to each other how all the kids were affecting them. Eclipse, Sunlight, and Puppet are all THE WORST at doing this. I don't put Moonlight in this list because I actually think he's pretty good at talking about what upsets him and getting his emotions out, from what I've seen. But they should've talked about it. Especially Eclipse. He definitely felt useless during that time because he couldn't save some of those kids. And it's essentially happening again. His kids are in danger because of THE SAME MURDERER + another murderer and he feels useless.
There's so so soooo much grief and anger piling up that it's crushing him. The Mimic showing him what "could've been" if only he had tried to talk things out or hadn't been so "stupid". Losing Puppet, FC and Foxy leaving him behind to pick up the pieces of what happened. Trying to take care of Charlie and trying to get two of his kids back. He hasn't even finished Andrew, Jake, or Andy's bodies.
Now onto the breakdown itself. It started before that call, you could hear it in his voice. Then William gave him two weeks and Roxanne walked in at actually the perfect time. If she hadn't showed up he might not have gotten to let his emotions out the way he needed to. Then he started projecting on her HEAVILY and you cannot convince me otherwise.
"Is it in your nature to screw me over?" -This one might be pushing it but he's always been in his own way. Eclipse has always had an issue with getting out of his own way. Keeping himself from making good healthy relationships with people, putting up walls, overworking himself until he gets like this.
"You're such a failure." -Saying that to Roxy didn't make any sense. What would've made her a failure??? This one sounds A LOT like him telling that to himself just out loud.
"Got some more brain-dead ideas in there?" -This goes with the previous one. Eclipse has made a lot of plans in the past three years and they almost always fail or just get ignored. Specifically with Puppet and giving her a different alternative instead of dying or telling William that he can get him a different body and William saying he wants that body.
"Suddenly you care?" -This one is a big one for me. Eclipse said he doesn't understand why he cares so much. Like this man has spent the last 2-3 years "not caring" about anyone and doing whatever he wants. Killing and torturing whoever he wants or anyone who has wronged him in some way. Then he started getting close to people. The first being Earth. I think she was literally the first person (that he didn't make) to genuinely be nice to him and try to help him. Then there was Puppet followed by FC, Ballora and everyone from that dimension, excluding Lefty and Captain, our Monty and his kids. Even if it's been about a year since he helped Earth and started caring it still seems to be a foreign concept to him.
Then there's when he starts talking about how he's supposed to know what to do "be the best" and stuff. "I'm supposed to be good at this." "I'm supposed to be good at this stupid thing." "I'm supposed to find them." "I'm not supposed to struggle." "I'm supposed to be the guy who finds stuff, who gets it done, who kills, who gets stuff situated." this reminds me of Nexus. He felt like he was supposed to be what Old Moon was and more even if no one told him he had to he that way. I don't think anyone has told Eclipse he's supposed to be the best or anything except himself. Maybe that stems from when he was Moon. Just something that came with everything else. There's a lot of "I'm supposed to" going around.
And when he started talking about his Kids is when it seems like it starts to sink in for him. The way his voice sounds and the hesitation paired with forcing his voice to say what he needs to say. Then he goes back to "I'm supposed to be good at everything." He's so frustrated and so stressed out. Frustration is literally I think one of the worst feelings for me because it feels so infuriating and it can happen so often. Even just the build up of small things inconveniencing me can make me break as badly as he did. Being frustrated sucks. Especially when it's something as big as his kids.
Another thing I want to point out is that he says "If I can't find them, who can?"
He doesn't realize there are people who CAN help him and are probably willing to help. Like Monty or Ruin. Both are smart enough and could help. And if not anyone from the dimension he's in, maybe someone from the main dimension. Genuinely I think I would go insane if he actually asked for help from someone in the main dimension. The first option is definitely Monty since those two get along. Solar is a BIG maybe but I bet he would understand especially with everything that just happened with Jack. Might not be willing to help all the way but could give hims some outside ideas. Personally I think it would be huge if he asked Moon. It probably will literally never happen but Moon is EXTREMELY intelligent and idk that's just something that would show a lot of growth for the both of them. Again it's like literally the least likely to happen.
But he's putting so much pressure on himself when there IS OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE AS SMART AS HE IS. MAYBE SMARTER??? That can help.
Not only that but he is terrified that Andy and Jake are going through what he went through when he was stuck in his head during the Mimic situation.
"They're stuck in their heads. Their body just being used like a tool."
Eclipse was a tool. He was stuck in his head and was a tool for someone else who would've just killed him eventually or toyed with him until he snapped. Thinking that someone else might be going through that sucks and even worse thinking your own kids are going through that? Without knowing how to help?
Now the part I wanted to talk about THE MOST.
"I'm not a dad. I can't ever be a dad. I can barely take care of myself."
Oh boy. This. This hit hard.
Taking care of yourself is hard. Keeping yourself healthy and alive and well is difficult. The world feels like it's against everyone. Pair that with suddenly having to take care of other people? Small people who are more vulnerable to getting hurt or lost than you are? That's terrifying. That's really really scary. It's even worse when you believe that you can't do it or don't deserve it. Now times that by four. This mf really is a single dad who just got four kids dropped at his doorstep with absolutely no instructions or any idea on how to take care of them. Not only that but he's extremely bad at taking care of himself. Thank god he's an animatronic cause I think if he was human he would be dead.
I think he wants to be their dad. He wants to hang out with them and teach them and help them be healthy people.
He can also kinda connect to them in a way that's like...his life was basically taken from him. He never got the chance to be someone on his own. He was just a killcode that went rogue. All his kids also had their lives taken from them. All of them were robbed of a childhood. Both Andrew and Andy were murdered in probably horrific ways. Jake died from cancer at a young age and Charlie was taken from her life and put in an environment that literally poisoned her and eventually killed her.
But he does want to be their dad. He just doesn't think he can be. Parenting is one of the hardest things anyone can do. You are responsible for this person until they are an adult and can take care of themselves. You are responsible for making sure they can take care of themselves. You're responsible for making sure to teach them how to be a good person and what empathy is. Teach them what kindness is and help them become someone who helps others. Help them become someone that can be special to someone else. How you treat them can affect how they treat EVERYONE they will ever meet or ever have any kind of relationship with whether that be romantic, platonic, familial, etc.
He already feels bad about how he's taking care of Charlie. He doesn't have time to help her but at the same time parenting is about making time for all of your kids. Even then it's still hard. Eclipse has so many examples of himself failing to do things and its taking its toll. If you feel like you failed at everything else what's going to make this time different?
Everything, all of it, is sinking in. To him the whole world is on his shoulders. He has to fix everything and he doesn't understand that he can't. That there are other people who can help. And he's scared. There's a deadline. That deadline isn't like failing a class or getting fired. That deadline determines whether or not someone gets to live or dies in a horrific or gruesome way.
The fact that it took him THIS LONG to have a full on breakdown is insane. It takes so much strength to make it that far while holding it in. He's changed so much and has grown so much and oh my god the amount of stuff going on is crazy.
ANYWHIZZLEE...that's my rant. Wow that is a lot. I genuinely love this character with my soul. I love the way he developed, I love how complex he is, it's just amazing to me. I love most of the characters Davis plays and I love the whole story as a whole. Does any of this even make sense??? 😭😭😭
Solar x Nexus
Nebula x Earth
Ngl, I personally don’t ship SolarNexus and see them in a more platonic light, but I don’t actually mind the ship. I’ve seen a lot of really good fanart and can see the appeal.
I think Nebula and Earth could be really cute. Earth is really patient with Nebula learning more about earth and I like their interactions.
Oh… so the “new villain” is Nexus
I have officially lost all motivation so this is what I got so far
I still have a lot to finish but I got like 80% done
Was hoping to get this done before the 3rd anniversary but that doesn’t look like it’s gonna happen (unless I pull a miracle)
Eclipse x Miku:3
One-sided Eklipse x Ruin
Ok, in all honesty I think Eclipse x Miku is my favorite TSBS ship. Like they were so cute in that one Villain Plays gaming vid and I’m so sad we haven’t seen them interact in a couple of months <\3 (been wanting to draw sm art of them maybe one day I will)
I like a one side Eklipse x Ruin bc Eklipse is a merged sun and moon (idek if they wanted to or not) are probably constantly in pain due the NSP, and are incredibly unstable while Ruin merged willingly, and even if he acted insane for a couple of decades is relatively stable, so I see it more so of a sort of fascination and curiosity of what Eklipse could have been while Ruin is just like no lol
Hiiii love all your work🫶🏻!!! I especially love your Nexus design✨💜🖤. I saw that he had the Roman numeral 44 on his hat and was wondering what that little detail implied, if you don’t mind sharing. (Also love your villain play AU art and animatics so much!🖤🧡🤍❤️🩵keep up the good work!
Am like 60% sure you got me confused for Kouwelm so I wouldn’t be able to answer that question unfortunately
Being delusional is not accepting the fact Villian Plays probably will never be again cuz Matt left
I'm not crying you are....
《GOD》
God!AU Eclipse is by @nightyelean
I NEED TO POST SOMETHING AGHHHH
Cake 🍰
biig tsbs miku doodles cause she needs more appreciation
look at meee, doing a drawing on the daycare friend pickup magma (I'm scared and absolutely terrified of doing something wrong)
a couple of funny unrelated sketches under the cut
I want so bad to finish my drawing list so I can return to plan out that little comic
I really liked how these turned out so here
LOOKING FOR MORE THUMBNAIL ARTISTS
Need one thumbnail artist for a personal series that I'm making. I KNOW I DID THIS BEFORE. But I was looking for a certain style, AND that series is still slowly making its way through production hell. BUT, this series is likely to pop in A LOT sooner than the other one. So, for now, I ask if there's any artists out there that may be interested in making some art concerning a game with dead children inhabiting toys by some evil company. Hint hint. Nudge nudge. Don't look at the hashtags.
I had a hunch the new channel would be sunny and moony so I’m actually pretty excited
I am curious what their story would be tho since they’re meant to be the genderbent of our sun and moon
clipas rocking a skirt (alguien deme un tutorial de coloreado)
IAJDHAUJIDSNUIF UUUUUUGH---- OK MAYBE I KINDA SPENT TOO MUCH TIME ON THIS ONE FOR THE WRONG REASONS-
ISHAICN i was talking with ppl and everyone got on the agreement of drawing EAPS eclipse on a skirt/dress so.- ofc i had to put my grain of salt to the bunch
and since everyone got the inspiration high, you'll probably will see other characters in dresses (aka, BloodMoon, Francis, Jack, Mimic or Monty)
ok yea, what if I did and animatic of Francis and Eclipse with the song "Bill Watterson" by Lemon Demon-
would you guys report my account? would i have to put an "cw suggestive" tag on it?
I started this back in like October and decided to try and finish
I’ll hopefully get this done before TSAMS 3rd anniversary but I procrastinate really bad so no promises
another Nexus drawing
i did this thinking on a little au i recently crafted (just inserted Nexus into an already existing idea and gave him a redemption arc) actually, wanna hear about that idea?
A couple of Sketches + alt version under the cut
I'll yapp about this, your honor
Well, how do i say this... imagine a lower budget mildly more dangerous and creepy SCP fundation but for- fazbear problems? yea, exactly.
Nexus is now trapped in that hellish place called "El Manicomio", very fitting for him, huh? His dimensional chip broke, and now he has to scrap his way out of that dimension while making friends and allies i don't think anyone remembers this but, those two bear children i drew before (Leften and Righty) are from this chaotic dimension
yea, here they come, the two co-stars of this AU, Molten Freddy and Puppet/Charlie
they are patients of the """Hospital""" and they will pull Nexus to a weird family of rejects and he will have to ball with it Also, a little fluffy fact, Leften and Righty are Molten's children :D (yea, this version of Molten is an adult, same with Charlie/Puppet)
There are a couple more characters that i would LOVE to introduce but i'm taking my time because they all deserve their own posts Expect more of this AU on my account because the worms in my brain are taking control :D
Inspired by @cattoncondy charlie design & decided to try and doodle a few outfit ideas with it!
I drew this a few weeks ago but didn’t really like it
It was for Matt leaving and stuff
I might just redo it since it’s kinda boring to look at