PREACH IT!!!
a criticism I see of sao is often along the lines of “what’s the message? that video games are better than real life? that being trapped in the game was Good, Actually? that doesn’t apply to real life at all. that’s a useless thought experiment akin to contemplating the ethics of fucking your clone.”
the way the aincrad arc was about how you have to find love and happiness in the here & now, no matter how bleak things are. because when fighting for a cause, it’s so easy to deny yourself joy until that far-off dream is achieved; you tell yourself you’ll rest after you’ve saved enough money for early retirement. or when capitalism is over and homelessness eradicated. or when you’ve finally reached peak physical form. or when the war is over.
but so many people die before that happens. or they live to see it but shortly succumb to trauma or just the ravages of time. all those years spent fighting for your cause, but now you’ve won you’re an adult and you never had a chance to have any semblance of a childhood. or now you’ve grown so accustomed to misery, you don’t know how to treat happiness- so accustomed to pressure and hatred, you’re cruel and harsh to the people around you.
in sao, life went on, in its strange way. people went fishing. they got married. they cooked and ate for pleasure. they did quests and events for fun. people sarcastically say “they’re trapped in a death game and all they can think about is buying a cottage and fucking?” as if there wasn’t a very direct reasoning for this in the plot. them experiencing a sort of burnout, as well as distrust in the system as it was. them realising their own mortality, that they could be killed any day now; that it’s better to die in love than to die miserable.
The definition of dedication
#I still hate you Audrey #but go and be better
I love them, your honour, let them heal and be happy
I think Lucanis is a man of actions, not words.
Lucanis has the opportunity to take care of someone for the first time (or for the first time in a long time).
He will…
Protect your sleep, no matter how short it is.
Not just cook food for you and other companions - make sure your plate is full and you eat enough.
Check that your wounds are healing. That his treatment helps.
Know that your armor is intact and your sword is always ready for a battle. But the best armor for you is Lucanis himself.
Believe that the people you travel with won't let you down when he's not around. He'll explain them in private how to best watch your back.
Try to make sure that you don’t stain your clothes with the blood of enemies. Your hands. It is easier for him to live with the understanding that only his hands are unclean.
Wish silently that where your foot steppes the ground is firm. That the sky above your head is bright.
He can't say that.
The most he can say at the beginning of journey is:
"I’ll protect you".
Need to understand that the promise of protection from him is something that you will carry through entire life.
But Lucanis has no idea that his greatest feat is just…
To live for his friends. To be alive for you.
I freaked out
So Lance is 100% the kind of guy to just walk into Keith’s room when he’s had a bad day and plop on him
Like, right on top of him
They aren’t even dating yet, this is just a Thing™ for Lance
Keith was just lazily scrolling through his phone and BAM
Arms full of cute, sad boy
He’d ask Lance wth and when Lance tells him it was a bad day he just
Goes with it
Because that’s Klance culture; Keith can’t reject Lance it is just not possible
So Keith continues scrolling through his phone
Only now he’s taken to scrolling specifically through memes and cute animal videos
Both of them are Lance Weaknesses™
and Keith knows that
It doesn’t take long for Lance to glance up at Keith’s phone and crack a smile at the meme currently displayed there
Keith can’t help the small smile that graces his own face when it happens
Then Keith plays a video of kittens
and Lance friggin coos
And Keith is so Gone™ for this boy that his face breaks out into a full-on grin
Boy’s Whipped™
They just lay like that for a while, Lance’s mood slowly getting better the more cute animals and stupid memes he sees
And Keith’s happy smile is just fond and wide
Because a Happy Lance™ is a Happy Keith™
After they start dating, these become full-blown cuddle sessions filled with gentle kisses and soft caresses
Keith had created a folder specifically for things that would cheer Lance up
Lance doesn’t know this, but the folder was created before they even started dating
The day Lance finds the folder creation date, Keith explains that he just wanted Lance to be happy and took steps to make sure that happened
Lance doesn’t let go of his boyfriend for the rest of the day
These two are so in love and im dying
Guys guys. Shiney.
I totally get the strict cullen parent headcanons, HOWEVER I don't think he would be
all throughout dai people make jokes abt how he's a stick in the mud, sera calls him general uptight, etc etc but he's so soft for the inquisitor
I note how his voice softens when speaking with the inquisitor. if you side with the mages and you go to shrine of dumat, when speaking with him he's serious, some anger towards Samson in his voice, but when you ask why he's coming his voice gets so soft saying he'd sleep better knowing he was by your side
he gets vulnerable before sending you off to corypheus, praying you return safely. he tells you he doesn't dance, but for you he will. he offers you his most prized possession for luck. the silly lil boyish smile he has after his kissing scene
there's also his hug scenes!!!!! when you return from defeating corypheus, before you go off into the eluvian for the last time, when he's praying for your safe return in the chapel. they're so tender...
in non-romantic instances, he's happy, joking and relaxed when he plays chess with dorian, whom he considers a friend. he starts off grumbling during wicked grace but loosens up and laughs with people he trusts
ofc he's a stern commander, he takes work very seriously, but around people he loves, cares about, or just people he trusts, he melts a little. I think there's that untapped softness within him
he wouldn't be a strict dad, I think he'd melt for his kids and they'd have him wrapped around their lil fingers 🫶🏽
*if you dislike cullen, don't leave hate on this post, you can do that on your own post thank you*
will tumblr let me keep this up?
A message of peace
some links for you folks, easy access, mostly added in order of completion
Half elves’ Home Made Families
The Orc Smear Campaign
Orc Smear Campaign Updated
Chameleon Dragonborn
Elf Hair
Elf Hair Updated
Dwarf Hair
Albinism pt 1/ pt 2
Halflings and Adoption
Prosthesis
Disease
Magic Seals
How magic works
Elf Eyes
Magic tattoos
Tiefling Horns (+ cultural practices)
Fae carapaces
Changelings
Glowing Elf Hair
Plague Doctors
Plague doctors updated
plague doctors pt 2
Kobolds!
Undead Druids
Eldest Elves
aasimar and tiefling traits
bugbears and bodypaint
Undead core classes
Gnomes
Goblin Diet
Tieflings
Dragonborn
Orcs
Wood Elves
Drow
Dwarves
Tabaxi
Aasimar
Kobolds
Halflings
Genasi
Hybrids updated
Eggs
Islands pt 1
Desert Biome
Islands part 2
Explorers Pack
Priests Pack
Burglars Pack
Entertainers Pack
Dungeoneers Pack
Diplomats Pack
Monster hunters pack
Cantrips
1st level
(1st level updated)
2nd level
(2nd level updated)
3rd level
4th level
5th level
6th level
7th level
8th level
9th level
Commissioned
Cats
Metallic Dragons
Chromatic Dragons
Harpies
Cervitaurs (deer-centaur)
½ Minotaur/ quarter bulls
Seasonal Fae
Dream fae
Dryads
tiefling horns (1) (2)
Doggys
Fish
Eldritch horrors
Horses :)
Kenku
Tritons