*throws This At You* ENDER PEARLLLLL

my entire day is based on how they treat me and they don't even know

This might be us

that is us fr 💔

crazy to think about how only 5 people who aren't family members will care when I die

My next purchase aloo

REALLLLLL

WE SHOULD BOTH BUY THOSE SO WE ALSO MATCH 😍

me & @vodozemacc350 if our friends (*cough* žvakači *cough* /ref) didnt hate on mcr 😔💔😭 /hj

TW Mention of self harm & suicide

Bpd culture is wanting to scream to the world that you're going to kill yourself today when really the most you can do is repeatedly engage in self harm

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?

You could be digging my grave

And I'd hand you the shovel

And I'd light myself on fire

Just to keep you warm

You could put a gun to my temple

And I'd tell you to pull the trigger

Because I’d take anything you could give me

Even if it’s just pain and suffering

I’d take anything

As long as it’s you who gives it to me