Team No Pants In A Moment Of Relax. 

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒’ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃

with: tobio, oikawa, atsumu, samu + kita.

a/n: they’re doing their best ok :’(( love is just rly hard. <333

ps: wrote this in 15 mins cus my brain was overflowing pls forgive the messy writing my heart is just exploding right now.

🗝 kageyama immediately panics and asks you how he can fix it; he knows he’s a little clueless when it comes to relationships, but he didn’t think he was doing that badly until he saw the look of hurt in your eyes at your confession. when he started your relationship he told himself he’d go into it with no inhibitions— that he’d love you fully, opening up parts of himself he’s never exposed to anyone and letting you see the good, the bad, and the ugly. the truth is, though, he got lost somewhere along the way— he settled on “good enough” instead of the crazy kind of love he knew you deserved because he was afraid of getting hurt. there’s nothing he won’t do to save your relationship, and after a few cups of hot chocolate and a long conversation that stretches into the early hours of the morning, you’re getting off on the right foot again and you’re more than excited to see what the rest of your relationship has in store. he promises himself he’ll try harder for you, because your kind of love is worth it. 

🗝 oikawa doesn’t believe you and thinks you’re joking; in his mind, he’s the perfect lover— handsome, funny, smart, playful, teasing, the list goes on… but he failed to realize all of the little ways that love can fail. it isn’t black and white, not as easy as it sounds. you’d had a suspicion his previous partners never really asked for what they wanted, too grateful to just have him in their live and afraid of upsetting him. but you’re not afraid of hurting his ego, not if it means you can reach a deeper level with him— somewhere no one else has gone before. once he swallows his pride and actually listens to you, quieting the voices in his head that scream at him to run away because rejection hurts, he’s opening himself up more and admits his ego is just a defense mechanism. you talk things out for a few hours and once he understands how you feel, he’s wrapping you up in his arms and kissing you with a softness you’ve never felt from him before. “i’ll be better for you, baby, i might just need a little help along the way.”

🗝 atsumu suddenly feels like he’s not so alone; he’s always been convinced he loved you more— that he was the one who’d get broken up with eventually once you realized he was a little too clingy or a little too loud for your tastes. you were always so pretty and put together— so he dialed it back for you because he thought you were worth being a “better” version of himself. but ultimately he lost the light within himself that drew you to him in the first place, his playful smiles and cheesy jokes no longer filling the silent space of your bedroom at night as you two drifted off together. he’s honestly relieved when you say you’ve been unhappy, because he has too. he just wants to be himself, and now that he knows he won’t lose you because of it, he’s pulling you into him and kissing you a million times like he used to. it’s the affection and silliness you missed the most— and your heart practically bursts when he asks if you can go for ice cream later because you get so excited every time, and that’s when he thinks you’re the cutest.

🗝 osamu isn’t offended at all, he just wants to know how he can love you better; he’s always been a level-headed guy, calculating yet indifferent when it comes to things that don’t really matter. but you— you matter. he wants to give you everything in the world, he’d just been so busy with work and the restaurant that he’d forgotten how lonely it can feel falling asleep alone at night. you were always by his side when he needed you, but he wasn’t by yours, and it’s something he’s not quite sure he’ll forgive himself for right away. it’s a mature, quiet conversation that has you feeling like you two will be completely okay, because the way he listens makes you feel heard for the first time in a long time— and it occurs to you, all you really have to do is open up to osamu for him to try a little harder for you. you realize how truly perfect he is when you two make up and he’s immediately making your favorite dessert from scratch, just to spoil you a little. he acts like he’s over it but he holds you a little tigher that night, pulls you in a little closer, kisses you a little longer.

🗝 kita is dumbfounded and honestly feels guilty; he calmly asks you how he can be better and listens to every single word of your answer with tact. his grandma had always taught him to respect everyone, and love like there’s no tomorrow because there might not be. but with life getting in the way, he didn’t realize how lonely you were or the fact that he really was loving you from afar. the thing about kita is that he’s always known you were his whole world— the only person who made him think that maybe messes weren’t so messy, that things appearing neat were actually flawed and perfect. he’s in love with you and he knows all of the ways he wants to love you, he just has to remind himself to put them into action. he’s always caught up in the little things that, quite frankly, don’t matter all that much. its ok to be a little unorganized with love sometimes, and he realizes now more than ever that you were right— he hadn’t been loving you the way you deserved. but he’s going to try for you, because he knows he’s the man for you, he feels it in his heart just as much as you do.

a/n: idk what this is + it’s so rambly but just go with it ok :’)

people have got to learn the difference between I didnt like it and It was bad

What the Haikyuu boys (realistically) wear

includes ; the twins, suna & sakusa

upcoming ;

x oikawa, iwaizumi, kageyama, hinata

x kuroo, kenma, bokuto, akaashi

x tanaka, nishinoya, tsukki, yamaguchi

ATSUMU ;

OSAMU ;

The Miya Twins: love Adidas, jogging shorts and joggers, block colored shirts (usually long and oversized), no patterns, big hoodies, very much airport vibes, Vans, Atsumu likes wearing his hood up, Osamu likes caps, 'Tsumu always wears lighter colors and has a collection of obnoxiously bright sweaters, 'Samu wears darker clothes, puffer jackets, is the more stylish twin ('Tsumu low-key got his fashion sense from him)

SUNA ;

Suna: always in black, sometimes grey and even rarer in red, wears anthing comfy, easy to slip on, big but never so oversized it drowns him, never picks "outfits" in a store and never willingly goes out shopping, simply picks out an item when it catches his eye or wears stuff his friends or family buy him, is surprisingly good at matching clothings items and making outfits out of what he's got in his closet

SAKUSA ;

Sakusa: one of the most stylish HQ boys, smart, expensive, always in black, only has like 2 colorful shirts at most, dress shoes, turtle necks, belts, long coats, straight legged pants, never in jeans, never wears sweats in public

Hanging up the sword.

I had this idea and doodled around but I can't physically stare at it anymore so now you get to

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Helping you Escape the Altar

Feat. Osamu

This was originally gonna be a group of headcannons but I got carried away with Osamu’s so here’s his. I will probably release the other ones I had in mind later, just wanted to get this one out.

Before you had to speak to another person that your mother brought back for you to talk to, you slid into a back room of the church, a venue picked by your soon-to-be-husband.

You took a moment to yourself, trying to breath deeply and exhale slowly. This whole thing was getting to be too much. It was too much, it had been months ago. And now you were suffocating.

You grabbed your phone off a drawer and checked the notifications, seeing a voicemail from your one friend who couldn’t make it to your wedding. Miya Osamu.

You turned up the volume on your phone and brought your it closer to your ear to listen.

“Hey, (y/n). I just- this is terrible timing, and you probably won’t see this until after the ceremony- which would make this pointless, but I already decided in would do this.” He sucked in a breath. “I had no reason to miss your wedding besides my own feelings. Seeing this happen to you, it would be too much for me. But I will live in regret forever if I don’t do something. I know this isn’t what you want, it maybe it is, but you’re not ready. Especially not with him. I know you just got swept up in all this, you felt obligated to play along as the bride. But I’d rather risk our friendship than risk letting you go on the rest of your life miserable. I’m not asking you to choose him over me, I just want you to reconsider things. Can he, will he make you happy? Is this what you want?”

It sounded like he wanted to say something else, but you assume the voicemail only recorded for so long, cutting him off before he could say anything else.

You sat in silence as you thought of his words, it was a lot to think about. The mention of his feelings for you was a minuscule part of it, but it still captured a good part of your head. But his last words were what really echoed through your mind.

“Is this what you want?”

Is it? And if not, what do you want.

Glancing at your phone screen you looked at the contact picture for Osamu, it was just him in a black baseball hat with an onigiri embroiders into it, he stood proudly with a perfect piece of onigiri in his hands.

You know what you wanted.

Sneaking out of the room behind the backs of parents and bridesmaids you walked to where the guests are, peering at them from behind a curtain that had enclosed the room, searching for a certain bleach blond.

After spotting him call his phone.

His phone rings loudly to which the other guests give him a glare for having not silenced it sooner. He glares back and answers the phone.

You can tell from his expression that he’s about to say something stupid but you cut him off.

“Atsumu! I need your help.”

You watch as his eyes widen and he decides to take the call further away from the other guests.

“What is this about?”

“I need to leave this wedding, I can’t marry him. But I need help getting out of here.”

You can see a smile creep onto his face.

“Okay, I’ll get you out of here little lady. Where are ya?”

“Look to your left, I’m peeking out from behind the curtain.”

His eyes dart over to you, and he rushes to behind the curtain with you, drawing too much attention to himself.

“Where’s the exit that will have the least amount of people?” He asks as he joins you.

“There’s one around back, I saw groomsman go out it to smoke earlier.”

You tug him towards the back exit until you see several people all smoking outside through the glass doors.

“Shit, we can’t use it anymore.” You sigh.

“Any where else?” Atsumu asks.

“The bathroom.”

“Look, I don’t think sewers are a viable option-“

“No you idiot, there’s a window!”

You make your way to the bathroom and find a window about six feet off the ground.”

“C’mere, I’ll help you up.” Atsumu gestures for you to use him as a boost.

“But what about you?”

“Take my car and get out of here. I can call an Uber, I won’t be the one everyone is looking for.” He hands you his keys and you climb through the window, doing your best to land on your feet.

“Thank you Atsumu, I owe you.” You yell at him as you take off to his car.

“Hell yeah you do!” You hear him yell as you run.

-

When you stepped into Onigiri Miya, you garnered a few stares, which wasn’t unexpected. You were the girl walking in in a wedding dress. It didn’t take long for you to grab Osamu’s attention.

“I was pretty sure you had plans today.” He said as he approached you.

“That’s all you have to say?”

“No,” He’s silent for a moment. “I’m glad you’re here.”

“I am too.”

Silence hung in the air between the two of you.

“I thought about what you said. I know what I want now.”

He stood before you, trying to not reveal his eagerness to hear your next words.

“I thought about how in the moment I would rather be anywhere but in that church, about to give away my life to that man. I would much rather be at Onigiri Miya, with you, just talking. Or at your house with you. Or anywhere with you.”

He took your words in slowly as you stepped towards him, you stopped inches away from him.

“So, let’s spend some time together.” He says, as he takes your hand into his. “If that’s what for truly want.”

You smile at him as he strokes your hand with his thumb. “It is, I’m sure .”

Well..

vaporize

tw // blood

10.5.21 happy miya day!!!!! maybe not the most bday-like pic but it’s october so zombie apocalypse au it is hehe 🧟‍♂️🧟‍♂️